58. Chapter 58
Lin Junguo accepted that Lin Zhao was gay, which was a great joy for Lin Zhao - he was ready for a long battle, but he didn't expect things to go so smoothly.
The road out of the closet was so smooth that Lin Zhao often had an unreal feeling that he was dreaming.
He knew that this was only the first step, and as a gay man, he still had a bumpy road ahead. But as long as he has the support of his family, no matter how bumpy the road is, he can be invincible.
Chen Wan heard about Lin Zhao's coming out, and said enviously: "You are so lucky." ”
When he was a freshman, he came out to the house for his ex-boyfriend, but he was beaten up by his father and kicked out of the house.
When they let out their words, if he doesn't change for a day, he will not be allowed to enter the door of the Chen family for a day!
But there is such a thing as sexuality, how can it be changed if you say it's changed?
Although Chen Wan expected this result at the beginning of coming out, he would still be sad when it really happened.
He thought that if he grinded slowly, things would always turn around. But almost two years later, his parents still don't let him into the house, and they don't even answer his phone.
Lin Zhao didn't know how to comfort Chen Wan, so he could only say dryly, "They will accept you one day." ”
Chen Wan smiled and said, "I hope." ”
He did not sue Lin Zhao, and among the gay he knew who came out, some were cut off from their families, some were imprisoned by their families, some compromised with their families, some were sent to mental hospitals, and some were even forced to die.
-- And there are really very few people who can be accepted by their families.
Not every parent can accept that their child is gay, it doesn't matter whether they love it or not, they just stubbornly believe that it is their best to break their child right.
Who knows, it will only ruin their lives.
Although he came out successfully, in order not to make Lin Junguo uncomfortable, Lin Zhao never made any intimate moves with Qin Muyang in front of him.
Lin Junguo felt awkward at first when he saw the two together, but after a long time, he got used to it.
One day, Lin Junguo called Lin Zhao to his side and asked him as if he was chatting: "Xiao Zhao, who were you and Mu Yang chasing who were coming?" ”
Lin Zhao didn't expect him to ask this question, so he was stunned for a moment and said, "I approached him first, but he confessed first when we were together." ”
Lin Junguo nodded, thoughtful. After a while, he asked again: "Mu Yang, he was born a comrade, right?" ”
Lin Zhao hesitated: "It should be, otherwise he wouldn't be with me." ”
He felt strange and asked Lin Junguo: "Why are you suddenly asking me this?" ”
Lin Junguo's expression was a little subtle, but he still said with a serious face: "I read the book that some non-gay people will be with the same sex because of impulse, but because they are not gay in nature, it is very likely that they will go back to get married and have children after the passion." I heard you say that you were born to be a comrade, but I don't know what happened to Mu Yang, so I was a little worried. ”
Lin Junguo is here to care about his emotional problems, Lin Zhao couldn't cry or laugh: "Dad, don't worry, Qin Muyang and I are fine." Even if we break up, it can't be because he wants to get married and have children. ”
Lin Junguo nodded and said a few times, "That's good."
Later, when Lin Zhao told Qin Muyang about this, he casually teased: "Anyway, you are born to bend, right?" If I had led me to bend it, I would have been guilty of a great sin. ”
Qin Muyang thought for a while and said, "I may not be gay. ”
Lin Zhao "chuckled" in his heart: "What do you mean?" ”
Qin Muyang looked at him and said seriously, "I'm Lin Zhaolian." ”
Lin Zhao didn't understand at first, and after reacting, he was a little ashamed: "You can speak." ”
The white horse passed by, and before he knew it, Lin Zhao ushered in the second winter vacation of his college career.
Because the house in City C has been rented out, Lin Zhao and Lin Junguo plan not to go back, so they will stay in City S for the New Year.
Although he was spending the New Year in a different place, because he was accompanied by his family, Lin Zhao didn't feel anything. However, thinking that he and Qin Muyang were going to be separated for a while, he was a little disappointed.
Although Qin Muyang didn't say it, he could see that he was reluctant. On the grounds that "the studio has something to do", he stayed in S City until the 28th of the lunar month before going back.
Lin Zhao sent Qin Muyang to the airport and gave him a bag when he left: "This is a New Year's gift." ”
"New Year's gifts?" Qin Muyang opened the bag and took a look, the gift was contained in a box, and he couldn't see what it was.
"Well, you go back and tear it down." Lin Zhao pursed his lips, wanting to secretly kiss Qin Muyang. Unfortunately, there were too many people around, and he never found a suitable opportunity, "It's almost time, you can go in." ”
"Okay." Qin Muyang said, putting his index finger and middle finger together, nodding Lin Zhao's lips, and then tapping his own, "I'm leaving, bye." ”
Lin Zhao touched his lips and waved at him: "Bye-bye." ”
Qin Muyang turned around and walked inside, Lin Zhao looked at his back, and suddenly wanted to rush up and leave him behind.
But he didn't do it in the end, just quietly watched Qin Muyang go away, and even waved at him with a smile when Qin Muyang turned around.
Qin Muyang's figure finally disappeared, Lin Zhao put away the smile on his face, sighed and walked back.
Parting is always sad, but fortunately, there is still a meeting to look forward to.
On the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Lin Zhao called Chen Wan to his home to celebrate the New Year together.
Chen Wan was reluctant to come at first, for fear of disturbing Lin Zhao's family reunion. Lin Zhao persuaded him to come after saying something, and he also politely bought a lot of things.
The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner of the three people was very lively, and Lin Zhao did not tell Lin Junguo about Chen Wan's situation, but only said that the senior forgot to buy a ticket home because he was busy.
Lin Junguo has always been polite to Lin Zhao's classmates, and kept giving Chen Wanbu dishes and telling him to eat more.
Chen Wan has not celebrated the New Year with her family for two years, and now she is infected by this atmosphere, and her heart is full of feelings: "Thank you, uncle, you can eat too." ”
After eating, Chen Wan helped Lin Zhao wash the dishes. After that, he chatted with Lin Junguo for a while, and when he saw that the time was almost up, he offered to leave.
Lin Junguo said to stay: "You will be alone when you go back, or don't go back and stay here for one night." ”
Chen Wan wanted to refuse, but Lin Zhao followed and persuaded: "Yes, senior, let's stay here for one night." You don't have anything to do when you go back anyway, and we can watch TV together here. ”
Chen Wan was a little moved, and asked hesitantly, "Will this disturb you too much?" ”
Lin Zhao hurriedly said: "Don't disturb, don't disturb, it's lively when there are more people." ”
Chen Wan didn't want to go back to school to face the deserted dormitory, so she stayed.
The three of them sat on the sofa together to watch the Spring Festival Gala, Chen Wan spoke, even if he was not interested in the program, he also discussed it with Lin Junguo with relish.
He held his phone in his hand and glanced down from time to time, as if waiting for a call.
Lin Zhao knew what he was thinking, and whispered, "If you want to fight, you can fight, you can go to the balcony." ”
"I called them a few times in the afternoon, but no one answered." Chen Wan smiled bitterly and put away her phone, "They may really plan to cut off relations with me." ”
Lin Zhao wanted to comfort him, but it was a fact that Chen's father and Chen's mother had never contacted Chen Wan for more than two years, and he didn't know where to start.
The time was nearly twelve o'clock, Lin Zhao saw that the time was almost up, took out his mobile phone and went to the balcony to make a call.
Lin Junguo looked at his back and said to Chen Wan, "This kid went to call Mu Yang again." ”
Chen Wan didn't expect Lin Junguo to say this sentence so naturally, and smiled and said, "This shows that the two of them have a good relationship." ”
As he was talking, the mobile phone in Chen Wan's pocket suddenly vibrate. He looked at the caller ID and smiled.
"Xiyan ......" Chen Wan stood up, pointed to the balcony, and motioned for herself to go out.
Lin Junguo nodded and watched him walk to the balcony.
There were people standing on each side of the balcony, and although they couldn't hear what they were saying, they were all in a happy mood.
Lin Junguo retracted his gaze and couldn't help but sigh in his heart: It's good to be young.
When the two were still on the phone at the end of the Spring Festival Gala, Lin Junguo turned off the TV and shouted to the two young people: "It's half past twelve, you guys rest early." ”
Lin Zhao responded with a "yes" and reluctantly said good night to Qin Muyang.
Chen Wan also hung up the phone, he raised his head and smiled at Lin Zhao.
The next day, Lin Zhao and Chen Wan made an appointment to hang out together. Qiu Xiyan naturally went with him. When he saw Lin Zhao, his expression was a little aggrieved: "Senior, aren't the two of us dating?" How did you bring him too. ”
Lin Zhao said: "You are wrong, it is me and the senior who came out to play, and I brought you by the way." ”
Qiu Xiyan didn't believe it and asked Chen Wan for confirmation.
Chen Wan smiled and said, "I did make an appointment with Ah Zhao first. ”
Qiu Xiyan suddenly became even more aggrieved, and drooped her ears like a bullied puppy.
Because it was the first day of the Lunar New Year, the three of them planned to go to the temple fair. It's not boring to eat and walk along the way.
Qiu Xiyan took the camera out and kept taking pictures of several people. In order to retaliate, he also secretly took a few ugly photos of Zhao and planned to go back and send them to Qin Muyang.
After all, it was a temple fair, and although several people were not superstitious, they still planned to go to the temple.
This temple is very full of incense, usually there are many people, but now there are more people.
Chen Wan bought three sticks of incense, crowded into the crowd to light the incense, and took Lin Zhao and Qiu Xiyan around.
The temple was very large, and the three of them turned around and turned to the temple where the son Guanyin was sent.
Qiu Xiyan said that he wanted to go in to say goodbye, and tried to pull Chen Wan with him, but was reprimanded by Chen Wan.
Lin Zhao watched from the sidelines, and really felt that Chen Wan and Qiu Xiyan were together like a mother with a bear child.
When the three of them were about to leave, someone suddenly shouted from behind: "Xiao Wan? ”
Chen Wan's body stiffened, and she raised her feet and planned to continue walking forward.
The man raised his voice and shouted "Chen Wan" again.
Chen Wan couldn't pretend not to hear it this time, so she could only stop and look back at the man: "Senior, what a coincidence." ”
The man smiled and said, "It turned out to be really you, I thought I had recognized the wrong person." ”
Chen Wan didn't want to greet him, so she said directly: "We're going to dinner, if the senior has nothing to do, I'll leave first." ”
Lin Zhao was a little surprised, when had Chen Wan, who had always been able to behave in the world, be so rude.
The man didn't care, and glanced at Lin Zhao and Qiu Xiyan: "Don't you tell me about your friends?" ”
Chen Wan was a little irritable, and she couldn't even maintain a smile: "There's nothing to introduce." ”
The man's expression froze for a moment, then he lowered his head and whispered, "I know you're still blaming me, I'm sorry." ”
This was very informative, Qiu Xiyan's sense of crisis exploded, and he stepped forward to protect Chen Wan behind him: "Senior, who is this person?" ”
"Former alumni." Chen Wan didn't want to entangle with that person, so she pulled Qiu Xiyan to leave, "Let's go back." ”
The man was about to speak, and a woman walked over: "Ah Jian, who are you talking to?" ”
The man's expression changed slightly, and he took the initiative to take the woman's hand: "This is one of my juniors, Chen Wan, I mentioned it to you." ”
Chen Wan sneered and said to the woman, "This is my sister-in-law." Good sister-in-law, I wish you and your seniors a hundred years of good harmony and an early birth of a noble son. We still have something to do, so let's go first. ”
After he finished speaking, he turned and left.
Qiu Xiyan glanced at the man unkindly, and followed.
Lin Zhao walked at the back and heard the woman complaining: "Why are you like this, junior brother." ”
The man replied, "I used to have some holidays with him, don't worry about it." ”
He said some nice things again, and in a moment the woman was amused.