227 Blazing
The process of peeling off the wound is naturally extremely painful, but if you don't remove the part that has already rotted inside, even if it looks like it has healed on the surface, it will begin to fester, gradually corroding the whole body, and one day the medicine will be ineffective.
Since that day, Qi Qianxun and Jing Yan have had several quarrels, and the atmosphere between the two has almost fallen below the freezing point, even if the quarrel between the two is not as fierce as the previous one, in the quarrel, they also realize each other's deep love for themselves, every time they speak, what they want is to communicate well and solve the problem, but as long as the conversation touches the point of light dyeing, the two will not give in to each other, and finally break up unhappily.
Every time this happens, Qi Qianxun will leave the space for a few days, until all the depression and indignation in his heart disappear without a trace, leaving only distress, regret and a trace of extra compromise, and then return to the palace again, until the conversation collapses again, and so on.
As time went on, the more often the two of them quarreled, the more anxious Jing Yan's attitude became-the injuries of the light dye could not be dragged out, and they had been in the space for nearly half a month, and if it went on like this, even if he didn't want to kill the light dye, the light dye would be dragged to death by him!
When Qi Qianxun left, Jing Yan didn't try to find light dye, but the space was created by Qi Qianxun, and it operated according to Qi Qianxun's will, Qi Qianxun didn't allow him to see light dye, how could he find it? So Jing Yan felt more and more tormented, more than ten days! Who knows what the light dye will be tortured into, and will it be ...... Already suffering from the Soul Sickness? No one gave him a warm soul to heal, is it lightly dyed......
Jing Yan didn't dare to think about how much damage he had caused to Light Dye.
These strips, one more second of time, were like adding a little weight to Jing Yan's body, until the last straw that crushed the camel fell, Jing Yan finally couldn't bear it anymore, and the psychological defense line finally collapsed across the board, he grabbed Qi Qianxun's collar and shouted, "There must be a way!" There must be another way...... I'll be fine, you let me see the light dye, you let me meet him......"
Qi Qianxun held Jing Yan's hand, and his big palm wrapped Jing Yan's warmly. The corners of his lips hooked and wanted to laugh, and finally showed an expression like crying, he hugged Jing Yan into his arms, feeling that the placket on his chest was soaked with warm moisture, even if he expected this, the heartache did not decrease by half a point, and he also felt that the pain in his eyes was terrible, his hands trembled slightly, and finally stroked Jing Yan's hair, his voice was hoarse as if broken, "Light dyeing, is it that important?" ”
Jing Yan's body stiffened, and she hugged Qi Qianxun's waist tightly, tears gushing up.
Xiang Tian breathed a long sigh of relief, Qi Qianxun held Jing Yan's face, lowered his head and kissed Jing Yan's eyes, and sealed Jing Yan's lips with the hot and bitter tears.
He already knew the answer.
He has been persecuting Jing Yan, just as Jing Yan told him for the first time, so how can it be compared? So how can it be the same? Jing Yan loves him and cares about him, it's not that he doesn't feel it, but just because of this, he can ask Jing Yan to give up everything for him, otherwise he just doesn't love him?
It's too unreasonable, and it's too hard.
Jing Yan has been a phoenix for more than 2,000 years, and he has also been a god in the Divine Court for so long, and the Heavenly Realm of the Divine Court has always flaunted his actions to eliminate demons, if it weren't for love, how could he be with him, Qi Qianxun, the Demon Lord? The identity of the Demon Monarch is quite remarkable to say, but the entire heavenly realm, I'm afraid that even a little fairy looks down on him.
For the sake of light dyeing, Jing Yan has been tortured for nearly a thousand years, he can't sleep at night, he is tormented all the time, even these things he does, Jing Yan has never blamed him Qi Qianxun, he is all carried by himself, blamed himself, how can he Qi Qianxun be able to get such protection as Jing Yan? So, how could he bear to let such a scene suffer more because of his selfishness?
Qi Qianxun pressed Jing Yan's face hard against his neck, and his voice was a little infarcted, "I'll let you see the light dye." "I'm sorry Xiaoyan, I'm ...... I just love you too much and I don't want to hurt you, not at all.
It's just a step back, Qi Qianxun thought, what can you do if you take this step back? He...... As long as he can protect Jingyan through this difficulty, what does it matter if he kills or not? In the final analysis, he is not strong enough, so he will be embarrassed and make regressions for him.
"I'll let you see the light dye." Qi Qianxun said again, even if he comforted himself in his heart, Qi Qianxun still couldn't stop the pain like his heart tearing, he knew what it meant for him to take a step back, but if he didn't retreat, Jing Yan really couldn't hold on.
Qi Qianxun closed his eyes, letting the countless emotions churning in his heart fall silent, took Jing Yan's hand and turned around, heading towards the place where he was imprisoned.
Jing Yanyou was a little incredulous, blinked his eyes, pulled Qi Qianxun's hand a little hard, his feet didn't move at all as if he was nailed to the ground, Qi Qianxun turned around, and saw Jing Yan's pitiful and lovely expression, his eyes narrowed, and finally he couldn't suppress the strong affection and grievance in his heart, lowered his head and bit Jing Yan's lips fiercely, leaving a string of red marks on Jing Yan's slender neck, and finally left a clear tooth mark on Jing Yan's collarbone, until a little blood appeared in his mouth, and Jing Yan also snorted softly because of the pain, Only then did he refrain from pushing Jing Yan away, panting and turning his head, his tone was a little rushed, "It's not that you want to see light dyeing, hurry up and follow me." ”
As if to hide something, Qi Qianxun walked fast and big at first, and Jing Yan, who was following him, was dragged to a stagger, and after walking a few steps like this, Qi Qianxun slowed down, stretched out his tongue to lick the blood on his lips, lowered his eyelids to cover his dark eyes, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry...... I didn't hurt the light dyeing. ”
Jing Yan followed behind Qi Qianxun, looking at Qi Qianxun's tall back, listening to Qi Qianxun's whisper, tears suddenly flashed in his eyes, and he pinched Qi Qianxun's hand extremely hard, as if he wanted to integrate it into his own blood and bones.
After a while, Qi Qianxun stopped in front of a door, he let go of Jing Yan and stood at the door, raised the bar and motioned for Jing Yan to open the door by himself, "He is inside." After a pause, Qi Qianxun continued, "I won't go in." ”
Knowing the reason, Qi Qianxun used a method that was not very flattering when he caught the light dye, and the light dye must not want to see Qi Qianxun, of course Jing Yan would not be reluctant, he glanced at Qi Qianxun, turned his head and took a deep breath, and the hand he raised trembled slightly-he was actually a little scared, afraid that the light dye would show a disgusted look at him now.
When his fingers touched the door, the slightly cool warmth spread all the way to his mind along his fingertips, Jing Yan also calmed down, slowly pushed open the wooden door with his wrist, and Qi Qianxun stood next to the door frame, watching Jing Yan enter the house.
As the wooden door was pushed open, Jing Yan saw the scene in the house, his pupils shrank, and his heart was suddenly lifted into the air, and he rushed to the metal cage in three steps and two steps, and the eyes full of hatred suddenly changed after seeing the person who came, his eyes were staring for too long, and his heart was full of resentment, and at this moment he suddenly changed, and he couldn't slow down for a while, and when he arrived in front of the cage, he unconsciously shed a line of tears.
"Jing Yan, Jing Yan," the light dye was more anxious than Jing Yan, his voice was hoarse as if his throat had been broken, and he felt pain in his ears, he looked at Jing Yan nervously, and asked repeatedly, "Are you okay...... Are you okay......"
Jing Yan's heart throbbed, how could he be ruthless to hurt him with such a light stain? Jing Yan held the lightly dyed face, wiped the tears on the lightly dyed face with the back of his hand, and felt like a huge piece of water-soaked cotton in his heart, he couldn't breathe anymore, and shook his head vigorously, "I'm fine, I'm really, I'm fine." ”
What could he do? You're the one who has the problem...... The light dye is still the same as before he was caught, not only is there blood stains on his face, but also the dust that he has touched at some point, and now he is washed by those two tear stains, and he can't see it; The clothes on his body were tattered, and his hair was very messy, Jing Yan knelt in front of the cage, and the indiscriminate help wiped his tears, but found that the more he wiped it, the dirtier it became, so he took his sleeve to wipe it, and finally couldn't resist the sourness in his heart, hugged the light dye through the cage, kept shaking his head, and couldn't say a complete sentence.
After determining the temperature of the person in his arms, Jing Yan calmed down a little, hurriedly pushed away the light dye, carried the true yuan in his hand, and grabbed the vein gate of the light dye to check the light dye's body, but was surprised to find that the lack of light dye's body had been cured, except for the spell being sealed, there was no fault at all! Jing Yan took it twice, and made sure that the three souls were in place, and the seven spirits were complete-Jing Yan's eyebrows frowned slightly, his expression was a little complicated, he withdrew his hand and pressed his waist, and sure enough, the vial containing the two souls was gone, and Jing Yan also saw the inconspicuous small lamp that was thrown on the ground at random on the edge of the cage, and there was a pile of gray powder next to it, could it be ...... Jing Yan's eyelashes fluttered, and he hurriedly looked away, raising his eyes to look at Qi Qianxun who was standing outside......
He thought ......
It turned out that Qi Qianxun didn't care about light dyeing, looking at the current situation of light dyeing, Qi Qianxun not only warmed his soul for light dyeing every day, but also found soul suppression lamps and spirit beads to help light dye cure the soul disorder! No wonder, no wonder Qi Qianxun came back that time, there was unconcealable blood and a trace of sea fish, it turned out to be ...... Light dyeing is fine, obviously it is a happy thing, Jing Yan can't laugh for some reason, he pulled the corner of his mouth and only showed a smile that was uglier than crying, but the corners of his eyes couldn't suppress the tears, and he couldn't hold back the tears in the corner of his eyes, and he couldn't stop holding the hand of light dyeing and said, "Great...... Are you alright...... You're all right......"
Hearing this, her nose was sour, and there was a burst of hatred in her heart, but she didn't dare to show anything, she patted Jing Yan's hand gently, opened her mouth but couldn't say anything...... Is there anything wrong with Jing Yan, is he still not clear? Isn't the nails digging into the flesh, the red and swollen lips, the neck full of marks, and the corner of the tooth marks that were exposed when Jing Yan turned his head enough?
There has never been a moment when Light Dye felt so powerless, what else could he say about such a scene? In his life, he has inherited Jingyan's affection, and he will never be able to change it. How sad should Jing Yan be herself? Ironically, he couldn't even say comforting words......
What could be more painful than this moment? When you can't see it, you think about it, and when you see it, you ...... Light dyeing and then covering up, his eyes still drifted out involuntarily, revealing a trace of resentment, Qi Qianxun, who had not looked at the house, seemed to be aware of it, and turned around to reveal a gentle smile, Jing Yan was startled, and hurriedly said, "He...... Light dyeing, Chihiro and I are in love...... He...... I'm so sorry he did these things to you, and I'll let him let you go...... Sorry for the light dyeing. ”
Love? The lightly dyed heart was dripping blood, and he wanted to curl up to twist his limbs to reduce the pain in his heart, to what extent did Jing Yan sacrifice for him? Qingran remembered the words Qi Qianxun had said to him, the things he had done to Jing Yan, and he only felt that the world was dark, but the funny thing was that he could only acquiesce to this statement, how cruel the truth was, and how embarrassing Jing Yan should be if he insisted on saying it?
The lightly dyed throat moved slightly, but he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that his choking would make Jing Yan more uncomfortable, so he could only nod lightly, and before he could speak, he was interrupted by Qi Qianxun outside, "Jing Yan, you also saw the light dye, I have something to do...... And you say. ”
Qingran grabbed Jing Yan's hand tightly, Jingyan glanced at Qi Qianxun in embarrassment, but was pushed by Qingyan, and said in a dumb voice, "You go." Qi Qianxun him...... Didn't embarrass me, I'm fine. He lightly dyed the stalk, and said, "For the sake of him helping me strengthen my soul and dragging me for so long, it will be written off." ”
Qi Qianxun was outside, showing a playful smile and raising his chin, which was a silent urging.
Light Dye pushed Jing Yan again, "You go." ”
How could Jing Yan not know that light dyeing was lying, how could light dyeing be good like this? What a humiliation to be sealed and locked in a cage by someone! Light Dye shouldn't have been treated like this, did he believe that he and Qi Qianxun fell in love, or were he afraid that he would have a conflict with Qi Qianxun for him?
Light dyeing is always like this...... That's why he can't and doesn't want to hurt light dyeing anymore.
Jing Yan stood up obediently, took two steps and turned back, "Light dye, I'll let him go, you wait for me." After saying that, he walked out of the room, Qi Qianxun smiled, closed the door with a sleeve, hugged Jing Yan's shoulders and walked away, his eyes were red with hatred, and after the door was completely closed, he hammered the ground with a hard fist, Qi Qianxun, I will definitely cut you with a thousand knives one day!
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Qi Qianxun hugged Jing Yan and went to the lotus pond outside the palace, looking at the lotus pond in full bloom, Qi Qianxun solemnly pushed Jing Yan away, looked at the distance and sighed, "Jing Yan, let's separate." ”
Jing Yan only felt very tinnitus for a while, and couldn't hear what Qi Qianxun said, raised his head and asked in a lost voice, "What?" ”
Qi Qianxun didn't look at Jing Yan, but said it again, since Jing Yan didn't want to hurt Light Dye, then he had to deploy everything, and now was the time. Jing Yan, my love, you have to believe that I am separated from you now in order to stay together forever in the future.
So, don't be sad.
Qi Qianxun hugged Jing Yan and wiped the water stain from the corner of his eye. 166 Reading Network