"Auntie, if you think I'm here to find Han Haitao, I'm sorry, you're wrong." Li Xiaoxue said in a calm tone.

"Oh?" Han Mu smiled disdainfully, "I really didn't think so." ”

"Aunt," Li Xiaoxue showed respect for an elder as much as possible, "I ask you to rest assured, I will never have any contact with Han Haitao again." ”

Han Mu nodded, with a little arrogance, and said, "I don't worry, I know that my family Haitao will eventually understand what is going on with the woman he treats wholeheartedly." ”

"I'm sorry, aunt," Li Xiaoxue restrained herself again and said, "You don't have anything else to say to Xiaoxue, I have something to do, so let's go first." ”

Han's mother obviously came to humiliate Li Xiaoxue, and when she saw that Li Xiaoxue was about to leave, she felt that something was blocked in her heart, so she stopped Li Xiaoxue and said, "Who is this going to harm?" At a young age, it is good to accumulate some virtues. ”

"Aunt," Li Xiaoxue finally couldn't help it anymore, and a righteous and stern attitude appeared on her face, "I also watched you grow up with me, so I respected you a little more." I'm telling you, I'm here, it's my mom who was admitted to this hospital again. As for me and Han Haitao, don't say that you don't want us to be together, even if you want us to be together now, it's impossible. I think I have made this very clear to you, aunt. I don't know if you can understand it, Han Haitao and I are just passers-by A and passer-by B now. ”

"Oops," Han's mother suddenly felt as if she had flattened the little girl in front of her, "Passerby A and Passerby B?" What a trendy word. I'm a shallow culture, and I really don't understand it. But that's not a big deal. What I really don't understand is, there are so many hospitals, how do you recognize this place? As far as I know, this hospital is really mediocre in terms of heart. If you are really rushing to see a doctor, listen to my advice, or go to another house to have a look. ”

Li Xiaoxue is not good at such "communication", and after making such a sarcasm, she just said: "Thank you aunt for your advice, I also want my mother to transfer to the hospital." ”

Han Mu saw that she had occupied the top again, and her smug expression once again appeared on her face: "I don't say that, you really don't think like this." ”

"Auntie, do you have anything else to say?" Li Xiaoxue asked like this, but she really couldn't listen to anything.

Han Mu smiled, and said deliberately and pretendedly, "No." Ask your mom for me again. I'm busy here, and I don't have time to look at her. ”

"I will." After Li Xiaoxue finished speaking with tears in her eyes, she bypassed Han's mother's body and strode towards Li's mother's ward.

"Wait!" Han's mother stopped Li Xiaoxue again, and the sternness of her voice was the same as the "laughter" just now, which came from the mouths of the two people.

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want to stand down, but her two feet still made the ground suck in and stopped.

Han Mu said seriously: "I hope you are really as you said, and don't have any more dealings with our Haitao." Because of you, we Haitao have really suffered too much that we shouldn't have suffered. ”

After Li Xiaoxue's tears fell two more with Han's mother's "hope", she agreed: "I know." ”

Han Mu's words were not finished yet: "Also, don't think that I really don't understand your passerby A and B, what I actually want to tell you more is that not only you and us Haitao, but our two families should have been strangers for a long time." Especially in a relationship like ours, since it is impossible to get together, we should never get along. What can be friends after a breakup, it's just a fart words. In the past few decades, I have read countless people, I have never seen them, I can't be a family, and I can still be friends. ”

Li Xiaoxue smiled bitterly in her heart, and said, "Auntie, in fact, I also have this attitude. ”

"My aunt, I don't want to hear you call me anymore." After Han Mu finished speaking solemnly, she turned around and walked away.

I couldn't hear Han's mother's footsteps anymore, so Li Xiaoxue wiped the tears from her face and walked into Li's mother's ward.

Li Mu was lying with her eyes closed, still with a belly full of anger, where could she really sleep?

Li Xiaoxue knew that Li Mu was not sleeping, so she sat down with her back to Li Mu, and said softly, "Mom, I know you are still angry with me." I also know that you're all about my good. In the whole thing, I also have something that I can't grasp, but I really, really don't want to go against your will. My daughter is already an adult, and no matter what choice I make, I think I can take responsibility for my choice. Mom, just spread your hands and let your daughter seek everything about her daughter by herself. The daughter will not do anything wrong, the daughter just wants to truly have her own life. You have also worked hard for your daughter for more than 20 years, and she only wishes you to take care of your body and have a happy old age. If your daughter still wants to honor you, you believe in your daughter and believe that her daughter will take her own path well. ”

Li Mu listened and felt distressed, but Li Xiaoxue's words, most of them were difficult for her to agree. In the eyes of this woman who came through the wind and rain, life is really not what Li Xiaoxue said.

When Li Xiaoxue was studying, what Li Xiaoxue was most afraid of was that Li Xiaoxue had no ideals and was not self-motivated, and when Li Xiaoxue walked out of the campus, Li Mu was suddenly worried that Li Xiaoxue would not be able to let go of her ideals and be too strong.

And Li Xiaoxue's words are so big, listening to them, it is also exciting, thinking about it, there is still too much gap with reality.

Who doesn't want their life to be better, but really?

The marriage that once made everyone optimistic went down the drain, and the enviable job was also resigned, how could Li's mother, who had spent a difficult time, easily see hope in Li Xiaoxue's beautiful "heart"?

In particular, there is another man who makes the world feel unreliable to be involved, and it is strange that he does not take care of it.

Li Xiaoxue knew that Li's mother would not change anything because of her words, so she said to the "reality" again: "Mom, you have lived here before. Why don't we go to another hospital? I've also heard people say that the city hospital is even more ...... in your illness."

Li Mu couldn't listen to it anymore, turned over and sat up, and said unhappily to Li Xiaoxue: "Don't think I don't know your careful thoughts." I'm telling you, it's not you who make me angry, I'm fine! You don't care what happens to my side, I can walk and leave, and I don't need you to serve me. You can get a job seriously and go to your class! ”

"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue only screamed like this, and all kinds of grievances seemed to pour out, "You just listen to your daughter, let's go to another hospital!" ”

Li's mother also knew Li Xiaoxue's difficulties, but at this time, she couldn't be hard-hearted, so she pushed Li Xiaoxue into the fire pit again: "Let me listen to you?" It's not time yet! ”

Li Xiaoxue said bitterly: "Mom, let me say what so that you can understand?" My daughter's past has turned over the page, it's already history! ”

"The past, of course it has passed, but life will not be divided into two parts! Tomorrow's days can only continue to be lived today, and the future life cannot be without the influence of the past! Li Mu said such a thing, and she didn't think it was interesting to say it, but at this time, Li Xiaoxue, who was a little obsessed, seemed to have to say it like this.

Li Xiaoxue's words to Li Mu, even if she only uses her current thinking, she can't refute it.

How could she not know that it was impossible for her to completely leave aside what had happened in the past. Take Han Haitao as an example. She can put Han Haitao's position in her heart right, but it is difficult to eliminate everything about Han Haitao. Maybe when, Han Haitao's shadow is like a bubble floating on the water, making her linger in some past events. After all, there was a period of time, a time of infinite longing for love and even marriage, and I walked hand in hand with this good man.

Li Xiaoxue's heart was a little heavier: "Mom, what you said is right. I also know that life is a whole after all. No one is completely immune to the influence of their past lives. I'm like this, in fact, because a lot of things lie in me, and I really can't choose. ”

Li Mu couldn't help but sigh again: "Who can completely choose their own life?" Whose life is not full of helplessness of one kind or another? I'm here from you, too. It's not that I can't understand your current thoughts, but I can't help but tell you about my stumbling experience. If you want to live like this, sometimes, you have to lower your head. What you really want to do, many times you have to be able to let go, and what you really don't want to do, many times you have to be able to survive. Let's just say that what kind of work I have done over the years is what I want to do and am willing to do? But, what if you don't want to? When the rice is put into the pot, there is really no pick. Xiaoxue, no matter when, it's always right to be practical. When it really comes to call the heavens and the earth to be unspiritual, it is useless to say anything. There is a northwest wind, and you can't drink enough. ”

Yes, Li Xiaoxue does still have some money saved from several years of work, and there are no unexpected expenses, which is always enough for her to spend for a while, but there is also a time when the well water is drunk, and if you don't hit the next one before this well is drunk, you can really only drink the northwest wind.

As for work, Li Xiaoxue didn't want to look for it, and the difficulty of finding a job really didn't allow her to be optimistic.

In particular, at this time, Zhong Youcheng's expenses have been added, and there is no one to take precautions, and the days are really going to light up the green light.

The thought of persuading Li's mother to transfer to the hospital was thrown out of the clouds for Li Xiaoxue at once, and she felt for the first time that the burden of life had quietly pressed on her weak shoulders.

Regarding the "bow your head" that Li Mu said, Li Xiaoxue knew that she couldn't do it herself, at least, she couldn't do it like Li Mu.

Read the first book of the novel