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Dinner broke up.

Lin Wenxiu pulled Cheng Qingrong back to the room and closed the door with his hand.

Cheng Qingrong was silent and sat down on the chair very tiredly.

Lin Wenxiu sat down on his other side and reached out to hold Cheng Qingrong's hands: "Qingrong." ”

"I'm fine!" Cheng Qingrong shouted in fright.

This sudden shout made Lin Wenxiu subconsciously tighten his hands.

Cheng Qingrong frowned a little painfully, and pulled his hand out forcefully.

"Qingrong." Lin Wenxiu withdrew his empty hands and put them on his lap a little helplessly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I ......" Cheng Qingrong saw Lin Wenxiu's expression, and his heart felt like he had been pricked by a needle, he smiled reluctantly, "What can I do." ”

Lin Wenxiu said: "I know you've been very wrong lately......"

"There's nothing wrong with me, I'm normal!" Cheng Qingrong quickly interrupted Lin Wenxiu's words.

Lin Wenxiu said calmly: "I'm just pointing out that there is something wrong with your feelings. ”

"There's nothing wrong with me, I'm normal!"

"Qingrong ......"

"You just don't believe me!" Cheng Qingrong was a little hysterical, "I said I'm fine!" I'm normal! I'm normal! ”

"Your love is too excited, let's calm down first."

"I said I didn't! No! No! I'm not abnormal! ”

Cheng Qingrong was too excited because of his feelings, and his blood surged up, and Lin Wenxiu could even see the green tendons on the other party's forehead and the red corners of his eyes.

His feelings were too unstable, such Cheng Qingrong made Lin Wenxiu a little worried, he looked at Cheng Qingrong who couldn't stop panting, and quickly thought about ways to appease the other party in his heart.

No matter what kind of method it is, in short, Cheng Qingrong can't be allowed to go on like this anymore.

"Qingrong." Lin Wenxiu tried to hug the other party in his arms.

He remembered that Cheng Qingrong had always been very happy about the contact with him, a handhold, a hug, a kiss, even if it was just a small approach, it could make him happy for a long time.

But Lin Wenxiu had just put his right hand on Cheng Qingrong's shoulder when Cheng Qingrong waved it down: "Don't touch me!" ”

Cheng Qingrong clenched the place that Lin Wenxiu had touched just now, and the whole person looked like he was about to shrink into a ball.

"Cheng Qingrong." Lin Wenxiu shouted at each other by name and surname.

Now he was really angry.

He wanted to understand the other party, wanted to know the other party's qiē, wanted to understand why Cheng Qingrong became like this, and wanted to understand what was going on.

But Cheng Qingrong not only didn't cooperate, but didn't even tell him the reason, so he didn't know where to start.

Lin Wenxiu really couldn't understand why Cheng Qingrong just refused to tell him the reason, isn't the two people honest and trusting between husband and wife? Shouldn't we face all the problems hand in hand?

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Lin Wenxiu couldn't help but ask, "It's been wrong since I came back from country D, what happened?" ”

"Don't worry about it!"

"I'm your husband, why can't I care!"

Cheng Qingrong raised his head suddenly, and suddenly crashed into Lin Wenxiu's eyes.

He frowned a little bitterly: "You said that friends need boundaries between friends, don't husbands need them?" ”

"It's different." Cheng Qingrong didn't want to quarrel with him, "The boundaries are not described like this, I just ......"

"Why do you have to ask, I have already said that I am fine, do you not believe me, why do you not believe me!" Cheng Qingrong grabbed his hair a little nervously, "If you don't love me, of course you don't believe me, I shouldn't force you, you shouldn't ......"

"Cheng Qingrong! You sober up! Lin Wenxiu noticed that he was a little dizzy, he supported his head with one hand, and supported the armrest of the sofa with the other, "These two things can't be confused, I believe in you, but you don't believe that we can deal with your problems together." ”

"Why should I believe you!" Cheng Qingrong's words were fierce, he felt that he was crazy, and he actually said such things to Lin Wenxiu, but in order to protect his secret, he had to continue, "You can't even handle your own problems, why do you think you can handle my problems well." ”

"I have the ability."

"You don't!"

"Cheng Qingrong!"

"I don't want to hear it!"

Lin Wenxiu felt that something in his brain was jumping and jumping, making him dizzy, I don't know if it was because he was too excited, he even felt that his vision was a little blurry, and he closed his eyes, Lin Wenxiu tried to calm his feelings.

He couldn't get so excited anymore.

"Wen Xiu." Cheng Qingrong suddenly hugged Lin Wenxiu hard, buried his head in his arms, he half-knelt on the carpet, and the whole person looked a little collapsed, "Wen Xiu, Wen Xiu...... Wen Xiu ......"

Lin Wenxiu subconsciously glanced at Cheng Qingrong, but his blurred vision couldn't see anything clearly, he could only put his hand on the top of Cheng Qingrong's head by feeling.

"Wen Xiu...... Let's not quarrel, okay? Cheng Qingrong's voice trembled, with an unbearable collapse, "I don't want to quarrel with you, I don't want to ......"

"Okay." Lin Wenxiu nodded calmly, "But I still have to know the reason." ”

Lin Wenxiu had to know why.

You must know why Cheng Qingrong has become like this, and why the other party looks like he is about to collapse every time he mentions the child.

Although Lin Wenxiu fully respects Cheng Qingrong's opinion on having children, he feels that this matter may be a thorn in Cheng Qingrong's heart.

He wants to know where the thorn is, and then pulls it out.

Cheng Qingrong's body stiffened slightly, and he begged in a low voice: "Please, don't ask again." ”

"Nope." Lin Wenxiu was very resolute, he softened his tone again, and stroked Cheng Qingrong's hair, "You say it, I will solve it with you." ”

Cheng Qingrong let go of the hands that hugged Lin Wenxiu and sat on the soft carpet with his head down.

"Why do you have to ask?" Cheng Qingrong whispered, "You will never take into account the feelings of others, even if I am your wife." ”

Lin Wenxiu felt that his approach was correct, the two of them were people who were about to go through their lives, and in the years to come, no matter what the reason or what kind of difficulties they would face, they would be exposed to them one by one.

So what's the point of concealing it now?

Why can't you be a human being a little more rational?

How long can such a concealment be hidden?

"I want to calm down." Cheng Qingrong got up from the ground, walked to the door, and opened the door.

"Where are you going?" Lin Wenxiu immediately stood up, but the strong feeling of dizziness made him unable to see the way clearly, so he could only be forced to sit back on the single sofa.

Cheng Qingrong tried his best to restrain his imminent collapse, and tried to speak in a steady tone: "I'll go sleep next door." ”

He felt that he would not be able to get along with Lin Wenxiu anymore, he had just almost ...... It's just about to be spoken.

He believed that Lin Wenxiu could face this matter, but he didn't believe in himself, he didn't have any confidence in himself at all.

Cheng Qingrong is disgusted with such a self.

He didn't have the confidence to make Lin Wenxiu fall in love with him, he didn't have the confidence to face his past life, and even he denied himself as a person from the bottom of his heart.

It has nothing to do with how much he has achieved and how much he has achieved so far.

It doesn't matter at all.

He didn't want to get along with Lin Wenxiu with such a feeling, he knew that his feelings were wrong, and he also knew that he couldn't hide it for long. If he is given a little more time, he will be ready, if not now......

As long as it's not now.

The door was closed, and Lin Wenxiu sat on the chair, feeling powerless in the face of Cheng Qingrong for the first time.

It turns out that if he is not smart, he can solve anything, not to mention, he has never felt that he is smart anywhere between getting along with Cheng Qingrong.

This thing......

How to solve this matter.

Lin Wenxiu rubbed his temples vigorously, trying to calm the restless mood in his heart.

The vision slowly regained clarity, and the feeling of dizziness was also relieved.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Wenxiu stood up and slowly moved to the bed.

The frequency of dizziness in recent times has been so much, and it has been getting longer and longer, that he has begun to realize that he should not just have a cold, maybe not a cold at all, but another disease.

But there are too many diseases corresponding to the symptoms of dizziness and dizziness, and Lin Wenxiu is not ready to check them one by one, he is going to go to the hospital to check his body after the New Year.

Since he swallowed a little reagent when he was a child, Lin Wenxiu has paid special attention to the health of his body, but because he rarely got sick later, he began to relax a little, and he has not been to the hospital for a physical examination for a year.

Fortunately, there are only two days before the New Year, and as soon as the New Year is over, Lin Wenxiu will go to check his body, and when the time comes, he will take Cheng Qingrong and let him check it too.

After sitting on the bed for a while, Lin Wenxiu felt that his condition was much better, and there was nothing abnormal about his body. He was about to go next door to find Cheng Qingrong, but when he remembered what Cheng Qingrong said, he began to hesitate in his heart, not knowing if he had done something wrong.

He wanted to ask the matter to the bottom of the matter, but he was afraid that Cheng Qingrong would collapse again, he just looked at Cheng Qingrong's face and felt that the other party was going to cry.

It's probably not the right time to ask any more questions.

Lin Wenxiu sighed, feeling that he was also physically and mentally exhausted, and he couldn't be tired.

This is the first time that the two have slept in separate rooms since they got married, and even on the first day of marriage, Cheng Qingrong squeezed into his room with a dead face to sleep with him.

The room, which I had been familiar with for more than twenty years, was empty for the first time because of the absence of one person.

The strange Lin Wenxiu himself is no longer recognized.

The air fell silent, and Lin Wenxiu lay on the bed tiredly, his mind blank.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence of the room, but it made Lin Wenxiu wake up from his fugue in an instant.

He found his phone on the table, and the caller ID had Professor Dou's name on it.

Lin Wenxiu couldn't help but be a little distracted.

Dou Shuya is not a professor now, he forgot to change the other party's note to Miss Dou, and then thought that it was too rusty to call Miss between friends, and she should be called Shuya.

He thought about it for too long, the phone ringtone had disappeared, and the screen went dark and lit up again.

Dou Shuya sent him a text message, which was short and only one line, which suddenly caught Lin Wenxiu's field of vision.

[I broke up with Chang An]