Qi Xi looked at Zhuang Fei, and felt uncomfortable in his heart, he had expected this, but he still did it - it was not easy to accept the cruel fact that he was dead and became a lonely ghost, If time permitted, he also wanted to enlighten Zhuang Fei little by little in a gentler way, instead of being like now.

However, how difficult it is to want to go step by step and there are too many factors that cannot be controlled...... And every one of them in case, I can't afford it, so I just cut through the mess quickly, even if it hurts, he watches and accompanies him. Qi Xi smiled bitterly in his heart, why wasn't he afraid? I've already lost it once, I know what it's like, I don't want to taste it a second time, so I have another chance, I want to grab it no matter what, I can't let go.

"Zhuang Fei...... Do you remember it all? Cautiously stretched out his hand and picked Zhuang Fei up from the ground.

Zhuang Fei pushed Qi Xi's hand away, turned around and looked down at the dark lake, almost at a loss for a while, how unbearable it was to meet the deceased again with such an appearance. If he could, he would rather never see a familiar person again, or just disappear from the world, than now, but what to do? Things have happened, okay Qi Xi saved his life again, he can't help but not know what to do, don't even say a word of thanks, holding his arms, Zhuang Fei said in a low voice, "Yes, I remembered...... Qi Xi, thank you so much for saving me. ”

Qi Xi sighed in his heart, of course he didn't want Zhuang Fei's thanks, "Zhuang Fei, since you have all remembered, let's open the skylight and say something, if you treat me as a friend, you don't have to be so polite - can you tell me why you wandered in Flower Street and when did you start ......?"

When did it begin, in the midst of this vast world, that there was nowhere to go in fear?

Friends? Zhuang Fei was stunned, there was a hint of softness between his eyebrows, and he reached out to stroke the hair on his cheeks behind his ears, Zhuang Fei turned around, looked at Qi Xi's eyes and shook his head helplessly, "I didn't lie, what I told you before is true, I only know that I, I was shot by an arrow that day, and then ...... And then it's like this, you know, and I don't remember everything in between. From the time I died, all I remember clearly is what happened the day before yesterday to today. ”

It shouldn't. Qi Xi frowned, unconsciously pacing left and right, thinking about the Buddhist works he read during the day, ghosts and spirits, all ghosts and spirits pay attention to cause and effect, and most of the ghosts and spirits left in the world are wandering souls who don't know where to go, or resentful souls who have grievances, but as long as they are still conscious, they should not be blank about the time they have experienced...... If what Zhuang Fei said is true, then there is only one possibility-

In the past ten years, Zhuang Fei has not appeared in this world as a ghost.

Now, ten years later, Zhuang Fei suddenly "woke up", there must be a reason. Day before yesterday. The day before yesterday, Qi Xi tapped his forehead with his fingers, what happened the day before yesterday? There must be something special, or is it closely related to Zhuang Fei, what is it exactly?

After thinking about it, he couldn't understand it, but suddenly a flash of inspiration occurred in his mind, and Qi Xi's eyes widened - isn't it because of him?! The day before yesterday, he just arrived in the capital, and when he entered the city gate, he didn't enter the palace immediately because it was late, not because he was amorous, but because he did have something Zhuang Fei on him!

Qi Xi trembled a little with excitement! Yes! Although he also went to Beijing a few years ago, he didn't have anything like that on his body, standing still, Qi Xi took out a bag from his waist seal, held it up in front of Zhuang Fei and said, "Look at this." ”

"...... this?" Zhuang Fei's heart jumped, although he didn't know what it was, he instinctively felt that it was very important, which made him feel a sense of nervousness, so he took it carefully, and held it lightly in his hand, pinching it softly and couldn't see what it was. And there seems to be something in it, the moment he sees it, it is closely related to it, a very mysterious experience, like ...... This thing is just like his body, which makes him feel so grounded and reassured.

"It's yours." Qi Xi paused, looked at Zhuang Fei's face, and said slowly, "When you died, I took you back to Songhai and buried you on a bamboo raft covered with flowers and satin, hoping that you can swim freely and all over the mountains and rivers." It's just that after all, I was reluctant to leave no thoughts at all, so I cut off your hair shoulder-to-shoulder...... Enshrined in the ancestral hall of Fuzhong to be worshiped by incense, I didn't want to be plagued by rats the year before last, and I knocked over the oil lamp and almost burned the ancestral hall, so I ......"

What was rescued was the hair, and what was not saved became a pinch of dust in this bag, which is also the reason why he thought that Zhuang Fei woke up, and he didn't dare to put this thing in the ancestral hall after going to the water, leaving only the tablet. I have never brought anything to Beijing before, only this time.

And only this time, Zhuang Fei woke up.

In addition to this bag, the unburned hair was braided into a headband with the embroidery tapestry, which is now tied to his hair. But there is no need to tell Zhuang Fei about this.

Zhuang Fei was also startled when he heard it, pinching the bag and not knowing how to react, the person in this world who can see with his own eyes holding his ashes with his own hands, I'm afraid he is the only one, it feels really weird, but Qi Xi made a special trip to show him this, I'm afraid it's not that simple, related to his feelings about this bag, Zhuang Fei had a conjecture in his heart, after glancing at Qi Xi, he took out a little powder from the bag with two fingers, walked to the lake and let go of his hand, the breeze carried the light dust, Silently falling into the water, disappearing.

There was a sudden whiteness in front of him, and then there was a burst of dizziness, Zhuang Fei almost stood unsteadily, and took a few steps back, Qi Xi hurriedly stepped forward to support him, Zhuang Fei raised his hand, and sure enough, his figure was a little lighter, as if the cold from yesterday began to spread on the skin again, waiting for an opportunity to invade his body and corrode his inside.

Isn't that...... That's what it is...... Zhuang Fei looked at the bag in his hand, if the things in it were not careful, would he also disappear? And that familiar cold, isn't it also a wake-up call for death?

"Zhuang Fei? Zhuang Fei! Qi Xi helped Zhuang Fei worriedly, "Are you okay?" ”

Zhuang Fei came back to his senses, shook his head and handed the bag back to Qi Xi, "I'm fine, I'll give this to you." ”

Qi Xi had a secret joy in his heart, his eyes seemed to be lit up with stars, he took the bag and pinched it in the palm of his hand, staring at Zhuang Fei in a gentle tone, "Why did you give it to me again?" ”

"I don't have a physical body, maybe one day I will ...... What's the use of holding it," Zhuang Fei sighed and passed by Qi Xi, "People die like lights going out, and if you worry too much about things behind you, it will become an obstacle." Don't come to me in the future, just treat me as if you haven't seen me, and leave me alone. ”

After that, he didn't look back, leaving only a resolute back.

I hadn't imagined that this was what Zhuang Fei meant by handing himself over to him, but he still had a trace of ridiculous delusions, and what made him feel even sweeter was only his own thoughts. Qi Xi looked at Zhuang Fei's back without hesitation, put the bag into his waist seal preciously, and when he raised his head, his face was already cold.

Even if he didn't expect it to be so beautiful, he didn't expect it to be so cold, Qi Xi didn't move, but his eyes locked on Zhuang Fei like a sharp arrow, and he walked in front of Zhuang Fei in a few big steps, grabbed Zhuang Fei's wrist, and asked, "Zhuang Fei, you coward!" What exactly are you afraid of? I don't believe this is what you really think! I've already said it, if you think of me as a friend, don't say nothing, just hold it in your heart—"

"I don't understand what you're saying!" Zhuang Fei shook off Qi Xi, pulled out his hand, and hung his head to look at the withered yellow ground, "Zhuang Fei is just a wandering spirit, he doesn't have to be held hostage by anyone anymore, and he doesn't need to listen to anyone's orders!" If the prince doesn't want to trouble himself, it's better to stay away from Zhuang Fei! ”

"Good!" Qi Xi gritted his teeth angrily, pinched Zhuang Fei's chin, forced him to raise his head, and approached Zhuang Fei step by step, "You say these words, do you dare to look into my eyes and say it again?" ”

Zhuang Fei choked, his eyes dodged everywhere, and he was forced back step by step by Qi Xi.

"Hmph, aren't you very eloquent?" Qi Xi narrowed his eyes, "You don't dare to say, I'll help you say - you are afraid of things and people, the moment you realize that you are a ghost, you are afraid that you have already understood very well, you said that you went back to Changfeng Tower, and the details of those changes appeared one by one, and you found that many years have passed, and you are afraid that your existence will destroy the existing peace!" You are still afraid, afraid that as a ghost, you don't know when your soul will be gone, this sense of uncertainty makes you just want to find a place to die quietly. You say, yes and no?! ”

With Zhuang Fei's cleverness, it is not difficult to see the subtleties at all.

Unconsciously, Zhuang Fei had no way to retreat, and his back was against the trunk of the willow tree by the lake.

Qi Xi looked at Zhuang Fei like this, and only felt that he was terrible, and there was no cure, Zhuang Fei, who was obviously evading like this, Zhuang Fei, who couldn't listen to people's words, was depressed and depressed, was stubborn and made people itch, and there was no need for mediocre people to disturb themselves, but Zhuang Fei, who had taken off his coat like this, Zhuang Fei, who spoke loudly and quietly, and Zhuang Fei, whose eyes wandered, all made him feel extremely cute.

Cute, want to be desperate and eat it in one bite. This is a demonic shock, right? This is a demonic shock...... So, how can you really be angry because of such a thing? It's the most gratifying thing to be able to get in touch with it again. What's more, Zhuang Fei said this, it was by no means ruthless and unrighteous.

"I used to respect you, even if you were just a lowly person from Huajie, you can't lose to anyone in your courage and loyalty," Qi Xi grabbed Zhuang Fei's chest with one hand and pressed him against the trunk, and stuck his chin with the other, making him unable to avoid his questioning gaze, "You are evading!" Are you still the Zhuang Fei I know? Even in the face of countless unknowns, even death, he has never flinched! Do you die once and you become a coward? Don't make me look down on you! ”

"Qi Xi! What are you crazy about, it's just that people and ghosts have different paths, I'm just-" Zhuang Fei frowned and shouted, reached out and grabbed Qi Xi's hand and pushed it hard, but when he raised his eyes, he found that Qi Xi's body was shrouded in a strange purple cloud, and he was shocked for a moment but quickly recovered, and at this moment, let the reason that was consumed by anger return, glanced at Qi Xi coldly, tidied up his clothes and walked away, leaving only Bo Liang's words, "What do you think of me, what does it have to do with me?" ”

Qi Xi was startled by the coldness, and looked at Zhuang Fei's back, "I said through my thoughts, you said what was in your heart, and who did you pretend to be ruthless?" Even if you don't treat me as a friend, what about Zhuang Qinghong? It's been ten years, and he hasn't tasted good for your death, can you put your mind at ease? Are you trapped in the world, for a word of love soon? Now that there is finally hope for the clouds to open and the moon to shine, you have to take the lead? ”

Zhuang Fei paused, turned around and walked in front of Qi Xi suddenly, "You are not me!" Don't say it so easily, you saved me yesterday, don't you know what you did? The weak coldness after the ashes drifted away was exactly the same as yesterday, and the heat when Qi Xi leaned over was so familiar, it even made him have an illusion in his heart, there were even pictures in his mind, there were methods, how to absorb those things that made him feel good, Zhuang Fei didn't believe that it was like this, Qi Xi didn't do anything great to him yesterday, Zhuang Fei had two flames in his eyes, and roared, "What's so good about getting involved with ghosts?" Don't stop me if you don't want to die, do you want to try, try the taste of being taken away from me little by little by my body—"

"Hmm-" His lips were suddenly sealed, Zhuang Fei's eyes widened in surprise, and he forgot to resist for a while.

Lips-tongue-intercourse, Jin-liquid-exchange, Qi Xi became more and more fascinated by the kiss, and he couldn't help himself with joy, this feeling was really 10,000 times better than kissing the unconscious Zhuang Fei.

Something, wisps from the warm body, through the intertwined snort, lips and teeth, Zhuang Fei's body was numb for a while, his brain was full of trembling pleasure, the cold feeling faded, the warmth was like warm water from the mouth into the fill, and the empty body gradually became porcelain, making him more and more intoxicated, the soft tongue in his mouth became more and more flexible, swimming to the depths, Zhuang Fei suddenly trembled, regained a little sense, and pushed Qi Xi away violently.

"Yes." Qi Xi gasped, stretched out his hand to wipe the liquid that overflowed from his lips, and drew a wicked smile, but his eyes were extremely serious, "I dreamed of it, Zhuang Fei, can't you feel it?" ”

"I love you."

I love you, both ten years ago and now. It doesn't matter if you're an oiran or a commoner. It doesn't matter if you're a human or a ghost. I love you, and this time, I will never let you go again.

"I don't have you, I'm a dead but alive walking corpse, and I can't feel the meaning of life."

Zhuang Fei's eyes widened and he took two steps back.

The author has something to say: Ten years late confession, a little bit of winding up feels really great~~ Take the opportunity to confess, I love you too, Zhuang Fei!

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