In the dark, Grandma Liang glanced at Liang Xin faintly, and asked faintly: "What do you hate?" ”

"All of them." Liang Xin said.

"I don't hate." Grandma Liang spit out these two words for a while, and said after a while: "You can't blame your mother for what happened to your father back then." Your dad is paralyzed, basically can't get out of bed, and has been lying in bed for more than a year, and the family has been dragged out by him, and he has had enough of himself. Later, when he got sick, he would rather die than be cured. Besides, your mother is also tired of serving, and she has to support the family and serve your father, so those days are ...... It's hard to ......."

Grandma Liang stopped here, took a breath and said, "That's it, let's not mention the past." In short, your mother is not easy, she didn't leave your four brothers and sisters to marry another, just this one, it's enough for you to be good to her. She can support the four of you, and I, an old woman, will not drag her down. If you can't get anywhere, you won't be there, I'll just move out. ”

Liang Xin crossed his hands and stretched out his head, pulled his body, and said quietly for a while: "I don't hate it either." ”

"What do you hate?" Grandma Liang pounded her: "Raise you so big." ”

Liang Xin smiled, and suddenly asked again: "Then grandma, do you hate my mother?" ”

Grandma Liang glanced at her and said angrily, "What is the question you asked tonight?" ”

"What are you afraid of? You say. Liang Xin stood up sideways.

Grandma Liang smashed her mouth and said, "If you want grandma to tell the truth, it will be too annoying!" ”

Liang Xin still laughed: "Why do you hate the law?" ”

Grandma Liang stretched out her hand and slapped her: "You still broke the casserole and asked the end!" ”

Liang Xin lay on his back and didn't ask any more questions. She looked at the roof of the thatched hut through the patched and washed white blue mosquito net, pressed her hands under her head, and said slowly: "She is hard-hearted, selfish, and affectionate, and she doesn't treat me and Yue'er as her own children at all." In her opinion, giving birth to and raising us is to raise two more laborers for the family. We have to bury our lives in this family before we can afford her nurturing grace. ”

The pu fan in Grandma Liang's hand slowly came down at a uniform speed, and Liang Xin still didn't move, and her eyes were deep in the night. There are crickets in the corners of the house, and frogs chirp on the edge of the ditch in the field behind the house. Liang Xin lay down and looked back on his previous life, that life without waves, that life that was so selfless that he didn't even see the true faces of the relatives around him.

Liang Ming's soft and glutinous personality, in her previous life, she seemed to be honest, but in Liang Yiping's eyes, she was a wreck; Liang Jun wants to have strong self-esteem, in her previous life, she seemed to be strong-willed and self-motivated, but Liang Yiping said that he had no brains and blind self-esteem; And Liang Yue, she knows that her sister will observe words and feelings, and will do what she likes in front of others, but she has a boring temperament but has never seen any bad intentions, but in Liang Yiping's eyes, it is not pleasant.

She and Liang Yiping are two cognitions, and no one can determine who is right and who is wrong. Plus Grandma Liang, there will be a third kind. If you ask your neighbor Aunt Wang again, I'm afraid it's the fourth point of view. The same person and the same thing look different in everyone's heart.

And the cognition of her previous life has been subverted little by little after she was reborn, after she decided to continue studying and had an irreversible conflict with Xu Qinglian.

Just said that in his previous life, Liang Xin did not hate Xu Qinglian, Liang Ming and Liang Jun, and did not hate Liang Yue. It is a gift for God to let her be reborn, in her previous life, she fulfilled others as one choice, and in this life she perfected herself as another choice. On the path she chose, she met a god and killed a god, and a Buddha killed a Buddha, and that's it. So in her previous life, she didn't listen to Liang Yiping's "pouting", and she didn't care about Xu Qinglian's crying in this life.

In the choice of this life, Liang Xin still can't talk about hatred for Xu Qinglian, but he is cold. For Liang Ming and Liang Jun, she doesn't give, she doesn't take, and she doesn't want to have much to do with it. And for Liang Yue, who is thin and has the same fate as her, she does always instinctively feel compassion and distress. At this time, it is not easy for anyone. She couldn't see the eyes full of longing, which had been her entire past life.

The problem of a wide heart is not something that can be eliminated once reborn. But then again, being tolerant is not necessarily a bad thing. If it is built on the basis of seeing the world clearly, then what you get is a normal heart that is not sad or happy.

Liang Xin thought for a long time and thought of falling asleep. There was the sound of Grandma Liang shaking the fan in my ears, and mosquitoes crashing outside the tent......

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Grandma Liang is getting older, and the sleep time she needs is getting shorter and shorter, so she wakes up very early in the morning to wash and cook. When Liang Xin opened his eyes, breakfast was already on the table. She rubbed her eyes twice, pushed off the mosquito net, got out of bed, put off her shoes and went to wash. After brushing his teeth and washing his face by the well in the courtyard, he cleared his mind and went to the house to take a comb with a broken tooth and comb his hair.

There is no beautiful head rope at this time, either the wool is tied directly, or the leather bands are bought and wrapped with colored wool on it. Liang Xin has just a leather band, wrapped in cyan wool, which is already very fine at this time.

After tying up her hair, Liang Xin put down her comb and sat down at the table to eat with Grandma Liang. Picking up the bowl and taking a sip of porridge, Liang Xin said, "Grandma will call me next time you wake up, and I will get up to help you cook." ”

"I can't sleep, what are you doing with me so early? It's the time to grow your body, and you can sleep enough! "Grandma Liang doesn't follow.

"But I said I was here to take care of you, and you cook every day." Liang Xin put down the bowl.

Grandma Liang glanced at her and said unconvinced: "I have sharp legs and feet!" What do you want to take care of! ”

Liang Xin smiled: "Grandma is eighteen years old!" ”

Grandma Liang raised her hand and knocked on the edge of Liang Xin's bowl with chopsticks: "I can't stop your mouth when I eat!" ”

While the two were talking, their heads poked out of the door again. Then the whole body jumped out, it was Liang Yue.

"Have you eaten?" Liang Xin looked at her and asked.

"Hmm." Liang Yue rubbed into the room and sat down at the table, "The second brother got up early to study, and my mother didn't let me sleep lazy." ”

"Then why don't you read it?" Grandma Liang asked.

Liang Yue shook his head: "Mom said that I would make a noise with the second brother, and I don't have anything to carry." ”

"Would you like to eat more?" Grandma Liang didn't care about her studying.

Liang Yue shook his head, his face hesitated, as if something was wrong. Liang Xin looked at her and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Liang Yue looked at her, raised her hand to bite her nails, and was beaten down by Grandma Liang, and reprimanded: "How many times have you said that you haven't changed it, it's a bad problem!" ”

Liang Yue didn't dare to gnaw her nails anymore, so she put her hand between her legs, looked at Liang Xin and said, "Sister, is there a pear here?" ”

Liang Xin was stunned for a moment, stretched out his head to look at the back basket, which was empty. It was Grandma Liang, who looked at Liang Yue and asked, "Didn't I give you one last night, why did you ask for it again?" Won't your sister eat any of them? ”

"Not what I wanted." Liang Yue's voice was as small as a mosquito, "I accidentally said that I missed my mouth, and my mother asked me to come and give ...... to my second brother."

Liang Xin lowered her head and drank porridge, only to hear Grandma Liang say angrily: "No, it's already over!" You go back and tell your mother, you have to eat yourself and go to the town market to buy it! Don't come to me to fish for anything, I don't have anything to spare here for her! ”

Liang Yue sat down and said, "Mom said that my sister bought it, so I should give it to my second brother." Also said...... My sister must have worked in a brick factory to hide money, and this money should be her ......."

Grandma Liang was so angry that she put down her chopsticks, and Liang Xin couldn't help but was about to speak, but suddenly heard a voice and said with a smile: "Yo~ Xu Qinglian is really shameless......"

Liang Xin glanced out, saw Liang Yiping pushing the cart, hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks and went out, and said happily: "My sister-in-law has found it for me?" ”

"Carts, baskets, scales, see what's missing?" Liang Yiping said.

Liang Xin looked at it, there were a lot of things in the basket, so she looked at Liang Yiping and asked, "Sister-in-law, what is this?" ”

Liang Yiping reached out to the basket, took out a gown with white flowers on a green background, and said, "Aren't you going to school?" Do you go in patched clothes? I can't wear it, look at your body frame, it's almost. ”

Liang Xin suspiciously took out all the clothes in the basket, all of which were half-new, not old, pants, and a tunic dress with white polka dots, which was so fashionable in this era. Liang Yue came out to watch the excitement on the side, and when she saw this dress, she couldn't help but pull a corner of it, and her eyes lit up - how can any girl not love beauty.

Grandma Liang also came over to take a look and said, "This Xin'er must look good when she wears it." ”

"But I don't like to wear skirts." Liang Xin said.

Liang Yiping poked her head: "I don't know how to dress up at all, I'm blind and good-looking." ”

Liang Xin picked and chose among the clothes, took two sets of plain colors, and said, "I want these two sets, and the other sisters-in-law will take them back." ”

"You brought it, and you still want me to take it back?" Liang Yiping glared at her: "You put it away and go to school to change your clothes." Don't annoy me, I'm most tired of fleshy and greasy. You give it to you, just take it! If you don't take it, you just have an opinion about me Liang Yiping! ”

Liang Xin: "......" had to take it.

Liang Yue kept tugging at the corner of the skirt beside her, reluctant to let go. was still pulled by Liang Yiping, and then retracted his hand.

Liang Yiping took out all the clothes and put them in Liang Xin's arms, and said, "Take them and fold them away, if you feel sorry for it, take some good things out and honor me!" ”

Grandma Liang patted her head on the side and said with a smile: "If you want to say that there is really a good thing." With that, he entered the house, rummaged through the box at the head of the bed for a while, took a Yali pear out, washed it in water, and sent it to Liang Yiping: "Is it a good thing?" ”

Liang Yiping: "It's really a good thing!" You're welcome! As he spoke, he took a bite and said sweetly: "This pear is very sweet, not bad!" ”

After taking a second bite, I saw Xu Qinglian enter the yard from the fence gate, and pulled a donkey face.

Liang Yiping stared at her, and without waiting for others to see her, she first opened her mouth provocatively: "Yo, why is my sister-in-law here?" ”