Chapter 131: Epiphany

Yun Shu's eyes were hot: "If you die, your mother will be sad." ”

"But she should be even more sad when she looks at me in such pain, right? If life is only painful, she doesn't want me to live like this, right? ”

Yun Shu was silent for a moment and said in a low voice: "If you persist for another month or two, maybe your illness can be cured, don't you want to give it a try?" ”

Wen Nan shook his head lightly: "I feel so painful and scared every day." He frowned uncomfortably, his forehead chattering with fine sweat from the pain.

Yun Shu couldn't bear it, and said in a low voice: "I'll give you medicine now, this medicine can make you feel no pain for a while, its analgesic effect is even more powerful than morphine, and there will be many side effects...... But now for you, getting rid of the pain is the way to hold on a little longer......" she said as she scooped a little powder with a small spoon and sent it to the tip of Wen Nan's nose, Wen Nan took a little inhalation and closed his eyes.

Yun Shu knew that in a few moments, he was in a deep hallucination, which would greatly alleviate his pain. She slowly got up and prepared to leave the room.

Lin Xi came in from outside, glanced at the hospital bed, and Yun Shu said, "I just gave him medicine." ”

Lin Xi nodded: "Thank you, if it weren't for these medicines you gave, I really don't know how he would have survived." After a pause, he said, "I discussed with Wen Zhong just now, Wen Nan may not last long, and he will not last until the end of animal testing, and we want to start treating him with new methods in the next few days." ”

Yun Shu nodded: "I also think that it should be treated as soon as possible, you can discuss it with the professor again." ”

Lin Xi said: "He has already gone to find Professor Ji." Wen Nan has been sick for a while, I have seen through it, rather than forcing him to be so painful, it is better to give him a last fight, seeing him like this, I feel that my heart is dripping blood every day. She glanced at Yun Shu and said lightly, "Thank you for taking care of Wen Nan during this time." ”

"It should."

Coming out of the inpatient building, Yun Shu's heart was heavy, and when he passed the terrace, he saw Li Rui, who was off work, walking out along the garden path. Yun Shu glanced at it and was about to leave, when he saw Yuan Yuan appear in the field of vision, Li Rui put his arm around Yuan Yuan's shoulder, the two bowed their heads and said something, and left together.

Yun Shu sighed, it seems that Li Rui is still in touch with Yuan Yuan while eyebrow-raising Xiao Ran in the hospital. She suddenly thought of what Yuan Yuan wanted to kill herself, and Li Rui's views and attitudes towards herself were somewhat influenced by Yuan Yuan, right?

Ever since she came to the hospital, Won Won seemed to be hostile to herself. Yun Shu never understood why she hated herself so much and even had murderous intentions that she had never done anything to harm Yuan Yuan's interests.

Yun Shu stood there, her thoughts drifting far away, and suddenly remembered the scene when the professor was sick and Yuan Yuan secretly kissed the professor, and she understood it in a trance.

Yuan Yuan's hatred for herself is probably because of love and hatred. She loves her professors, but she doesn't get the attention of them, but she is especially cared for by them. Yuan Yuan begged but couldn't, and the hatred in his heart was transferred to himself.

Yun Shu sighed deeply, she had never understood these complicated grievances between people before. No wonder the professor always taught her to know how to protect herself.

It's not too late for her to understand, is she? In the future, she will be able to better protect herself and her professor.

Xiaobai's injury is almost healed, and after a period of rehabilitation training, it can already walk on its own without relying on wheels, but it is a little lame.

Seeing Yun Shu and Ji Rong coming back from work, it ran quickly to the yard. Yun Shu bent down to pick it up and asked it, "Are you good today?" Did you listen to Xiaolan? ”

Xiaobai squealed a few times and licked Yun Shu's hand.

Back in the house, Yun Shu asked Xiaolan, "Did Xiaobai go out today?" ”

Xiaolan was cooking in the kitchen, and when she heard the question, her voice was a little mechanical: "Xiaobai didn't go out today." ”

"That's good." Yun Shu put Xiaobai back on the ground, took the coat from Ji Rong's hand, and hung it up.

Ji Rong said: "I feel a little tired, go up and sleep for a while, and call me when you eat." ”

"Okay." Yun Shu responded, and suddenly felt that something was wrong. The professor never seems to have a habit of resting before meals, and he doesn't easily shout tired. When he said he was tired, he was really tired and couldn't support it.

Yun Shu was a little distressed. Xiaolan was washing vegetables, Yun Shu looked around and told her to stew chicken soup.

While eating dinner, Yun Shu went upstairs to call Ji Rong. The door was not closed tightly, Yun Shu gently pushed the door open, Ji Rong was still sleeping, and he breathed evenly. She squatted down on the edge of the bed, waited for a while, and couldn't bear to wake him up, so she lay quietly on the edge of the bed, and gradually her eyelids became a little heavy.

When Ji Rong woke up, it was already dark, he stretched out his hand and turned on the light, and saw a delicate face like white porcelain, lying on the edge of the bed.

Ji Rong was a little stunned, stretched out his hand to stroke her hair, his heart suddenly became incredibly gentle, and after a long while, he called softly: "Yun Shu, wake up." ”

Yun Shu opened his eyes, still a little confused, and only after a moment did he realize that he was there, and muttered, "What time is it?" ”

Ji Rong said: "It's already seven o'clock." He asked her gently, "Are you still sleepy?" ”

Yun Shu shook his head: "Let's go down to eat." ”

Ji Rong got up, Yun Shu stood up from the ground, and his numb legs were unstable for a while because of poor blood. Ji Rong hurriedly supported her, let her sit on the edge of the bed, while massaging the acupuncture points on her hands, and asked her after a while, "Are you better?" Are your legs still numb? ”

Yun Shu moved tentatively: "It's much better, let's go down." ”

The meal was already cold, Xiaolan took it and warmed it up, Yun Shu gave Ji Rong a bowl of chicken soup and watched him drink it.

After eating, Yun Shu and Ji Rong took Xiaobai out for a walk, and received a call from Mo Fan halfway, Mo Fan asked her, "What are you doing?" ”

"Take a walk outside with the professor." Yun Shu replied.

Mo Fan paused, feeling a little uncomfortable.

His girlfriend takes a walk with other men after dinner every day, how can he feel good?

Mo Fan tried his best to suppress the unhappiness in his heart, and said with a little jealousy: "I really hope that the person who is walking with you now is me." ”

Yun Shu was silent.

There was silence on the phone for a while, and Mo Fan was a little unhappy for no reason, and asked her: "Don't you think so, you prefer to be with Ji Rong, right?" Did I bother you with this phone call? ”

Yun Shu didn't answer immediately, she glanced at Ji Rong not far away, he was teasing Xiaobai, looking at her from time to time, she smiled lightly, that happiness could go straight to the bottom of her heart.

At that moment, she suddenly understood that this kind of emotion called "feelings" did not seem to be able to be transferred with her own will, let alone controlled by herself, and the entangled vine in her heart was more contained, the more it spread everywhere. (To be continued.) )