Chapter 100: Sunset and Dusk

The spring is bright, and the young couples who have just married travel together, and the next people are also envious when they look at them.

Because they were going out on a whim, the horses had not been fed yet, and when they arrived at the carriage outside the door, the two decided to walk for a while, and when the horses were fed and chased, they were tired of walking, and the timing was just right.

What's more, it's better to ride together than to walk side by side.

The two often travel together on weekdays, but in recent years, there are always others around. Today, the two went out together, and the neighbors in the alley saw each other, and for a moment they thought that the two were going out to travel together again. When he saw that Hua Ling had already pulled up his hair, he suddenly remembered that he had just drunk the wedding wine of the two yesterday, and then he came back to his senses and congratulated them again.

Hua Ling and Shen Laibao were less shy when they were alone, and they could still make fun of him, but they felt ashamed when they were called Mrs. Shen in public. Shen Laibao is just the opposite of her, so outside, he behaves more generously and naturally than Hua Ling.

Coming out of the alley, Hua Ling thought that she could talk to him well, and most of the people who thought about the street were familiar with him, and they came to congratulate him. Only then did Hua Ling know that he was happy with wine yesterday, and people from half a mile nearby came, and they ate a flowing water feast!

Shen Laibao was afraid that Hua Ling would be tired, so he walked halfway down the street, so he took her into an alley and said with a smile, "Are you tired?" ”

"I'm tired, but my mother said that brides are so tired, just wait a while."

"I'll press your back and feet when you go back at night."

Hua Ling asked with a smile, "You also have to run around with me, you will be tired, and you will still be able to take care of me when the time comes?" ”

Shen Laibao smiled, "Madame is the most important. ”

Hua Ling was very satisfied with this answer, she didn't hear the rhetoric, only the sincerity. But she was reluctant to toss him, so she had to pay attention at night and not accidentally shout tired.

Halfway down the alley, there seemed to be someone leaning out from behind the wall. When Flower Ling looked up, the figure disappeared behind the wall. She immediately slowed down her pace and pulled Shen Laibao back.

Shen Laibao tilted his head and asked, "Tired?" ”

"There's someone up there watching us sneaky."

Shen Laibao looked stunned, looked around, but didn't see anyone in front of him, but there was a shadow on the ground. Today there is a wind, the wind blows the skirt, and on the ground is the shadow of the skirt.

Seeing that it was a girl, he relaxed a little, motioned for her to wait for him here, and he walked forward.

His steps were light and slow, and if the man hadn't looked again, he wouldn't have been able to hear him coming.

Almost at the end, suddenly the man didn't seem to know that he was coming, and stretched out his head again, and at this look, he saw Shen Laibao coming to him, and both of them were stunned.

Hua Ling, who had been following him closely, saw the man and was also stunned, "Sister-in-law." ”

Qin Qin didn't hear the call, so she quickly glanced at her face, and saw her high bun, a little distracted.

Hua Ling wanted to find an opportunity to have a good showdown with Qin Qin, but it was not at this time. And they just got married, so she came to see it, even if Hua Ling's heart was big, she was full of displeasure. She knew that she was obsessed with Shen Laibao, but she had already followed her brother, so she should live with her heart.

If you don't plan to be the daughter-in-law of the Hua family at the beginning, then you should refuse this family business.

Hua Ling couldn't figure her out, and now she saw that her eyes were still different when she looked at Shen Laibao, and she was even more displeased. She took a step forward and stopped Qin Qin's gaze again, "Sister-in-law, where is my brother?" ”

"We're packing up." Qin Qin's expression was indifferent, and he said, "You don't have to be wary of me like this, I came to say a few words to him." When you're done, let's go. Tomorrow your brother will go back to the Yamen, and I will go with him. ”

Hua Ling twisted her eyebrows slightly, Shen Laibao patted the back of her hand, she nodded, there were some things she didn't want to say to herself, so it was okay to talk to Shen Laibao. In this regard, she believed that he would be measured.

Qin Qin watched Hua Ling retreat, and only when she retreated to a place where she should not be able to hear the two of them talking, did she retract her gaze, looked at Shen Laibao and said, "Congratulations." ”

"Thank you."

Shen Laibao subconsciously moved a little farther away from her, and when he saw Qin Qin's brows furrowed, he suddenly smiled, "I did something wrong." If I had told you earlier who I am and what I am here for, I may not be as helpless as I am today. ”

Shen Laibao couldn't understand what she was saying, and he had never understood her.

"I've been cowardly all my life, thinking that if I do it all over again, things will get better. But I didn't expect that I was actually cowardly. I'm not like Hua Ling, who can give everything for you, and I even have to weigh the pros and cons of others bullying you when you were in the academy before I dare to stand up. I have thought more than once that I am actually more selfish in this life than in the previous life. ”

She thought that she would be regarded as a madman by saying these words, but Shen Laibao's eyes were full of surprise.

Shen Laibao was stunned in his heart, what did he hear? This life, the last life, do it all over again?

He had long thought that his crossing was already a bizarre thing, and he easily thought of a word - rebirth?!

Qin Qin was reborn?

It seems that her first life was when she was really Shen Laibao, and in this life she was obsessed with herself, could it be that Shen Laibao was kind to her in the previous life?

But...... If he hadn't appeared, then Shen Laibao would have died when he was ten years old, what did Shen Laibao do to her before the age of ten that she would never forget?

Qin Qin didn't expect him to say a word that she was crazy, and she suddenly had the urge to say everything. He is already married, and he is still Hua Xu's brother-in-law, and she has no chance to stay with him anymore.

But if she had buried it in her heart for so many years, she wanted to tell him that even if he thought he was crazy, she wanted to say it.

She doesn't want to think about the meaning of saying it, she only knows that if she doesn't say it, she will go crazy in her life!

"You're not going to believe it, but that's okay." Qin Qin was a little distracted, "I have already died once, I was beaten by my mother since I was a child, and I was sold to a butcher by her when I was only a teenager." The butcher's family bullied me every day, and then I gave birth to a daughter, and they got even worse and killed my daughter. I was looking for death, but when I woke up, I found that I had returned to the beginning, sleeping in swaddling clothes. ”

Shen Laibao was no longer as stunned as he was just now, he believed that what she said was true, because only in this way could many of her actions be explained.

If it is really ridiculous, then the crossing between him and Daddy Hua is not even more ridiculous!

"What about you...... Approach me, for what? ”

If it was for the Shen family's money, it wouldn't be enough, after all, she also became the daughter-in-law of the Hua family later, and she lived with peace of mind, which would not be worse than marrying into the Shen family, so he believed that there must be other reasons.

Qin Qin didn't panic when she saw him, even she was surprised, "After I buried my daughter, I killed my husband's family...... It was snowing heavily, I was dying, and you appeared. They carried me into the carriage, covered me with a blanket, lit a stove, and I died in your arms. ”

Shen Laibao's eyes widened, Qin Qin thought of the warmth of the last moment in his previous life, and smiled again, "It's so warm." ”

"Impossible!" Shen Laibao blurted out that if he hadn't appeared, Shen Laibao from the previous life would have died at the age of ten. In other words, he died before Qin Qin married and gave birth to a daughter, so he had no chance to treat Qin Qin like this at all.

"It's you." Qin Qin trembled and pointed to the sachet on his waist, "I didn't know who it was at the beginning, and I couldn't see people clearly, but I clearly remembered the walnut boat hanging from your waist." I remember it clearly, it's the one on your waist. ”

Shen Laibao suddenly thought that when he first arrived at the academy, Qin Qin, who had not yet made a deep acquaintance, asked him about the walnut boat. Later, he put the walnuts in his money bag, and she asked him where the walnuts went.

At that time, he was puzzled, but now he finally understood why she had asked.

"Qin Qin ......" Shen Laibao has no way to explain to her about the crossing, the ten-year-old Shen Laibao is dead, and it is easy for him to accept her rebirth because after all, he has crossed over, and he has never seen any strange things in contemporary times, and his acceptance ability is much stronger than her, but it is impossible for her to accept that he is not Shen Laibao, "Assuming what you said is true, then the person you meet will never be me." ”

"I recognize you walnuts, and the next person called you young master."

"It's not me, and it can't be me, because my walnuts, many years ago, were broken."

Qin Qin was ready to deny it, but he didn't expect him to say this in front of him, and he was immediately stunned. Shen Laibao untied the sachet on his waist and opened it to show her, and there was only a bunch of broken walnuts in the sachet.

She was stunned, grabbed the sachet and poured the contents into her hand. Everything that can be poured out is crumbs, and not a grain of grain is whole. She opened her mouth in astonishment, and looked at him with red eyes, "You deliberately brought a broken walnut out of the house!" ”

Shen Laibao suddenly couldn't bear to tell the truth that she had been waiting for more than ten years, and still said, "Qin Qin, I don't have the ability to predict. I believe what you say, but the person you're looking for isn't really me. ”

Qin Qin was stunned and grabbed the broken walnut in his hand. The walnut sank into her palm, oozing blood from the pressure. She didn't feel the slightest pain, and for a long time, her eyes moistened, and she laughed again, "It's not you...... It's not you...... So what have I done over the years...... And what's the point. ”

"Qin Qin!" Shen Laibao said in a deep voice, "God let you be reborn once, not so that you can find someone to repay your kindness, but to give you the opportunity to choose and resist again." If you're still living the same life as you were in the previous life, what's the point of being born again? ”

Qin Qin didn't expect him to not only brush his sleeves away, but also tell her this. Now, she doesn't know what kind of person Shen Laibao is.

"You had a bad time in your previous life, and you could have avoided it in this life. It's like when you ask your uncle to get money to go to school, just like when you stay at home to avoid your mother from selling you, just like you meet Brother Hua in this life. Whether the benefactor is a benefactor or not, what does it matter, he doesn't know that he has been kind to you in his last life. If I am truly your benefactor, what are you doing now...... It's already bothering me a lot. ”

Shen Laibao was silent for a moment and continued, "You are not repaying your kindness, you are appeasing your conscience, and you are selfish. ”

Qin Qin was stunned, and Shen Laibao said again, "You should know more about the meaning of cherishing the person in front of you when you come back to life." If you don't like Brother Hua, with your ability, it is not difficult to live by yourself. If you like Brother Hua, you should also make it clear to him that you shouldn't be so pointlessly obsessed. Do you understand, Qin Qin? ”

She had been talking for a long time, and although she couldn't hear it, she saw him show her all the sachets containing walnuts. Even Qin Qin spilled walnuts all over the ground, but he didn't stop it, and Hua Ling was a little depressed.

She leaned against the wall and waited for them to finish, and since she couldn't agree, she waited obediently. But if Qin Qin wanted to touch Shen Laibao, she would rush over and push her away.

Some things can be endured, and some things can never be endured.

Qin Qin had been holding on to his heart for nearly twenty years, and suddenly one day he was told that you had found the wrong person.

And he wasn't wrong, what did she come back for? Just to find a benefactor?

Qin Qin suddenly felt dazed, and the belief that he had been firm for twenty years suddenly collapsed, as if his life was empty again.

It took a long time for her to slowly find her thoughts in a pool of muddy water and cherish the people in front of her? But she probably didn't like Hua Xu, and she was also afraid of him, afraid that he would become a second butcher.

Since she is afraid, then she should make up her mind to leave, and live alone in the future, won't there be nothing?

Qin Qin suddenly figured it out, and didn't even say a word to Shen Laibao, so he stumbled towards Hua's house. swept past Hua Ling, which made Hua Ling extremely inexplicable.

She was puzzled, and when she saw Shen Laibao coming over, she asked, "What did she tell you?" ”

"Something very bizarre." Shen Laibao knew that she was receptive, but this kind of thing was still too bizarre in the end, so he didn't tell her, "Make it clear, Qin Qin won't do this to me again in the future." ”

She is not actually obsessed with him, but the person who owned the walnut ship in the previous life. If another person had walnuts, she would have done the same.

Shen Laibao sighed secretly, where is it so easy to play a good hand of cards in the first life, although the cards are good, but it depends on how people play cards. If you make a mistake with the card, you will start over for several lifetimes, and it will end up being a bad hand.

- It is the character that determines the fate, not the opportunity to start over.

If Qin Qin can figure it out, then it is not too late in this life.

When he and Hua Ling continued to walk towards the racecourse, they suddenly thought, who in the previous life owned the walnut boat exactly like him?

The walnut boat was given to him by Hua Ling, so in the last life, who did Hua Ling give walnuts to? Or whether the craftsman carved the same walnut boat.

Could it be that the craftsman who saved her?

Shen Laibao couldn't think of it, but even if he thought of it, he felt that it was still not good to say, otherwise if Qin Qin clinged to that person again, it would be a bad thing.

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When Qin Qin ran to Hua's house, his steps slowed down again.

Her heart was beating so hard that she was determined to reconcile with the flowers?

But why do you feel unhappy?

She shouldn't have any feelings for Hana, does she? When I married him, I was only forced by my mother and stimulated by Shen Laibao and Hua Ling.

She walked into the flower house in a daze and walked to the door. The bags for tomorrow's departure have been packed, and the flowers are not in the house. She was thinking about where he had gone, and what she was going to say to him, when there was a person behind her, "What are you doing standing here?" ”

Qin Qin suddenly came back to his senses and looked back at him. Hua Xu had already passed her and entered the house.

She walked inside, and Hua Xu turned back and closed the door. When he came back, his face was pale and even a little indifferent, "I know you went to find Shen Laibao, you were not happy all day yesterday." Although I helped my mother take care of the mansion, I could see it. ”

"Not anymore."

Hua Xu was silent, "I'm going back to the yamen tomorrow, I used to forcibly take you away, but this time you can choose not to go." ”

If you don't leave, you are leaving, she can hear this meaning. Hua Xu didn't want to leave, but this situation made him uncomfortable, and sometimes even angry. But Shen Laibao is his brother-in-law, the husband of his little sister, how can he hate him. What's more, it's not Shen Laibao who is wrong, it's Qin Qin.

Rather than embarrassing everyone, it is better to cut the mess.

Qin Qin was stunned, and suddenly began to sort out the events of the past twenty years.

The benefactor can't be found, so what should she do in this life?

She suddenly thought that in fact, before Shen Laibao appeared, she had always planned for this life, such as looking for her uncle and entering the academy, and she had also thought about working harder and taking the female official exam, so that she could completely get rid of her parents, and she would no longer have to be sold to butchers at will.

Later, Shen Laibao appeared.

She saw the walnut boat, and also saw the flower bell beside Shen Laibao, so bright and optimistic, always happy. So overnight, all the unwillingness and jealousy struck, completely disrupting the track of her life.

One wrong step, one wrong step, so we came to today's situation.

If Hua Xu hadn't married her at the beginning, maybe she would have died now.

So speaking of which, the person who owns the walnut boat is her benefactor in the previous life, but after all, he is just passing by, so that she can taste a little warmth in the miserable last life. But the flowers in this life continue to her, isn't she also a benefactor? Where is the kindness he gave her?

After letting go of her obsession, Qin Qin remembered more clearly what Hua Xu had done for her.

Thinking of this, I realized that she had always known, but she didn't want to see it and didn't want to admit it.

Since you care, it's not just in your eyes, but also in your heart. Qin Qin suddenly opened, and the whole life path seemed to be clear again.

She actually likes flowers, too.

Seeing that she didn't answer, Hua Xu's heart was cold, "Qinqin." ”

"I'll go with you." Qin Qin looked at him as if he was looking at him seriously for the first time, "Wherever you go in the future, I will go too." ”

Hua Xu was stunned, thinking that she was talking nonsense, but her eyes were already different. It's no longer so lifeless, just as tough and energetic as when he first met her, which is what he liked her in the first place.

He still couldn't believe it, and for some reason she suddenly changed, "Are you serious?" ”

"Hmm." Qin Qin nodded, and the whole person seemed to come alive.

Hua Xu also nodded, he still didn't dare to believe her easily, the more he expected, the more disappointed he was, it was better not to have expectations from the beginning, maybe it was the best.

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Early the next morning, Hua Xu and Qin Qin went back to the yamen. Shen Laibao and Hua Ling also came to see each other, originally Hua Ling was still hesitating to let him go, if he didn't go, his father and mother would definitely say, after all, the eldest brother was not free to come back once a year, just like the second brother, he wanted to come back, but the military camp was not easy to release, and even she couldn't go home when she got married. The eldest brother is also an official of the imperial court, and he can't go home often when he is busy, so it is necessary to see him off.

Shen Laibao said, "It's okay, I made it clear to Qin Qin yesterday." ”

"Her temper was too twisted, and she made it clear at the time that she might have changed her mind one night later." Hua Ling didn't know what they said yesterday, but she guessed according to habit, Qin Qin shouldn't be able to be explained in a few words.

I hope she can restrain herself a little and not make her brother sad.

When Shen Laibao and Hua Ling went out, Hua Xu and Qin Qin were already standing in front of the carriage.

When Qin Qin saw Shen Laibao come out, he was still in a trance for a moment, but his eyes were no longer so intense. There was even some gratitude, gratitude for reminding himself - to start over, not to repeat the mistakes of the past.

Shen Laibao saw her bright eyes, and then he firmly believed that she had figured it out, nodded at her slightly, and stood beside the Hua family's father and mother with Hua Ling to say goodbye to them.

The most nervous thing is Hua Xu, but seeing Qin Qin's expression, he finally believed her and really let go.

His heart that has been suppressed for many years seems to be let go at this time, and this time when he returns to the yamen, he should be able to live a good life. In the future, I will be able to go home often during the New Year's holidays.

The two got into the carriage, and Liao was actually relieved, "Qinqin is different from before." ”

Hua Ling also felt that Qin Qin had completely changed, and when she went back, she would ask Shen Laibao what she told her yesterday. Only then did she remember, hugged her mother's hand and said, "Mother, today is the day to go back, let me go home directly, and we can have breakfast together." ”

Liao sneered, "You still have to follow the rules, and when you come in from the main gate with Noble Treasure, where is there such a way to follow back to your mother's house." ”

Hua Ling pouted, "The rules are really troublesome." ”

"Mother, this is for your own good."

"Bell Bell knows." Hua Ling couldn't, so she had to hug Shen Laibao's arm instead, okay, go home first, then come out together, and then go back to her parents' house.

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The place where Hua continued to serve is quite far away from Mingzhou, but it is also a rich place, and he will be sentenced for two years, and next year, he will be able to be transferred to other places. When the time comes, he wants to go closer to home, so that he can go back often.

Just thinking about it, Qin Qin suddenly handed him water. He was slightly stunned, he was still very unfamiliar with her like this, but even if she was unfamiliar, it was better than before. He'll always get used to it, and from now on, everything will be different.

He reached out to get the tea, but before he could grab the bamboo tube containing the water, suddenly the horse let out a long howl, and he was very alarmed. He immediately lifted the curtain of the car and looked out, and then saw a large number of people dressed as bandits rushing here.

He was stunned, and pushed Qin Qin, who was about to lean in, back to the carriage, with a cold face, "Don't come out, hide inside." ”

Qin Qin was stunned, and then saw him take the sword on the wall of the carriage and jump out of the carriage. She reached out to grab him, but she didn't catch anything.

Like a cloud of smoke, it dispersed with the wind.

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It is colder than early winter.

The next person went into the house in the middle of the night and lit the stove, and Hua Ling slept until the second half of the night and felt hot and kicked the quilt. Shen Laibao was kicked by her and woke up, but the others were still asleep, and they didn't know that they had accidentally injured others.

It turns out that she is a dishonest little flower who sleeps like this......

Shen Laibao was sleepy and wanted to laugh, yawned and turned around, lifted the quilt, and covered her belly.

But after a while, Hua Ling grabbed it again and lifted the quilt he covered. Shen Laibao leaned over and took the quilt back, holding her tightly, the dishonest little flower, she had to find a rope to tie her in the future.

This time, the flower bell stopped moving, and he still slept soundly in his arms. Shen Laibao hugged her and kissed her on the forehead again.

This kiss, Hua Ling woke up.

"Brother Noble, you kiss me secretly." Hua Ling muttered, and the tone of the voice that didn't wake up was soft and soft, and she was very aggrieved.

Shen Laibao kissed her generously again, "It's not a kiss now." ”

Hua Ling suddenly smiled, "Why are you such a scoundrel." She stretched, "It's not you who woke me up, it's the hour." ”

Outside the window, it was dark, and it was almost dawn again. Shen Laibao said, "Sleep a little longer." ”

"I went to bed early last night, and now I sleep well."

Although she is a newlywed Yan'er, she always has time to rest, so she went to bed very early last night and woke up very early.

She was thinking that she would have to lie down for another hour, when she felt a hand wander on her back, scratching her everywhere. opened his mouth and bit his chest, and as soon as he took a bite, he was reflexively pressed down, and his hand had already swam up from his waist, and she was instantly soft when he held her.

"Knock knock."

The knock on the door was eager, and the interest of both of them was immediately suppressed. Knocking on the door before dawn was a surprise to the two of them, but the matter should be urgent.

Shen Laibao turned over and didn't forget to cover her with a quilt, and then went out.

As soon as the door opened, there were people from the Hua family standing in front of the door.

When the subordinate spoke, even his lips and teeth were trembling, "Uncle, is my young lady here?" ”

Hua Ling came out with his clothes on when he heard the sound, and when he saw that his face was pale, his heart sank, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Big young master, something happened to him!"

Hua Ling was stunned, my brother only went to work the day before yesterday, what happened?

Shen Laibao frowned and asked urgently, "What's wrong?" Where is he now? ”

The subordinate suddenly cried, "At home." ”

As soon as he cried, Hua Ling could barely stand. The descendants of the Hua family have been carefully selected by their parents, and they will never panic if they don't encounter any major events.

Shen Laibao helped her and said, "We'll come", then closed the door and went to find her clothes.

Hua Ling bit her lower lip and tried her best to calm down. Put on your clothes, even grab your long hair, and run to your mother's house.

At this time, the Shen family had not yet gotten up, only the subordinates guarding the door were alarmed just now, and when Shen Laibao and Hua Ling ran out in a hurry, it was the Hua family who went there. He rolled his eyes, felt something different, and hurriedly reported to the old lady.

As soon as Hua Ling entered the house, she saw that everyone was bitter, and she was about to walk to the front of the lobby, but suddenly she couldn't take a step.

The sky is dark, there is no rising sun, there is no glow, and a touch of bright color hidden in the mountains cannot illuminate the whole world.

Hua Ling's heart was also drowsy, she walked forward step by step, heard the cry of her mother, and heard the cry of the maid woman. She suddenly didn't dare to leave, and looked at others in a panic, wanting to get an affirmation from him - nothing, don't be afraid.

But Shen Laibao's face sank, and he didn't give her a reassuring answer.

Hua Ling suddenly collapsed.

She took a step back, and Shen Laibao pulled her back, "Xiaohua." ”

Hua Ling almost pleaded, "You go in first, you go in first." ”

Shen Laibao motioned for Mama Ge to pick her up, and then walked inside.

Hua Ling just watched him go inside, and his figure became longer and longer. At this distance, she could see a little bit of the situation in the lobby, her father and mother were there, and Qin Qin.

But she didn't see her brother.

It took a long time for Shen Laibao to come out, and when he walked towards her, even she felt that the atmosphere was stagnant, and she felt that she couldn't breathe.

Shen Laibao slowly walked in front of her, did not speak first, but hugged her first, "Your brother...... Let's go. ”

Hua Ling's eyes widened, trying to break free from him, but he was tightly hugged by him, and she couldn't break free at all. She wanted to scold him, why should she curse her brother. She wanted to hit him, why would she say such a thing.

But he hugged her tightly and didn't let go no matter how hard she beat her. Hua Ling lost her strength in an instant, her body was soft in his arms, and she cried like her mother in the lobby, crying to the point of almost fainting.

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The flower continues to die.

On the way to the post, he encountered bandits, most of the family members were killed and injured, and Hua Xu also died.

The mourners have left, Hua Xu has also been buried, and the Hua family is shrouded in haze, and no one has spoken for several days.

Even Hua Pingsheng seems to have aged ten years.

Hua Ling accompanies her mother at home, as if she is in a different world. The Shen family didn't urge her to come back, and asked Shen Laibao to accompany her more. It's just that without a son, no matter how many people accompany you, it's useless.

Liao, who hadn't slept well for almost seven days, sent his son to be buried today, and suddenly felt tired when he watched the handful of loess fall.

When she got home, she said she wanted to sleep, so she lay down on the bed and closed her eyes and slept. Four hours have passed since this sleep, and Hua Ling is a little worried that her mother will be stimulated too much, and she will sleep for so long, but she is a little worried.

When she came out of the room, she saw her father and her husband standing at the door, as if they had been waiting for a long time.

Hua Pingsheng turned around when he heard the voice, his voice hoarse, "Your mother is still sleeping?" ”

"Hmm. I've been asleep for a long time, do you want to wake up my mother? ”

Hua Pingsheng shook his head, "Let her sleep, it's a good thing to be able to sleep." Lingling, go see your sister-in-law. ”

Hua Ling nodded, and her eyes were red at the end, "When will the second brother come back?" ”

"It's coming, it will take half a month to rush back from there."

Hua Ling was in a trance, it turned out that it had not been even half a month since the death of his eldest brother.

She was a little reluctant to go to the eldest brother's room, for fear that her heart would be even more uncomfortable. She thought of Qin Qin again, she thought that she had no feelings for her eldest brother and would not be more sad than them. But she could see that she was no better than them.

So as soon as her father said that she should go and see Qin Qin, she immediately went over.

Hua Xu's house is very well lit, because he loves to read, so he specially chose a bright room. This will bring the bell in, and the room will be just as bright. It's just that the house is deserted and not popular. Where the sun shines, there are dust particles flying, making it seem that there is no one living here.

But Qin Qin sat in the room, like a delicate wood carver.

She slowly walked into the house, and Shen Laibao was waiting for her outside. The Hua family is the family he envies the most, but now it is shattered, and this wound can only be healed by time. But for Qin Qin...... He felt that the wound might not heal.

Qin Qin heard footsteps and looked up, saw that it was a flower bell, and said for a long time, "You're here, drink tea." ”

She brought the teapot to pour her tea, but her hands were shaking. Hua Ling's heart shook and pressed the teapot down. Looking at her like this, she felt ridiculous for a moment, and trembled, "When my brother was alive, you didn't treat him better, but now you pretend to be affectionate!" ”

She suddenly asked loudly, and even Shen Laibao was surprised.

Qin Qin withdrew his hand suddenly, sat still and did not speak.

Hua Ling's tears burst out of her eyes again, "My brother didn't have to go so far to be an official, he went there to make your life more comfortable and to make you find an excuse to go home less." If it's not ......"

"Little Flower!" Shen Laibao stepped forward and motioned to her not to say those words, there were no more people, so what was the use of saying this. He knew she was uncomfortable, but now was not the time to say it.

Hua Ling also knew that she shouldn't say it, but she hated Qin Qin in her heart, if they were husband and wife, then no matter what happened, she wouldn't blame Qin Qin. But that's not the case, so she hated her, hated her so much.

Qin Qin sat in a daze and didn't speak, even if she beat and scolded her, she wouldn't fight back.

She hoped that Hua Ling would give her a few slaps so that she could come to her senses.

Hua Ling was already out of control, trembling with anger. Shen Laibao almost dragged her away, this place has already touched Hua Ling's most resentful heart, and if she stays any longer, she is afraid that she will tear Qin Qin.

The sound outside the door fell, and the footsteps were far away.

Qin Qin sat stunned for a long time, the room was getting colder and colder, and she couldn't sit still. Get up and walk outside, go farther, and she should be able to warm up.

She walked through the side door, and no one saw her. She didn't know where to go, she just wanted to find a place to keep warm.

But the more I walked, the colder it became, and it seemed like I had returned to the icy and snowy time of the previous life. Every step was icy, and the snow froze her feet, making her unable to lift them.

But she had to go.

She walked and walked, and then she came to the ruined temple, and she knelt down to dig the land. Her daughter is buried here, not deep, and should be able to dig up soon.

Ten fingers stained the soil and pierced into the flesh, she dug and dig, and suddenly remembered, no, she did not have children in this life, and there was no daughter for her here.

She suddenly smiled, it's good that her daughter didn't suffer all her life.

"Qin Qin."

The voice was heavy, and there was joy, and she trembled. Then I saw an old woman smiling at her, "Hua Xu is finally dead, you quickly take the money and go home, cry a little worse in front of your in-laws, take more money!" ”

Qin Qin looked at her mother in front of her and didn't answer. She remembered that she never appeared in front of her again after she got married, and she never mentioned her, nor did she mention Hua Xu. Now as soon as Hua Xu is gone, she is here.

Mother Qin scolded and scolded, "I thought that marrying you into the Hua family would be of great benefit, but who wants to marry you into the Hua family, but who wants to spend money on you for nothing, and after giving the dowry, he will never give me a single money." He also threatened me not to let me go to you, and now he is finally damned! ”

With that, she burst out laughing.

Qin Qin's eyes widened, and she reached out and grabbed a stone on the ground and smashed it at her head.

After a few days of sleeplessness, eating or drinking, Qin Qin lost his strength in his hands, and the stone was smashed crookedly and knocked on Qin's mother's shoulder.

Mother Qin jumped up in pain and scolded, "You rebel! If you want to kill your mother, you will suffer retribution just like Hua Xu! ”

Qin Qin also stood up and hissed, "Yes, I will be retributed, I have already been retributed!" Coming out of your belly is a great retribution! When I was in my mother's womb, I should have killed myself by biting my tongue, killing myself, and hurting you to death! ”

Mother Qin had never seen her go crazy, and she regressed for a while. Qin Qin's throat was about to tear, "I won't kill you, people like you, death is liberation, I'll let you live, just live like this for the rest of your life!" ”

Qin Mu was stunned and scolded angrily, "I will haunt you even if I die!" ”

Qin Qin smiled suddenly, ignored her, turned around and ran away. He staggered and staggered, and his mother's resentful curses were behind him.

She kept running, and when she ran out of the suburbs, she saw a big river.

The river is turbulent all the year round, and it is bottomless, Qin Qin ran all the way, only to feel cold all around. She knelt on the shore, buried in her palms, and almost cried bloody tears.

The bloody tears soaked the things in her hands, and if the palm was a river, then the walnut boat in her palm seemed to be able to sail.

It was a very complete walnut ship, exactly like what she had seen in her previous life.

This is what she saw when she was packing up the relics of the flowers.

Qin Qin held the walnut boat tightly in his hand, and his whole body was trembling.

One wrong step, one wrong step, and when she wanted to turn back, she was wrong again.

If she didn't agree to accompany him back to the Yamen, then even if she ran into a bandit on the road, with his skills, she would be able to escape.

But he didn't go, he kept out of the carriage, scared the bandits, and finally fled. But he was also badly wounded, and when she came back from looking for herbs, he was already dead.

Qin Qin was still holding the walnut boat tightly, would God have mercy again and let her start over again.

If she had, she would never repeat the same mistakes in that life. She just wants to save Hua Xu, even if it is to exchange her life for his, she is willing.

But where is there such a good thing?

All that is left is endless remorse.

The fisherman, who had returned in the evening, passed by and saw a girl in white kneeling on the shore, but she did not know what she was doing. I felt uneasy, and I was about to pass by, when I saw her jump into the river, and her figure was instantly submerged. He was so frightened that he hurriedly jumped into the water to save him. There is nothing to catch in this river, and those who cannot swim are almost certain to die.

But the river was fast, and by the time he had swam past, the girl was gone.

Only the river that still flows eagerly, with no end in sight. Reflecting the long sunset, the glow is all over the place, and it seems that there is finally a little warmth. 166 Reading Network