Chapter Ninety-Five: Qingming

"I'm not. ”

Such a weak rebuttal is his cowardice, and it is also his last strength.

"What are you? You have the ability to let me hear you! Don't be as stumbling as a mute, can you?!" He Fang scolded Liu Mingfan fiercely, wishing that every word and syllable could be a slap and wake him up.

"I'm not a waste! I'm not a coward!" Liu Mingfan glared at the woman in front of him with disgust, and the evil in his heart exploded at this moment, slamming into his mind and washing his reason into a mess.

even to make a move on He Fang.

"Calm down!" As early as He Fang's first reprimand, Su Wei was waiting on the sidelines, ready to stop Liu Mingfan's blow at any time.

In fact, he knows Liu Mingfan's situation, Liu Feixuan also knows, and even Li Fengyuan, he also knows. But they all chose to cover up the past and choose to protect, because they agreed that the more that force suppressed him, the stronger it became.

It's just that at this moment, Liu Mingfan, who was forced by He Fang, broke out again.

A push of the palm was directed at Liu Mingfan.

"Trust me!"

Almost at the same moment, Liu Mingfan shouted these three words hoarsely. But when Su Wei wanted to stop, it was too late.

He thought it would be a-for-tat confrontation, but he was alone.

Liu Mingfan slumped on the sofa, gasping for breath.

"Xiao Fan, are you okay!" Su Wei began to retract his strength when he heard Liu Mingfan's roar, although the shock almost destroyed his arm, but fortunately, this blow did not hurt Liu Mingfan too much.

"Huh...... Huh...... Not...... It's okay. Liu Mingfan hugged the position that was hit by Su Wei, gasping for pain in pain.

"Feel it, that voice from hell. He Fang stood beside Liu Mingfan, and gently put his right hand on Liu Mingfan's shoulder.

Not like a mother, like a companion.

"I'm sorry. Liu Mingfan was still gasping for breath, but he was finally able to speak normally.

"Your father has a quirk and doesn't like to hear others say sorry the most," He Fang leaned on the sofa and gently stroked Liu Mingfan's hair, "He said that sorry is just an excuse for a coward, a really strong man dares to look directly at his own fault, and find a way to make up for it after it happens, to solve him." ”

"If you can, don't give yourself a chance to say you're sorry. He Fang patted Liu Mingfan on the shoulder and returned to the back of the desk.

All quiet, waiting, watching.

"I'm fine. Liu Mingfan wiped his face, pulled his hair with both hands, and didn't know what he was thinking.

"I hope you're really okay," He Fang reverted back to the playful appearance of a cold voice but a little youthful demeanor, and in his hand was a brocade box that had just been taken out. "What you want, this is what Liu Feixuan got from Emperor Yan with all his might. ”

Emperor Yan, Shennong's.

"You're going to put it away, and if you lose this one, you'll never get the second. When the time comes, your fate with her will end here. He Fang handed over the brocade box to Su Wei, but he didn't let go.

"Think clearly, who are you?"

......

Su Wei held the brocade box without saying a word, his eyes did not evade, and he quietly responded to He Fang's gaze.

Calm.

"Liu Feixuan believes in you, I believe in him, and I believe in you. He Fang didn't dwell on Su Wei's matter anymore, but walked straight to Liu Mingfan.

"Stand up. She commanded.

"Huh?" Liu Mingfan hesitated for a moment, but still stood up.

After that, he was embraced in his arms.

"Quiet. He Fang hugged Liu Mingfan tightly and closed his eyes.

Su Wei looked at this scene and wanted to speak, but he couldn't bear it, and he didn't know how to speak.

"Do you know how much I love you? I have been waiting for you for ten years, but you are with Zhen'er, do you know how much my heart hurts?

I will not tear you apart, but I will not bless you. I imprisoned myself here thousands of miles away from you, because I was afraid that I would not be able to help but go to you, that I would disturb you!

So I waited for you fifteen years, not for your man, but for your son, and for your death.

It seems that I can only taste the bitter fruit of love alone. ”

He Fang whispered in Liu Mingfan's ear, crying wet Liu Mingfan's shoulders and wet Liu Mingfan's back.

Cold sweat runs down the face.

......

Many years later, when Liu Mingfan picked up the pen and wanted to write this amazing passage, he found that he couldn't put pen to paper.

Speaking of which, these are just clichΓ©s.

In fact, most of the love in the world is bland, but people who are addicted to it think it is vigorous.

It's like yourself, like Sigui, like He Fang.

Liu Mingfan seemed to hear a cold snort in his heart, but he was not surprised, but smiled calmly.

Since I was born as a human being, I should feel the love of this world.

No one can escape this.

"Alright, let's go. He Fang let go of Liu Mingfan and quietly turned his back.

Although this moment of hugging has nothing to do with you, it is the last softness in my heart, even if it is tearful, my heart is still hot and warm.

Since I can't borrow a piece of paper to accompany me in this life, then I don't even need to meet it in the next life, and it will rot in my memories along with my old body.

Full of likes, I can only change a sentence,

Goodbye.

-

If it weren't for the rainy street, I wouldn't have fallen in love with him.

But who asked him to hold an umbrella for me?

In fact, I was only how old I was at that time, but twenty-eight was a little longer, so I don't know what I liked. It's just that it happened to be raining in the old street that day, and it happened that I didn't have an umbrella again, so he happened to come again.

Where did there be so many touching bridges, just because I liked the street where the rain fell, so I liked the umbrella that blocked the rain, and the person holding the umbrella under the umbrella.

Who knew that this liking would be twenty-five years?

-

"Ah Wei, Aunt Fang...... Are you alright?" Liu Mingfan glanced back at the Nameless Library, thinking.

The moment he was embraced, he felt something called love, overwhelmingly rushing towards him.

It's just not for him.

"I don't know. Su Wei gave his answer very bluntly.

It is worthy of Su Wei.

"Ah Wei, do you know what love is?" Liu Mingfan asked again, with the word serious in his eyes.

"Should know. Su Wei thought about it and had an answer.

"Who have you loved?"

"What do you think?"

"She's fine. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Hmm. ”

Silent.

After all, the two didn't say who they loved in their hearts.

"Do you think you're loved?"

After being silent for a long time, it was Liu Mingfan who opened his mouth.

He seemed desperate for an answer.

"Yes. Su Wei looked at Liu Mingfan's eyes, and there was a slight wave in his eyes.

It's so tender.

"I have it, but I can't accept it. Liu Mingfan's tone was very lost and a little guilty. "I know the love they give me, but I still can't accept it, I'm like a person living in a glass box, watching the love of others rush in, but I can't reach it.

I was like this outsider, out of place in the world. ”

"Am I, weird?"

In the last sentence, Liu Mingfan looked at Su Wei with his last hope.

He got not an answer, but a hug

"It's the world, not you, it's weird. ”

Su Wei never promised Liu Feixuan, and he also promised himself: no matter what Liu Mingfan is and what he wants, he deserves it. Anyone who dares to stand in the way is a damned person.

"I just, really felt it, that demon from hell. Liu Mingfan broke away from Su Wei's embrace, knelt on the ground, and grabbed his hair.

"He's a demon from the abyss! His hands were stained with blood, crimson, dark red, flowing down his palms and into his mouth. With a trail of blood on the corner of his mouth, he smiled and asked me, 'When will you share this feast with me?'.

I don't know! I don't know.

I was really scared, afraid that one day when I woke up, my hands were covered with blood from someone I don't know, and there were traces of blood that had not coagulated in the corners of my mouth, and I looked at the reflection in the pool of blood and asked, 'When will you share this feast with me?' ”

"I will not allow such a self to appear in the world, and the world will not allow it. Liu Mingfan tugged at his hair fiercely, and there were a few torn off sticks wrapped around his fingers.

"Don't worry, the world will allow you. And I also believe that it was just a dream. "Further up, the roundabout staircase is full of books, and a few quaint old-fashioned electric lights, and further up, the roundabout staircase is full of books, and a few quaint old-fashioned electric lights,