Chapter Ninety-Seven: What is this pain! (below)
People always aspire to be a better version of themselves, of course! This is talking about normal people, those who have self-destructive tendencies aside.
And now the attitude shown by Park So-yeon is a bit abnormal. Li Zhirong looked at the girl with an embarrassed face, and the other party looked like he had seen through the red dust, which made him very entangled. Didn't you say that this girl was crying, didn't you say that this girl was very sad, isn't that good! Except that the brain seems to be a little abnormal.
"I used to think about what I had to do to be worthy of myself every day, and I always said to myself that life is very short, and if I can't make a career, it will be meaningless."
"Stop, isn't that good?"
Li Zhirong hurriedly interrupted the girl, and if he continued, he really couldn't understand it.
"It's good, but looking back, my grandmother's expectations for me are not at all." With a bit of indescribable sadness and remembrance in her eyes, as if she was recalling something, Park So-yeon said to herself: "At that time, I just wanted to be on the stage and let more people hear my singing, and I didn't think about it so much, I just felt very happy like this." ”
"Should I give you a few days off?" Li Zhirong smacked his mouth, looked at Park Suyan and said with a wry smile: "You are in a very wrong state now." ”
"Actually, I want to thank you."
Park So-yeon ignored Lee Ji-young's strange gaze, and the girl chuckled and said, "The original intention is not there, and it is only in vain to continue to walk, but you will lose more." ”
Li Zhirong looked at the other party dumbfounded, his brain couldn't react a little, what the hell is this.
Don't blame him for this, after experiencing life and death once, he understands better how life should be spent. It's not like he hasn't seen Park So-yeon before, but they are all twilight people, and it's rare to have such a weird mentality at such a young age.
To put it bluntly, this car accident seems to have made this girl realize a lot of thoughts that should not appear.
"Seeing that you are in such good spirits, I was worried that something would go wrong with you, it really scared me to death at the time."
Seeing that Li Zhirong looked like he didn't know how to answer, Park Suyan turned around, and with a little playfulness, she leaned in front of Li Zhirong's face and said coquettishly: "Your back is full of glass shards, I accidentally touched it, and it was a little prickly." ”
"What do you want to express." Li Zhirong raised his eyebrows and asked sullenly.
"I'm worried." Park Suyan smiled quietly, and the girl looked at Li Zhirong inexplicably and said softly: "I really didn't expect that you would protect me like that." ”
"Then Ji-yeon, shouldn't you say something nice?" Li Zhirong glanced at the girl and said lightly.
"Ah, I promise it won't hurt your good deeds." Park Suyan rolled her eyes at Li Zhirong, and said angrily: "Since you're fine, then I'll go and get busy first, there are still a bunch of things to deal with, and a car accident actually made me headlines, which is really surprising." ”
"I'm leaving."
Li Zhirong sighed and sighed.
"What, do you want me to accompany you?" Park Suyan paused, turned her head and pursed her lips and asked with a smile.
"Why don't you talk about your IG message, and those ANTI's brain-dead remarks about this car accident." Li Zhirong turned his head slightly, he was covered with bandages, and it was really difficult to move.
"You...... How do you know. Park Suyan's eyes froze, and she asked in surprise, "Didn't you just wake up?" ”
"Let's put it this way." Li Zhirong pursed his lips and said simply: "T-ara is now in a very sensitive period, and now the market is sluggish, coupled with the guidance of public opinion some time ago, 80% of those people don't know the truth, just read a little news and the analysis of well-intentioned people, and then follow the trend to boycott T-ara." ”
"If you really think that you have been abandoned by the world, and just want to live up to those who support you and keep going, you will be more tired in the following days."
"You're really comforting."
Park Suyan stared at Li Zhirong, who was a little pale, for a while before holding back such a sentence.
"It's not comfort." Li Zhirong felt a little headache, this woman is very smart, why is she so unreasonable: "I'm just telling you a fact, being content with the status quo is an evasive behavior, as for the excuses you make for yourself...... I believe that your grandmother also hopes that you can stand on a higher stage, instead of entertaining yourself with a group of people. ”
"It's not that easy to get in the spotlight."
Park Suyan was a little confused, and the girl felt that her heart was full of bitterness. She was a little confused, and when she saw those rumors, she found that it was a little difficult for her to even cry. Because it was real despair, after the car accident, she was already in fear, and then she found that there were still a bunch of people outside cursing her to die...... That experience is called despair.
An artist has done this, what should she do! What did she do wrong to face this terrible situation? She didn't understand, and even had an urge to disappear if she should disappear.
"Am I a failure."
After a long time, Park Suyan sighed, sat down again, and said with her head down.
"It's a real failure for an artist to do this." Li Zhirong replied without thinking.
"Are you comforting me or hitting me?" Park Suyan's little face stiffened, and she looked up at Li Zhirong, who had a playful face, and said with a wry smile.
"The most important thing to be a human being is to be happy." Li Zhirong raised his hand with difficulty and clasped his nose, grinning and wrinkling his face: "Look, even if it hurts, compared to the itch on the nose, I will still endure to scratch it." ”
"Because I think the itch is more terrible than the pain."
"Don't move, you've just had stitches." Park Suyan carefully pressed Li Zhirong's hand with a smile, this guy is really good at making analogies.
"Hehe, don't you think it's the happiest thing to let these people who scold you apologize to you in the future?" Li Zhirong ignored the girl, let the other party hold his hand and put it carefully, and helped him scratch his nose very intimately, he said in an urn voice: "Although the process is a little difficult, but when you really face it, that feeling will definitely be very cool." ”
"Yes, I finally know why the acting president called me here." Park Suyan snorted and laughed, her delicate little face with a hint of different touch, and said in a coquettish voice: "Don't worry, even you people who helped T-ara haven't fallen, why should I fall." ”
"That's right, you actually look good when you smile."
Li Zhirong breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, it seemed that the task was completed, although he felt a little weird. Because Park So-yeon left T-ara, there are only benefits and no disadvantages for him, and this thing is a bit brainless! He couldn't help but think to himself.