Chapter 440: The Determination Is Made
"What should I do? What am I going to do? Li Xiaoxue still cried and asked.
Cao Yingying gritted her teeth and said, "?" What to do? Do you want me to teach you again? Leave him! Cut him in two! ”
Li Xiaoxue wanted to shake her head again, but her head was still in Cao Yingying's hands, and she could only reveal her helplessness more in her tears.
Cao Yingying saw that Li Xiaoxue was still reluctant, and vaguely, she also felt Li Xiaoxue's head shaking twice in her hand, disappointed, and asked: "I really don't understand, so far, what else is he worthy of your nostalgia?" ”
Li Xiaoxue can't say that she still has any reluctance to Zhong Youcheng, so she can't let it go, naturally there is a reason for the exhibition, but she knows or feels it, and it is not all because of the exhibition.
"Can you say a word?" Cao Yingying smoked in her throat, "You said you don't know what to do, but in fact, I think you have the right idea." If I said you should be together, you would gladly say yes. You're not trying to figure out what to do with me, you're trying to push me on your back again. You need the approval of others, even if your behavior is so bad. Say good things about it, and so will I! I'd rather demolish ten temples than break a marriage, I understand! However, between us, if we still only choose what we like to hear, isn't it too sad? What is he? He is like a shackle to your life, like an obstacle on your way to happiness. He's only going to take you into the fire pit, and in fact, he's taking you into the fire pit as well. Do you know that your pain has been deeply engraved on your face, and it is about to devour your soul! Without a soul, or with only pain in your soul, you will only spend the rest of your life like a walking corpse. Rest? How do you talk about the rest of your life? You have half your life left! Listen to me, and listen to your own soul. Your soul is as beautiful as your face, and it certainly doesn't want you to waste your life like this. Oh no, where are you wasting your life again? Those who waste their lives are just passers-by in a hurry, and they will not be as miserable as you. You're a life in purgatory. Human life, just once. This only life, not to mention living a wonderful life, can't it be a muddy nightmare, right? Xiaoxue, don't hesitate any longer, it's time for you to make a decision. When you break free from his shackles, cross his obstacles, and leave him, you are reborn. And you're just ...... like that."
Cao Yingying's words came to this point, and the ringtone of the mobile phone rang again.
The two of them looked at the phone on the bed with four eyes together.
The ringing sounded like thunder to Cao Yingying at this time, and both ears were buzzing.
"A thousand cuts!" Cao Yingying said hatefully, let go of Li Xiaoxue's head, and went to grab the phone.
Where did Li Xiaoxue dare to let her brain catch fire, Cao Yingying, who was angry, had any confrontation with Zhong Youcheng again, and hugged Cao Yingying.
"What are you doing?" Cao Yingying and Li Xiaoxue shouted at the top of their voices.
"Yingying! Yingying! I told him! Li Xiaoxue pleaded.
"You? What else can you tell him? Cao Yingying said disdainfully and grabbed her phone again.
Li Xiaoxue took Cao Yingying's body with her, threw herself forward, and fell on the bed with Cao Yingying.
Cao Yingying was pushing Li Xiaoxue while still grabbing the mobile phone, only half a finger away from the mobile phone.
"I told him! I told him everything, as it was! Li Xiaoxue pressed on Cao Yingying's body, pulled Cao Yingying's arm hard, and finally said such words again.
Cao Yingying said such things to Li Xiaoxue at this time, but she didn't think so: "What if you say it? Anyway, don't you also have to carry everything alone, and you also want to continue to be entangled with him? ”
"Nope! No! Like you said! If I can't, I'll part with him! Li Xiaoxue said firmly.
"Really? How can you call it really not good? Cao Yingying still asked, turned her head a little, looked at Li Xiaoxue's face, and grabbed the strength of the phone, which was also discharged.
Li Xiaoxue thought about it again and said more seriously: "As long as he doesn't agree with my approach, I will separate from him." ”
Cao Yingying still refused to believe it: "Really? ”
Li Xiaoxue nodded vigorously: "Really! ”
Cao Yingying still looked at Li Xiaoxue with some suspicion and motioned for Li Xiaoxue to pick up the phone.
Li Xiaoxue seemed to hesitate for a moment before carefully holding the phone in her hand, and then looking at the phone, she frowned, and sent the phone to Cao Yingying's eyes again.
Cao Yingying glanced at Li Xiaoxue inexplicably, and when she saw that the mobile phone displayed an unfamiliar number, she also muttered: "Who is it?" ”
"Take it." Li Xiaoxue said, as if she was a little disappointed.
Cao Yingying was still looking at Li Xiaoxue, and after she picked up the phone, the impatient voice of a man who drank and drank with a big tongue came over: "Hey, I'm bad, have I lost your money?" Which urethra are you going down this moment, walking, walking? ”
Cao Yingying knew that a drunk had made the wrong call, but she was still ashamed and annoyed, and scolded "go to death" with a flushed face, and hung up the phone.
Li Xiaoxue had already sat up at this time, and because of this sudden "little episode", she calmed down some emotions.
Cao Yingying was angry for a while, sat up too, and asked Li Xiaoxue seriously: "What you said just now, does it still count?" ”
Li Xiaoxue drooped her head again and didn't say a word.
Cao Yingying exhaled again and sat in front of Li Xiaoxue, with a helpless face: "Li Xiaoxue, Li Xiaoxue, I don't say whether you should be separated." Let me ask you, now, do you have any other way than to explain everything to him? ”
Li Xiaoxue still bowed her head and remained silent.
Cao Yingying tugged Li Xiaoxue's arm twice: "Speak!" You're talking! Okay, you also have a happy word! ”
Li Xiaoxue only shed two more tears.
"Convinced! I'm convinced! I can't do anything about you! Cao Yingying snorted angrily, turned over and lay down again, and covered herself in the quilt tightly, "I found that I am not a person from the same world as you!" ”
——A quilt is like a boundary, dividing this small space into two pieces. Cao Yingying was puffing up in the world inside the quilt, and in the world outside the quilt, Li Xiaoxue was still sitting the same, sitting like a statue.
The whole bedroom, because of the end of a quarrel, seemed even quieter.
And the two hearts in the silent bedroom can't be at peace for a moment.
Needless to say, Li Xiaoxue's still contradictory heart is self-explanatory, and she really doesn't want to think about Cao Yingying, who is involved in Li Xiaoxue's affairs again, closes her eyes vigorously, and just wants to sleep indiscriminately, but the gas in her stomach can't come out, and her mind is chaotic, as if there are two teams of people fighting fiercely.
Today, Li Xiaoxue, Cao Yingying, knows that she has an unshirkable responsibility.
If she can achieve her goal, even if she can carry some guilt, it is worth it. However, until now, it can be described as a chicken flying egg. She felt that the gains outweighed the losses.
If she can really make up for the mistakes she made in Li Xiaoxue, she will do everything she can, she feels that she will not hesitate to do it. It's just that things have come to such a point that it is even more difficult for her to tell Li Xiaoxue a little truth,—— even if she clearly knows that a bigger disaster is waiting for Li Xiaoxue not far away.
She clearly knows that what she has done, once it is revealed to the world, what Qianfu will not say, it is tantamount to giving Li Xiaoxue a bomb with a twist.
She also felt that when she and Xiao Zijun were about to join forces, she was really confused. She simply thought that as long as Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng got along, she would take advantage of Han Haitao's emotional window period, move with affection, and know reason, and hope to hold hands with Han Haitao on the road of life. Even if it still takes some twists and turns, she believes that where there is a will, there is a way, as long as she is unswerving, the goal will not be farther and farther, but only closer and closer. But reality gave her a heavy slap in the face, not only did not give her what she wanted, but also let her see what she didn't want to see.
What she doesn't want to see is that Li Xiaoxue's pain is secondary, and more importantly, it is Han Haitao's pain.
She once felt that she had the ability to make Han Haitao happy, but after being hurt by Han Haitao again and again, she realized that she had ignored a very important premise, that is, whether Han Haitao would give her the opportunity to show her love.
Her love for Han Haitao ,—— also said that it was love,—— it seemed that God had already sentenced her to death. It's just that the death sentence made her see it too late.
After getting such a "death sentence" sentence, she gradually understood that in this world, there are still some things that cannot be won for, especially feelings.
……
Li Xiaoxue's sigh again, although she also tried her best to suppress it, still reached Cao Yingying's ears through the "boundary" between them.
Cao Yingying could feel that Li Xiaoxue was still sitting like that, and softly, she said, "Okay, let's sleep for a while." ”
"Yingying," Li Xiaoxue, who had been struggling, let out another sigh and made up her mind, "You're right, I really have no other choice than to explain everything to him." ”
Cao Yingying finally heard Li Xiaoxue say such a voice from the bottom of her heart, and at the same time that a stone fell to the ground in her heart, she didn't know why, but there was an indescribable discomfort lingering in her, and tears turned in her eyes again, and she fell on the bed: "Then, just take my mobile phone and call it." ”
Li Xiaoxue thought about it again and said, "Inside the phone, I'm afraid it's not clear." ”
Cao Yingying lifted the quilt and sat up: "Even if it is not clear in the mobile phone, I don't recommend that you talk to him face to face." Just his temper......"
Li Xiaoxue interrupted Cao Yingying's words: "Of course I know his temper, and you do know it. If I don't make things clear, even if I want to divide this side, will he be willing? ”
This point really seems to be ignored by Cao Yingying.
Cao Yingying became nervous: "In this way, you shouldn't see him again." His head is hot, and he can't say what he will do, in case, he, he ......"
- Cao Yingying didn't have the courage to say the following words.
Her mind was full of what she saw in the media, because she couldn't accept the breakup proposed by the other party, she drew a knife against each other, and finally caused a tragedy.
Of course, Li Xiaoxue also knew what Cao Yingying couldn't say. She is not without similar worries, but, especially at this time, she has a feeling of pathos, as if no matter what Zhong Youcheng will do to herself, she should bear it.
- The road was chosen by herself, and the bubbles under her feet were even more out of her own way.
Even if she is unladylike, she will always have to bear the consequences.
"I don't think he's going to do anything too bad to me." Li Xiaoxue said nonchalantly on the surface, but her voice was trembling.
"Do you want to? He? Cao Yingying disagreed with Li Xiaoxue's words, "What else can't he do?" Now that you have thought about everything with him and are ready to break up, will he still tell you to go back, now, I will accompany you over! ”
Seeing that Cao Yingying was so eager, Li Xiaoxue stepped back a little: "Yingying, even if you go with me, you won't be here for a while." Late in the middle of the night. ”
Cao Yingying was afraid that Li Xiaoxue would change her mind again, so she pulled Li Xiaoxue and got out of bed: "Do you think I can still sleep?" When did you settle down on this matter, my heart was able to settle down. ”