"What's serious, do you miss me?" Wang Ai is still naughty.

There was no sound on the phone for a long time, Wang Ai "hey" a few times into the phone, Lin Xueyu still didn't speak, and then she knew that something must have happened.

"What the hell is wrong, don't stop talking!" Wang Ai began to be a little anxious, his most fearful thing was that he didn't know what kind of fearful thing was about to happen, just like many times it was not the time when he finally knew the consequences that made people scared, but the time when he was waiting for the unknown was the most worrying.

Lin Xueyu didn't know how to tell Wang Ai about this, "Do you know why I didn't follow the team this time?" Wang Ai then remembered, yes, she had come with her before, and she felt that something was wrong.

"Are you sick?" Wang Ai's first thought was whether Lin Xueyu was sick, because he couldn't think of any other reason other than that.

"I'm going abroad." Lin Xueyu's calm words came from the phone, but every word was like a nail, slamming into Wang Ai's heart. When Wang Ai heard Lin Xueyu say that he was going abroad, he didn't react to what he meant, but he suddenly thought of the scene in the field at that time, and disappeared without even saying goodbye. Thinking of this, Lin Xueyu's delicate and lovely face began to appear in Wang Ai's mind constantly, almost every moment worth remembering.

I don't know how long it took, Wang Ai came back to his senses, saw that the phone hadn't hung up yet, and asked, "Have you decided?" ”

In fact, Lin Xueyu has been fighting with her parents at home these days, but Lin Xueyu's parents' temper is the same as Lin Xiangyu's, very **** and arbitrary, the key is that she has no reason not to go, she can't say that the person she likes is in China, so don't go, if Lin Xueyu's parents know that she is already in love, they will definitely be more determined to take her away. In her mother's words, the United States has developed education, there is less competition, and it is easy to be admitted to a prestigious university, Lin Xueyu can only say that she is not familiar with life in other places, and she is afraid that she will not get along with her classmates, etc., but her mother can always say a lot of reasons, what aunt's daughter is in the United States, and she is doing well. Lin Xueyu has been managed by her mother since she was a child, and now she is even more pressed by her mother and dare not resist.

Lin Xueyu really wanted to tell Wang Ai that she had tried her best to fight for her parents, but what else could she do? Hunger strike or running away from home? For a girl who has been strictly upheld since she was a child, and now she is still underage, these are too far away and too reluctant. But Lin Xueyu had these thoughts in her heart, because for a girl who has just fallen in love and sees love as a moth to the fire, who doesn't want to fall in love vigorously? It doesn't matter what kind of royal power, wealth, precepts and rules, even if he goes to the soup and fire! But people don't live only for themselves, do they? We have been expected by all kinds since we were children, and if there are expectations, there are requirements, and there are constraints, so we can't do what we want to do the most, so we have to be arranged by our parents to walk on the route designated by others like marionettes. Parents only care about whether we can reach the so-called peak of life, but they don't care about our joys and sorrows, but what can we do, after all, they are our parents, especially for a girl who has only obeyed her parents' words since she was a child, Lin Xueyu has done enough.

These Wang Ai actually understand, but they can't accept it for a while, it's like everyone will die, but when death comes suddenly, who can look at the clouds in the sky? We will only be annoyed, we will only be unwilling, but we will never say that I have cherished and enjoyed the process. This is true of life, and so should it be of love.

When Lin Xueyu heard Wang Ai ask her if she had decided, she cried and didn't make a sound. He didn't shed a tear when he quarreled with her mother until she blushed before, she didn't shed a tear when she went on a hunger strike for two days, and she didn't shed a single tear when her mother was so angry that she threatened a mother-daughter relationship. At this moment, Wang Ai's words made her completely unable to suppress it, and tears rolled and fell in her eyes. She was already very tired, so tired that she didn't want to explain, and she couldn't say what she wanted to say to Wang Ai for a while, why, why could he make himself so heartbroken with just a decision, Lin Xueyu's heart was like a thousand miles of embankment collapsed in the anthill of Wang Ai's words.

"Hmm." Lin Xueyu tried her best to ensure that her tone was still the same as usual.

Wang Ai almost blurted out the "why" in his mouth after hearing it, and the two of them were silent for a long time, and neither dared to hang up the phone first, as if this was the last call before the end of the day. Wang Ai stood by the hotel window, looking at the lights outside the window, the neon flickering, and a sense of emptiness hit his heart, which was a little similar to the feeling after ejaculation. No matter how cruel the result is, it is also the result, escaping is not Wang Ai's character, he knows what will happen to Lin Xueyu after he goes abroad, and he has acted enough on TV.

"Will you be back?" Wang Ai thought of the plot in the TV series and suddenly she should ask her if she would come back, if she would come back after a while, she would wait, she could always wait. People who have just gotten down the river are obsessed with the idea that they can still get ashore safely after wandering in love, which is human nature. After falling a few heels and touching a few reefs, I will think about why this is necessary, this is also nature.

"I don't know, I think I'll be back." When Lin Xueyu asked her mother, her mother didn't say that. Lin Xueyu's parents have provided their family with permanent immigration status because of their work, who can resist the temptation of this red apple? In addition, her father has been running to the United States every once in a while, and now there is this opportunity to let Lin Xueyu and her mother keep an eye on her husband. According to Lin Xueyu's mother, she may only come back to see her relatives during the Chinese New Year in the future, because Lin Xueyu's grandparents also live in the United States, so there may be few opportunities to come back.

"So you're not just going to study over there?" Wang Ai initially thought that Lin Xueyu might be the same as Tian Ye, but she was just tired of being here and wanted to go out for a walk, maybe she would be like Tian Ye and come back in a month. Now it seems that things are far from what he thought.

"Go live over there, immigrant." Lin Xueyu didn't want to hide it from Wang Ai like this anymore, and after telling him the truth, her heart felt a little more comfortable.

"So what do we do?" Wang Ai also knew what Lin Xueyu meant, and he also knew in his heart what else the two of them could do, but no one wanted to say those two words first, as if those two words weighed tens of millions of pounds.

Lin Xueyu didn't understand, she always wanted to maintain a cheerful and lovely image for Wang Ai to see, but at this point, she could only cut through the mess quickly, otherwise it would make the two of them even more painful. I have to say that girls will always be much more mature in terms of feelings than boys of the same age. "Let's break up for now, but I'll wait for you in the United States, and if you can make it to the NBA, I'll wait for you until the moment you fart. I love you, Wang Ai! You never know how much I love you! Speaking of this, Lin Xueyu's pretended calm tone from the beginning was already choked, and Wang Ai heard the cry before hanging up the phone.

When a girl is forced to say this to you herself, you are completely defeated by that feeling of helplessness. Wang Ai knew that Lin Xueyu must have been forced to be helpless, he had already guessed that it was strange when Lin Xiangyu told him that he couldn't play with his brothers anymore after he was drunk that day, especially when Lin Xiangyu said in his ear: "I'm sorry brother, I'm really sorry, we're leaving!" At that time, he was drunk, and Wang Ai didn't ask any more questions. asked Lin Xiangyu again the next day, but Lin Xiangyu said that he was drunk and said nonsense, but Wang Ai could feel it, but the competition schedule was tight at that time, so he didn't ask more, but he didn't expect it to be like this in the end. Now that Wang Ai thinks about it, he understands that Lin Xiangyu must not have said it because he didn't want to be distracted by this, but now at the last moment, he can't say it.

Wang Ai touched the mobile phone to the bed, thinking that she didn't ask Lin Xueyu when she would leave and if she could see her off, but fortunately, Lin Xiangyu was still in the team, and when the time came, she could borrow the excuse of sending Lin Xiangyu to see Lin Xueyu again.