September 15th, 12 a.m

Chong pulled open the door of his room and fell straight on the bed, there was a big deviation between the time on it and the ground, for example, six o'clock there was equal to twelve o'clock on the ground, and he let himself stay there for six more hours, and what was even more annoying was that he couldn't come down, saying that he couldn't open a small boat for anyone on this airship without the order of the student council president, tsk, he was serious enough in this regard

What's going on with "Ding Ding Ding", someone is looking for you again?

"I don't know who it is, but there have been more people looking for me recently, and it's too time-consuming to confirm one by one, but if you install a monitor at the door and connect the wires to your room, you can't do it, and it's too far away to connect with the lines of other agencies."

"Click" Chong loaded the pistol and walked downstairs, forget it, there should still be politeness, anyway, I don't feel tired

Chong opened the door and looked ahead, then fell silent

The white dress clings to her body, and her slightly obese figure because she has given birth to two children does not reduce her beauty but adds a maternal brilliance to it, and the emerald green pupils like glass are looking at her gently, and her long black hair hangs down to her waist and is tied up at both ends in a small bunch, if you just look like a college student in her twenties than a young woman who has given birth to two children and is nearly forty years old

"Chong, long time no see" the other party smiled and waved his hand to himself

"Well, long time no see," Chong nodded and made way for her to come in, then threw the pistol under the sofa without misfire because it was empty

"It's really Chong's house is still so simple" Looking at the room without any furniture, the other party frowned, "But it's still very clean, as a girl, Li hasn't admired your love for cleanliness, by the way, did Li tell you that she also moved out, really, all of them have grown up."

"Don't talk to me about her" Chong opened the refrigerator and looked at it, and there was a bottle of barley tea

"Thank you, oh Chong," the other party chuckled as he watched himself pour a cup of tea for her

"It's nothing" Chong poured the tea and sat down across from her in a decent manner, "Do you have anything to do with me, if it's related to them, please don't talk to me"

"You've always been like this kid, although when you were a child, it was Liang that the guy who didn't have the right eyes to do it, but Chong you are very sensible, and you shouldn't be bothered with him" The other party put down the teacup and said seriously

"When I was a child" Chong looked at the tea in the cup and said coldly, "Isn't the relationship when I was a child reversed now, the people who want to get attention have become disgusted with them, and the people who hate me are now here to pray for the salvation of the soul, where is it so easy"

"But after all, you are the child of the two of us, where can any parent really hate their own flesh and blood" She stood up and tried to touch her head, but was avoided by herself

"Really, you've been pestering me to touch your head before," the other party smiled lonely

"People will grow up, and I don't need to pester you like I did when I was a child, hoping to get that charity-like love," Chong said with a tilt of his head

"So let's change the topic first, I've heard that Chong has been amazing recently, not only won the first place in all the schools, but also took classes seriously, and he has made a lot of progress compared to before" The other party suddenly looked at himself with a look of relief, the same expression as when he was a child, no hypocrisy, no disgust

"It's just a task" Chong shook his head and planned to send the other party away as soon as possible, if he continued to talk like this, he would relax, "What to say earlier, I still have to rest"

"Don't you want to talk to me so much, forget it, you're growing up now, and it's necessary to have enough rest, so let's just say it, take some time to come out on Tuesday, there's a party in the family......"

"Don't think about it," Chong Leng refused

"Let's go once, everyone in the family wants to see what you look like now," the other begged

"Haven't they been watching, watching what has become of their proudest dog"

"Chong you are not a dog!" The other party suddenly screamed, with tears in his eyes?

"You are my son born in October, I will never allow anyone to call you a dog, Chong, you are my proud son"

"I'm not, no one has ever called me a human at all, what they call me is always a monster" Chong shook his head "Okay, it's over, go, go back, don't stay in front of me anymore"

“…… Chong: Are you still thinking about going against your elders? That's my last question," he asked

"I'm not going to stop until I pay everything off," Chong replied to her question, knowing that this was probably the last conversation with her

"Why? Obviously when I was young, Chong was not like this.,When you were young, even if you were scolded, you would only work harder.,You've always been the best one.,I'll never inflict my anger and misfortune on others.,Won't think about revenge and revenge.,Obviously when you were a child, you didn't hate you like you now.,Obviously when you were a child, you were so well-behaved when you were a child"

"Because when I was younger, I had hope, but now I don't!" Chong rudely interrupted the other party's inquiry, which was like crying

"At the time, I naively thought I wasn't good enough! It's just that I'm not perfect enough! If I become stronger than everyone else, they will protect me, and they will no longer let me be insulted and spurned by outsiders, because they are the most powerful family, but what~" Chong stretched his tone and laughed "They don't"

"They didn't care about my life or death at all, no matter how perfect I was, an inferior product was an inferior product, and they didn't inherit the docile and obedient nature in their blood, so they were afraid of themselves, whether it was studying hard or being obedient, they never looked at themselves head-on, no matter what achievements they made, they were monsters and monsters, and I had also fantasized about what would happen if I was obedient and stopped looking for that boring truth? Will they give a little bit of charity to themselves as they do with glass? But forget it, it's better to get rid of it directly than to wag its tail like a dog, because behind that surname can be very dirty" Chong's disgust for them is not instantaneous, but completely explodes through the ignition of the fuse after a little accumulation, and he is not angry because they don't care about their boring reasons, but because of the unspeakable secret, he understands, he doesn't need to love this kind of thing, just be himself, not bound by others, It's okay to be yourself freely

"Obedient? I can't listen, and I don't want to listen, why do I have to follow the rules you follow, if everyone is as obedient as a dog, some things can really only be buried in the ground and not known"

"You go, for the sake of you treating me as a human being when I was a child, I won't do anything to you, go back and tell them not to come to me again" Chong opened the door and "go"

"Don't," the other said, his expression more serious than ever

"Say it" is about to say, in fact, he already knew the purpose of the other party's real coming here today, she just wanted to say that

"I, Jieyun Weiyin is the wife of Jieyun Liang, the mother of Jieyun Chong and Jieyunli, and the daughter-in-law of the Jieyun family, and my surname is also Jieyun, so no matter what I do, my heart will always stand on the same line as the Jieyun family, so Chong, if you really want revenge, remember to count your mother's share" The other party said, still with a smile on his face

"Okay, I remember, I have nothing to do with you from now on" Chong Leng said coldly, although he may have this feeling of reluctance in his heart now, but it is impossible to hinder his steps

"Well, but remember, if one day you get tired of walking on this road I will also wait for you, as your mother, I love you"

"Then you can't wait for me, I promise you to go to the party once, and I should repay you for taking care of me for so many years, then goodbye" Chong closed the door, and then watched through the mirror placed on the door The faces of the people outside the door disappeared into his eyes little by little

Chong looked at himself in the mirror, and the emotions that he hadn't had for a long time came to his heart in an instant, is it the sadness mentioned in the book? But I don't have feelings at all

He looked at his hand, which had just been scratched by something, and blood was slowly spilling from his palm

But there is no feeling, that kind of thing does not exist at all

I don't know when I found out that I am different from ordinary people, not in terms of ability but in physical difference, I am not only precocious but also have no feeling up and down, first touch, then taste, then smell, and finally hearing and vision, it only took about seven or eight years for my world to be full of darkness

And then ...... I don't even have feelings anymore

He doesn't cry and laugh since he was a child, it's not that he can't, it's not that he can't do it, if he insists on laughing or crying, he can do it, but he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand why they laugh, he doesn't understand why he cries, and over time he doesn't laugh anymore, he doesn't cry

That's a monster

Are you to blame? Obviously, you don't have to live so hard, you can be like them

-- As long as you give up your self-esteem and live like a dog

If they can't do it themselves, even if they give up everything they can, they will never let them be satisfied, they can say that they are crazy, they can say that they are apostates

(But why...... Why do you still have to talk to them, you just need to shut up and kick them out, is it difficult to kill people? ）

(Did it turn out that I still need to vent in the end, so that they can understand why I hate them?) ）

(In that case, there will be nothing to say in the future)

(No need to show mercy, this is not a fairy tale, your own ending has already been decided)

Yes, his fate was already set from the moment he decided to take revenge on them, there was no going back, and he wouldn't look back

Understanding each other, and then forgiving each other, is all just an illusion, and once the seeds of hatred are planted, they will sprout and grow, and then bind themselves to death

Until he dies, he will not look back