Chapter 77: Love Sickness and Death
The weather was fine.
Mu Yu, Gu Zhou, and Meng Zhiyuan gathered in the pharmacy.
Specially put on a black robe with gold piping, this is the clothes that Mu Yu originally made himself and wore when he was preparing for his birthday, and now he is wearing it, it looks very cold, and his skin is almost white and transparent against the black background, Mu Yu took out the dagger from his arms, and looked at the two people opposite him with nervous faces, Mu Yu smiled suddenly, a very cold smile, it was an indifference that they had never thought of.
"What are you nervous about, you also need a knife to take Gu." Mu Yu took the dagger and removed the scabbard, Mu Yu took the knife in his hand and stood opposite Gu Zhou.
His posture was straight, and there was an amazing momentum, Mu Yu looked at Gu Zhou, and said word by word, "Gu Zhou, you and I have been brothers for fifteen years, I ask myself to be worthy of you, however, you don't respect your master's words, it is for unfilial piety; Taking the Gu of people's lives is unjust; It is unkind to bully one's fellow disciples; For the brother to force the brother, it is for the unfriend; is so unfilial, unrighteous, unkind and unfriendly, he doesn't deserve to be called my senior brother. Now I Mu Yu, I am here to cut off my robe with you, and from now on I will be a stranger. β
"Young man Meng Zhiyuan is a witness." After Mu Yu finished speaking, he cut off a corner of his clothes with a dagger, threw it on the ground in disgust, and then handed the knife to Gu Zhou, "Doctor Gu, please do it, take the blue blood and jade Gu, you need to lead the knife to stab your heart, and you can't know this, right?" β
Gu Zhou only felt that his eyes were dark for a moment, and there was a sharp pain in his chest, only to feel that the whole abdomen was in pain, the pain was in a trance in front of his eyes, he could hardly see Mu Yu in front of him, the black robe on the ground stinged his eyes, Gu Zhou's hands trembled, and he could barely hold the knife in his hand, "You, what did you say?" β
"What are you shaking? It's like I've been hurt by something, isn't it me who is the most pitiful? Mu Yu said very little, revealing a bitter sarcastic smile, "I said, I have broken off with you since then, you didn't treat me as a junior brother, and I don't want you to be my senior brother, it's that simple." β
Meng Zhiyuan was silent, such a Mu Yu, he looked so heartbroken.
His body shook for a while, Gu Zhou struggled to hold back the feeling of trembling pain, Mu Yu was stabbing him with a knife, "Yu Yu, why are you talking like this, won't you be in pain?" β
"What's the use of pain for you? Will you show me half a point? Why should I be so plain - it is always the ruthless who hurts others, and the affectionate who hurt themselves. Mu Yu lowered his eyes, "As the days go by, I think about it exhaustively, and I go out to look at it quietly at night, and the world is only vast." Singing alone to the shadow, the old sorrow adds new wounds, and the voice can't bear to forget, once empty. Doesn't Doctor Gu know that when the pain is extreme, it will be numb? β
Gu Zhou's face turned pale all of a sudden, and he couldn't restrain his heartache.
"Let's do it." Mu Yu raised his eyes to look at Gu Zhou, Gu Zhou found that in those eyes, there was no longer the original dependence and attachment, and there was no trust and warmth in the future, and those beautiful eyes were already full of pain and stagnant water-like calm, full of darkness that people could drown in as soon as they fell in.
Breathing gradually turned into a heavy shackle, Gu Zhou's eyes widened, the person in front of him was really depressed, was he the one who laughed and was even inferior to the sun? Gu Zhou looked at Meng Zhiyuan, and found that Meng Zhiyuan's face was full of sadness accumulated with shame and pain...... He, what kind of Cheng dΓΉ did he hurt Yu Yu? Unfilial, unkind, unjust, unfriendly, simply unworthy of being a human being!
The cramps in my heart are stronger than a while, and the rush is higher than the tide.
Gu Zhou opened his mouth, but looking at Mu Yu's ruthless face, he couldn't say anything, it was him, it was he who killed all the feelings between them with his own hands, and made Yu Yu look like this, he was guilty.
I'm sorry for Yu Yu, I'm sorry for Yu Yu, I took Gu and cured Qing Ge, I will let Zhi Yuan leave with Qing Ge immediately, I will take good care of you, just like you used to treat me, I will take care of you meticulously, I will not let you have an accident, two people live well together, I go to the clinic three times a month, no, once, one time is enough, I will bring you new things every time I come back...... I will forgive my sins, you can beat me and scold me, even kill me, please, don't look at me like this. Gu Zhou's heart was crying, and he could barely breathe.
"What's wrong? Having made a cruel decision, but pretending that you can't do such a cruel thing? Mu Yu sneered, "Do you want me to personally take the Gu and send it to you, so that you will be satisfied?" Yes, look at your current expression, it's so hypocritical, I will always be deceived by you, I have always believed that you are helpless, and I can't help myself, so I will be stupid, I have been so hurt, why bother Gu Zhou? β
After Mu Yu finished speaking, he no longer looked at Gu Zhou's painful expression.
It's good to be painful, but it will hurt even more after taking the Gu...... To make Gu Zhou feel guilty for the rest of his life, as long as one more straw is enough. The straw that broke the camel's back, and he was already prepared.
Turning around and sitting on the chair, Mu Yu held the armrest of the chair with both hands, raised his eyes to look at Gu Zhou, and said the most heartless words with red lips and white teeth, "It's useless to say more, Gu Zhou do it." Please hold the dagger more steadily, and don't let me get extra hurt, you should be able to do it, right? β
How innocent it used to be, how much more guarded it is now; How thoughtful and petty it used to be, how sarcastic and sharp it is now. This extreme sense of contrast, the taste must not be bad, right?
Under the wide sleeves, the bandages tied on Mu Yu's arms were too white, stabbing Gu Zhou's eyes with pain for a while.
Mu Yu pulled down the placket, revealing his thin chest, on which Mu Yu himself marked the trajectory of the knife with cinnabar, which made Meng Zhiyuan and Gu Zhou even more guilty while being surprised, Mu Yu sneered, and then raised his head high, "Don't show such a disgusting expression." Don't make a mistake about one thing, this is my decision, I am willing to give Gu to Brother Luo, not because of you Gu Zhou, otherwise I would rather die, you see if your disgusting decision will succeed? I sue you, you are the one who is not worthy of Brother Luo, and you are the one who is only worthy of being alone and old alone! And you Meng Zhiyuan, if that person is not Brother Luo, you just kneel your knees until they break, and I won't look at you more. After speaking, Mu Yu took a long breath and closed his eyes tiredly.
Meng Zhiyuan couldn't bear it, so he stepped forward and ordered a few big points around Mu Yu's heart to protect Mu Yu's heart, and then took a step back and looked at Gu Zhou, who was extremely gloomy.
Gu Zhou forcibly suppressed all the thoughts in his heart, and walked in front of Mu Yu, his movements were very slow, as if every movement seemed to exhaust all his strength, he knelt in front of Mu Yu on both knees, the hand holding the dagger was too hard, his knuckles trembled with a small arc, he stroked Mu Yu's marked chest with one hand, for the first time, he felt that the young man was so thin, closed his eyes, Gu Zhou calmed himself down - he couldn't make a mistake at all, otherwise, he would ......
It doesn't matter how much Mu Yu hates him, he still has a lifetime to forgive his sins.
But Luo Qingge couldn't die. He couldn't watch Luo Qingge die.
Calming down, Gu Zhou held the dagger steadily, his eyes were wide open, making Meng Zhiyuan on the side feel frightened, Meng Zhiyuan looked at Mu Yu nervously, and carried a ball of internal force in his hand, ready to convey it to Mu Yu at any time.
Puff -
The sound of the dagger piercing into the human body, in the pharmacy, seemed to have countless echoes, resounding in the ears, as if to pierce the ear, the white blade pierced an inch from the young man's chest, the young man's face showed a painful expression, his body trembled uncontrollably, and fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, but he bit his lip tightly, did not make a sound, and endured it alone.
Meng Zhiyuan's eyes were red, and his nose was a little sour.
Gu Zhou didn't dare to look at Mu Yu's face, he heard Mu Yu's muffled hum in pain, and his breathing, and his clenched hands, he knew that Mu Yu was in pain, not only physically, but also psychologically suffering from the despair of being stripped of his brother's heart, Gu Zhou didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid that he would lose his strength, afraid that he would suddenly fall down and not be able to hold on, he could only force himself to look at Mu Yu's chest wholeheartedly, the red marks drawn by the cinnabar, the red line where the blood flowed, formed a huge and heavy net, firmly netting him in it, it was difficult to breathe, and he couldn't get out again.
Slowly sliding the dagger, cruising according to the drawn route, this is the way to attract the Jade Gu, a stick of incense along the drawn line, will not hurt the viscera but is also very painful, the activity route of the Jade Gu is swam, and finally the dagger is pulled out, the drop of blood-like Gu worm at the tip of the dagger is the Jade Gu of the Blood.
Mu Yu breathed heavily, the pain of taking Gu was not much worse than that drilling. Cold sweat was dripping on Mu Yu's forehead, a stick of incense, five minutes, half of the time in his heart, Mu Yu released the cruel and desperate emotions and memories of Mu Yu's time when he was refined, and suddenly he only felt a buzzing in his head, his body couldn't help but tremble, and the long hair hanging down his waist became snow-white inch by inch!
Meng Zhiyuan's eyes widened suddenly--the black hair turned into snow, how scarred did they, how scarred did they make Mu Yu, so that their hearts died so much, and their hair turned white in an instant.
He's only fifteen!
Meng Zhiyuan's tall figure shook a little, stretched out his trembling hand, and used the softest way to convey internal force to Mu Yu's body, but it didn't work at all, and the waist-length long hair was finally slowly eroded by white, and finally completely turned into a cold snow-white like winter.
A stick of incense feels like a lifetime.
Meng Zhiyuan felt that he had never experienced such a painful incense, his heart was about to explode, and finally Gu Zhou finally pulled out the dagger, and a drop of red blood on the silver-white and cold tip of the knife was slowly squirming, Gu Zhou hurriedly took out the jade bottle that was ready to be filled with Luo Qingge's blood, put the Gu worm in it, carefully closed the bottle cap, and put it into his arms with great preciousness.
After doing this, Gu Zhou dared to raise his head.
When he looked up, his head was like a heavy blow, and a hammer that fell from the sky suddenly slammed down on his heart, and immediately even his ribs and even his fingertips achedβwhat did he see! What did he see!
How can it be! How can it be! The beads of sweat on his forehead fell into his eyes, his eyes burned like they were on fire, and large droplets of water fell out of them, Gu Zhou couldn't tell whether they were sweat drops or tears, he trembled violently, he couldn't see what was in front of him, he stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Mu Yu's hair, but he didn't catch it three times, Gu Zhou opened his mouth wide and breathed hard, how could it be possible, how could this be possible!
Ah-Gu Zhou's heart ached suddenly, as if it was about to crack, he grabbed the placket on his chest tightly, and his fingers grabbed into the flesh hard, it was strange, it didn't hurt outside, it hurt so much inside!
Mu Yu opened his eyes, his dark eyes looked at Gu Zhou in front of him lifelessly, and he shed two tears in vain, his voice was like the most bitter wind in the cold winter, stabbing Gu Zhou all over his body, piercing pain, and cold to the bone, "Gu Zhou, Gu Zhou, are you satisfied?" β
"Wei Lian said that he liked me, and he could leave resolutely for the sake of his younger brother; Meng Zhiyuan has a good impression of me, and he can resolutely persecute him for the sake of his junior brother; I am your brother and your brother, and you are so ruthless...... You're not human. You are the devil. β
After saying that, he coughed violently, and spat out a mouthful of blood, but the taste of blood no longer had the sweetness that was confusing.
Gu Zhou's eyes were full of flowers, the pain in his chest was about to explode, he spat out a mouthful of blood, the wolf fell to the ground, the dagger in his hand could no longer be held, and it fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
Meng Zhiyuan took a step forward, took the crumbling Mu Yu in his arms, and operated his internal force, not afraid of consuming an endless stream of Xiang Mu Yu's body, and stopped Mu Yu from vomiting blood.
Mu Yu glanced at Meng Zhiyuan, his eyes were dark and waveless, which made Meng Zhiyuan's heart feel a dull pain.
"Go and save Brother Luo." Mu Yu woke up Gu Zhou coldly, Gu Zhou got up from the ground, couldn't say a thousand words in his heart, glanced at Mu Yu deeply, Gu Zhou turned around, and was stopped by Mu Yu when he walked to the door, "Gu Zhou, remember well, I will never forgive you." I hate you forever. β
Gu Zhou's body trembled, the tightly clenched fist oozed blood from between his fingers, and his chest was tearing, he remembered the noodle man he bought when he was a child, and brought it back to Mu Yu, halfway through, the noodle man was too dry, and it cracked from the center and became shattered, and now he felt that he was the noodle man, there was no part of his body that was not cracking, not in severe pain. But he still left quickly after all-Gu Zhou only had one thought left in his heart, save Luo Qingge and let Meng Zhiyuan and Luo Qingge leave! It doesn't matter if he forgives or not, in his life, let Mu Yu sway.
After Gu Zhou left, Mu Yu spit out a few mouthfuls of blood. He picked up the dagger on the ground, put it in his arms, covered his bleeding chest, and staggered outside, step by step.
Meng Zhiyuan was suffocated in his heart, and hurriedly caught up with Mu Yu, holding him up, his voice was extremely dry, "Yu Yu, where are you going?" I can help you. β
Mu Yu turned his head and burst into tears blankly, which made Meng Zhiyuan's heart clench, and he suddenly cried, "Meng Zhiyuan, if you are really willing to help me, take me out of here." As he spoke, he couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood, "But if he has a little soft-heartedness, I won't ...... I beg you, I want to leave the Medical Immortal Valley, I know the shortcut, you can leave me in any small mountain village or anywhere, I don't want to see Gu Zhou again. β
Mu Yu said and slid down weakly, kneeling in front of Meng Zhiyuan, "For the sake of me saving Brother Luo, don't let me live in hatred for the rest of my life, take me away, you go back to the shortcut and wait, Gu Zhou can't find us, he is bound to go there, you follow Gu Zhou back, just tell Brother Luo, it's my master who came back, my master gave medicine or Gu to save him, and took me to Yunyou." Now that I'm such a monster, I don't want to see Brother Luo again, and I don't want Brother Luo to know anything...... You can take me out and leave me wherever you want......"
Meng Zhiyuan's heart throbbed.
The boy's plea was so insignificant, yet pure and gentle. Meng Zhiyuan's eyes were firm, and he hugged Mu Yu horizontally, Meng Zhiyuan secretly said sorry to Gu Zhou in his heart, he really didn't want Mu Yu to stay in the Medical Immortal Valley to suffer, the young man didn't want to live in hatred, and staying was just torturing Gu Zhou and the two of them. Brother Gu and him should have been extremely guilty about the teenager, whether the teenager forgives or not, they should live with regret, if the teenager does not forgive, this matter can be regarded as if it did not happen.
"Where's the shortcut?" Meng Zhiyuan hugged Mu Yu and asked softly, he would settle him well, he also knew that Qingge liked Mu Yu, as for what Mu Yu said about keeping Qingge secret, he thought he couldn't do it, Mu Yu paid so much and sacrificed so much, it shouldn't be covered up, Qingge really loves Mu Yu, and he won't mind if Mu Yu is white-headed......
The feeling of depression in his heart has not been alleviated at all, Meng Zhiyuan knows that it is a sense of guilt, he is after all, forcing an innocent teenager to go to a dead end, now Mu Yu is like this, where is it still like the brilliant Mu Yu at the beginning, Mu Yu is alive like this, how much stronger is it than dead?
He violated his own morality.
He regretted it, but if he did it again, he would make that choice. Growing up with Qing Ge, even if he gave up his feelings that had been extinguished before he could be spoken, it was impossible for him to watch Qing Ge die in front of him, even if this chance of survival was exchanged for the health and longevity of another innocent person.
He will live with this sin on his shoulders and feel guilty for the rest of his life.
Meng Zhiyuan thought that if Qingge knew the truth, he would definitely break with Brother Gu, there was no doubt about it.
"Meng Zhiyuan, I made clothes for Brother Luo, in my room." Mu Yu looked up at Meng Zhiyuan, with a piercing bright red on his lips, "You help me hand it over to him, this is my last wish." β
Meng Zhiyuan felt uncomfortable in his heart, and nodded in agreement.
After speaking, Mu Yu lowered his eyes and concealed the truth...... Heh, how could Gu Zhou be so comfortable? The dress was made by him with a stitch and a thread, the pattern on it was embroidered, he carefully tattooed it, the double-sided embroidery on the outer ring of the sleeves, the pattern is so special, after dismantling it, I look at the hidden backside, but it is densely packed with "never forgive Gu Zhou", Luo Qingge put on that dress, and within three days, he will definitely find something different. With Luo Qingge's carefulness and cleverness, it was only a matter of time before the truth was discovered. No matter what Meng Zhiyuan chooses, he also has a guard trainer who knows the truth, Luo Qingge casually verifies it, adds a little bit of conjecture, all the facts are in front of him, is it possible not to turn against Gu Zhou at that time?
Even if he didn't turn his back, Gu Zhou would never be able to be with Luo Qingge.
I will become a thorn in everyone's heart, forever sting everyone, like a cancer in the brain, which cannot be removed, and when I think about it, it is a sullen stinging pain, which is endless.
Don't think it's any better. Expelled from the sect, Gu Zhou didn't want to escape-the original Mu Yu died, no matter how wronged You Yunzi was, he didn't know how wronged You Yunzi was, and there was only one disciple left Gu Zhou, he was an old man, and an apprentice killed one another, no matter how angry he was, he couldn't beat Gu Zhou to death because he was helpless and sad that there was only one left.
However, it was because Mu Yu died. Although he is also dying, it will not end so easily, even if he dies, he will leave his grievances, even if it is to use You Yunzi's kindness, it will not make Gu Zhou feel better.
Raising their eyes and looking around, everyone rebelled and left. was expelled from the division, Gu Zhou's reputation in the rivers and lakes was also abolished, and tens of thousands of people spurned, not to mention that there was also a Red Lotus Sect Master Wei Lianshi, he promised to marry Wei Lianshi in the next life, and now that his wife was killed tragically, Wei Lianshi could not bear it.
Wei Lianyang's situation can last for a few years, he left a letter to You Yunzi in the way of writing a small grievance and coquettishness, saying what the senior brother did today, depressed and uncomfortable, the master must punish him when he comes back, etc., compared to the news of his death, it will be more shocking, and there is also a very formal request, there is to let You Yunzi save Wei Lianyang, this is the last request of the apprentice, You Yunzi will not agree, so that Wei Lianyang survives, his character is very good, and he can give You Yunzi as an apprentice to practice medicine and go to the world.
Gu Zhou, it's good to be in pain for a lifetime, like Luo Qingge, Luo Qingge will never accept him, if he doesn't make an enemy, at least he is a stranger; The former brother of the guard trainer will hate him; Meng Zhiyuan, as the promoter of the tragedy, will condemn him; Master You Yunzi will not forgive him either...... And Mu Yu will become the most painful blunt knife, torturing Gu Zhou without stopping minute by minute.
Gu Zhou thought that he would not die, so he was so desperate, Gu Zhou wanted to forgive his sins, it was all based on his immortality, and he would not give this opportunity.
Holding all the regrets and guilt in your heart is the most uncomfortable and painful.
A qiΔ is all arranged.
He also wanted to survive and see Gu Zhou tortured with his own eyes, and tortured Gu Zhou with his own hands, but ...... That won't be any better than it is now. Meng Zhiyuan, he gave up himself to save Luo Qingge, and he understood it, but it didn't mean that he could accept it calmly, so he wanted to die in Meng Zhiyuan's arms.
Mu Yu closed his eyes, showed a smile, and secretly activated his magic power, his consciousness was far away, and his arm hung down weakly.
Wei Trainer, I don't blame you, we all make the same choice, just like you won't give up Xiaoyang, for the best contract completion, I will not hesitate to choose to leave. I also have, a younger brother who is more important than my own. If you like it, you can drag it in your hand, and there's nothing wrong with it. So I don't blame you, and I have no right to blame you.
Walking on the shortcut to the Immortal Valley, Meng Zhiyuan paused for a moment, and was dragged by a huge panic for a moment, his body began to tremble slowly, he looked at Mu Yu in his arms, moved his arm and gently shook Mu Yu, but he couldn't get a response anyway, he let out a suppressed low roar in his throat, buried his head in Mu Yu's neck, couldn't feel a trace of pulse and breathing, and finally left tears, and fell to the ground with a puff of his knees.