Li Xiaoxue and Tang Aijia arrived at the door of Li's mother's ward with a heavy heart, and saw two or three doctors and nurses beside Li's mother's bedside, not knowing what was going on, she was shocked, took three steps and made two steps, and hurriedly came to Li's mother.

Li Mu had just relieved herself, raised her eyes and saw Li Xiaoxue, as if she was disturbed, she sat up suddenly, and reached out to rub Li Xiaoxue's face.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Li Xiaoxue asked puzzled.

Li Mu was still rubbing and looking back and forth, and finally saw that Li Xiaoxue's face was intact, and asked uneasily: "Xiaoxue, they are not embarrassed for you, right?" ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head sourly, held Li's mother's hand, and after serving Li's mother and lying on the bed again, she forced herself to calmly ask the doctor: "Doctor, is my mother okay?" ”

The doctor nodded and said, "Maybe I'm nervous again." It shouldn't be much now. Otherwise, stay in the hospital for a few more days for observation. ”

Li Xiaoxue was about to agree, but Li Mu said resolutely: "No! Just get out of the hospital today. ”

Li Xiaoxue said "um", and asked the doctor again: "According to the prescription you prescribed, go back and take medicine normally, right?" ”

"Three points of rule, seven points of nourishment. This disease in particular. The main thing is to control the patient's emotions and try not to let the patient's emotions fluctuate too much. The doctor said as he walked out with the nurse.

Li Xiaoxue went straight out of the door, only to turn around and come back, still nervously asking Li's mother: "Mom, what happened to you just now?" ”

Li Mu shook her head, said that it was out of the way, and asked Li Xiaoxue: "Xiaoxue, how did you talk to Haitao?" ”

Li Xiaoxue was afraid that Li's mother would know what happened just now, especially knowing Zhong Youcheng's arrival, and she was emotionally excited, so she smiled and said, "It's okay, don't worry." ”

Of course, Li Mu didn't just want to listen to Li Xiaoxue's answer, and asked, "Didn't Haitao say anything more?" ”

Li Xiaoxue, who knew Li's mother's thoughts well, didn't know how to tell such a lie, so silently, she shook her head.

Li's mother couldn't help but be a little disappointed, but Tang Aijia, who had been standing by the door, walked up and said to Li's mother: "Auntie, when things come to this point, let it be." The key is to take care of your illness. ”

"Take care of your illness? Just your words, I almost lost my life. Li Mu muttered in her heart, and stopped asking anything.

……

Han's father and Han's mother were in the same heavy mood as their footsteps, and when they walked into Han Haitao's ward, Han Haitao was still looking at the roof with dull eyes.

"Haitao," Father Han walked to Han Haitao's bedside and sat on the edge of the bed gently, "I've been looking for Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue just went out and wasn't there." ”

Han Haitao was as stunned as if he hadn't heard it.

Father Han saw Han Haitao like this, and then said, "You can eat something too." Anyway, I've already told Xiaoxue's mother, and when Xiaoxue comes back, Xiaoxue's mother will tell Xiaoxue. If Xiaoxue still refuses to come, I will go again. ”

Han Haitao had actually vaguely heard the argument in the distance of several people's wards in his ears, and when he saw Father Han prevaricating with himself like this, he only moved his eyes slightly.

Father Han also felt that his words did not convince Han Haitao, he had never lied to Han Haitao, and he was not sure if he was kind enough to do this, so he shook his head and motioned to Han's mother to bring over the millet porridge prepared for Han Haitao in the morning.

Han's mother thought that she had passed the test, nodded happily, took the thermos bucket containing millet porridge, and came to Han Haitao's approach.

"Haitao, bought outside, may not be as delicious as my mother. It's lukewarm, it's just right, sit up and drink some. Han Mu said, already opening the lid.

Han Haitao closed his eyes.

Han's mother and Han's father looked at each other for a moment, and persuaded Han Haitao again: "As the saying goes, people are iron, rice is steel, and if you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry and panic." You haven't eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, and if you continue like this, something will go wrong. Come, good son, get up and eat some. ”

Han Haitao didn't react.

"Haitao, what is the most important thing in this world? Your own body is the most important thing. Xiaoxue's side, your father also went to say it, people are really here, it's not good to see you like this. Look at yourself, your lips are dry. When Han Mu said this, her heart couldn't help but feel sour again.

Han Haitao was still silent and fell asleep.

Han's mother knew that Han Haitao was not sleeping, so she put the thermos bucket on the dining table next to the bed, and said, "Your father and I will help you up", and stretched out her hand to Han Haitao's neck, and then glanced at Han's father again.

Father Han sighed, and reluctantly, together with Mother Han, helped Han Haitao sit up on the pillow.

Han Haitao only let his parents move, except for Yan Ren'er who moved under his nose, the others seemed to be completely unconscious.

Han's mother saw that Han Haitao still didn't open her eyes, so she smiled, picked up the thermos bucket again, and asked, "Why don't you feed you?" ”

Father Han really couldn't get used to it, so he said "hi" and turned away.

Han Haitao still didn't answer.

Han's mother shook her head, took a small spoon and stirred it in the porridge, really, she scooped it half and sent it to Han Haitao's mouth.

Han Haitao's mouth didn't move.

Han's mother's eyes turned red, and she gently opened Han Haitao's lips with the edge of a small spoon, and with a lift of her wrist, she wanted to send the porridge to Han Haitao's mouth, but the porridge flowed out again along the corners of her mouth.

Seeing this, Han's mother couldn't hold back her anger, threw the small spoon into the thermos bucket, and with a "bang", she put the thermos bucket on the dining table again.

"You're really, you've fallen for evil!" Han's mother scolded Han Haitao, but she sat on the edge of the bed, covered her face, and cried "woo".

Han Haitao only moved his throat up and down this time, and didn't say anything.

Father Han had no choice, so he turned around and said to Han Haitao: "Haitao, all along, I don't want you to have a lot of potential, I just hope that you can deal with any problems in life like a man!" But see for yourself, what has become of you? Affection is indeed very important to a person, but it is definitely not everything to a person! Even so, the feelings of the world are not limited to the love between men and women. Family affection and friendship are the same as an indispensable emotion for a person! Now, you completely ignore your parents' feelings just for love, do you think, is that right? ”

The corners of Han Haitao's mouth seemed to move slightly,—— if it was, really, it only moved slightly.

"You're not a child anymore," Father Han continued, "we don't expect you to do your best for us, but we want you to at least be responsible for yourself." Some of the words may seem a little hollow, but I still have to say them. Anyone has only one life. Everyone's youth is especially short-lived. As I said at the beginning, we don't expect you to make any career in this short period of youth, so I say this because I want you to understand that human life, especially youth, cannot be consumed. You have it now, and you don't care too much, but when you reach our age, you'll understand how easily time passes. ”

From the corner of Han Haitao's eyes, a tear finally slowly flowed out, and Han's mother, who had already stopped crying in Han's father's eloquent conversation, saw it, and only thought that she had a change of heart, and asked busily: "Haitao, do you want to eat some?" ”

Han Haitao still didn't answer.

"Let's take a bite and make Mom's heart feel better?" Han's mother persuaded bitterly again.

"Haitao, stop being so willful." Han's father also said.

Han Haitao's heart was actually turbulent, and there were no days for Li Xiaoxue, but he knew that he would be unbearable no matter what.

"There is always a death. If this is the case, why bother to go through endless inner tribulations? Han Haitao said to himself, just thinking about getting rid as soon as possible.

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