After a while, someone knocked on the door outside, and Lin Ruoxi walked to the door and asked, "Who?" "It's me, open the door!"

It was Lu Xiaobai's voice.

Lin Ruoxi thought, what is he doing here?

Didn't he say he didn't want to be his boyfriend?

Puzzled, she opened the door.

Suddenly, what appeared in front of her was a large bouquet of bright red roses, which shone brightly under the light of the staircase, and it was estimated that there were more than a hundred.

Lu Xiaobai said with his melancholy eyes: "Ruoxi, I love you!" ”

Lin Ruoxi was stunned, and only then said, "Didn't you say that you didn't want to be my boyfriend?" How"

"I'm kidding. Ruoxi, be my girlfriend?! ”

Lu Xiaobai was very excited.

Lin Ruoxi reluctantly smiled and said, "Come in." ”

She remembers that when she fell in love with Lu Xiaobai, she was full of excitement = affection, and she would be thrilled with every look he gave her, and even intoxicated, but now, her heart is like a pool of stagnant water, and the wind can't blow the slightest ripple, and she even regrets that she shouldn't tell Zhou Lihua that she is willing to accept his feelings.

It's really cocooning and asking for trouble!

As soon as he entered the house, he hugged her from behind, his eyes flashed with tears, and he said excitedly: "Ruoxi, I think about you all the time, do you know?!" ”

"I know."

Lin Ruoxi said lightly.

For her, his breath and his hug were no longer familiar, but she suddenly felt that this breath and hug were very strange, and she had a feeling of wanting to escape!

What's wrong with me?

Don't you want him to promise to be your man?

Lin Ruoxi asked herself bitterly.

"I've lost you for too long, and this time, I won't lose you again!"

Lu Xiaobai said that he was about to kiss her lips, but she refused, his warm feelings instantly cooled down, and he asked with a calm face, "What's wrong?" Don't you want to? ”

Lin Ruoxi pinched her fingers nervously and stammered, "I'm a little unwell, how are you next time?" ”

At this moment, her child suddenly cried, she hurriedly walked over to pick up the child, and coaxed: "Good, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry!" ”

Lu Xiaobai's eyes became even more melancholy, and he said gloomily: "I, you're not feeling well, it's feeling uncomfortable, right?" ”

"Xiaobai, give me some more time, I know you've always been good to me, but I'm afraid"

Lin Ruoxi lowered her head, not daring to look at him.

"Afraid of what?"

Lu Xiaobai decided to break the casserole and ask to the end.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to give you what you want."

Lin Ruoxi plucked up the courage to say.

Lu Xiaobai pressed the knuckles of his fingers "gurgling"

Xiang, said angrily: "In the end, you still can't forget Jì Feng Tianyu!" Even if I pay with my life for you, I can't get your sincerity, right? ”

Lin Ruoxi didn't care about the child's crying, and hurriedly said: "I'm sorry Xiaobai, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't be so cold to you, but I really can't force myself, really, please forgive me!" ”

"I see. It's my own passion, it's my wishful thinking! ”

Lu Xiaobai laughed helplessly, then opened the door, stepped out of the threshold with one foot, and suddenly turned around, "Ruoxi, I hope you will seriously consider our relationship, think about your future, and don't be so stubborn!" You should know that Tianyu will probably spend his life in a prison cell, and he can't give you anything except that he still loves you; However, I am different, in addition to giving you true love, I can also give your children a warm home, and even provide financial support for your career! Don't you want to open a beauty salon? As long as you promise to be with me, I will immediately take the money and invest it in you! Think about it, I'll wait for your news! ”

After that, he left.

Lin Ruoxi bit her lip and sat in a daze, the halo of the incandescent lamp hitting her, and there was an indescribable desolation.

She knew that if she wasn't with Lu Xiaobai, then her situation would be even more difficult in the future, because the money she brought from home was almost running out, the child was still young, she couldn't work, what would happen to the life of the mother and son in the future?

What happens if my child gets sick?

Since she came to Dongguan, she has been very frugal, reluctant to buy clothes, reluctant to buy cosmetics, and usually buy vegetables such as radish and greens.

When she thought of her bleak life, she couldn't help but feel sad and tears welled up in her eyes.

A week passed.

On this day, Lin Ruoxi's grandmother called from home and asked her why she hadn't come home after going out for more than a year, and said that the family trustee had found her a partner, and the man was the section chief of the tax bureau, and the conditions were quite good, and she also told her to go back and marry the section chief in a commanding tone.

Lin Ruoxi felt uncomfortable when she heard it, she knew that her grandmother was for her good, but she would definitely not agree to marry the section chief, even if the other party had a lot of money, she would not agree!

She told her grandmother that she didn't have to worry about her own affairs.

Grandma didn't know that Lin Ruoxi already had a child, so she persuaded her granddaughter to go back, and praised the section chief for being polite and generous, bringing her a box of bird's nest and a good cigarette to Ruoxi's father.

Lin Ruoxi thought to herself, Fang's gift had already bought her grandmother's heart, and if she didn't go back, her grandmother wouldn't give up!

So, she had to say that she already had a boyfriend against her will.

Grandma was surprised and worriedly asked if her boyfriend was reliable.

Lin Ruoxi said that it was very reliable, don't worry about her.

Grandma said Then you can quickly bring your boyfriend home and let me do it, Lin Ruoxi said vaguely for a while.

Hanging up the phone, Lin Ruoxi fell into deep thought, no matter how long she stays outside, she will go home one day, the family is very face-saving, if they know that they are born Tianyu's child, then they will definitely be angry, maybe they will sweep themselves out of the house.

Even if they don't kick themselves out of the house, then the child's father is a forcible = murderer in their hearts, will they be good to the child?

Also, if outsiders know the true identity of the child, then they will definitely look at it differently, which is a harm to the child!

The consequences are terrible!

In an instant, she made a painful choice: she decided to follow Lu Xiaobai.

She dialed Lu Xiaobai's phone and told him his choice.

After hanging up the phone, she dressed up carefully.

She told her to smile at him, and if he wanted to kiss her, she had to actively cater to him, and not let him know that she was rejecting him in her heart.

Lu Xiaobai rushed over.

Zhi Zhaozhan greeted her with a smile, and he suddenly felt that something was wrong, so he asked a little uneasily, "Have you really thought about it?" ”

Lin Ruoxi smiled: "I've already thought about it." However, I have one condition, that is, when facing my family, you have to say that the biological father of my child is you. ”

Lu Xiaobai nodded, then shook his head again, and looked up at the wall, with a sad and lonely face.

"What's wrong with you?"

Lin Ruoxi was puzzled, "Is it because you don't agree to my conditions?" ”

"It's not; I wonder what made you change your attitude. ”

Lin Ruoxi was stunned for a moment and said, "Is this important?" ”

"I want to know why, but I'm scared to know why!"

"Then it's better not to know."

Lin Ruoxi will not lie, not even a white lie.

Lu Xiaobai sneered and said, "Let me guess, is it because of this kid that you were forced to choose to follow me?" ”

Lin Ruoxi hugged him, lowered her velvety eyelashes, and begged, "Xiaobai, please don't think about it, okay?" I know it's not fair to you, I'm sorry! However, as long as you are good to your children, I will live a good life with you and will never let you down! ”

Five minutes ago, how much Lu Xiaobai wished to have her, even if he was asked to kneel on the ground and beg, he was willing, but now, he hesitated, because he had a feeling that he was being used.

"Unexpectedly, I'm just a chess piece of yours, a ridiculous chess piece!"

He smiled wryly, trying to break free of her.

"No, I can start over, I can get back to the feeling of our first love!"

Perhaps she was afraid that he would leave decisively, so she said it categorically.

"Can you get it back?"

Lu Xiaobai recalled that he had been with her, which aroused his weak heart.

"I'll try."

Lin Ruoxi was out of confidence again.

Lu Xiaobai held her in his arms, hugged her tightly, and forced her to look at her closely, he thought, she is the woman who fell in love with him passionately, she is the woman who resolutely broke up with herself, she is the woman she misses unforgettable, she is really a woman who makes herself love and hate!

For so many years, he couldn't forget her, he couldn't tell whether he loved her more or hated her more, but now, he felt that he hated more than love, and he shouted in his heart: Why did you leave me before!

And why follow me now!

Do you know how I've spent all my years?

If your husband hadn't been in jail, would you still think of me?

No, you won't think of me, and you won't beg me!

I hate you!

Hate you!

Hate you!

He grabbed the neckline of her skirt and tore it hard, the skirt was torn, and suddenly, a trace of relief welled up in his heart.

Lin Ruoxi was taken aback, and hurriedly struggled and said, "What are you going to do?!" ”

"Didn't you say you would like to follow me? Do you regret it?! ”

Lu Xiaobai didn't stop, still tearing her clothes.

"You're a pervert = pervert, stop it!"

Lin Ruoxi saw that she couldn't get rid of him, so she beat him with her hands.

Lu Xiaobai didn't avoid it, but felt very excited!

At this time, the child in the stroller was frightened "Wow Wow"

Ground began to cry, and the sound filled the small room.

"Let it go! My child."

Lin Ruoxi said angrily.

Lu Xiaobai not only didn't let go, but picked her up, who was almost naked, and threw her on the bed, and then he quickly took off his clothes.

Lin Ruoxi suddenly quieted down, and her eyes were blank, only to see a melancholy and terrifying look in his eyes, and she couldn't help but shrink her body.

She didn't know whether to love him or hate him.

At this time, she just thought, just obey him, after his suppressed feelings are released, maybe it will be fine.

He lay on her body and galloped with resentment, and gradually, pleasure diluted resentment; She closed her eyes, gritted her teeth, and was at his mercy like a piece of wood, and she had no joy in it.

When he was done, he cried inexplicably, intertwining with the baby's cry to form a discordant symphony.

He hugged her, buried his head in her messy hair, and said faintly, "I don't know whether to hate you or love you?" ”

Lin Ruoxi understands that if you love someone for a long time, you can't get the other party's feelings in return, and it will turn into hate; However, when the other party gets the coveted relationship, perhaps the resentment will be diluted and eventually ashes.

So she thought, anyway, the wood is already in the boat, and she will live with him in the future, and the only way to appease him is to try to appease him, so she said gently: "Your hatred has been vented, do you want to hate me for the rest of your life?" Hate will not bring any good to our feelings, it will only make each other more and more painful! Xiaobai, I'm already your person now, I promise to be good to you, and I hope you can be good to me, okay? ”

Lu Xiaobai burst into tears and laughed, and said, "The Lin Ruoxi in my heart is back again!" Well, from now on, I will not hate you, I will only love you and your children. ”

Lin Ruoxi was very moved when she heard him say that she loved her child, and said, "Thank you Xiaobai!" ”

"The child is still crying, go and coax her."

Lu Xiaobai pushed her.

Lin Ruoxi said angrily: "It's all your fault."

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