Chapter 201: Choosing to Leave

Li Guosheng held Qin Shuang's hand tightly until he entered the courtyard, and he was a little reluctant to let go of his hand. Pinshu.com I don't know why, he was suddenly a little afraid to face it, worried that the result he got was not what he wanted, and it would disappoint him.

In this way, the two of them returned to their previous state of silence. Qin Shuang didn't know what was wrong, but it was certain that Li Guosheng was like this entirely because of the man just now.

Without saying a word, Li Guosheng walked into the kitchen, which was still in a state of 'scrapped', found two plates in the rack, and loaded the cold dishes and cooked food he bought.

As for the scallion pancake, because it was just made when I first bought it, and when I came back, I was carefully held in his arms along the way, so the temperature was still a little warm, and there was no need to heat it at all.

The meal was eaten quieter than before, and even Mother Li, who didn't know anything, sensed that something was wrong. She didn't know what the two young people were messing up about. But looking at the girl who wanted to speak every time and looked at her son who only cared about eating, she knew that it was her stupid boy who was not angry again, and she was making trouble there.

She's really worried about being a mother, she's worried about raising a son since she was a child, and now she can't even help if she marries a daughter-in-law.

But in the end, Mother Li still held the words in her stomach and did not say it. She didn't know what was going on between the two of them, but in order not to add to the chaos, she still endured it and didn't speak.

After lunch, Li Guosheng began to clean up the kitchen that had been 'damaged' by Qin Shuang.

The stew pot is scrapped, and the food inside is inedible. Simply, he moved the scrapped pot to the yard, thinking that he would finish cleaning up in a while and throw the garbage out one by one.

Li Guosheng was working there, and Qin Shuang was watching from the sidelines. She wanted to help him, but she didn't know what she could do. But if she asked, she was afraid that people would ignore her. So as a result, she stood at the door of the kitchen in a daze, like a door god, standing there motionless for more than ten minutes.

Because it has been a long time, the ash that was sprayed out before has cooled down and turned into pieces of greasy things, which are tightly attached to the walls and tables in the kitchen, and even the concrete floor has been stained a lot.

This thing is not easy to wipe, Li Guosheng doesn't want to use the wall anymore, just scrape it with paint again when the time comes. The only thing he had to do now was wipe the grease off the tiles of the stove and the table next to him.

Because it was so dirty, he didn't wipe it for a while, and the original basin of clear water became muddy. In order not to get dirty the more he wiped, he had to change the water.

Picking up the basin, Li Guosheng stood up and prepared to go to the yard to pour the water. As a result, when I turned around, I saw Qin Shuang with a pestle at the door of the kitchen.

"Brother Li, are you going to pour water? I'll help you. Qin Shuang, who was worried about having nothing to do, saw that Li Guosheng was going to pour water, so he hurriedly reached out to carry the water basin.

However, the basin was not brought by her as she wished. Seeing that the other party didn't mean to let go, Qin Shuang raised his head and looked at Li Guosheng with some puzzlement.

Li Guosheng looked at his indifferent face and glanced at Qin Shuang lightly. Just one glance, and he withdrew his gaze.

"No, I'll do it myself."

Being rejected so directly, Qin Shuang felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. She stepped back to the side and gave up space.

Li Guosheng didn't look at her again, and went to the courtyard with a basin of water.

Why is he angry? Is it because she thinks she won't do anything but make trouble for him?

Lowering his head and staring at the pair of white sneakers on his feet that had become a little dirty, Qin Shuang thought a little sadly in his heart.

yes, she's just a troublemaker, and she doesn't know anything but upsets him. She felt that the reason why Li Guosheng kept her might be because he was pitiful to her. Perhaps, it would be better to leave on your own.

Li Guosheng, who didn't know what Qin Shuang was thinking, continued the cleaning work just now after changing the water.

I had a little idea in my heart, it was like a burning matchstick falling from the prairie. In an instant, it extends and expands to the trend of maximization.

Glancing at Li Guosheng, Qin Shuang silently turned around and left and returned to the main house.

Hearing the footsteps in the distance, Li Guosheng knew that she had walked away. He didn't know what was wrong with him, he obviously cared about his life, but he didn't know how to express it. He never thought he would be timid and scared.

He always felt that he was not worthy of Qin Shuang. People as beautiful as her should find better conditions. Although I understand that truth in my heart, I am afraid to face it.

He didn't dare to look at the eyes that were brighter than the stars in the sky, for fear that he would fall deeper and deeper.

He has a stupid mouth, and he obviously wants to say a lot of things in his heart, but every time he sees that pretty face, all the words are piled up into a big stone, and he can't spit it out in his throat.

Simply, he chose to deliberately ignore these, not to think about it anymore, or to take one step at a time.

Qin Shuang, who was over there, began to pack his backpack after returning to the main house. Because Mother Li was taking a nap, she was careful to avoid making a loud noise.

She doesn't have many things, and that's just the few things she had when she came. Li Guosheng bought all the ones for her, and she didn't bring any of them. Although it may not be useful now, it will be used when he returns from marrying a virtuous daughter-in-law who can do housework.

There weren't many things, but she tossed over and over again for a long time. A few pieces of clothing were folded and opened several times by her.

Finally, she unzipped her backpack and put it away.

On the table in the main room, pen and paper were found, and she wrote a short letter.

She didn't dare to say leave in front of him. She was afraid that he would not let her go because he felt sorry for herself. She was also afraid to face this parting.

Before leaving, Qin Shuang walked to the big kang and glanced at the sleeping Mother Li. Remembering that she was in this strange place as soon as she woke up, it was the woman in front of her who helped her regardless of the return, and her eyes instantly turned red. She wanted to reach out and help Mother Li pull the broken hair scattered on her forehead aside, but she was worried that the action would be too big to wake her up. After thinking about it for a long time, she slowly retracted her hand. Turn around and leave the kang and walk to the door.

Because she was afraid of being seen by Li Guosheng, she deliberately paid attention to the movement in the kitchen on the door glass of the main house. When she heard the sound of washing rags from the kitchen, she carefully carried her backpack and walked out.

With years of training in the army, Li Guosheng naturally heard the sound of the door of the main house being pushed open. Then a familiar footstep came towards him. He could clearly feel the footsteps stop at the kitchen door for a few seconds before exiting the room.

He didn't look back, he thought that Qin Shuang had just gone to the yard to go to the toilet, or to see the pregnant big gray rabbit.

In fact, he heard it right, after Qin Shuang came out of the main house, he stood at the door of the kitchen, staring at his majestic back and looking at the house for a long time.

In the distance from the door of the house to the gate of the courtyard, Qin Shuang deliberately slowed down his pace. Looking at this courtyard full of memories, the reluctance in my heart is even stronger.

She can't wait for the birth of the first, second, and third children, and she can't wait for those little chicks and ducklings to come.

Although he deliberately slowed down, Qin Shuang still came to the gate with a short distance of a few meters before and after.

Fortunately, the gate was made of wood, and there was no sound when it was opened. The moment she turned around to close the door after going out, she took one last greedy look at this place, although it was brief, but it made her feel infinitely warm.

Sighing helplessly, in the end, Qin Shuang gently closed the door. According to the previous memory, I walked towards the entrance of the village.

And Li Guosheng has been paying attention to the movement since Qin Shuang went out, thinking about when she will enter the house. But after waiting for a long time, I didn't see her come in. Could it be that he is teasing the gray rabbit?

After waiting for a while, I still didn't hear any movement. Li Guosheng, who couldn't bear it a little, picked up the basin of water on the ground, ready to take the opportunity to pour water to see what the girl was doing.

But when he stood in the courtyard, he didn't see the familiar figure. Is it in the toilet? If so, he's really hard to watch.

After thinking about it, he still took the basin back to the house and began to continue to clean up the kitchen. This time, he didn't pay any attention to the sounds outside. Putting aside his thoughts, the speed in his hands is much sharper.

It was almost an hour before he finally cleaned up the kitchen. All that's left is to scrape the wall again, and these on the concrete floor, because the color is dark, you can't see it if you don't pay attention.

"Double! Pair! At this moment, the voice of Mother Li came from the main house.

Thinking that something was wrong, Li Guosheng hurriedly took a few steps and came to the main house.

"Mother, what's wrong?" As soon as he entered the house, he hurried to the kang and looked at Li's mother who was sitting on the edge of the kang with a worried face.

Seeing that the person who came was her son, Mother Li didn't have to think about it. She raised her hand and pointed to the large water cup not far away and said, "I woke up and wanted to drink some water, but I found that there was no water, so I wanted Shuang to help me pour a glass." By the way, what about the double? Is she in the yard? ”

"Uh, yes, she's in the yard. Mother, I'll help you pour a glass of water first. Li Guosheng didn't expect Qin Shuang to not enter the house for a long time, but he wasn't sure where she was, thinking that he was just playing with the gray rabbit in the yard after going to the toilet.

After helping Mother Li re-pour a glass of water, Li Guosheng left the house, ready to go and see what Qin Shuang was doing.

As a result, when he saw the courtyard, which was still empty, he realized that something was wrong. After he came out and went in just now, he was busy for nearly an hour, to say the least. After such a long time, no matter how good it is, it should come out. Could it be that they are going again?

After thinking for a while, Li Guosheng walked in the direction of the toilet with some hesitation.