266 The Soul Returns
Unlike the salty and bitter tears on his face, Josh's lips were warm and soft, with a faint fragrance, Zhong Zizhen wrapped his arms around Josh's shoulders, kissed Josh softly on his lips, and passed on everything that could not be conveyed in words to Josh through more concrete actions.
There is no need to blame yourself anymore, it will be heart-wrenching.
There is no one in this world who is infallible, recognize mistakes, admit mistakes and correct them, don't be bound by past mistakes, lose the courage and ability to move forward, and put all the responsibility on that thin shoulder, one day you will not be able to bear it.
Don't be afraid Josh, you're not alone, you still have me.
All the softness of the heart is transmitted to Josh through this gentle kiss, Like the winter sun melts the ice and snow, like the warm spring breeze blowing the flowers, Don't be afraid, Don't tremble anymore Josh. The persistence of walking alone in the darkness will always usher in the dawn and dispel all darkness.
Under Zhong Zizhen's comfort, Josh's stiff body began to warm up, the beautiful eyes closed gently, the corners of the eyes with tears seemed to glow, and the whole person relaxed like a loose bow and arrow, and was in danger of breaking down with no more touch.
Josh's tears flashed before closing his eyes, and between his clear eyes, he saw the emotions of relief and gratitude and joy clearly, he understood that this kiss should be over, and the kiss with a soothing meaning was like this, this kiss had completed its mission and received perfect results.
It's just that...... Consciousness is like being pulled by a large invisible hand, controlling his head, still hanging low; Manipulating his lips, still pressed against Josh's lips; Steering his hands, he hugged Josh more gently; The will that governs him simply cannot be kept away. Zhong Zizhen's heart seemed to be filled with a lot of marshmallows, stuffed to the brim, and the light and fluttering were full of warm sweetness.
The gap between him and Josh has long since disappeared, so why can't he show his feelings? If you miss it once, you have to miss it again? He has the right to express his feelings, he likes Josh, go further, you can always hug this person, and give Josh double the love that Josh lacked after growing up.
Zhong Zizhen knows that the name of this big hand is called reluctance, longing, and longing.
Josh's lips have a magical power that makes people intoxicated...... So relaxed, can't stop, more intimate, more in-depth contact. Zhong Zizhen put one hand on the back of Josh's head, squinted slightly at Josh's obedient eyelashes, lay on Josh's eyelids, moved in his heart and obeyed his wishes, the lips that were about to leave were pressed up again, and the place of contact passed through the numbness like an electric shock, the tip of the tongue poked out of his mouth, and flexibly slid into Josh's lips along the lip gap, traced the neatly arranged teeth, easily found the defenseless gap, and skillfully supported it and drilled into Josh's mouth.
At this moment, everything was silent, everything around him was quiet, even time stood still, Zhong Zizhen seemed to hear the delicate and subtle sound of seeds breaking their skins, and quickly grew and hung beautiful flower bones, and then he touched it lightly, and it bloomed with a bang.
It's so sweet and fragrant.
Zhong Zizhen is like falling into a dream, as if stepping on soft clouds, everything needs to be extremely gentle, even the heart that has been trained like steel in the last days can't resist. Like a child who finds a treasure in a treasure hunt, he dances around the treasure chest with joy, carefully touches every corner of the treasure chest, opens the treasure box with great anticipation, and takes out his own secret treasure with joy. The tip of the tongue licked the roof of the mouth, swept each tooth, circled around another soft tongue, snatched the sweet liquid from the other person's mouth, and swallowed it all.
The deep kiss of intersecting breaths and tenderness seems to continue the meaning of soothing, but it goes beyond the scope of soothing.
By the end of the kiss, Josh's lips were already a little red, but not swollen. Kneeling motionless in the waterhole, his eyes were almost completely stunned, and his dazed look made Zhong Zizhen look at it and couldn't help but smile, Josh is really cute, isn't it? What I saw in my eyes and what I thought in my heart, I was finally able to reach an honest agreement and not make any more mistakes. Zhong Zizhen stroked the hair around Josh's ear behind his ear, his thumb spread on Josh's face, and there was a smile in his voice, "So surprised?" ”
Josh had already laid down the past in front of him, and now it was his turn to take a stand.
Josh ...... You have to forgive me too. "Forgive me for my stupidity, I have been staring at the ridiculous past and hatred, refusing to face up to your efforts, refusing to admit my own intentions, and making a big mistake, Zhong Zizhen looked at Josh, took his hand and held it tightly, and made a gentle decision, "Let him pass the past things, and all the mistakes will be turned over here." ”
Doubts flashed in Josh's eyes, and after hesitating for a moment, he nodded firmly. Although there are still many problems ahead, he already knows that just running away will never solve the problem.
"Good." Zhong Zizhen smiled, how could Josh, who was not very sober, be so cute? But it's better this way, Josh, who was too restrained before, is always slippery, and people have nowhere to start, he understands Josh's doubts. Picking up Josh's hand and putting it on his face, Zhong Zizhen raised his eyes, "I've always been sorry...... I don't want to, and I don't want to admit that I like you. ”
Zhong Zizhen weaved a net with a gentle gaze, looked at Josh gently and smilingly, and answered the questions in Josh's heart...... That's right, it's a kiss, a deep kiss between lovers and people.
Josh's eyes widened for a moment, his hand shook like an electric shock, Zhong Zizhen didn't force it, let Josh withdraw his hand, and fell into the water because of too much force and his own posture, covering his mouth and nose with his hands together, his surprise was beyond words.
Surprised, how can you not be surprised? After all, for him, the word like has been fermented for seven years, and for Josh, it is just an abrupt change, besides, he has always been very defensive of Josh, and now this can be described as a big change in attitude, and surprise is the normal reaction.
But...... Zhong Zizhen frowned, there was an inexplicable sense of urgency in his heart, which made him nervous for no reason, knowing that the best way was to let Josh slow down first and slowly develop his feelings, but the feeling of someone chasing after him made him want to speed up his pace......
Zhong Zizhen stood up, looked at Josh with his knees propped up, and smiled, "How is it?" Do I have a chance if I don't think about it? ”
Josh came to his senses for a while, and when he heard Zhong Zizhen's inquiry, he clenched his fists and replied softly, "This...... I never thought about it......" At last he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only keep his mouth shut and look at the surface of the water.
Another breeze came, Josh shivered in a small arc, the power of the sun was not strong, he was only wearing a pair of knee-high white loose shorts, soaked in the water for a long time, already felt a little cold.
Zhong Zizhen sighed, he knew that he was a little scared of Josh, and his heart hurt a little...... No one doesn't expect to be loved, and when there is anticipation, there is a vision for the future, and Josh said "never thought about it", which means that Josh never imagined what kind of person he would be with in the future...... More precisely, judging by Josh's notes, he doesn't even feel like he's going to be able to have a future.
He left Josh at a loss. Zhong Zizhen found that after reading Josh's diary, he understood Josh to a certain extent, and Josh's silence and restraint that concealed everything were not difficult to read at all.
"You're cold, aren't you? I'll take you to the house, you can take care of yourself," stretching out his hand, Zhong Zizhen picked up Josh and walked towards the path, covering the previous topic, without looking back, his voice did not change at all, "I believe you also have a lot of doubts, I will tell you slowly in a while." ”
Josh followed Zhong Zizhen, and after finding that he really didn't seem to mind, he put his mind at ease, and after walking through the winding path, a small wooden house appeared in front of him, the cabin was not large, only one floor with an attic, blocked by the tall and dense trees around him, no wonder he couldn't see in the pool.
Under the leadership of Zhong Zizhen, Josh washed his dirty feet with water, put on his clothes, and only then did he figure everything out under Zhong Zizhen's narration - the existence of space, the magic of spring water, and what is even more shocking is that it has been seven years since the year he "died".
Josh inevitably had a feeling in his heart that he had gone by, and he didn't know ...... What happened to Zhong Liwu and Du Yiming. Josh's eyes were a little gloomy, he was forced to die like that in the first place, hoping that the two of them would not be sad for him, or would they have forgotten about him.
Zhong Zizhen's eyes flashed with a touch of complexity, and finally coughed softly, and said, "You also know the situation, I don't know if you can come in after you go out, so for the time being, I have to trouble you to stay in the space and help me do production activities or something." ”
The scale of the base has long been formed, once Josh is taken out of the space but can no longer enter the space, how to explain to the outside world that a person suddenly appeared or someone who did not register in the city? So it also needs to be fully prepared. When Josh heard Zhong Zizhen say this, he immediately raised his head and smiled, "I understand, you can rest assured that you will leave it to me here." I'm fine. ”
Nodding, Zhong Zizhen got up, "I've been in the space for a long time this time, I'm going out too, I'll try to see if I can communicate with you outside." There are no other creatures in the space, and the clearing around this forest is a supply area, and I remember receiving some books at the beginning, so you can pass the time...... Thank you for your hard work. ”
Josh quickly shook his head and waved his hand, "I'm nothing, you've worked hard...... Also arrange my affairs. ”
"Hmm." Zhong Zizhen responded, "This is what I should do." Then I'll go first. With that, he turned around, Josh hurriedly called him, and Zhong Zizhen looked back with a puzzled expression.
"That...... Thank you, Brother Zizhen. Josh half-squinted his eyes and showed a smile, Zhong Zizhen turned around almost immediately, just waved his hand and the figure disappeared as if he came, don't show that smile...... I...... Zhong Zizhen hid the obscurity in his eyes, I am not so selfless.
concealed the fact that Yiming remembered the memories of his previous life and knew the truth about his ignorance. If you know, you'd want to meet with them right away or send a message, right? That'...... Won't your resurrection be known?
At least, not yet. At the very least, let me make sure you don't feel anything else about them.
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