31

Falling in love is always easy to make a mess of a young man's life, but Qiao Bai didn't expect that the reason was not from his attitude towards Sun Xiao himself, but from the attitude of the friends around him.

I have to say that Ke Yizhu also likes Xiaoxiao, he didn't believe it when he was killed, and he understood very well that Zhu did that kind of thing just to block himself.

The more unreasonable it is, the more angry it becomes.

Fortunately, Sun Xiao is still a sensible girl, after she heard about the cafeteria incident, she returned the rest of the things to Ke Yizhu very interestingly, and comforted Silly Qiao after school and said, "Don't make trouble, we are good friends."

Qiao Bai walked beside her sullenly: "They all bully me......

Lu Xingchuan didn't go to training because he was worried about him, and he followed not far away, almost laughing when he heard the words.

Although he has never been in a relationship, how can he chase girls like this?

Sure enough, Sun Xiao turned his head to show a helpless expression, looked at Lu Xingchuan's calm eyes, and blushed and looked away.

This small move made Hoshikawa a little uneasy.

Fortunately, the driver of the family came on time and parked the car properly on the side of the road.

He called to Qiao Bai and said, "Let's go, go home and do your homework."

Qiao Bai touched his head: "But I promised Xiaoxiao to go to her house to play games."

"Then ......" Lu Xingchuan was of course uncomfortable in his heart, but he didn't have any special expression: "Do you want to send it to you?"

Qiao Bai shook his head: "It's not far."

"In that case, I'll go to training." Lu Xingchuan smiled reluctantly, and then hid in the car in a sour mood.

He knew very well that there would be more and more such situations in the future, and he had no way or reason to stop it.

A reckless idiot like Ke Yizhu is also rare in the world.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the driver started the car, Sun Xiao patted the glass in the back seat and asked loudly, "Xingchuan, let's play together."

Lu Xingchuan shook his head lightly, waved goodbye to her, and looked at the happy figures of these two cute guys getting farther and farther away, his heart was like being squeezed with lemon juice, and it was so sour that it throbbed.

——

How to deal with the friendship with bamboo, how to let him let go of his knots.

Qiao Bai had no clue about this Yan sù question, and even couldn't help but be annoyed by his own crankiness.

He suddenly received a call from the other party at night, and couldn't help but ask in an unkind tone, "What do you want to do again?"

Ke Yizhu didn't provoke again, but just asked, "Can you come out for a while, I have something to tell you."

Qiao Bai also wanted to explain the contradiction to him, so he agreed depressedly, "Okay, where are you?"

"In that coffee shop at the end of the road from your house." Ke Yizhu's voice was a little tired.

Qiao Bai got up and put on his coat, said hello to his father, and rushed out violently.

——

There weren't many people in the coffee shop at this time, and Ke Yizhu was huddled in the corner of the outdoor sofa, looking pitiful in the cold spring breeze.

Qiao Bai, who had been tortured by him to the point of collapse, approached and questioned without saying a word, "What do you want to tell me, explain your neurological cause?"

Ke Yizhu took off his glasses, so he couldn't see his face clearly, so he regained some of the strength to confess, and said softly: "I hate Lu Xingchuan's appearance, and I hate Sun Xiao's appearance, I hate everyone who is close to you except me, can you understand?"

This made Qiao Bai almost angry, and he poked in his pocket and scolded, "Damn, of course I don't understand, who the can understand?"

Ke Yizhu stood up trembling all over his body as if he was sick, swallowed his saliva, and then said like self-exile, "Because I'm afraid you like them."

Qiao Bai couldn't help it: "I ......"

Ke Yizhu raised his head and interrupted him, "Because I like you."

The cool wind was still blowing, blowing Qiao Bai's dull hair dangling.

Ke Yizhu had already given up on himself at the moment, but he also had the courage to confess: "You are popular, men and women are willing to get close to you and be your friend, and I have only had you since I was a child, I'm sorry Qiao Bai, in fact, I don't treat you as a friend, I ......."

He was only sixteen years old, and he didn't know how to describe his heart.

Qiao Bai's face became ugly: "Are you gay?"

Ke Yizhu didn't dare to look at him for half a second, and nodded into the air.

Before, everyone said how Lu Yuejing was, Qiao Bai didn't react much, but now in the face of his hair and his nonsense, remembering what Ke Yizhu has done over the years, the out-of-control love has completely spread, so much so that he said something that he regretted for many years afterwards: "You are so disgusting."

Fragile self-esteem and repressed love that was on the verge of collapse were all shattered like glass.

Ke Yizhu looked at him stunned, unwilling to accept the resistance and disgust in his eyes, and couldn't help but try to grab his arm as before: "Qiao Bai, I ...... it"

"Don't touch me!" Qiao Bai couldn't help but take a half step back and shouted, "I treat you as a friend, I trust you so much, what are you thinking?"

This reaction was actually similar to what Ke Yizhu expected, he really knew this fool too well.

Qiao Bai felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry in his heart, and suddenly pushed away Ke Yizhu, who was close at hand: "Let's break up!"

——

That night, Lu Xingchuan, who was sitting in the bedroom and listened to all the processes, seemed to be immobilized by magic, and he didn't come to his senses for a long time.

In fact, he had always vaguely felt Ke Yizhu's careful thoughts, but he didn't expect that kid to have such a decisive decision.

Qiao Bai was really unable to hold back before he ran to the Lu family to talk, he had never dealt with emotional matters, not to mention that the other party was both a boy and his good buddy, and the three views were about to be shattered into butterflies: "Xingchuan, what do you say I should do, is the bamboo teasing me?"

Lu Xingchuan felt as if he was being put on the chopping board and chopped one by one, but he couldn't frown at all, and suddenly raised his eyes and looked straight at Silly Qiao: "Do you really dislike boys?"

"I really don't like it, I like women!" Qiao Bai was almost driven to the point of insanity: "I feel a little creepy when I think of bamboo now, what the hell does he think of me!"

Lu Xingchuan laughed in despair: "There's nothing wrong with breaking off friendship, it's already said that for this part, friends don't have to do it."

Qiao Bai was still not the slightest alert, and fell on his bed and sighed: "But I'm uncomfortable, I don't want bamboo to look like that, I still want to be exactly the same as before."

Lu Xingchuan seemed to be a guest, sitting on the edge of the bed and comforting, "This is also something that can't be helped, you didn't do anything wrong."

"Doesn't my usual appearance look like gay?" Qiao Bai suddenly got up nervously and asked.

Lu Xingchuan shook his head.

"yes, I've always liked girls!" Qiao Bai was depressed, and even a little resentful of the bamboo: "He knows but still has to say, if he doesn't say it, we are still friends, do you have to stab me to make him happy?" Can this kind of thing come reluctantly?"

Lu Xingchuan clenched his fists tightly and held back his feelings: "Yes, this is Ke Yizhu's fault."

If he had had a little germ of hope and a charming fantasy before, then all the events of this night had become a fact that God had told him in good faith.

Just like Qiao Bai was confused, not all likes are justified and qualified to get feedback from the other party.

I like you, it's not about you.

Fortunately, he didn't say anything, and seeing Ke Yizhu's death, Xingchuan would not dare to say half a word anymore.

He can't do it at the cost of Qiao Bai's complete disappearance in his own world, and use the friendship he has accumulated on weekdays to blackmail a response to love.

Isn't that foolish?

32

Ke Yizhu's home is very delicate and peaceful, and everyone is very polite, as if they are living a perfect life.

But after being rejected by Qiao Bai, he felt devastated and in hell.

To not deserve the feeling of love is to lose hope.

Early the next morning, Ke's mother called her son to get up as usual, and when she opened the door, she found that he was sitting on the sofa neatly dressed, and couldn't help but smile: "Get up so early?" ”

"Hmm." Ke Yizhu's appearance is normal, and his courage to come out is limited to the silly Qiao opposite.

"Let's go have breakfast, then." Ke's mother never went out to work, and although she was dressed as a noblewoman, she still leaned over to help her son make the bed virtuously.

"Mom." Ke Yizhu suddenly spoke.

Ke's mother tilted her head.

He couldn't figure out what was feeling in his heart: despair, avoidance, or wanting to start over.

But all in all, the irretrievable words still came out: "Before you and my father asked me to go to England to study, I thought about it, I will go." ”

Hearing this, Ke's mother was very happy: "Isn't it willing, how did you figure it out?" ”

"It's not fun to be in the same place for the rest of my life, I should see the world." Ke Yizhu replied.

"That's right, young man." Ke's mother curled the corners of her mouth, thinking about calling her husband quickly.

Ke Yizhu was reluctant to leave, but he didn't have the slightest courage to meet Qiao Bai, so he pretended to urge: "I hope to complete the formalities quickly, thank you, mother." ”

——

is also uncomfortable, as well as Qiao Bai himself.

Although he still didn't realize that he had done anything wrong, he was somehow a little weak-hearted, shrinking his head in school, not playing basketball, not going out between classes, and worrying about running into old friends who he couldn't cope with anymore.

Of course, Lu Xingchuan sees these situations.

A young man who never likes to talk about the rights and wrongs of others, one day he couldn't bear it, and suddenly said: "Ke Yizhu didn't come to school. ”

Qiao Bai, who was lying on the seat, raised his head: "Huh? ”

"He hasn't been to school since that night." Lu Xingchuan added.

Qiao Bai gradually let go of his heart, and then suddenly hung higher: This guy who is often cranky and cautious will not commit suicide, right?!

——

The relationship between childhood and adulthood has made the Ke family familiar to Qiao Bai to the point that it is no different from his own family.

He knew his parents, all the servants, and even the food and toys.

Except for when I had trouble with the bamboo, every time I came, I went in and lay down on the sofa with a big grin, leisurely.

But not anymore, they broke up.

Why do you want to break up the relationship?

- No, I'll get out as soon as I've made sure he's safe!

After Qiao Bai was so entangled, he mustered up the courage to ring the doorbell.

Soon, the housekeeper opened the door himself and looked at him with a smile: "It's Xiao Qiao, come in, I haven't come to find the little master for a long time." ”

Qiao Bai swallowed nervously and stammered, "He, he's okay?" ”

"It's good, I've been preparing to study abroad recently, don't cut off contact with your good friends after they separate." The butler greeted him as he instructed him.

"Study abroad?" Qiao Bai blinked.

The housekeeper was about to explain, but Ke Yizhu's figure had already appeared at the staircase on the second floor, and he shouted in a dumb voice: "Qiao Bai!" ”

Qiao Bai raised his head, suddenly chased after him and asked, "Are you going abroad?" ”

Ke Yizhu lost a lot of weight, his eyes were faintly blue, he turned around and walked to his room: "Hmm." ”

Qiao Bai didn't care about his previous suspicions, and asked after him: "Where are you going, why do you want to study abroad all of a sudden, is it because of me?" ”

Ke Yizhu dragged him into the house violently, gritting his teeth: "You can be louder!" ”

Qiao Bai shut his mouth in disdain, not knowing what to say.

Ke Yizhu leaned against the door and showed a bitter smile: "If I leave, it will be a relief for both of us, anyway, you said that you broke off your relationship, and we won't meet again in the future." ”

Qiao Bai is not a character who is not the same, his anger has disappeared in the past few days, and the rest is more worried: "Zhuzi, can you not be like this, is there anything wrong with us as before?" ”

"How is it the same as before?!" Ke Yizhu looked a little broken, and gradually held his palm: "Besides, in the old days, I had enough of it, and I don't want to pretend to be your good friend anymore!" ”

"We ...... Aren't they really friends? Qiao Bai still couldn't accept it.

"Why don't you understand, I'm good to you because I ......" Ke Yizhu didn't want to say any more, and he didn't want to suffer the tragic nightmare of that night again.

After more than ten years of friendship coming to this point, Qiao Bai was extremely sad, lowered his head and sniffled: "That...... So where do you go to study abroad? ”

"Listen, my affairs and my life in the future have nothing to do with you, don't ask again." Ke Yizhu replied indifferently.

These words made Qiao Bai feel a little depressed while being sad, and replied awkwardly: "Whatever you want!" ”

After that, he was leaving.

Ke Yizhu grabbed his wrist and said in an almost pleading tone, "Can I hug you one last time?" ”

Qiao Bai frowned and looked back, his pretty little face full of wariness.

Ke Yizhu lowered his eyes and said: "I won't go back to Beijing on the plane next Wednesday." ”

Qiao Bai relieved his strength and reluctantly bowed his head.

They have hugged many times before, with the excitement of winning, the pull of fighting, and the reluctance to meet and say goodbye.

But there has never been a hug that makes Qiao Bai so sad.

He felt that Ke Yizhu was restraining his strength, and he was so restrained that his whole body trembled, and he couldn't help whispering: "Don't be like this, find someone who likes you when you get there." ”

Moments later, however, a kiss landed on his lips without warning.

Qiao Bai, who thought that he hadn't kissed anyone else, blew up in an instant, punched him away and said, "What the are you doing?!" ”

Ke Yizhu covered his face and looked at the floor motionlessly.

"You go to die!" Qiao Bai was so angry that he didn't want to think about him anymore, so he slammed the door open and ran away angrily.

Ke Yizhu, who was left in place, slowly squatted on the ground and cried without a trace.

——

Hiding your heart in your stomach has never been Qiao Bai's style.

Fa Xiao's accident this time has really brought too many troubles about cutting and untidying.

When his mother went out shopping on the weekend, he couldn't help but describe the matter to Qiao Feihong depressedly.

Of course, for the sake of my father's heart, the plot of being kissed was removed.

Qiao Feihong is an open-minded man, and after listening calmly, he closed the book and asked his son, "So, what are you depressed about?" ”

"I don't like this, and I don't like boys, so I want the bamboo before." Qiao Bai's attitude is always willful.

"But things have happened, and this is Ke Yizhu's own life, and it has nothing to do with you, so I don't know if you like it or not." Qiao Feihong patiently persuaded: "People's feelings are very complicated, you can control only your own heart, and the rest will come and go with it, just have a clear conscience." ”

Qiao Bai touched his head: "But seeing the bamboo so sad, I feel as if I am sorry for him, obviously I haven't done anything wrong." ”

Qiao Feihong smiled lightly: "Then how can it be called worthy?" Don't be threatened and deceive yourself, and don't lie to others when you know it's not, but you shouldn't say that your friend is disgusting, and you have to apologize to him if you have the chance. ”

Qiao Bai lowered his head as if he didn't understand: "Oh." ”

"We live in this life, there are still many helpless situations, you have to learn to see openly." Qiao Feihong reached out and pinched his son's face, and found that this little meat bun had really grown up, so he patted him on the shoulder and said, "Go ahead, don't think nonsense." ”

In fact, Qiao Bai, who had never been in the world, couldn't understand the truth at all, he raised his head ignorantly and looked into his father's eyes, and suddenly asked, "Dad, what if...... I mean, if I were like Brother Lu and Bamboo, would you still be so good to me? ”

Qiao Feihong is still calm: "How many times has Dad told you that as long as you learn to be the master of your own life, your parents will always be the supporters behind you." ”

Qiao Bai shuddered, and laughed again: "It's still a cute girl." ”

"Write your homework and go ahead." Qiao Feihong rubbed his hair, still treating the young man's feelings as a joke.

"I'm done, I'm going to play with Hoshikawa." Qiao Bai picked up the game handheld as usual and ran out.

Qiao Feihong couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help but sigh slightly.

——

After so many years in the entertainment industry, Fu Yuan knows very well what an idol is, his training of Lu Xingchuan is accurate, and he almost refuses to let go of any detail, he just wants to use the fastest speed to make him the male god of boys and girls' dreams.

But Lu Xingchuan himself sees this very thinly, he only has a successful **, so he always obeys his words.

On this day, Lu Xingchuan was watching the list of movies left by the acting teacher at home, and when he browsed Tsui Hark's old martial arts, he settled down to savor it, if he has a favorite movie star, it should be Lin Qingxia when she was young, she played the undefeated drunk and singing in the East, beautiful and wild, revealing an aura that most people do not have.

Suddenly, the door of the room was pushed open from the outside by Qiao Bai.

Lu Xingchuan was still sitting barefoot on the sofa, quietly casting his gaze.

"Why are you bored in the house?" Qiao Bai jumped to the side like a monkey and chattered about the game he was struggling with.

The music of "A Laugh in the Sea" was still playing on the TV, and the light outside the window flickered on and off because of the clouds drifting by.

It would be nice if time were like this forever.

Lu Xingchuan thought sadly.

"I've been unlucky lately, my first kiss is gone!" Qiao Bai suddenly complained in frustration.

Hearing this, Lu Xingchuan couldn't help frowning.

Qiao Bai told him about the last time he met Ke Yizhu that day, and then said, "Only you and my father know, don't gossip with others." ”

Lu Xingchuan asked softly, "He's gone?" ”

Qiao Bai nodded.

Lu Xingchuan suddenly turned off the TV.

"It's okay to go, I really don't know what to do with bamboo, it's scary." Qiao Bai had obviously decided to put it down because of his father's comfort, and at this time, he continued to play the game.

"Yes, there is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed." Lu Xingchuan smiled.

Qiao Bai looked at him, and suddenly found that Xingchuan had unconsciously changed a lot compared to the way he looked when he first saw him.

He is tall, his shoulders are broad, he is very good at dressing up, his tone is calm, and his expression is difficult to guess.

"Huh?" The fool looked at it, and suddenly crawled up to him and touched his ear: "Why do you have pierced ears?" When was the fight? ”

"I got it while I was taking pictures at the company." The temperature close at hand made Lu Xingchuan a little broken, and he couldn't help but stand up with Qiao Bai's arm, walked Xiaoice the side of the box and found a bottle of ice water and began to drink it.

"Wow, it hurts." Qiao Bai pinched his little ears.

Before Ke Yizhu's incident, Xingchuan believed that he could always be an unknown knight behind his back, guarding Silly Qiao without abandonment, but at this moment he knew very well that he couldn't do it at all, because possessiveness had spread to the blood of his whole body like a virus, whether it was Sun Xiao or any girl, it was even more cold than a blade.

I don't want to look at it anymore, and I don't want to be Ke Yizhu.

Lu Xingchuan, who was sad about the death of the rabbit and the fox, suddenly had the urge to escape, and he really couldn't calm down when he faced Qiao Bai's face every day.