When people are impulsive, they will inevitably do things without their brains, and Guan Yu pressed the send button only to find that this tone is not quite right. He quickly poked it on his mobile phone a few times, and found that he couldn't cancel it, and he couldn't think of any way to remedy it, so he simply thought: That's it, it's a big deal to go back Chen Lou knows, let him beat him out of anger, and Chen Lou didn't do this kind of thing before, Lu Hening's text messages and calls were all blacklisted by him, and now this QD is just a little person from an unknown source, what about him!

He thought so, but he still couldn't help but be a thief, looking at the phone screen as if he was facing a great enemy, looking at the other party's new reply. Fortunately, in the past three minutes, the phone has been quiet, and there are no new text messages or new calls.

Guan Yu breathed a sigh of relief, put his mobile phone on silent for Chen Lou to put on the table, and hurried to prepare his Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

Chen Lou slept in a daze, his routine these days is very irregular, he has been reading books and doing questions during the day, sleeping when he is tired, and making noodles to eat when he wakes up. The biological clock is completely out of order. When I went out with Guan Yu today, I didn't feel that I couldn't support it as soon as I got home.

This time he didn't sleep for a long time, at least he heard Guan Yu say that he was going to cook before he fell asleep, he woke up, and Guan Yu was still cooking in the kitchen.

There were already a few dishes on the table, all of which were upside down in pots, and I couldn't tell what they were. The range hood in the kitchen was still humming, Chen Lou went over to look, and Guan Yu seemed to be cooking rice balls.

There are no dumplings sold in the supermarket here, and Chen Lou's appetite has not been very good recently, so when he saw Guan Yu pulling the freezer to find dumplings, he said that eating dumplings in the New Year is the same. Guan Yu thought that he was taking care of his habits and was moved for a while, but he didn't know that Chen Lou was purely perfunctory for him to finish buying things quickly.

At this moment, Chen Lou woke up, and looked at the pot of water and felt a little worried.

Guan Yu thought he was hungry, so he hurriedly pushed him out and said, "It'll be fine soon, you go wash your face and wait." ”

He said that it was right away, but Chen Louzhen washed his face and waited on the side, but he didn't see him come out.

Guan Yu did celebrate the New Year from a snack of glutinous rice balls, but he never cooked it. In the past, when I was at home, my aunt or his mother cooked it, and he was the one who waited to eat it with his hands in his sleeve. After he was with Chen Lou, he didn't buy it for several years because Chen Lou didn't like to eat it.

Today he did it for the first time, and he felt that it was as serious as a ritual for the New Year, and he was nervous and excited, but he couldn't do anything.

Chen Lou waited outside for more than ten minutes, and when he saw that Guan Yu hadn't come out yet, he couldn't help but lean to the kitchen door and look inside, "Guan Yu, your horse is very tall." ”

"Huh?" Guan Yu immediately turned his head to look at him, and subconsciously wanted to cover the pot with a lid.

"Didn't you say it was right away, and I didn't go up after more than ten minutes," Chen Lou pushed him aside and looked into the pot, and couldn't help but turn his head and stare at him: "What about the rice balls?" ”

"......" Guan Yu was a little wronged, and said with a sad face: "I don't know either." ”

In front of him was a pot of milky white soup, Chen Lou took a spoon and stirred it, and could smell the smell of sesame seeds and red dates, but he didn't catch any tangyuan skin.

"I just said according to its packaging, boil the water first, and then put the rice balls......" Guan Yu was also stunned when he just opened the pot, obviously the steps are right, and the rice balls are also made when they are put in, why is there no one as soon as the pot is opened?

He originally thought that after cooking, he would be able to shake off the burden with Chen Lou, what Lantern Festival round heart is sweet, sweet and sweet for the New Year. What else to eat one is smooth sailing in the coming year, and it is good to eat two after another...... Eating nine means that Chen Lou is nine out of ten in the graduate school entrance examination......

But now that one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight and nine are gone, Guan Yu only has one egg left in his mind, miserable, and it doesn't feel like a good sign.

At first, Chen Lou wanted to say that it was just right to eat directly. But when he glanced back at Guan Yu, he saw that the latter was really disappointed, frowning, looking at the lid of the pot in his hand with his eyes down, looking aggrieved and sad, he couldn't help but soften his heart and asked him: "Didn't you buy two packs?" ”

Guan Yu said: "It's all put in." ”

"Are you sure?" Chen Lou squinted at the shopping bag on the side, saw that there was a yellow bag at the bottom, smiled and said, "I bought two big bags, two small bags in a big bag." ”

"Huh?" Guan Yu looked up at him.

"You go out quickly," Chen Lou waved his hand to chase him: "Don't get in the way here, do you want this pot of soup?" ”

"Yes, yes," Guan Yu shouted back as he walked: "My debut, you leave me a bowl to taste." ”

Chen Lou laughed at him secretly, left him a bowl and then quickly boiled the pot to re-boil the water, this time it was very successful, the rice balls floated on top of it, Chen Lou divided it into two bowls and brought it out, and the dishes outside were already cold.

Guan Yu's enthusiasm has not diminished, since he brought out the rice balls, he has been chattering non-stop, Chen Lou listened more and said less, only occasionally should say a sentence or two.

Guan Yu said: "I'm okay with cooking...... Well, it's okay, it's just a little salty, not as delicious as what you make. ”

Chen Lou raised his head and glanced at him lightly, feeling that the core idea of his words should be the first few words.

Sure enough, Guan Yu boasted again: "...... But compared to my peers, I'm already good at this level. Tsk, I'm pretty good, I want to have a handsome face, I want long legs, I can cook, I can clean up the house, what do I do. ”

“…… Cooking rice balls and making soup," Chen Lou couldn't help but answer, frowning at him, "Can you be quiet when you eat?" ”

"......" Guan Yu said innocently: "Aren't I happy, Chinese New Year's Eve New Year's Eve with you at night." ”

"How many times have you stepped across," Chen Lou said speechlessly, "Aren't you annoyed yet?" ”

"Nope!" Guan Yu immediately said: "Actually, I'm quite happy, I didn't spend this day with you in my last life, hey, by the way, how did you spend that time?" I'll tell me about me," Guan Yu thought about it, and only sighed after a long time and said, "It seems that there is nothing to say, just eat, and after eating, I will start to rub cards." Group messages and group messages, until one o'clock before going to bed, every year like this, it's not interesting. What about you? ”

Chen Lou sighed, thought about it too, but in the end he just smiled.

"What's wrong? Tell me," Guan Yu asked, "What have you been doing that year?" ”

"My hometown is in the countryside," Chen Lou put down his chopsticks and sighed as he chased after him, "I live with my grandmother, so there is no entertainment." Chinese New Year's Eve is to watch the Spring Festival Gala, the old-fashioned big back color TV, from the opening dance to the midnight countdown. ”

"What's there to see about this?" Guan Yu sighed and said, "Nothing else?" ”

“…… Also," Chen Lou lowered his head and looked at his palm, smiled and said, "I'm waiting for a text message." "A boy who has just fallen in love, knowing that the person on the other end of the phone has a colorful life, may not be willing to look at the phone more, but he still can't help but press the screen from time to time to see if there is any news of that person.

Guan Yu nodded, and it took two seconds to understand who Chen Lou was talking about.

“…… I," Guan Yu paused, and then asked unnaturally, "Then I...... Did you send it later? ”

"It's sent, it's distributed at nine :04," Chen Lou raised his eyes to look at him and smiled, "There are three times when I receive my text message: happy every day, beautiful and lucky, sweet and sweet...... Guan Yu and his family have given you New Year's greetings. ”

There is no feature of group hair, and there is no commemorative time. After Chen Lou received it at that time, he was happy to burst into flowers, holding his mobile phone and grinning for a long time. Later, he insisted until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, stuck at 00:00, and sent six words to Guan Yu, "Happy New Year—Chen Lou." ”

Many times, when people come to look at those men and women who are in love, they will always feel that they are hypocritical and sensitive, and they are scheming everywhere. But if you think about it carefully, these hypocritical and sensitive are all about it, and only those who are in love will have emotions. At least for Chen Lou, when he was holding his mobile phone and other information about Guan Yu, a sense of love and longing that was so thick that it almost exploded almost annihilated him.

He waited nervously and expectantly, he really received a text message, obviously it was a group message, but he always felt that he was different from others, his feelings were different, his expectations were different, and he could even see a little vague ambiguity and longing in the bland sentences. Chen Lou read the text message over and over again, and finally added a lock. At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he felt that he had something to say, but as the time drew nearer, those flowery words seemed to be unable to express what he thought, and in the end he was left with a sincere Happy New Year.

Those four words were concise and to the point, and the signature of Chen Lou was inexplicably solemn and proud.

——

Guan Yu knew that he had said the wrong thing, Chen Lou was fine, and he cooked rice balls for him to eat. But now that he is talking about it, his face is not very good-looking.

But he didn't know what else to turn to, so he could only shout stiffly: "Hey, I'm so ignorant." ”

Chen Lou turned his head to look at him and said, "That's right." ”

"......" Guan Yu cheekily pulled the topic back again: "You see how good I am now, I can work and cook, and I will self-examine myself every day." ”

Chen Lou said again: "Yes." ”

Guan Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

Chen Lou stood up and turned on the TV, and said with a smile: "But me!" ”

Guan Yu: "......"

"Don't talk about it so dead," Guan Yu followed him to sit on the sofa, and didn't dare to get too close, and said at a short distance from him: "The taboo of the New Year, what if you walk around and find that it is still the original match?" ”

The Spring Festival Gala on TV has already started, and now it's a soprano singing loudly.

Chen Lou frowned, snorted in a string of elevated songs, and said casually: "Aren't you a principled person?" I've slept with people, and you still want to be the original partner? ”

Guan Yu tilted his ears sideways, and couldn't help but be shocked after he understood, "Really asleep?!" ”

Chen Lou turned his head to look at him, and didn't say yes or no.

Guan Yu's throat rolled, and after taking another deep breath, he stared at Chen Lou and said, "What if...... Really, you promise not to contact him again. ”

"......" Chen Lou was a little surprised, but looking at Guan Yu's posture that he couldn't bargain anymore at most, he couldn't help but want to laugh.

He endured it, so he said, "But...... After all, there have been feelings, and even if you are friends, you will inevitably have to meet once or twice. ”

“…… What a friend! Guan Yu said anxiously: "It's all divided, it's not all far away, what are the friends." He shouted, and seeing that Chen Lou's face was unmoved, he paused and said, "Do you have to meet?" ”

He looked aggrieved and sad.

Chen Lou couldn't bear it anymore, shook his head, and hurriedly said before his face turned cloudy and clear: "I'm kidding you." I...... I didn't plan to find an original match. ”

Guan Yu didn't feel comfortable in one breath, and was directly stuck.

Chen Lou paused and explained: "No matter how you misunderstood before, I will clarify with you one last time, there is nothing between me and Lu Hening." I didn't talk to him about my orientation, and our relationship was friends at best. ”

Guan Yu asked, "What if he knew?" ”

"Then it's hard to say," Chen Lou replied truthfully: "He has tested me more than once, I didn't mean to hide it, I just didn't know how to speak." After all, the relationship between the three of us was too awkward, and he didn't know anything...... Although I have let go of the past, being a friend is one thing, being a lover is another. ”

Guan Yu's heart slowly fell, and then he keenly caught a little and asked, "You mean he likes you?" ”

"Maybe," Chen Lou generously admitted: "It doesn't have to be the kind of love that likes, it may be something else." ”

"What about you?" Guan Yu asked, "Do you have any other kind of like?" ”

Chen Lou: "......"

Guan Yu paused for a moment and said in a low voice: "You can't blame me for being blind, it's really ...... You hate him so much, but you can give him a birthday as soon as you come back...... I can't figure out how you gave him money in the last life, seeing that you were so good to him and cold to me, I can't think of anything else except that you don't love me and love him. ”

"It's understandable," Chen Lou said, "After all, your current stage IQ is a hard injury." ”

"......" Guan Yu didn't argue, only asked him: "Can you tell me why?" ”

"What, why?" Chen Lou sighed, he and Guan Yu did lack a serious and peaceful exchange, explain the misunderstanding clearly, and make the plan clear, the day of saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new year is not a good time.

"If you ask about the 200,000 yuan in your previous life," Chen Lou said, "It was given to me by your brother, and he said that Lu Hening's family is a bottomless pit, and if you help him this time, it is hard to guarantee that there will be no next time." So he lent me the money and asked me to make a statement to Lu Hening, hoping that he would know that you are now a family person. ”

When Chen Lou said this, he couldn't help frowning, and asked Guan Yu: "I haven't asked either, what happened to Lu Hening's family at that time?" In the previous life, Lu Hening was a rival in his eyes, and the people of the Lu family became related to the opponent, and they deserved their bad luck. But this life is different, he met Ning Shan, a gentle and strong girl, if the Lu family is in trouble, he doesn't want her to have any difficulties anyway.

Guan Yu said: "I don't know the specifics, at that time he only said that there was an urgent matter at home and he needed to borrow 200,000 yuan." He looked up at Chen Lou, paused and said, "I didn't make an appointment with him on purpose, I saw him when I went to the 4S store when the air conditioner in my car broke down that time." Anyway...... He was not good at mixing, he was reprimanded by the store manager, and at first he saw me hiding, but then I was leaving, and he chased him out again. ”

Chen Lou was stunned for a while, and asked after a while: "Then what?" ”

Then he said, "I have something urgent to ask for, and that is to borrow money." I hesitated at first, he said that he had borrowed everything he could, and people who were familiar with it had opened their mouths, and there was really no way. Guan Yu lowered his head, and couldn't help but sigh when he thought of the scene at that time: "He was really ...... at that time Please. I always felt guilty about him, so I agreed. ”

The two of them were clear about what happened later, and after Guan Yu agreed, he pieced together regardless of the situation at home, and Chen Lou was angry watching from the side. Probably Lu Hening didn't know about Guan Yu being kicked out by the Guan family, and of course Chen Lou didn't know that he was desperate.

Chen Lou couldn't help but think, in fact, if he knew at the time, he might not be generous to be that good person. After all, he didn't know Lu Hening at that time, he only knew that he was a stand-in for others, and he might have to live in the shadow of that name for the rest of his life in the future, unless he broke up with Guan Yu.

But he liked Guan Yu for so long, a long, long time ago, when Guan Yu didn't know him, he was already learning to say "I love you" in French.

In this matter, Guan Yu is innocent, how can he be wrong. It's just that the creation makes people, Lu Hening and Guan Yu didn't succeed, but they let themselves toss for so many years in vain.

"Actually, I also thought about it, when I just came back from rebirth," Guan Yu confessed: "I think I know the problems that Lu Hening will encounter in the future, so I can wait for him to come back from other places, and we will continue the relationship." ”

Chen Lou nodded, this idea was a matter of course.

The host came out on TV, and the hostess said: "Six years have passed in the blink of an eye......"

"Did you not continue because you were forced to follow me?" Chen Lou pinched the corners of his eyes, felt the cigarette case from the table, and took one out. When he lit a cigarette, he frowned sideways, and little by little, the contours of his face suddenly deepened, and he completely retreated from his usual student appearance.

Guan Yu wanted to remind him to smoke less, so he opened his mouth, and after seeing Chen Lou exhale, his brows suddenly relaxed, and he swallowed his words back, and only said: "It has nothing to do with him, it's me." I remember the bits and pieces of our past, I remember all the things you were angry with and you were happy, and I can't forget them...... When I know that the trajectory of my life has not changed, I am actually very happy in my heart, and I think it is not bad to live with you for the rest of my life. And...... My feelings for Lu Hening are also different from yours. ”

"I understand," Chen Lou smiled: "After getting along for a long time, even if it's a habit, it's hard to quit, not to mention that we have suffered together, and we can be regarded as struggling together." But you don't need to exaggerate this kind of feeling, think about love and love, the good things between the two of us have been said too many times, and the ugly words are too, and if you talk too much, you will be tired, and it is not interesting. ”

"......" Guan Yu was suddenly speechless, there is indeed no shortage of confessions between him and Chen Lou, you love me, I love you, you like me, I like you, I don't know how many times I said it before, it was very solemn at the beginning, and then it gradually became like that.

It's just that hatred is deep and love shallow, and those love words may not be in the ears, but once the hurtful words are said, maybe any sentence will kill a horse pistol, kill with one blow, and hit the death hole.

"And what about you now?" Guan Yu asked, "Are you so good to Lu Hening...... Makes me jealous. ”

"Really?" Chen Lou's hand holding the cigarette stopped slightly, thought for a moment, and said in a low voice: "If you were me, maybe you wouldn't hate it." "The dilapidated and cramped house of the relocated house, I worked outside but hired a good tutor for my sister, high-end shoeboxes, and storage boxes piled up in the corners......

Chen Lou had to admit that he inadvertently bumped into Lu Hening's most unbearable and lonely side. The latter's words and deeds are almost contrary to the image of the flower of Kaolin in Chen Lou's impression, Chen Lou couldn't get in touch for a while, and later, as a bystander, he witnessed how these two brothers and sisters, who were instilled with aristocratic concepts since childhood, struggled in an embarrassing situation, and inevitably felt compassion for them.

After all, these two people are still kind, and they haven't taken the initiative to hurt anyone, Chen Lou can't get angry, so it's difficult to have hatred.

"I'm talking to you about this tonight, because I don't want some senseless misunderstandings to continue," Chen Lou said: "If you and Lu Hening have the possibility of getting back together, I don't want to be an inexplicable stumbling block." But this is only one time, and it is better for you to guess what is better to figure out for yourself in the future, anyway, I will not explain again. ”

"What about us?" Guan Yu said: "I can't be with him anymore, I like you, and you don't have a companion now, can you think about me again?" ”

"No," Chen Lou refused very simply, turned his head and stared at him and said, "You said that you wouldn't think much about anything, so I would agree to let you live here." It's one thing to talk about it tonight, but you still have to have the right measure. ”

"......" Guan Yu opened his mouth, and after a while, he asked curtly, "Then can I ask another question?" ”

Chen Lou said: "Say." ”

"Since Lu Hening has a liking for you, doesn't when you come out to him means that you can accept him?"

"I don't know," Chen Lou said, "it's possible." ”

Guan Yu said: "What about the other gays? It's the ones that are interesting to you, and you still have his contact information, does that mean that you might consider him? ”

"Probably," Chen Lou nodded, "You've already asked two questions." ”

"Ah the last one," Guan Yu gritted his teeth and stared into Chen Lou's eyes and asked, "Who is that QD?" ”