Chapter 509: Things from the Past
Li Xiaoxue stretched out her hand to Zhong Youcheng again, and after pulling Zhong Youcheng's arm, she really didn't have the strength to pull Zhong Youcheng's skinny body again.
Zhong Youcheng's body finally felt the temperature in Li Xiaoxue's palm again, and there was still a satisfied smile on his face: "Xiaoxue, I knew that you still had me in your heart, and I knew that you wouldn't ignore me." ”
"Get up, get up!" Li Xiaoxue begged.
"Good!" Zhong Youcheng shouted, and then raised his hand to support one of Li Xiaoxue's shoulders, and with enough strength, a little bit, when he was about to stand up, half unintentionally, half intentionally, and his legs were weak, and he took Li Xiaoxue to the ground and fell to the door together.
Li Xiaoxue couldn't fall clearly, and her head was "buzzing".
Zhong Youcheng looked at Li Xiaoxue's painful appearance, panicked, grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm, and asked a series of "how is it".
Li Xiaoxue waited until the buzzing in her head gradually subsided, and then reluctantly agreed: "No, it's nothing." ”
"Your face is as white as a piece of paper." Zhong Youcheng said with both guilt and discomfort.
"I, I'm fine." Li Xiaoxue said this, in fact, she still felt a little dizzy, but her two hands pushed on Youcheng's arms, trying to sit up, "Don't you have something to say?" That's it, right?"
"Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm tighter again, his face was full of sincerity, and his eyes were better than when he met Li Xiaoxue in the wind and rain, bringing out a scorching bright color, "Go back with me, okay?" ”
"What?" Li Xiaoxue only thought that she had misheard.
"Go back with me and live our lives well." Zhong Youcheng said sincerely.
Li Xiaoxue seemed to hit her head hard, and there was a buzzing sound in her head, which was even more serious than just now, and she shook her head with Zhong Youcheng hard.
"Why, you don't want to?" Zhong Youcheng wondered.
How could Li Xiaoxue be willing?
Zhong Youcheng showed some disappointment: "Xiaoxue, why are you ......?"
Li Xiaoxue couldn't bear it anymore, and struggled to the side a few times, but in the end, she couldn't break free from Zhong Youcheng's direction: "Zhong Youcheng, don't say any more." If you just want to say these things to me, I'm sorry, I really can't promise you. We've ......"
"Nope! Stop saying sorry! Zhong Youcheng interrupted Li Xiaoxue's words, "Think about it, the biggest obstacle between us, your mother is gone, and no one will stop us from being together." We ......"
Li Xiaoxue's body trembled and shouted, "Zhong Youcheng! What are you talking about? ”
Zhong Youcheng still felt that his words were heartfelt, and Li Xiaoxue's attitude was really inexplicable: "What I said couldn't be more practical." That's how it was. All along, I know that your concern is only your mother. Now that your mom is gone, you can finally ...... with me."
Li Xiaoxue couldn't listen anymore, and struggled to break out of Zhong Youcheng's hands, avoiding the plague, holding on to the ground, and retreating a lot: "Zhong Youcheng! You're going to get me out! I don't want to see you again in my life! ”
"Why?" Zhong Youcheng still shouted puzzled, "When it's so difficult, we can even not give up, why, we can finally live our life without distractions, you are like this again!" What else do you want? No matter what you do, you have to tell some truth, and it is impossible to ......"
Li Xiaoxue didn't want to look at Zhong Youcheng any longer, closed her eyes tightly, and felt that her breath was full of dirt, and she just shouted impatiently: "Go!" There you go! Hurry up! ”
Zhong Youcheng also turned over and sat up, and said solemnly: "I can go!" But, even if you go, you can make everything clear! ”
Li Xiaoxue covered her ears hard again, tearing her throat and shouting, "What else are you talking about?" Between you and me, there is nothing to say! What should be said has been made very clear! Now, I just want you to get out of here! Walk! There you go! ”
"No!" Zhong Youcheng pounced on Li Xiaoxue like a hungry tiger, grabbed Li Xiaoxue's hand, pulled it away from both sides with force, and screamed bitterly: "If it weren't for me, you Li Xiaoxue might only be able to spend the rest of your life in endless pain!" You're still telling me this? ”
"Spend the rest of my life in endless pain?" Li Xiaoxue really didn't understand what she meant, and stared at Zhong Youcheng with round eyes: "What did you say?" ”
"What did I say?" The corners of Zhong Youcheng's mouth twitched up twice, slowly straightened up, and asked in a low voice, "Do you remember the Sister Lu I once mentioned to you?" ”
Of course Li Xiaoxue remembers, but she doesn't know why Zhong Youcheng mentioned such a woman who has nothing to do at this time: "What? ”
"How?" Zhong Youcheng smiled bitterly again, revealing his scars, and told about the experience that he would never mention again in his life, "That's really a guy who eats people and doesn't spit out bones." In order for me to paint a portrait of her, she threatened me with your safety. She's going to disfigure you. ”
"Disfigured?" Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but touch her face.
Zhong Youcheng nodded solemnly again, and his eyes dimmed little by little: "That's right." I don't know how your portrait that I once sold ended up in her hands. She sticks a sharp dagger into your forehead. She didn't mean to joke in the slightest. She did what she said, and as ruthlessly she said, she did as hard as she did. She broke one of the arms of the person next to her, like chopping a piece of dry wood, without blinking her eyes. ”
Li Xiaoxue couldn't help it, but she still laid out a vivid picture of Zhong Youcheng's words in her mind, and a biting burst of cold air pierced through the pores of her body.
Zhong Youcheng didn't care much about Li Xiaoxue's feelings, and continued to say: "Don't look at her fierce, but I, Zhong Youcheng, am not afraid of her!" It's not that she's threatening me with you, even if she puts a knife to my neck, I won't give in to her in the slightest! When was I, Zhong Youcheng, afraid of things? ”
Li Xiaoxue was inexplicably moved, but she was moved by this man who had indeed relieved herself of the crisis several times.
I was sincerely moved, and I was only moved.
Such a man is really good at touching women's hearts with words.
Such a sudden move made Li Xiaoxue feel that she was sinking into a deep place again.
She can't fall into it anymore, even if Zhong Youcheng is really kind to her, the pain it brings to her is enough to smooth out the kindness.
"What am I?" Zhong Youcheng pulled his chest up again and said, "Artist! An artist, every stroke of oil paint that falls on the canvas is extraordinary. An artist only makes images of the objects he admires. It's not that I have a scruple about you, Xiaoxue, you say, how could I agree to her? ”
In Zhong Youcheng's pretentiousness, Li Xiaoxue still felt that the words of his own scruples were a bit serious.
Zhong Youcheng sighed in the disdain that Li Xiaoxue showed again: "Every time I draw a stroke on her, I feel that my soul is squeezed like never before!" You may not fully understand the pain, and you may think that it is just a portrait. Really, it's just a portrait, assuming I'm just a painter, it doesn't matter. I also want to be perfunctory, and I can't ignore my reputation for the Lord. That's not all, what I have endured with her is far away, and there is more than that. You don't even know me, I ......"
Li Xiaoxue probably didn't want to know anything more, so she just shook her head.
Zhong Youcheng bit his teeth a few more times, and his eyes were already bloodshot for some time: "I'm really hard to speak." I, I'm almost draining my soul out there. Yes, if you don't have such a personal experience, you really can't understand my efforts. ”
"Are you done?" Li Xiaoxue only asked.
Zhong Youcheng nodded, and said emphatically: "That's why I'm telling you this, naturally I don't want to ask you for any credit,—— I Zhong Youcheng don't need to ask anyone for any credit,—— I just want you to know that I have a heart for you." There will never be anyone in this world who treats you as sincerely as I do. ”
"If you're done, I'm so grateful for what you've done for me." Li Xiaoxue's voice was unusually flat, "You think I can make some compensatory words for you, just say it." As for our relationship, I can only say that it is all in the past. We really can't be together anymore. If you treat me with sincerity and want me to be happy, as you said, don't pester me like this anymore. ”
Zhong Youcheng looked at Li Xiaoxue's expression again, as if he suddenly didn't know such a woman: "What do you mean by the past?" What can't be together again? Obviously, Li Xiaoxue, it's your heart that has changed! You have someone else in your heart, and you see something different! ”
"Say whatever you want." Li Xiaoxue said, and turned her face away, "If you can, please leave here." ”
"What does he have besides a good set of skins?" Zhong Youcheng smiled bitterly again and asked, "Can you understand what is under his skin?" Completely, you're all confused by his appearance, aren't you? He's a little white face! ”
"Zhong Youcheng!" Li Xiaoxue shouted again, "Let me repeat to you again, what happened between us, that is, between the two of us, has nothing to do with other people." That's all there is to say, so please go. ”
"I really didn't expect that we would have this day." Zhong Youcheng said unwillingly again, and said solemnly, "Xiaoxue, I came back to look for you, in fact, there are more important things I want to tell you." ”