For the rehearsals of the YG family's concerts, the five members of BIGBANG have been coming to the practice room a lot lately.

Dong Yong Bae pays close attention to Quan Zhilong's state, although Quan Zhilong is not slack in his work, but he obviously doesn't like to talk much, he doesn't smile much, he always looks tired and haggard, and his eyes are not bright.

At the end of the evening rehearsal, everyone got off the elevator and prepared to go back, Dong Yong Bae walked beside Shengli, and suddenly heard Shengli's stomach gurgling, he looked at Shengli and said with a smile: "Do you want to go to eat together." ”

Sheng Li immediately said: "Okay, I'm starving to death, so call Brother Zhilong to go with me." ”

Sheng Li called Quan Zhilong over and asked him: "Brother Zhilong, let's go to dinner together, Brother Yong Pei and I will go to eat together." ”

Dong Yong Bae also smiled and said to Quan Zhilong: "Let's go, go eat barbecue, I haven't eaten together for a long time." ”

Quan Zhilong shook his head listlessly: "Don't go, you can go." ”

Sheng Li grabbed Quan Zhilong's shoulder and said, "Go, brother, don't fall out of love, just like that, let's go drink together, we'll drink with you." ”

Dong Yong Pei pushed Sheng Li behind his back and whispered: "What kind of cool words do you kid say, when you fell in love because of 'Su Lixia', you drank every day and had a car accident. ”

Sheng Li was stunned for a moment, and immediately said: "Ah, don't mention it, that is not the real Lixia, I fell out of love for Brother Zhilong, and Brother Zhilong is too charming." Sheng Li suddenly turned his head to Quan Zhilong and said, "I fell out of love for you so seriously, what should Lixia do for you to fall out of love, by the way, she resigned and returned to China because of you." ”

Dong Yong Pei patted Sheng Li's head, "You kid talks a lot." ”

Quan Zhilong glanced back at Sheng Li, didn't speak, lowered his head and continued to walk forward.

Sheng Li looked at Quan Zhilong's back, turned his head to look at Dong Yong Pei, pointed at Quan Zhilong, and whispered: "Brother Zhilong is really out of love?" ”

Dong Yong Pei looked at Sheng Li: "He said last time that he was out of love, and Lixia's phone also called me to call, is it still fake!" ”

"It's not." "I mean he's serious?" Didn't you keep saying that you couldn't figure out what the feelings were? ”

Dong Yong Bae said: "Doesn't the way he looks now explain that he has figured it out." ”

"Figured it out and fell out of love again?" Win and spread your hands.

Dong Yong Bae shook his head and said, "Now it's Lixia who doesn't want to accept him. ”

Sheng Li was stunned: "Is it really Lixia who doesn't accept him?" ”

Dong Yong Pei nodded, "Yes, I talked to Lixia on the phone, but I don't think she doesn't like Zhilong, it may be that Zhilong had an affair with other women during that time, she thinks Zhilong is unreliable, otherwise how could Zhilong want to write a song like Goodboy and clarify that he is not a bad man." ”

Sheng Li opened his mouth: "Brother Zhilong looked quite unreliable during that time, but Brother Zhilong is really ...... like this now It looks pretty miserable. ”

"Self-reaping the consequences, we talked about him at the beginning, he thought that Lixia could wait for her for three years, who knew that Lixia wanted to give up on him." Dong Yong Bae looked up and said, "However, since they both like each other, it's a pity to make trouble like this." ”

"That's right." Sheng Li said, "Brother Zhilong seems to care about Lixia, after all, their previous relationship is different from other girls. ”

Dong Yong Bae said, "So I also advised Lixia to think again." ”

"What did she say?" Sheng Li asked.

Dong Yong Bae said: "She said she still wants to be in China for the time being. ”

Sheng Li said: "Ah, what is this answer, for the time being, is there still a turnaround, I will find a time to call Lixia and help match them." ”

Dong Yong Pei smiled and patted Sheng Li, "Let's go, let's go eat first." ”

Sheng Li nodded and said, "It's a pity, Brother Zhilong is not even in the mood to eat with us." ”

In the villa villa at night, Quan Zhilong and his family sat at the dining table and ate.

Quan's mother took a bite of kimchi, and suddenly said to Kwon Zhilong: "We gave Lixia the kimchi, did she say anything after eating it?" ”

Quan Zhilong looked at his mother and smiled: "Grandma, you just want her to praise the kimchi you make is delicious, right?" ”

Quan's mother said: "How can this be, I don't see that you have eaten much, is it that I can't make it delicious?" You haven't had a good appetite lately. ”

My sister looked at Quan Zhilong while eating, stopped and said, "I see that Zhilong seems to have lost weight recently." ”

Father Quan also nodded and said, "Is it because you've been busy with work lately?" ”

Quan Zhilong touched his face and said, "I'm going to hold a YG family concert again." ”

Quan's mother immediately said: "Then hurry up and eat more to replenish your strength, don't do anything to lose weight." ”

"Hmm." Quan Zhilong nodded.

After dinner, Kwon Zhilong returned to his room, and he sat in front of the computer and began to watch the video of Lixia's program again.

Now Quan Zhilong will open it every night to take a look, as a star, he knows that the more often he watches it, the more he will miss her and be attracted to her, but he can't control it, he wants to learn about her recent state and thoughts from the show, because he only watches it because he misses her, and he misses her even more after watching it.

Su Lixia's arrangement on the show, Quan Zhilong listened to it repeatedly, to see how much she has improved recently, where she has matured, where there are still shortcomings, and where can she surprise him, he can only rely on these to understand the heart of Su Lixia, but unfortunately it can only be that, it can be seen that Su Lixia has also lost weight.

Quan Zhilong took out the paper and scribbled on it, pain gave birth to inspiration, why do you always want to write a song at such a time, Quan Zhilong looked at the video and wrote in the songscript:

ifyou

ifyou

If you're in as much pain as I am

Can't we think simply?

When we are together, we should cherish you well

When Su Lixia was helping the students rehearse the song, Sheng Li called, and Su Lixia connected the phone a little unexpectedly.

"Brother Shengli?"

Sheng Li smiled and said, "Lixia, you still remember Brother Sheng Li, don't contact me." ”

Su Lixia smiled embarrassedly, so she had to say, "You are all busy people, I'm afraid of disturbing you." ”

Sheng Li said: "But someone always expects you to call him, but you don't call." ”

"You?" Su Lixia joked, "Then you put it down, and I'll call it right away." ”

Sheng Li laughed: "You have recently done a variety show, and your speech has become a variety show, but I am not talking about me." ”

Su Lixia immediately knew who Sheng Li was talking about, she suddenly felt like she had been pricked by a needle, covered her heart, and smiled a little embarrassedly: "Why is Brother Sheng Li so free today?" Aren't you going to prepare for a family concert? ”

"That's right." Sheng Li said, "I have seen Brother Zhilong these days, so I will always think of you." ”

Su Lixia was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "The body has been exchanged back, and you still think of me?" ”

"It's not." Sheng Li said, "Brother Zhilong has become very silent lately, and we know that he is like this because of you, so when we see him like that, we will think of you, although he didn't say anything. I used to mention your affairs, but this time I came back from China, and I didn't mention it, which shows that he is really sad this time. What's wrong with you and him, he said you don't accept him, right? ”

Su Lixia lowered her head in a daze, and when she heard Sheng Li say that Quan Zhilong was very sad, her heart was also pinched, she pinched her nose, raised her head and said, "I've been in China very well recently, and it was very hard in South Korea at the beginning." ”

"If there is a dragon, is it still hard?" Sheng Li said, "Lixia, you still like Brother Zhilong very much, right?" ”

Lixia was stunned, and immediately said, "No, I'm too busy with work, how can I think about this." ”

"But you didn't deny it." Sheng Li said with a smile.

Su Lixia immediately said, "I deny it. ”

"Don't lie." Sheng Li paused, and then said, "Lixia, I'm serious with you, I'm calling you because I stole a new song script written by Brother Zhilong in the recording studio today. ”

Su Lixia said: "Didn't you write a goodboy?" ”

"It's not." Sheng Li said, "The goodboy song has already been recorded with Yong Pei and is ready to be released." What I saw today was another song, I haven't finished writing it yet, I listened to some melody, it was very sad, to be honest, we have never had such a sad song in BIGBANG, I don't know if he wrote it for himself or for whom, I copied some lyrics and read it to you. ”

"......" Su Lixia was stunned.

Sheng Li read it in a sad tone: "She left me, but I couldn't do anything, and love gradually left, but I stood like a fool, standing in place." I can only watch the back that is gradually moving away, until it becomes a small dot and disappears from sight, this time it will also be forgotten with the passage of time, remembering the past, if it's not too late, can't we go back to the past, ifyouifyou If you are also in the same pain as me, can't we think simpler, and we should cherish you when we are together. ”

Su Lixia held the phone and froze in place, feeling a pain in her chest, she didn't expect Quan Zhilong to actually write such a song, every sentence was beating her heart, is this really describing his current feelings, making her feel heartache, Su Lixia walked to the side, leaned against the wall and lowered her head.

Sheng Li said: "I also secretly gave you the tune he recorded for this song, just a short paragraph, and he hasn't finished writing the song yet." ”

Su Lixia didn't say anything, and quietly listened to Shengli's voice.

After a while, the music that was not very clear sounded, the melody was very sad, and it really didn't feel like Quan Zhilong's usual style, but as soon as Quan Zhilong's voice came out, Su Lixia could be sure that it was really Quan Zhilong's song, because Quan Zhilong's feeling of singing his own song and singing someone else's song was different, Su Lixia could judge it, and I don't know when she was already familiar with Quan Zhilong.

How could she sing such a sad song, Su Lixia listened to the lyrics sung by Quan Zhilong, and felt that her breathing was painful, she covered her chest, listened to it, and her tears flowed out uncontrollably, as written in the lyrics, remembering the past, thinking of him, she immediately covered her nose.

The students who had already finished the performance saw Su Lixia squatting by the wall crying, and ran over and whispered, "Teacher Lixia, is something wrong with you?" ”

Su Lixia raised her head in a panic, hurriedly waved her hand, stood up and wiped the corners of her eyes and said, "It's nothing, it's too sad for others to listen to a song for me." ”

Some students asked, "What song?" Tell us about it. ”

Su Lixia smiled, covered her eyes and said, "It's a song that someone else just wrote, and it hasn't taken shape yet, and I've only listened to it a little, so it's just a little touching." Su Lixia immediately changed the subject, "Are you finished arranging?" I'm sorry, I just answered a phone call, you guys go over and practice again, I'll come over right away. ”

The students said it was okay and asked her to talk for a longer time.

After the students left, Su Lixia brought the mobile phone to her ear and said to Shengli: "Brother Shengli, I'm sorry, I was talking to the students just now." ”

Sheng Li said, "It's okay, how does the song just now?" ”

Su Lixia whispered, "It's a sad song." ”

Sheng Li heard Su Lixia's nasal voice when she was talking to the students just now, and she was obviously crying, Sheng Li said: "I just showed you what Brother Zhilong has been thinking recently, we are very distressed when he looks like this now, I think Lixia will be even more distressed if you see it." He doesn't know that I am talking to you about this, he doesn't want to bother you, and he definitely doesn't want us to bother you, but I think Lixia if you are suspicious of Brother Zhilong's sincerity, then I think he is really serious about you like this, as a friend, I don't want to see you like this. Lixia, you should also think about it, I will pass on the song I just secretly recorded to you, in case he really doesn't plan to publish it, if you don't reconcile with him, you may not have a chance to hear this song. ”

Su Lixia lowered her head and replied softly: "Hmm." ”

Sheng Li said: "Then so be it, you are busy with yours first, and call me more when you have time." ”

"Well, okay, Brother Shengli." Su Lixia said.

Sheng Li smiled and said, "Goodbye then, Lixia." ”

Su Lixia also smiled and said, "Brother Shengli, goodbye." ”

Su Lixia hung up her mobile phone and walked to the students, after a while, she received a song from Shengli on her mobile phone, Su Lixia picked up the mobile phone and saved it seriously, she didn't dare to pick it up and listen, so she went to the students first.

At night, Su Lixia lay on the bed and turned off the light, thought for a while, then found her mobile phone, turned out the song that Quan Zhilong composed half of the song from Shengli, and clicked the play button.

The sad music came again, and in the silent night, sad and tactful, Su Lixia's mind was full of Kwon Ji-ryong's appearance: the first time I saw Kwon Ji-ryong, it took a long time to recognize him from the BIGBANG members by elimination, his white hair, his face was as white as an albinistic parrot; On the rainy night of the soul exchange, Kwon Ji-ryong was fragile and weeping, he was worried about Bigbang and the members, and Su Lixia heard this man's heart for the first time; When they arrived in South Korea, the two lived together and began devilish training, Kwon Zhilong was as strict as a female devil, but when she cried, he hugged her tightly and comforted her, and let her mother share with her; She was finally able to play Kwon Ji-ryong, and she participated in the MAMA Awards ceremony in Hong Kong to perform with the other members of BIGBANG, and that night in Victoria Harbour, the two held hands romantically and sang and hugged and kissed in front of the public. After changing back to the body, there was an unpleasant thing, she said that she was going back to China, Quan Zhilong was irritable, and at the gathering before returning home, he was the only one smoking silently at the table, she had never seen such a melancholy temperament Quan Zhilong.

Two months later, Quan Zhilong chased him to China, and the moment he saw Quan Zhilong at home, he felt almost suffocated......

Su Lixia closed her eyes, and her mind was full of Quan Zhilong's smile every time he saw her.

Melancholy singing in my ears: I think of the past, I think of you...... 166 Reading Network