Chapter 506: Inappropriate Feelings

Li Junhao was still bitter about his love, and after picking up and putting down the mobile phone several times, it rang.

An indescribable excitement made him feel that the caller would not be anyone else except his beloved Li Xiaoxue, so he panicked, and when he picked up his mobile phone to look, he was covered in ice water, and he felt cold.

There is only one word "Mom" displayed on the mobile phone screen.

The call was from Li's mother.

Since he resolutely chose to study photography abroad, Li's mother's calls rarely reach his mobile phone. At this time, he called, and I don't know if it was with the so-called sixth sense, he felt that this phone call was very good, and it was related to his feelings.

He really didn't want to answer Li's mother's call. Except for Li Xiaoxue, he didn't even want to communicate with anyone anymore.

In his current world, there are only two people, him and Li Xiaoxue. can really circle his piece of heaven and earth in this mortal dust, and in this heaven and earth, there is only his love.

But there is no pure land in this world that he wants, not an inch.

Li's mother's phone call broke his dream and pulled him back to reality.

He couldn't help but answer Li's mother's call, he was afraid that there was something else important on Li's mother's phone.

There is no special situation, Mother Li really won't make this call.

Perhaps because of their profession, Li's mother and Li's father are unusually rigorous in their lives, and their words are particularly solemn.

The greetings on the phone are worthless to this couple who have been in a lawsuit for half their lives.

Especially after being completely disappointed in Li Junhao's choice of career, they really disdain to communicate with this unscrupulous person on non-principled issues.

Li Junhao picked up Li's mother's phone, and heard Li's mother's stiff and impatient voice: "Where are you?" ”

"Outside." Li Junhao replied simply, without the slightest hint of emotion.

"With whom?"

"Just yourself."

"Just yourself?"

"Just yourself."

There was silence for nearly half a minute, as if it were a psychological confrontation.

"You have time, go home." Mother Li said to Li Junhao in the tone of her parents again.

Li Junhao reluctantly asked, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"There has to be something for you to go back to this house?"

"If nothing happens, I may not be able to go back these days."

"Why? Are you busy over there? ”

"Yes."

"Busy with what?"

"I'm just starting to get started. This is a very critical time for me. ”

"Are you talking about your photography?"

"Yes."

"Isn't it?"

"Mom, I don't ask you to help me in my career, I just hope you don't do what you used to be. I'm not a kid anymore and I can take responsibility for my choices. ”

"It's true that you're already an adult, but you do everything like a child."

"I really don't understand what you mean."

"I've told you enough today. It's okay if you don't want to go home, after all, as you said yourself, you're already an adult. As a mother, I just want to ask you one more question, have you had a girlfriend? ”

"Who did you listen to?" Li Junhao asked, in fact, he also thought of Hu Bin.

"All you have to do is answer my question."

"Nope."

"No?"

"Not really!" Li Junhao was in pain, "I want to have it too!" ”

"Isn't that right?"

"If you have to say that, Mom, I'm sorry, I really don't have anything to say."

"I am your mother, and I have the power and obligation to be responsible for your feelings."

"If I were still a junior high school student, I would be able to understand your words, but I'm so old, can't I be the master of my feelings?"

"Your biggest problem is that you've always been bent on your way. Since you were a child, you didn't listen to us, and you have ruined your own future, and now, I may not be able to convince you, but it is also a major event related to your life, as a parent, I can't stand idly by. ”

"Mom," Li Junhao was helpless, "what did he tell you?" ”

"Who are you talking about?"

"Mom!"

"He's your uncle! When did you learn like this, neither old nor young? ”

"What kind of uncle is he? What he's been doing all day, Mom, you don't know. How can you believe his words? ”

"Bastard! Is there anyone like you who speak? With your current attitude, your emotional choices are really worrying! ”

"Mom, I beg you. Let me make up my own mind. ”

"Do you have your own idea? You should know that marriage is the union of two families. Your future doesn't just affect you. ”

"Mom, what do you mean, what bad influence have I had on our family?"

"I didn't say that. I mean, you should refer to our opinion emotionally. Our main thing, too, is for your own good. You have always acted irrationally, and in the face of love, it is easier to blind the person concerned, and we need to give you such a pass. ”

"What I found was definitely someone who deserved my love."

"What I know, it's not like that."

"What do you know? Can you get any reliable information from his mouth? ”

"She grew up in a single-parent family, right? She also had at least two boyfriends before and had a history of living together, right? Even now, she hasn't completely broken off from her previous relationship, right? ”

"You don't know what's going on!"

"I don't need to know anything more! That's all there is to it! How do you let us accept such a girl? ”

"Mom, I'm ......"

"I'm a model and an actor, and I don't have any prejudice against these professions, it's just that a family like ours can keep people's homes?"

"Mom, you really don't know her. She's really a very, very kind girl. ”

"I just look at the hardware, and that's enough. These are enough to decide everything about her. ”

"Mom, my attitude, I already understand. And I'm definitely not going to give up. ”

"You have to give up."

"Why?"

"I don't want to repeat what I've said. Such a girl is not suitable for you at all, not suitable for our family. ”

Li Junhao was heartbroken again, and said sadly: "If it is not suitable for our family, it may be me." ”

"What are you talking about?"

"Sincerely. From childhood to adulthood, everything I have been arranged by you. I also know that you are all for my good, but what you arranged for me is really not the life I want. ”

"Life is not about how you want it to be. If you don't understand this, it just means that you are not mature enough. Are you so naΓ―ve that you say you can take responsibility for your choices? ”

"Mom, don't try to convince me in this matter."

"I know your temper too. You are like this, you have had a very strong rebellious heart since you were a child. The more I talk about you, the more you come in reverse. I have worked hard with your father for so many years, in order to create a good foundation for you, as many people say now, so that you can struggle for a few less years. But you, you don't listen to us in life or death, you have to do your photography. We also said that you can take this photography as your amateur, but if you don't do it, you must take your own path so narrow and difficult. As the saying goes, men are afraid of choosing the wrong line, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong man. There are two major events in life, career and family. Your career has overshadowed you, do you still want your family to be a mess too? In that case, your dad and I will put all the effort into you, and you have to think about your own future life, right? ”

"Mom, count me as unfilial. If you really can't do it, you should not have my son. I really, really have to decide for myself when it comes to my feelings. When Li Junhao said this, he couldn't help it, and he burst into tears.

"She's going to hurt you."

"If it's true, I'm willing."

"What are you doing here?"

"It's very simple, it's for this heart of mine."

"You're only for your heart, have you ever thought about my heart and your father's heart? We are just one of you, and all our hopes are pinned on you. We don't ask you to do something for us, at least, to give us some peace of mind, can't we? ”

"Mom, I know I've disappointed you. You have also repeatedly said how hard and miserable I am now. In fact, Mom, you and Dad will never understand that not only am I not difficult or bitter, but I am very fulfilled and happy. The mental joy of wandering in the world of photography is something that you and your dad will never understand. And if I follow your arrangement and step on the right track of your so-called life, even if everything is safe for me, my heart will be empty and painful. That's true for career, and so is family. What you mean, I understand, at least, is that you want me to find the right person. The door is right, but it is not worrying that it cannot be found, but the door is also right, and the household is right, and it is not emotionally matched, is it okay? Or, you will tell me that feelings can be cultivated slowly, but what I want is really not a little bit of feelings. The relationship I want, not to mention the same as fire, must be boiling if water is the same. And what is the feeling that is cultivated little by little? At best, it's just lukewarm water. I'd rather not have such a warm feeling. ”

"Why can't you turn this corner? When you were studying, it was forgivable to say such a thing, you are already at this age, and in the past, you had to stand up and live a life, how could you still have such a child's thoughts? ”

"That's where you'll never understand me. That's why I can't agree with you on many things. You always treat me as a child, and you always want me to follow your arrangement, which is the only feasible way. ”

"Why aren't other people's children like you?"

"Other people's parents are not as plain as yours."

"I'm not going to watch you go on like this, as long as I'm still alive for a day."

"If you even know anything real about her, I think you'll change your mind."

"If there's nothing wrong with what I've just said, I don't think there's any need for me to know more about her. You will definitely stick to yours, and I will not make any concessions. You only think about your mood at this moment, but I am responsible for your life. ”

"Mom! I ...... "Li Junhao had to defend his feelings again, and found that Li's mother had already hung up the phone."