Alas. If you know now, why bother in the first place? Because he died and was buried with his children, but he was called at the end, because he was sure that he would not be indifferent, Senior Sister...... Do you calculate and calculate all your life, hate everyone, and feel fulfilled in your life? Or are you still unwilling to die?

Ban Yun followed the instructions given by Nie Sisi, In a hidden cave, he found Nie Sisi's body, The corpse still has a trace of residual warmth, It should have been just out of breath, and the black and white eyes had already lost their luster at this moment, and they were godless but open in shock. Even so, it was better than when Nie Sisi was alive, at least these eyes were no longer full of malice.

If he had come a moment earlier, would the result have been different? Ban Yun didn't have any such thoughts, he knew that such a scene was what Nie Si thought let him see. She didn't want to live for a long time, but the only thing Ban Yun couldn't figure out was, in this case, why did Nie Sisi use that method to let him come, she was determined to die, what was the use of asking him to come?

With a sigh, Ban Yun stretched out his hand to cover Nie Sisi's eyes, stroked down, and helped Nie Sisi close his eyes-Senior sister, if this is your wish, then I am also here, and it can be regarded as a friendship with the same family.

When Ban Yun withdrew his hand, his fingertips touched the baby who was tightly held in Nie Sisi's arms, the temperature was different from the corpse that was still cooling, Ban Yun was horrified, and an almost ridiculous thought flashed in his heart, could it be that Nie Sisi meant? - Ban Yun almost lifted his heart, pushed Nie Sisi's arm away, tested the skinny child, and finally focused his complicated gaze on the woman who looked quiet after closing her eyes.

Actually, it's true.

Doctors are accustomed to seeing life and death, especially in the rivers and lakes, don't say anything about seeing death and not saving them, they are all empty, and many times they just calmly watch people die, and there is no fluctuation in their hearts. But at this moment, Ban Yun couldn't maintain his attitude, and for the first time, he was so entangled and hesitant - the child didn't die.

But it's not much different from being dead.

Otherwise, with his martial arts and precautionary mentality, he should have noticed the sound of breathing when he entered the cave. Looking at the bones, he was about a year old, but he was pitifully thin, as if there was only a handful of bones left in his body, his head was particularly large, his breathing was light to a certain extent, and even his pulse was very weak.

Ban Yun understood what Nie Sisi meant, Nie Sisi deliberately died a moment before he arrived, just to entrust this child to him! Nie Sisi knew that if she was still alive, Ban Yun would never accept this child, so she ended herself and handed over all the right to choose to Ban Yun.

If he were hard-hearted, the child would die; If he had compassion, the child would have lived.

Nie Sisi is willing to die, and if he doesn't close his eyes, he won't be blind, but he can't rest assured that this monkey can't be relieved? Ban Yun looked at the child between Nie Sisi's arms, sneering and irritable in her heart, she thought that in this way, he would save Nie Sisi's monkey? He took the pulse of the monkey, even if he picked it up and raised it, the child was poisoned and weak, how many years old could he live? Nie Sisi thought that he Ban Yun was so good at coercion?

Don't save it! Ban Yun didn't look at the kid again, and his sleeves shook off the dust.

The little boy rarely heard the master talk about his past, so he couldn't help but open his eyes wide and ask, "Then ...... later?" ”

Ban Yun glanced at the little boy with a smile, and later? The sun was setting, thinking that the child's little chest did not fluctuate much, and finally went back to the cave, obviously looking like he might lose his breath at any time, Nie Sisi was already cold, the child was still breathing weakly, Ban Yun picked up the child, all the past should come to an end with Nie Sisi's soul returning to the west, and the innocent child's teeth did not come out, what was wrong? Or when he is old, he is soft-hearted.

In short, the child was taken away by Ban Yun, and he should be hungry to the extreme if he didn't eat for a day, Ban Yun found goat's milk to feed the child, poor little child, he wouldn't cry and shout when he was hungry, only when Ban Yun fed him with a small wooden spoon, he ate obediently, and even his mouth couldn't chirp, just swallowed goat's milk quietly and slowly, and finally when Ban Yun wiped the corners of his mouth for him, he opened his pearl-grape-like eyes, as if he was grateful and seemed to ...... Just glanced at him like that, and closed it again because of his physical condition.

But just such a glance made Ban Yun never have the idea of abandoning the child, and took him back to his home, one was raised for two years, during which countless times the child's life hung by a thread, and Ban Yun borrowed his life from Yin Cao, and the child did not disappoint Ban Yun, the more he grew up, the more Ban Yun liked it.

Although the child was three years old, he could not get out of bed and walk, and he had not grown up much, but he had raised a little bit of flesh, and it looked less scary, and the sickness tormented the child all the time, and the child, as always, never cried out in distress, but only looked at them with clear eyes moistened with water after they helped him, and smiled when he was good.

It's distressing. Ban Yun never knew that a child could make people feel distressed to such an extent, the boy was his eldest apprentice, he worshiped him at the age of six, raised and taught him all the way to this time, and he never made him soft-hearted. How could he bear not to save him? From passive treatment at the beginning, it has become an active desire to save.

At the age of four, the child grew up a little and began to learn to speak, learning from his eldest apprentice, suddenly the voice faintly called out the word "master", Ban Yun corrected him, and began to teach the child common sense etiquette, the child's health became worse and worse, Ban Yun had no choice but to hand over the task of taking care of the child to his eldest disciple, and he studied how to treat the child.

The little boy is already a very stable little adult at the moment, he has regarded the child as a younger brother since he was a child, and the thirteen-year-old boy is happy to take care of the child, so that Ban Yun can concentrate on finding and curing the child, sure enough, unloading the responsibility of taking care of the child, the healing progress is very good, the child's body is much better, and the cheeks have added a little baby fat, and he is a very cute child.

At the age of five, the child began to learn to walk under the guidance of the little boy, more than steady, he couldn't walk two steps and was out of breath, still insisted on walking in front of Ban Yun who was out of the customs, looked up and smiled obediently, Ban Yun looked very relieved, the little boy came over and praised the child, squatted down and carried the child back to the house, Ban Yun let the child rest after checking the child's pulse, and the child nodded obediently sideways.

For the sake of the child's body, Ban Yun spent less and less time with the child, and the child's body was much better than usual. In the isolated Valley of Medicine Immortals, the laughter of children and teenagers often echoes, and children and teenagers can be seen inseparable from each other.

At the age of six, the little boy has grown into a teenager and has become a medical master. I was separated from my child again, I missed my child even more, and I was so excited to see the world for the first time. When I went back, it was night, and the street vendors were long gone, so I only went back with some food, and the child had already slept, and the next day I was happy to eat the snacks that had been spent overnight, but the boy regretted it very much, and swore that he would give the child the best food in the future.

Will these days go on forever? At the age of seven, the child's life hung by a thread again, Ban Yun rescued the child, the child still didn't cry or make trouble, Ban Yun was distressed and covered the quilt for him, the child suddenly cried, hugged Ban Yun's sleeve and choked and called him "Ban Shen Doctor", saying that he didn't want to die, said that he was reluctant, and said that it was okay to say once, he knew how to be a teacher for one day and a father for life, and wanted to call him "Master". Ban Yun's heart was broken. He had sworn that he would never let Nie Sisi's children be exposed to medical poison techniques for the rest of his life, so as not to learn from his mother and go astray, Ban Yun sat in silence all night, and learned that the boy had already taught the child Qi Huang, and reprimanded the young man, making him think about kneeling and repenting for three days. The next day, the child kowtowed to the teacher and began to take the time to personally guide the child, but he was surprised by the child's talent, so he abandoned others, such a pure boy, he taught with his heart, and he will not follow in the footsteps of Nie Sisi. The child was happy and changed his name to the young man "Senior Brother".

And Ban Yun is worthy of being one of the most capable disciples in the Medical Immortal Valley over the years, this year, the legendary Gu worm that took nearly six years has finally been successfully refined. When the child was on his eighth birthday (the day Ban Yun picked up the child was the child's birthday, and Nie Sisi's child died at that moment), Ban Yun planted Gu worms for the child, and the child's body was getting better day by day, becoming more and more lively and good-looking.

Also in this year, the child said that he wanted to call the boy "brother", and the boy naturally had no answer, and Ban Yun was also happy to see it. Every time the teenager comes back from the clinic, the child will talk with the teenager all night, and the child's views on these diseases sometimes even the teenager feels inspired.

At the age of nine, the child is already in good health, and he is no longer tired after walking two steps. The child is too simple, just like the stream in the valley, clear and clear, the young man can see it, Ban Yun can also see it, so he called the child to his side, a few hours passed, the child came out a little lost, but as always, it was distressing and sensible.

Since then, the child has been more attentive to the study of medical skills, and the degree of study is numb, and when Ban Yun and the boy found out, they had to be shocked. Ban Yun let go of a worry, and the child is getting older, so he is a little more relaxed, in addition to taking teenagers to visit special cases, he will also go out. They all know that there is no one else in the valley, and even if the child knows the knowledge, there is no one to treat, so he applies all the things he has developed to himself, because there are Gu worms, the child is naturally fine, and when the boy and Ban Yun find out, the child can already detoxify himself before the Gu worm takes effect.

What a genius and speed!

Ban Yun was so happy that he couldn't wait to ...... But soon, that joy was covered up by melancholy, even if the child was so good, what could he do, he would never be able to get out of the valley for the rest of his life! Ban Yun realized how cruel this sentence was, even if the original intention was for the good of the child. After locking himself in the room for three days, Ban Yun finally made an astonishing decision, he wanted to find a way to let the child walk the rivers and lakes, and he took the child with one hand, and he understood that the child had the right to see the world and should not rot in the land of projectiles.

The decision was made, and there was more when Ban Yun went out. But even so, he couldn't tell his children what he was thinking, and the waiting with anticipation was even more cruel, and he didn't know how long it would take. After informing the eldest disciple that his medical skills were already quite good and that he could use the name of the Medical Immortal Valley to break into the rivers and lakes, Ban Yun began to wander, looking for rare treasure grasses everywhere, and working hard for the little disciples to enjoy life.

The boy and the child have always been safe, the boy thinks of the child, even if he goes to the rivers and lakes, he will definitely go back to the valley once a month, with hot pastries, spend the happiest time. Until the child becomes more and more clingy, so that these pleasures are mixed with a little impatience and boredom, and finally when the child is thirteen years old, when he sleeps with the child, the child climbs on the teenager, in the teenager, no, it should be said that he is young. The child crawled on the young man, and while the young man was not bad, he suddenly gave the young man a kiss that exchanged lips and tongues, and the young man was shocked and excused himself to leave, wondering if there was something wrong with his attitude, and the child would be like this.

From then on, young people began to deliberately stay away from their children and keep a suitable distance.

The situation did not change, and even changed little by little, when the child was fourteen years old, the young man came back by chance at night, and the child fell asleep, and the young man saw the state of the child, his cheeks were red and he was short of breath, and he even breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, thinking that in this way the child would not be ...... to him again As a result, he heard the child whisper a few times to him, and then released it in his dream.

At this moment, the young man was completely sunk to the bottom of the water, he felt the sin, and fled from his home overnight. The young man could no longer face such a situation, he could not blame the child completely, he did not dare to give the child something in this regard, he was afraid that it would become more and more intense, so he could only avoid it.

Ignorance, I don't know when it became a habit. When I went back, I could still see the child's loving gaze, and then I avoided it until I went back one day, and suddenly found that the child was no longer so clingy, and even the obvious gaze was put away. The young man didn't care, because he had found it, found his true love.

A cool breeze blew, and the person on the bed suddenly stood up, touched his eyes with tears on his face, and simply buried his head in his hands, and cried again-

Yu Yu, my Yu Yu, I was wrong, I already know that I was wrong. Don't be afraid, I will, come to your rescue soon.

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Obsessively threw 1 mine Throwing time: 2017-04-02 11:14:30

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