Chapter 339: Grief
Bao Xiaodie doesn't know how she got home.
Yesterday, she had just chosen the day of marriage with Feng Tianyu, but today she was found to be seriously ill, it was really sad and joyful, how could she withstand such a huge blow!
Bao Xiaodie knew that she had a more serious acute myeloid leukemia, and she knew from the Internet that leukemia is also known as "blood cancer", because leukemia cells, like malignant tumor cells, can proliferate indefinitely and invade various organs of the human body without hindrance. Officer, influencer. Function, leading to systemic failure and death.
When she returned home, she plunged into the quilt in her bedroom, tears quickly soaking her pillow.
In the evening, Feng Tianyu opened the door and walked into the house, and saw that Bao Xiaodie had already prepared the dishes and put them on the stove cupboard, but she was nowhere to be seen.
Feng Tianyu walked up to Fluttershy's bedroom door, tapped the door twice, and shouted, "Fluttershy, Fluttershy, are you there?" ”
Bao Xiaodie inside whispered, "I'm here." ”
Feng Tianyu asked, "You shouldn't have eaten yet, right?" ”
Bao Xiaodie said, "I don't want to eat, you can eat it yourself, I'm going to sleep." ”
Feng Tianyu asked, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”
Bao Xiaodie said, "It's not a big deal, just a little fever." ”
Feng Tianyu said: "I'll take you to the doctor!" ”
Bao Xiaodie said, "No need. ”
Hearing Fluttershy say this, Feng Tianyu thought she was just having a normal fever, so he didn't pay much attention to it.
At about ten o'clock the next morning, Feng Tianyu saw that Bao Xiaodie hadn't gotten up yet, and the door of the bedroom was closed tightly, thinking why didn't she get up yet? In the past, when she didn't go to work, she usually got up before nine o'clock, and last night she went to bed early, the situation was a little abnormal, what happened to her?
Feng Tianyu walked up to Fluttershy's door, patted the dark red wooden door, and shouted, "Fluttershy, Fluttershy, why don't you get up yet?" ”
After a while, the inside responded, "I'll get up right away." ”
It took more than ten minutes for Bao Xiaodie to open the door.
Feng Tianyu looked at her messy hair, and she asked with concern with a haggard expression, "What's wrong with you?" If you really feel unwell, go to the doctor, okay? ”
Bao Xiaodie leaned her back against the wall, then smiled slightly and said, "Brother Tianyu, I'm fine." ”
Feng Tianyu saw that Fluttershy was smiling reluctantly, as if she was hiding something from herself, so she asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Bao Xiaodie smiled and said, "I'm really fine, don't worry about me." ”
Feng Tianyu was suspicious: "Is it really okay?" ”
Bao Xiaodie asked rhetorically, "When did I lie to you?" ”
Feng Tianyu said: "It's okay. ”
Bao Xiaodie said, "Brother Tianyu, I want to eat boiled fish fillet, can you help me cook?" ”
Feng Tianyu readily agreed: "Okay, I'll go to the vegetable market immediately to buy a grass carp and come back, and then make it for you to eat!" ”
Seeing Feng Tianyu walk out, two crystal tears suddenly rolled out of Bao Xiaodie's eyes, and he muttered to himself: "Brother Tianyu, I want to eat the boiled fish you cook for the rest of my life, but I'm afraid I won't have a chance to eat it in the future." ”
In less than half an hour, Feng Tianyu came back, carrying in addition to a grass carp of about two catties, as well as side dishes and ingredients such as bean sprouts, lettuce, enoki mushrooms, ginger and green onions.
As soon as he returns, Feng Tianyu takes off his coat and walks into the kitchen, where he cooks a pot of delicious boiled fish for Fluttershy.
Bao Xiaodie got up from the sofa and walked over to lean against the kitchen door frame, watching Feng Tianyu busy in an orderly manner.
Feng Tianyu used a knife to remove the scales and internal organs, then washed it, put the fish on a cutting board and cut off the head, and then cut the fish into fillets.
Feng Tianyu found that Bao Xiaodie just quietly watched himself busy with his work, and didn't say a word from beginning to end, he knew that she must have something on her mind, but he didn't know what it was, he wanted to make her happy, so he cleared his throat and said, "I'll tell you a joke." The two dumplings got married, the cave room spent candle night, the male dumpling sent away the guests and closed the door, looked back and jumped, found a meatball lying on the bed, the male dumpling asked: 'Where is my wife?' Meatballs scolded: 'Stupid, you don't know people when they take off their clothes!' ’”
Bao Xiaodie couldn't help but smile slightly, and without speaking, she turned back to her bedroom and closed the door.
Feng Tianyu felt faintly uneasy, thinking that something must have happened to Fluttershy, otherwise how could a girl who was so cheerful not want to say a word to herself?
When the boiled fish is ready, Feng Tianyu brings it to the round table in the living room, helps Fluttershy serve the meal, and then asks her to come over for dinner.
Bao Xiaodie moved to the table and sat down, looked at the steaming boiled fish in the casserole, sniffed, and said with a smile, "It smells so good." ”
"You must eat more, or you will disappoint me." Feng Tianyu also said with a smile.
"Okay." When Bao Xiaodie saw that the rice in the bowl was rising, she picked it up and pulled half of it into the rice cooker.
Feng Tianyu asked: "You didn't eat last night, why did you only eat half a bowl?" ”
Bao Xiaodie said, "I eat more vegetables." ”
Feng Tianyu said: "Okay. ”
However, Bao Xiaodie only ate a small amount of food and the rice in the bowl and put the chopsticks down.
Feng Tianyu said: "Didn't you say to eat more vegetables, how can you eat this?" ”
Bao Xiaodie took out a tissue and wiped the corners of her mouth, which was a little slippery, and said, "I'm full." ”
Feng Tianyu sighed softly and said, "I really can't help you." ”
After eating, Feng Tianyu took the pots and pans into the kitchen, and then returned to the sofa in the living room and sat down.
Bao Xiaodie suddenly said, "Brother Tianyu, I want you to hug me." ”
Feng Tianyu smiled slightly, hugged Fluttershy in his arms, and then stroked her hair with a look of pity.
At this moment, Bao Xiaodie feels that she is happy, and how she wishes that this feeling of happiness can last forever like the stars in the sky, but she knows that this is just wishful thinking, because her flower of life will soon wither and fall.
Thinking that she would soon be separated from her beloved, her eyes quickly became moist, and she wanted to cry out loud, but she wanted Feng Tianyu to know, because he knew that he would definitely be anxious and sad.
After a while, Fluttershy asks faintly, "Brother Tianyu, did you say that people have souls when they die?" ”
Feng Tianyu said seriously: "That's a superstitious statement, don't believe it." ”
"But I wish I had a soul." ”
Feng Tianyu asked curiously, "Why do you say that?" ”
Bao Xiaodie said, "Because I want to come back and see you." ”