Chapter 51

Lin Zhao arrived at the classroom and found that Qiu Xiyan had not yet come. He made a phone call, but the phone was turned off.

Lin Zhao put away the phone and asked Xu Xiangqian: "Has Qiu Xiyan returned to the bedroom?" ”

Xu Xiangqian said, "No." ”

Lin Zhao originally wanted to call Chen Wan, but the teacher had already started to lecture, so he had to give up.

He sent a text message to Qiu Xiyan, asking him to call back after turning on the phone, and then put down the phone and began to listen to the class.

In the middle of the class, the mobile phone in the desk box suddenly vibrate. Lin Zhao took out his mobile phone and found that it was Qiu Xiyan's text message: Lin Zhao, something happened......

He said this clearly, but Lin Zhao thought to himself, since he could still send text messages, it shouldn't be a big deal: What happened?

It took a while for the other side to reply, and there were only a few words: I slept with the senior.

Lin Zhao "chuckled" in his heart, couldn't wait to send a text message, and went out of the classroom directly under the pretext of going to the toilet.

He dialed Qiu Xiyan's phone, and as soon as he was connected, he asked eagerly, "What's the matter?" ”

"I don't know," Qiu Xiyan's voice sounded a little tired, "I obviously remember that I was dreaming, who knew that when I woke up, I found that the bed was dirty and there was blood on the sheets." ”

As a gay, Lin Zhao naturally knew the strict nature of bleeding: "Is there a lot of blood? Is the senior still next to you? ”

"Not much, the senior was gone before I woke up."

Hearing that there was not much blood, Lin Zhao was a little relieved.

He scratched his hair, only to feel that one head was two big: "Why do you do it with seniors...... Don't you like girls?! ”

Qiu Xiyan was brought over by him, and he also asked Chen Wan to take care of Qiu Xiyan. Now that this incident has happened, he can't escape the responsibility.

Qiu Xiyan was quiet for a while, and said in a whisper: "I like girls, but I also like seniors." ”

Lin Zhao was almost mad at his words: "What do you mean?" Do you like girls and seniors? ”

"No, no, no, I didn't mean that," Qiu Xiyan hurriedly explained, "I used to like girls, but now I like seniors." ”

"Then you can't put people to sleep at every turn!" Lin Zhao shouted with some excitement.

The passers-by cast strange glances, Lin Zhao calmed down and said, "Where are you now?" I'm looking for you. ”

Qiu Xiyan reported the address, Lin Zhao went back to the classroom and took the wallet, and asked Xu Xiangqian to help them bring the schoolbag back, and then ran outside in a hurry.

Sitting in the taxi, Lin Zhao called Chen Wan, and as expected, the phone was turned off. He hung up the phone and wanted to call Qin Muyang, but found that he had already gone to class.

In the end, he sent a text message to Qin Muyang, but he didn't say anything, only that he went out and didn't have to wait for him to eat at noon.

When he arrived at the place agreed with Qiu Xiyan, Lin Zhao angrily pulled a chair and sat down: "Say, what's going on?" ”

Qiu Xiyan resignedly: "That's what I told you on the phone." ”

Seeing him like that, Lin Zhao almost wanted to cut off his two taels of meat: "You can't even tell the difference between reality and dreams?" ”

Qiu Xiyan shrunk his neck and whispered, "I later knew that it wasn't a dream, but I couldn't stop it." ”

"You!" Lin Zhao was angry, and he endured it again, "What was the reaction of the senior at that time?" ”

"He resisted." After Qiu Xiyan finished speaking, seeing Lin Zhao's ugly face, he added, "But it's not very powerful." ”

"It doesn't matter if he resists strongly or not, as long as he resists, it means that he doesn't want to have a relationship with you. And if you force him to have sex, it is rape. ”

Qiu Xiyan was frightened by Lin Zhao's stern appearance: "That...... So what should I do? ”

Lin Zhao sighed and rubbed his temples: "What do you want to do?" ”

Qiu Xiyan said: "I want to be with my seniors. ”

Seeing that Lin Zhao was about to have a seizure, he hurriedly said, "I like seniors, I really like them!" ”

Lin Zhao asked, "Do you know what liking is?" ”

Qiu Xiyan nodded and said, "I want to see him, I want to kiss him, I want to hold hands with him, and I want to do intimate things with him." I am happy to see him, and I miss him when I don't. I'm happy when he's happy, and I'm sadder than anyone else when he's sad. Ever since I fell in love with him, I became a sentimental poet and could write a large collection of poems about him. ”

Lin Zhao recalled that when he liked Qin Muyang, he seemed to be in this mood, but he was not as literary as Qiu Xiyan. He took a sip of water and asked, "Why do you like to go to school?" ”

"Because he's been so good to me." Qiu Xiyan clasped her fingers and whispered, "Because I have been used to my family since I was a child, I don't know how to behave in the world, and I often offend people when I speak. Although everyone doesn't say anything on the surface, they are secretly alienating me. ”

"But seniors are different," Speaking of Chen Wan, Qiu Xiyan's eyes lit up, "Not only will he not throw a face at me because I don't speak well, but he will also help me out when I say the wrong thing and offend people." He often brings the topic over in a few words, which is really amazing. Slowly, I fell in love with him. ”

As a bystander, Lin Zhao wanted to tell Qiu Xiyan that Chen Wan was like this to everyone, not just to him.

But looking at Qiu Xiyan's stupid look, he held back his words again: "You have to think clearly, this road is not easy to walk." ”

"I think very clearly," Qiu Xiyan's eyes were firm, "no matter how difficult it is, I want to be with my seniors." ”

"Okay," Lin Zhao said, "I'll help you find out the senior's tone." ”

"Really, Ah Zhao," Qiu Xiyan showed a surprised expression and wanted to hug him, "You're so good!" ”

Lin Zhao pushed Qiu Xiyan away and said indifferently: "Don't touch me, you." ”

Chen Wan's phone still couldn't get through, and Lin Zhao considered that he was bleeding from behind, so he told Qiu Xiyan to go to the pharmacy and buy some medicine.

It was almost noon, Lin Zhao took these medicines and went directly to Chen Wan's bedroom.

Chen Wan's bedroom was a three-person room, and the other two moved out to live in order to accompany their girlfriends. Therefore, Chen Wan was actually the only one living in the bedroom.

Lin Zhao knocked on the door of the dormitory, and sure enough, he heard Chen Wan's voice from inside: "Who?" ”

Lin Zhao responded: "Senior, it's me." ”

There was a sound from the bedroom, and after a while, Chen Wan opened the door: "Ah Zhao, why are you here?" ”

Lin Zhao handed the porridge in his hand to Chen Wan: "I'll bring you food." ”

Chen Wan's smile froze for a moment, but quickly returned to normal: "Thank you, you have a heart." ”

Lin Zhao handed him the medicine again and said, "This is the medicine that Qiu Xiyan bought for you." ”

Chen Wan's smile couldn't be maintained: "You know everything?" ”

Lin Zhao nodded.

Chen Wan was silent for a while and said, "Come in and say." ”

When he walked into the bedroom, Lin Zhao found that Chen Wan's walking posture was very unnatural. He put the porridge on the table and took a thick cushion and put it on the chair, so that he dared to sit down.

Lin Zhao had heard it a long time ago, and if he did it for the first time, Zero would be easily injured, but it was the first time he had seen this kind of tragic situation in reality.

Thinking back to the first time he and Qin Muyang had it, he really didn't feel anything. I don't know if Qin Muyang has good skills or if he has a good physique.

Chen Wan beckoned Lin Zhao to sit down and asked him, "Did Qiu Xiyan call you here?" ”

"No, I came by myself." Lin Zhao said and looked outside the door, "Qiu Xiyan is also here." ”

"He's coming to apologize?" Chen Wan tapped lightly on the table and said, "Sue him and don't need it, isn't it just being plugged in?" I'll just think it's a one-night stand. ”

Lin Zhao didn't expect Chen Jia, who had always been gentle and elegant, to say these words, and was stunned for a moment: "No, he came to confess." ”

"Confession?" This time, Chen Wan was stunned, "Is he too stupid because he is stimulated too much?" ”

Lin Zhao felt that today's Chen Wan was very different from usual, and was a little worried: "Senior, what's wrong with you?" ”

Chen Wan wiped her face: "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood." ”

"No, senior, you don't have to say I'm sorry, this matter is that we are sorry for you." Lin Zhao said, "Now Qiu Xiyan is outside, you can beat him and scold him if you want to, or if you don't want to see him, you can tell him to get out." But in any case, you don't want to hold your breath in your stomach alone. ”

Chen Wan shook her head and said with a wry smile: "I'm not angry about this, I'm angry with myself." ”

"Speaking of last night's incident, I am also responsible."

Lin Zhao was confused: "Huh? ”

Chen Wan suddenly asked, "You know I like men, right?" ”

Lin Zhao nodded. Although there are no homosexuals around, as a gay, he still has a radar to find his kind.

"I had a boyfriend who had been broken up for half a year, but I still liked him. Some time ago, I heard from his friend that he was getting married...... Seriously, I'm sad. It's much more sad and depressed, so you need to vent ......" Chen Wan turned her head and looked at Lin Zhao directly, "So what happened last night was not unilateral coercion, but wishful thinking." ”

Lin Zhao's mouth was half open, not knowing how to react.

At that time, when he heard Qiu Xiyan say that Chen Wan didn't resist very strongly, Lin Zhao thought that Qiu Xiyan had a chance. After all, Qiu Xiyan was drunk at that time, and if Chen Wan really wanted to resist, he wouldn't be able to beat him.

But now listening to Chen Wan say this, Lin Zhao knows that Qiu Xiyan has no chance at all. I already have someone I love in my heart, and I am more determined than I don't like it.

Lin Zhao was silent for a long time, and finally asked: "Since you already have someone you like, why do you want to do it with Qiu Xiyan?" ”

"Ah Zhao, you are really too simple." Chen Wan laughed, "Who said that if you have someone you like, you can't sleep with others?" Like is liking, sex is sex, and the two are not contradictory. ”

"But if someone you like still sleeps with someone else, isn't that a betrayal?"

"Betrayal? Oh, what betrayal...... In the gay circle, there is no such thing as loyalty. If everyone agrees, they will make an appointment, and if they don't agree, they will disperse, who can live with whom for a lifetime? When it's time to have fun, when it's time to have fun, when you get old, get married and have children, you can't enjoy it so unscrupulously. ”

Hearing these words from the senior who had always been respected, Lin Zhao felt that his worldview was about to collapse: "But...... Obviously likes men and marries women and has children, isn't this harmful? ”

"Yes, everyone knows it's harmful, but what's the solution? Society is like this, if you don't get married and have children, you are an outlier. In order not to be different, everyone has to follow the social trend. ”

Lin Zhao didn't find that the topic of the two had deviated, and retorted seriously: "I don't want to be an outlier, so I want to be a scum?" Senior, you're gay too, you should know how miserable the same wife is, right? What did they do wrong, why should they bury their lives for our 'normal'? No matter how much suffering and discrimination GAY has, GAY who cheats on marriage is scum anyway! Your misfortune is not a reason for you to hurt others! ”

After finishing his words in one breath, Lin Zhao realized that he was too excited. He looked at Chen Wan, but saw that the other party was laughing.

"You're a good boy, that's good." Chen Wan patted Lin Zhao's head and didn't continue the topic, "You go and sue Qiu Xiyan, I won't be with him." He paused and made a playful expression to Lin Zhao, "Don't worry, I won't be with any woman." ”

When he walked out of Chen Wan's bedroom, Lin Zhao received a text message from Qin Muyang: Is the matter over? I was in the halal hall and ordered your favorite shredded chicken.

Looking at the text message, Lin Zhao suddenly felt that he was very lucky.

- In a chaotic circle, he met the right person.