Chapter 6: Snow Full Chang'an Road (6)
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the water is not enough to cover the surface of your feet. The little cotton shoes are filled with water, like bulging white bread, and when you step on it, the water overflows, which is quite fun.
At this time in previous years, I must have been walking on the wall with Ermao again. There will always be rain all over my body, and Ermao will inevitably be beaten, but I will be hidden by Mama Ai, chattering and complaining, but I still bring ginger soup distressedly, and I can't help but say: "Ancestor! Stop for a while! ”
I smacked my lips: "Ermao Monster Poor ......"
"Pity you for still recruiting him......?"
"Ermao's father is so bad!" I gritted my teeth.
"Ancestor, I'm also bad, I'm also bad, I should really be bad,—— I really deserve a broom, look at you still tossing!"
I lay in her arms and giggled with laughter: "Mama is so nice! Mama is reluctant to beat, it's the best for me! ”
I gritted my teeth. I'm getting older, and my body is not good, so I feel a little cold.
He sneezed.
The more you walk, the cooler you feel. I don't know where I went, but it seemed that there was green moss attached to my feet, and when I was kicked, I slipped a little. I steady, suddenly I didn't feel fun, and I had some thoughts of going back.
The sky is getting late, and the gloomy sky is holding a handful of the Yellow River, mixed, turbid, and pouring down. The wind swept the bitter bamboo in the garden, making a dashing and mournful sound.
The whimpering sound grew louder and louder, as if the rain had spread a net and enveloped the whole person. Like Devil May Cry. I suddenly remembered the stories I told many years ago when I turned into my home in the alleys of Chang'an, and my grandmother scalded delicious food and hugged me on the couch and coaxed me to tell me.
Meng Po is a wild ghost, Lu Li is strange, I always listen to it very attentively. At that time, it rained like this. I could hear the rain, but I couldn't catch the chill of the rain. Mama wrapped me well.
A bowl of warm ginger tea, a ghost story that makes people's hairs stand upside down, I stabbed into my grandmother's arms, hugged her, the more afraid I am, the more I love to listen. There is a faint fragrance on Mama's body, smelling it, it is warm and reassuring.
But at this time, I realized that I was a lonely soul. I am the lonely soul outside the bitter bamboo gate.
There was a ghost crying.
Mama is not here, A-Niang is not there, I am a lonely soul wandering in the bitter rain. - How...... "Like a wolf howling, like a baby crying, I wrapped my fur tightly, thinking: Shanglin Yuan really has a ghost, what about the mother?"...... My mother's ...... with my brother Will you turn into a ghost and come to see me?
Will she hate Jingwu?
Definitely not. They all said that Empress Gong Xu was the most gentle and kind person in the world.
I wish she was there.
Hug me. Hug me in the cold rain.
I want to tell my mother-in-law, the queen mother, my Han's palace is so cold, and the Son of Heaven is so powerful that he can't teach people to be close. Jing Wu...... I really don't want the queen mother to die.
When Jing Wusheng was born, it was the death of the queen mother. I don't care that the king hates me for this rodent, but I care, the prince's brother is smiling on this day to celebrate his birthday.
I don't want my brother to be wronged in the slightest.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the bamboo shadow forest circles a black and dark shadow, usually a bold and fat person, but now I am a little afraid, I was still young at that time, and I knew that the rows of vain ghosts in the Han Palace were lined up to find a stand-in. The monarch's father has a few lives in his hands, and none of my Han family surnamed Liu is innocent, and he needs to step on the skeleton step by step.
There is a share of the blood on my father's hands, and I need to pay it back.
"Uhh
I snorted, thinking that if there was something evil, I needed to scare it. There was a wind hidden in the gloomy corners, and it blew and whistled violently in the ears—
A white shadow flickered.
I was confused, but I didn't see anything.
I hurried away, and a little farther away, there was a faint human voice, and I knew that someone from my palace had found it. The fear in my heart has passed, and I don't know why, I don't want them to find it.
raised his head, and did not enter the miserable rain.
That's not a ghost. There's a pestle in front of me. At that time, I was only a few years old, but I was not afraid, I was trembling, and the trembling was forced by the cold air.
I'm not horrified.
The man was unkempt, her wet hair was sticky enough to cover half of her face, and her whole body was soaked in the rain, and her whole body was soaked. There was a muffled sound between his mouths that resembled "demon-demon-".
She stood in front of me. I can't do it either. He asked, "Aren't you a ghost?" I didn't know why I asked.
The ghostly man let out a sneer. Maybe it's been soaked in the rain for a long time, and even the laughter is indistinct. She stretched out a hand, pointed a finger, and poked it at me: "This palace is a ghost-" and laughed for a while: "This palace is a ghost!" ”
I was startled, because I didn't know how to reply to her. My heart suddenly felt as if I had been poked by a needle, stinging and stinging, and then, the pain receded like a tide, and it seemed to be covered by a rope tied with a slipknot.
That was the scene when I first met her. Many years later, I realized the cause of that inexplicable heart-wrenching and connection.
"Hongu is a ghost—"
Her stray hair almost covered half of her face, and I couldn't see her expression clearly. But for some reason, I thought she was laughing, but there was a bit of desolation in that smile.
In the Han Palace, if it is a woman, it is always desolate. As for the female ghost, she can't escape it.
I sympathize with her. When he saw that she was shivering, he said, "Can ghosts be cold too?" ”
She was stunned, probably in all the years she had been a ghost, she had never bumped into such a bold hairy child. She was no longer crazy and terrifying, and her face that she couldn't see clearly seemed to be full of smiles:
"When you become a ghost, won't you know?"
Hey, I'm such a living person, why do I want to be a ghost?
For he said, "Who is rare to be a ghost!" I'm going back to Chang'an! ”
"Here—isn't it Chang'an?" She was a little surprised. Since she was a human being in her previous life, she would have been happy and sorrowful.
“…… Hey, you don't know either! A ghost, what does he know? The "Chang'an" I am talking about is naturally not the "Chang'an" in her heart.
I am the only one in the Han Palace who knows this Chang'an.
"It's rare, because of you, you are not a coward!" She laughed.
This laughter actually made me think that she was "alive", and when she was young, she must have been a bright and moving woman.
Also, who is not a woman who can enter the court?
The miserable moonlight shone brighter, a little brighter than the general's talent. I felt that the voice seeking me was getting closer and closer, and I didn't want to fight with her anymore. Because he said: "Okay, you cleaned it up, and it is refreshing and lovely, don't do it next time." Then he turned around and took a few steps, and suddenly stopped.
He turned his head and smiled at her: "Who believes that you are a ghost?" Under the miserable white light, your shadow can stick to the door to suppress evil spirits! Giggle ......"
A string of laughter, strung together like a bell, can be shaken in the bright streets of Chang'an City, from this end, clear to that end.
My Chang'an is extremely lonely.
I ran away, gasping for breath, suddenly stopped, and turned again, her body was still white and miserable, and the shadow of the extension was dangling in the watermark.
She doesn't go.
I beckoned to her, "What if you're a ghost?" Don't be afraid! My queen mother has become a ghost! ”
The shadow flickered and froze in the water, and I thought I was dazzled by myself—she lifted her loose hair and ran towards me like crazy!
I was stunned. When I turned my mind a little, I found that I was so stunned that I couldn't even breathe. - Isn't it that I can't breathe, my neck seems to be choked, and I can't hold my breath.
"Ahem—"
This time I really woke up, and the woman really grabbed my neck! I was small, thin, and I couldn't earn it. You're going to kill me!
Her face was so close to mine that I could feel her heartbeat and gasp - oh no, demons don't have a heartbeat. This female ghost...... My eyes widened, who would have thought that the "female ghost" would have bigger eyes than me!
…… Is this a life-threatening affair?
I still want to go back to "Chang'an"! I still want to see my Ermao!
"You...... You...... What do you say......" She gasped viciously, as if she was about to suck all my energy out.
What should I say......
What should I say?
I really want to say something! But you're about to strangle me to death, what do I say!!
I spotted the gap and kicked her twice. She didn't eat steadily for a while, and the strength of her hand loosened a little, so I took advantage of the situation and pointed at her a few times, and she understood what I meant and took her hand down.
Vicious eyes stared at me again: "What did you just say?" ”
"Say what?"
I gasped so hard that I couldn't remember what had provoked her like that.
She reminded, "Who do you say has been a ghost? ”
"Who ......," I took a few steps back, hiding from her, before I said, "It's my mother, my mother—what does that have to do with you?" ”
She was covered with a look on her face that was indistinct, but for some reason, I felt she was smiling.
- Is it funny what I just said?
She really smiled coldly and said to me, "Xu Pingjun? ”
I was shocked, and I couldn't help but take two steps back: "Therefore, you can call it a name?" ”
She put away her playful smile, and then it was normal, raised her hand, and brushed her scattered hair a little bit,—— "Xu Pingjun...... Her name, I can't say it? Then I said, I want to say, "Xu, Ping, Jun!" ”
I've met a rogue ghost!
really cried and laughed, and said: "If you love to say, if you dare to say it in front of the prince and the king, I will obey you!" ”
Who is so rare to obey her! Who would have thought that this scoundrel ghost seemed to be deterred by my words, in the end, the king is powerful, and the prince's brother is the prince of the Han Dynasty, and he can also deter obscurity. She was really a little bluffed.
The rain became more and more intense. It seems to fall off against the eyelids, steaming a mist in front of people's eyes. On her curled eyelashes, there was a bead of water. It's not rain.
The droplets of water gathered together and grew bigger and bigger, until the slightly curled eyelashes could no longer hold on, and they fell and rolled into the dense rain.
"Your ......"
A small voice came out of her pale lips.