Chapter 143: Cultivating Heart Demons

Winston's eyes narrowed, his eyes sharpened, he almost couldn't control his feelings, and suppressed the anger in his heart, but the beauty of the picture made him feel like a fish in his throat, extremely uncomfortable, Winston said, "What are you doing?" ”

Do what? Of course he knew that it was nothing, not to mention that the two were meeting for the first time, it was impossible to have any feelings, and it was impossible for anything to happen to the personalities of the two, Xia Fan was the person he recruited from the interview, he believed in Xia Fan's character, and the bamboo basket could not be so shameless, besides, this was his home, even if his son was standing next to him, so it was impossible to have anything.

Even if he knew this, Winston couldn't let the unhappiness in his heart disappear, Winston's face sank like water, his steps calmly stepped down the stairs, and his tall and strong body inexplicably gave people a kind of oppressive force.

Xia Fan put the bamboo hoop in the wheelchair, straightened up and saluted Winston, "General, the bamboo hoop wants to act, I'll help him get on the mermaid chair." ”

After Iris sat down in the bamboo hoop, he exhaled a little, stood on tiptoe and touched the bamboo hoop's hair, with a big smiling face, the corners of the bamboo hoop lips hooked, and touched Iris's face.

Zhu Zhen raised his sleeve and wiped the thin sweat on his forehead, and smiled gratefully at Xia Fan, he hated pain, made him think of bad things, made him dark, like a chronic poison-medicine, slowly eroded his mind, making him sink in all the pain, almost drowning, breathless, love xù is like black poison-qi, overflowing from his fingertips, from every pore of the skin, he always needs to control zhì, in order not to be devoured.

If the pain can be avoided, the bamboo hoop does not mind what method to use. For example, when you get into a wheelchair, you rely more on the support of your arms and less on your legs, just like he did just now, which can greatly reduce the pain, but it is just a little harder. Even though he is accustomed to the hardships of getting on and off the wheelchair alone, he has to experience it almost several times a day, compared to the pain he received several times before when he spent his dreams, the pain caused by standing and walking for a short time is actually not so intense, and it is not unbearable, but if this unnecessary pain can be avoided, the bamboo basket is of course happy.

Even if it hurts, it is divided into meaningful and meaningless, so he will not do something reckless and let himself suffer in vain. The bamboo hoop hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled, his eyes were bright, after all, at that time, he would accidentally hurt himself by cutting his toenails, so he let Wen Renxuan carry him on his back.

Although the steps are steady, the speed is not slow, Winston has already walked down the stairs, Xia Fan's explanation did not make him feel better, what is clear at a glance, there is no need to explain, what makes him irritable and angry, not this. Winston frowned, glanced at the bamboo hoop in the wheelchair, and said to Xia Fan, "Won't he do it himself?" ”

Help him today and help him tomorrow, can you still help every day and all the time? If you don't get used to these things and always ask people to help, what can change in the end? What an improvement!

Xia Fan was stunned by his question and fell silent.

He thought he knew what General Winston meant, which was easy to explain, but exclusive. Also, no matter how you say it, Zhu Zhen is General Winston's mermaid, even if they are innocent, they should avoid suspicion, he is still too much, too out of proportion, not to mention that he and General Winston are superiors and subordinates, even if it is between friends, there is no reason to hug someone's fiancé on the first day.

Zhu Zhen's face turned pale, the smile on his face suddenly froze, his hands were lightly clasped together, his eyebrows were lowered, his eyelids hung down to cover his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast an arc-shaped shadow under his eyes, looking down from above, it was particularly beautiful, Zhu Zhen's lips trembled for a moment, and then he spoke, "...... I'm sorry, I'll do it myself in the future, please don't blame Xia Fan, it's all my fault, sorry...... I, I'll do it myself...... I'm sorry...... I'll go to the bathroom, and you guys will talk first. ”

Gently pushing Iris away, the bamboo hoop hung his head, and the embarrassed love made him lose his sense of proportion, and he could have used the console, but he just paddled the wheel with his hand and went to the direction of the bathroom.

Sorry, I'm just a merfolk.

Sorry, I can't do much.

I'm sorry, but I can only rely on humans to survive.

Sorry, I'm a merfolk, but, I'm not wrong.

The bamboo hoop left, bringing the living room a deathly silence, Winston saw the bamboo hoop's miserable little face, his heart sank, and a moment of regret almost overwhelmed him, he wanted to stop the bamboo hoop, but he didn't know what to say after the stop, the contradiction took root in his heart, so he was alive, his body was motionless, like a rock, standing firmly in place, not even the slightest change in his expression, his eyes were still looking at the indifference at the moment when he questioned Xia Fan, with a trace of anger that he didn't understand.

When he was in the study, he was already extremely bored, and he thought about it for a long time before he appeased his good feelings and blocked the monstrous flood in his chest, but when he went downstairs, he saw that scene, and suddenly the flood burst the embankment, Winston didn't understand why, but he knew that it was not good, if it really happened, it might ruin his qiē, and he instinctively resisted.

Winston admits that he always knew that he did not like mermaids, and he did not like bamboo hoops in the first place. For the bamboo basket, he is just doing his duty, he can't always send the bamboo basket back to the mermaid breeding center because of his own preferences, not to mention the impact on the bamboo basket, he can't explain to his father, to the people who are staring at him seize the opportunity, make some small tricks, when the time needs to deal with is the questioning of the media, the suspicion of the people across the country, the condemnation of a series of organizations such as mermaids, whether it is for him, for his family, for the First Army has a huge impact.

How many people in the empire want to pull him off the horse, no one knows better than himself.

Bamboo hoop came to his villa, very well-behaved, naïve and gentle in the habit of mermaids, and Iris soon had a good relationship, Winston also let go of some prejudice about the identity of the mermaid, and he even thanked Bamboo Hoop for making Iris have such a gratifying change. Winston thought at the time that he might not love the bamboo hoop, but he could definitely ensure the quality of life of the bamboo hoop, and in terms of living conditions, he would definitely not treat the bamboo hoop at all, and the two domestic helper machines ordered in the mermaid center were also about to be completed, and they would be delivered to the house in two days, specifically to help the bamboo hoop live and live more comfortably.

As for the issue of offspring, Winston hasn't thought about it yet, he is still very young, and he already has a son like Iris, and he is very good, it was originally like this, why did it evolve into the way it is now.

Winston lowered his eyes, he underestimated the sensitivity of the bamboo basket, the bamboo basket had long been aware of his dislike for the mermaid, so he would apologize to him apologly, although he said incoherently, but the deepest apology was clear.

Why apologize when you have done nothing wrong? This made Winston uncomfortable.

I'm sorry, I'm a mermaid, and if I can, I hope I'm not a mermaid, so I hope he doesn't get angry. Just such a sentence made Winston feel uncomfortable. It is true that the bamboo hoop is a mermaid, but there is no need to apologize at all, which he cannot choose. It's just because of his attitude, so even if he doesn't know where he is wrong, he apologizes. There was nothing wrong with the bamboo hoop, but he hurt him.

Originally, he could be calm, it was a simple matter to appease the mermaid, when he raised his hand to touch the mermaid's head, but the mermaid closed his eyes in fear, Winston's heart was suffocated, and then he could no longer suppress the irritability and anger in his heart, he didn't know where these feelings came from, it seemed to be because of himself, and it seemed to be because of the bamboo hoop; Winston didn't know who to be angry about, and his later explanations seemed to be forced to be told by the attention of Xia Fan and Iris, and God knew that he didn't care about the opinions of these two people at all, but the fear of the bamboo hoop made him ...... It was the first time he had hesitated like this, something he had never expected.

Winston thought about it for a long time in the study, and finally figured out what he thought about the bamboo basket and what kind of attitude he should use to treat it in the future.

Bamboo Hoop whether it is ideas or personality, in fact, Winston is very satisfied, Bamboo Hoop has turned his villa into a home should be, so that Iris becomes cheerful and brave, become a good friend of Iris, accompany Iris is no longer lonely, for these, he is grateful and like, no matter else, only these, he has enough pure affection for Bamboo Hoop, so he is willing to be better and more concerned about Bamboo Hoop, in the phone call between Bamboo Hoop and Iris, go home a few more times, eat with them more, he tries to be satisfied.

And in this case, Zhu Zheng reveals that he is really a mermaid, no different from other mermaids in essence, pure attachment to humans, unconditional gentle attachment and obedience to human thoughts. Aware of his attitude towards the mermaid, he blames himself for not asking the reason, and is worried, uneasy, afraid, and even painful about it.

That's the contradiction. Winston thanks Bamboo Hoop and wishes him well, but Bamboo Hoop suffers because of him and the mermaid he hates, and even thinks that he is going to hurt him! This contradiction made Winston's initial thoughts split in two, divided into two ways to reach the bamboo hoop, the damage completely overshadowed the good intentions, but the result was completely contrary to his original intention, just like denying himself, and the result was worse, can this make him not angry?

As for why he can't deal with it calmly, Winston has also thought deeply, and he also has doubts about whether he likes bamboo pipes, but that is obviously impossible, bamboo pipes are not the type he likes, and he will not stop his steps for bamboo pipes, if he really wants someone, then that person must be able to stand side by side with him in some kind of Cheng dù, unfortunately, bamboo pipes will never be that kind of person.

So he couldn't deal with this problem calmly, and Winston classified him as having invested in his feelings, although it was not love, but about his own feelings, it was naturally impossible to be so calm.

The moment Winston figured it out, he decided that he would put away his thoughts in the future and stop worrying about him.

After figuring out this, Winston's efficiency in handling official business improved, and he walked out of the study more than half an hour before dinner, Xia Fan was not there, Winston was not surprised, he didn't need to wait when he approved the text, and he needed to paging his own light brain, but when he went downstairs and saw Xia Fan holding a bamboo hoop, Winston's eyes hurt deeply.

When he came to his senses, he hurt and did - he hurt the bamboo hoop again.

Originally, he didn't mean it that way.

Can't he do it himself? Why do you hold him? Although this young man was someone he admired and wanted to cultivate, his dislike for him at that moment was not false.

What does such a sentence mean in the ears of the already sad bamboo basket? Can't you do such a simple thing yourself, you have to ask others to help, is it that you can't do anything without others? Waste, like waste, is of no use...... Winston could imagine what the bamboo basket would think.

The living room was extremely silent, but it was Iris who broke the silence, he hung his head, his voice sounded a little shaky, and a little sad, "Xiao Zhen, he usually does it himself, he works very hard......"

Xiao Zhen obviously worked so hard, every time he got into a wheelchair, he just looked at it and felt like crying, Xiao Zhen was so good and comforted him, he wanted to make a better chair when he grew up, so that Xiao Zhen was not so hard, why, why, if you are not good once, you have to criticize Xiao Zhen like this, this is not fair, it's like not making trouble and being named by the teacher, being wronged and sad is Iris's only thought, his father doesn't know anything, he hates his father! Iris felt so uncomfortable that he clenched his fists and suppressed his voice, "I'm going to see Xiao Zhen." ”

Ignoring others, he ran away.

For the first time, Iris was resistant to his god-like father.

There were two men left, looking at each other speechlessly and even more depressed, Xia Fan moved his lips, "General, general, I'm sorry that I acted to help the bamboo basket without permission," Xia Fan's words turned, and the expression on his face was cautious and serious, "But general, I think you are too harsh on the bamboo basket, he is a mermaid, and he is the object of common love of all human beings, and it is any gentleman who is here today, I think they will all lend a helping hand and help a mermaid; Of course, if there were any merfolk here today who needed help, I think I would have stepped forward to help. ”

Too harsh? Maybe, but why...... Is he going to be so harsh on the bamboo hoop? Clearly...... Winston's face was a little delicate, and he said after a while, "There is no need to apologize Xia Fan, this is my mistake." ”

Xia Fan looked at Winston, shook his head, and said, "General, the recipient of your apology shouldn't be me. He knew that he might be a little self-righteous and self-righteous when he said this, but he believed that if it was Winston, he would be able to face his mistakes head-on, instead of relying on his status as the first general and ignoring this matter, otherwise this Winston would not be the Winston he knew.

Looking directly at Winston, Xia Fan's attitude was neither humble nor arrogant, and his eyes were neither dodging nor dodging.

“…… Yes, Xia Fan. Winston sighed, his lips curled slightly, and he pinched his eyebrows and said, "You sit down first, I think I need to go and see." ”