Gou Yu saw it from the laughter of the fourth aunt, and saw the vicissitudes and helplessness hidden behind the laughter! The fourth aunt is also the person that the dog Yu admires the most, it seems to be very arrogant, but it shows the gentleness of a woman, and they all say that if there is a scar, it will be revealed, but the scar on the fourth aunt must not be touched!

Although I only said a few words to Gou Yu today, anyone who knows the fourth aunt is so valuable, which makes Gou Yu feel how much the fourth aunt loves him from the bottom of his bones!

The fourth aunt said that her child was by our side, and she only found out today. The dog was thinking about how much pain the fourth aunt was enduring at this time to say this to him, how much patience was needed to do all this! Not only that, but the fourth aunt also said this to him in a lively conversation, just like no one else, as if she was using other people's pain as a metaphor for herself, trying to convince herself!

Gou Yu felt that what the fourth aunt said was true, she didn't lie, this child is by our side! So who is this child? It was within reach, but she couldn't recognize it. The dog is thinking that the fourth aunt has lived for this age, and the meat that fell from her body, no matter who she had a child with, she must have thought about the child, she must have been thinking about this child all the time for so many years!

I am experiencing the torture of such a complex family relationship, the fourth aunt said this to herself today, but also struggled in her heart, and after the pain, she nagged herself to say these words, she wanted to use her own personal experience and the pain at this time, to convince me of the complex ambivalence that I can't extricate myself from at this time.

Comparing the heart to the heart, if the fourth aunt's state of mind at this time is measured on the same scale as her own struggle, it is difficult to distinguish between the two and the middle. The painful experience in the fourth aunt's heart must be the pain of her life, otherwise she would not have abandoned her own flesh and blood, she has been alone for so many years, as a woman, she can make up her mind not to marry again, what an emotional rift it should be!

But to this day, no one has ever cared for the fourth aunt, but Uncle Yao and my father, Da Zhuang Dad occasionally go to accompany the fourth aunt, and I have never heard of anyone who has been to the fourth aunt's house, talking to her, chattering, just a person who locks himself in a room between square inches all day long and is lonely, what kind of feeling should it be?

Thinking about myself, everything is obvious, and it hurts, but my mother is hoping that I can forgive her every day, even if I can say something to her, she will cry happily! Where's my father? If I can be like a son, and still be coquettish on my father like before, as if nothing happened, my father will definitely not be like now, he will definitely choose to endure and live a good life with his mother in the face of erratic feelings, and there will not be the incident between him and the bean sprouts that even he himself doesn't know what is going on!

There are bean sprouts, as the fourth aunt said, the current bean sprouts can stand in front of themselves, it is precisely because of their own existence that they did not choose the road of no return, she has given the rest of her life to me wholeheartedly, she was going to repay me with all her happiness after being reborn, out of this incident, she is confessing herself everywhere and all the time, she no longer treats herself as a person, she has regarded herself as a beast who will only return!

"Leftover, let's eat." This is what Bean Sprouts often says to herself, she lies on the kang and ignores her, she keeps standing motionless in front of her with a bowl!

"Leftover, it's time to wash your clothes, take them off." When her clothes were dirty, the bean sprouts followed her and talked as she walked, until she took off her clothes and threw them on the ground!

Recently, I often find that there is no shortage of pocket money in my pocket, as long as I change clean clothes once, I will have it in my pocket, all of which shows that the sprouts are always caring for themselves, and she can't fit others in her psychology, only myself!

Can I compare with the fourth aunt? As the fourth aunt said, you don't know the blessing if you fall in the honey pot, these words came out of the fourth aunt's heart, and there is no one more real, more convincing, and more tempting than the fourth aunt to say this!

"Left, what are you thinking about?" The fourth aunt asked the dog leftover.

Gou Yu glanced at the fourth aunt and said: "Fourth aunt, don't say it, I love to talk to you, but it's not like the old secretary's old gangster, he doesn't treat me as a human being at all, I am a little broken child in his eyes!" ”

"The last sentence is right, it's better not to say the previous sentence."

"Why? I don't! It's so sad! Tell your fourth aunt, the more he is like that, the more I have to fight with him, I won't accept this! ”

"How do you know that people don't treat you as a human being? Do you have the ability to prove it to him? What's the use of just talking about it? ”

"But I've proven it, he just doesn't admit it!"

"It's impossible, that's still not a certainty, if it's done by you, he just won't admit that you don't need to talk about him, others will speak for you, what are you in a hurry, ah!"

The dog didn't speak, and his head was still unconvinced. At this time, he saw the Gangnan cigarette on the table, and took out one and put it in his mouth, struck a match with a "poof", lit it, and "click" is a big mouthful!

"Hey, it's pretty slippery, isn't it a day or two?" The fourth aunt looked at the dog's innocent smoking posture and asked.

"It's all practiced at Lao Bangcai, I'll smoke his cigarette when he's angry with me, I can't make him feel good anyway."

"Hahaha, what kind of logic are you, ah? Does the old secretary care if you smoke his cigarettes? Thinking about what you. ”

"If he bullies me again, I will see a box and take a box, let him smoke without a cigarette, and suffocate him!"

"Hahaha, look at it, it's still a child, isn't it? Can he treat you like an adult? ”

"I can't care so much, I think of it as a play, I can't let him live in peace anyway!"

"Fourth aunt." The two of them were talking energetically, when suddenly bean sprouts came in and shouted.

"Yo, kid, why are you here? What's wrong? The fourth aunt hurriedly asked.

"Fourth aunt, my uncle is back, I'll call the rest home." Bean Sprouts finished speaking and glanced at the dog leftovers.

"Yo, leftover, hurry up, your father is back, he hasn't been back for a while, right? He hasn't met Aunt Li yet, has he? Hurry, hurry up and go home with the bean sprouts, just a big family happily having a reunion dinner, a good thing. The fourth aunt hurriedly said to the dog left.

"Left, go back, my aunt asked me to come, and my uncle also said it, and my uncle asked you as soon as I entered the house, and I said that I was left in the well room to watch the yard, and I went to call." Bean sprouts also said.

Gou Yu took a puff of cigarette, looked at the wine on the table, and took a big sip of the bowl of wine.

"Left, don't worry, drink if you want, you are older, smoking and drinking are indispensable, and it is easy to go out to do things, you say yes, Aunt Four?" Bean Sprouts looked at the fourth aunt and said.

"Hey, look at him like that, who can tell if he's old or a child?" The fourth aunt looked at the dog with a smile and said.

"Fourth aunt, you have to teach him more, he listens to you the most, living outside is not as good as at home, no one looks at anyone's face to ask for life, relying on real skills, I know that the fourth aunt is full of skills, and it is his blessing that he can be with you!"

"Oh, look at this little mouth, it can say that the dead are alive! Bean sprouts, you are also a woman, if you are a bastard, tell you that there is nothing you can't do in heaven and earth! The fourth aunt said and glanced at the dog leftovers and said, "Leftovers, learn a little!" Don't underestimate the mouth of a person, the person who achieves great things depends on it! ”

Gou Yu glanced at the bean sprouts and said, "If you don't speak, you can suffocate to death, huh?" I can't see you or what, ah? Which one is more stupid than you, and you still need to say it, mouthy woman! ”

"Hey, hey, what's the matter, huh? Do you talk like that, huh? Bullying people addicted? I just told you that I've been grinding my teeth for a long time, huh? What did you do with your fourth aunt? It's against you, dare to go wild in front of the fourth aunt? The fourth aunt said with a sinking face.

"Oh, Fourth Aunt, you don't know him yet, he talks to everyone like this, he has no malice, just like you, the knife mouth is the tofu heart, the person is good, you see, it's the same as you!" Bean sprouts hurriedly grabbed their mouths and said.

The fourth aunt glanced at the bean sprouts and said to the dog left: "Leftover, this is a living Bodhisattva, it's not that the fourth aunt said you, you are a loser in your life, you will not be wronged!" I don't ask you to burn incense, I just ask you to be kind, my little ancestor! ”

"Left, why don't you be here first, talk more with the fourth aunt, you see that the fourth aunt is not a matter of showing us the yard alone. Auntie said to eat dumplings today, I'll go back to help first, and I'll call you when it's wrapped. After speaking, the bean sprouts said to the fourth aunt: "Fourth aunt, I've tired you, when the dumplings are wrapped, I'll bring you a bowl, Uncle Heizi will let him accompany you after eating, I'll leave." After saying that, the sprouts turned around and disappeared at the gate.

The fourth aunt looked at the back of the disappearing bean sprouts, let out a long sigh, and infinite emotion surged into her heart.

"Okay, Fourth Aunt, I like your big grin, you are not you when you are serious, it looks awkward. Come on, come on, let's drink. Gou Yu glanced at the fourth aunt, and said when he saw the fourth aunt's face full of confidants.

"Right your head, you just have nothing to do to scold! You've picked up a baby, baby! You stupid! I can see it, if you don't die, I'll make you angry! The fourth aunt said with her fingers and pointed at the dog's remaining brain.

"She owes me, she should pay it, a debt she will never pay off in her life! Fourth aunt, this woman is like a heifer, the more you beat it, the more it runs happily, you can't get used to it, you are used to it, she is allowed to pull the cart cow upside down. Rush forward! ”

"Your mother is dead, let your father fart!" The fourth aunt stretched out her hand and slapped the dog's head and scolded: "You stinky men are damn damned!" When I saw one kill another, it was a stinky man like you! Who's the heifer pulling the cart upside down, huh? Who's used to whom, huh? Still licking his face and farting, if I were bean sprouts, I wouldn't be able to drink if I didn't stir up that little gadget in your crotch! ”

"Oh, Fourth Aunt, I'm not making you happy, you see you're really angry!" Seeing that the fourth aunt was really angry, Gou Yu hurriedly said.

"Is there such a thing as playing with people, huh? People are individuals, not animals, and you are not even as good as a beast if you do this! ”

It seems that the fourth aunt is really angry, and the dog is still thinking, maybe the fourth aunt's man is a negative man, and the fourth aunt must have hated him so much that she not only killed him, but even threw the child away!

This book was first published in Reading Books