Chapter 157 A guilty heart will not be at peace
At noon, Cui Shanying got up and washed his face, at least he couldn't see the sadness on his face. Greeting Zhu Dahai Wang Lu with a smile, and then helping his mother with her work, Sun Rui sighed in her heart, but fortunately, at least she was close to herself, and there was nothing to hide it.
Everyone lives under a mask!
Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, a large table of people, Cui Sanjie smiled and looked very happy, the sixth uncle in the family is the oldest, in previous years, the old man called him to be around, now the old man is gone, Cui Sanjie wants to give him the middle seat, the sixth uncle refuses to sit, Cui Shanying smiled and said: "Sixth uncle, you just sit, this is polite and still called a family." The old man is gone, but we're still there! ”
The sixth uncle sighed with red eyes and sat down.
As Cui Shanying said, they are all a family, there is no need to talk about this politeness, the sixth uncle has followed the old man to the north and south for a lifetime, and the old man has gone, and his heart is no worse, and his uncomfortable mood is no worse than anyone else. In the past, when the old man was there, the sixth uncle was in good health, and when he was happy, he could still make two moves with the young man, but now listening to Sun Yanru, the sixth uncle has often been in a daze in the courtyard in the past few months.
Cui Shanying has been by the old man's side for more than ten years, but what about the sixth uncle, the sixth uncle has been by the old man's side for a lifetime, a whole life, and the two old brothers are closer than anyone else, and they are in a good mood.
"Here, everybody, raise your glass!" Cui Sanjie smiled at Zhang Luo.
The reunion was reunited, and the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner lasted until 12 o'clock at midnight.
On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Cui Shanying didn't go anywhere, slept until noon, didn't wake him up when he fired a cannon in the morning, and didn't eat breakfast. The old man just didn't, Cui Shanying will not pay New Year's greetings in the first month of this year!
Li Yulong, Shu Guan, Fang Xiaole, and Mo Ying called Cui Shanying last night to pay their respects, and Cui Shanying also sent a message to Meng Feiwu, Team Han, Wang Xiaojun, and Ren Yingying.
Cui Shanying stayed at home until the tenth day of the first lunar month.
"You're all on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, let's go!" When the mother Zhang Yanru heard that Cui Shanying and they were leaving, her eyes were reluctant, the children finally went home, who was willing to let them go like this.
Sun Rui hugged Zhang Yanru's arm and said with a smile: "Mom, why don't you follow us to live in the capital." ”
Zhang Yanru smiled bitterly and shook her head: "I'm leaving, this family may not be sloppy." After the New Year, those children who practiced boxing came, and I had to cook openly, without me, I would have to starve them to death! ”
Cui Shanying smiled, it was all an excuse, in fact, my mother was reluctant to let her father Cui Sanjie stay at home alone, and she definitely wouldn't go to the capital, even if she went, she wouldn't stay for a few days, boring, not like the excitement at home.
"Then you all go, let my daughter stay for a few more days, it's all right!" Zhang Yanru took Wang Lu's arm and said. Sun Rui is going back to the mountain city, and she has relatives to go to go when she goes back, and she will go to work after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, she knows that she can't keep it, but Wang Lu should be fine here.
Wang Lu said softly: "Godmother, the martial arts hall has passed the tenth day of the first month, and all kinds of training classes have started, and I will go back to replace the class." ”
"It's not bad for you, let someone else help you replace it first, yes, let the fish head help you bring it, you stay at home with me for a few more days!" Zhang Yanru said with a smile.
The fish head smirked and scratched his bare head, but there was no objection, Wang Lu didn't know why, and his face turned red.
Cui Shanying smiled and said: "Since my mother has said it, then Wang Lu, you will stay at home for a few more days, let's leave quickly, my mother herself is not interesting." ”
Cheng Ziyi and they have also come back in the past few days, and it doesn't matter if Wang Lu of the martial arts hall doesn't go back, so it's really not okay to find Wan Shenwu or Wang Xiaojun to borrow a few people to use it first.
Cui Shanying didn't return to the capital, he went directly to the south of the Yangtze River.
On the train, Cui Shanying bought a hard sleeper ticket. The plane is fast, but Cui Shanying doesn't like it, he has no sense of security with his feet off the ground, and his heart is not steady. There are still a few days left before the date of the appointment, and there is no rush in time. It doesn't matter if the train slows down, he can still sit on it and think about something.
On the rest chair in the corridor of the sleeper car, Cui Shanying sat indifferently and looked out, looking at the scenery that was rapidly regressing, the houses became wheat fields, trees, and rivers, and there was always a feeling that it was like sitting on a train, not going to the destination, but shuttling quickly in the turbulence of time and space, and it was not the scenery that was rapidly regressing, but the time.
Time is like an arrow, and time is like a shuttle!
Whether life begins or ends is not up to others, but to yourself.
It's not pessimism, it's not sighing, it's just the fear of time, the fear of the years, the fear of Evergrande and the smallness.
Nothing can escape the powerful bondage of time, including this world, this 'heaven'.
Cui Shanying is a very pragmatic person, and at the same time a person who loves abstract thinking, thinking about the vast universe, thinking about ideas, can human thoughts affect the universe?
In the multi-dimensional universe, what role do people play in this space, and what are the human beings from another perspective when they leave this world.
Is it true that man's mind trumps man's own existence?
Wait, messy things, many, many Cui Shanying are thinking, although he is not very old, but these things that he thinks about in a mess, he habitually leads them into boxing, and the things that he finally comes up with can be imagined to be. In this world, has anyone ever had the power to destroy the world, and those legendary immortals, do they really exist?
What is the supreme state of boxing, which is what ordinary people call 'seeing the sky'?
The mystery is the same, there is no ending, there is no answer, you can only rely on imagination, guess, nostalgia and thinking about the ancients, as support, but what you get is sighing, self-deprecating smiles, and shaking your head.
It's not hard to think about one thing, but it's hard to think about one thing for the rest of your life.
If people are not crazy, they can't live, this sentence is used in boxing, which is appropriate.
Cui Shanying would smile and shake his head whenever he thought that he couldn't think about it anymore and there was no 'road', too many things were just in legends, the more he longed for it, the more he longed for it, the more he couldn't get it.
Simplicity and complexity are often the key.
The more you think, the more you practice, the more you will know, and many times it means that there is more but not fine. The simpler the things, plus the simple people, most of the time will practice to the 'one trick', and you can come to that wherever you go.
In fact, whether it is being a person or practicing boxing, it is enough to have a moment. It's just that people's hearts are too big, they don't know how to be satisfied, and they always think of better and stronger things.
"Hey!"
A crisp and pleasant voice pulled Cui Shanying back from his thoughts, turned his head to look at the source of the sound, and there was a girl with a ponytail standing next to him, slightly older than Cui Shanying, looking at Cui Shanying with a smile.
Cui Shanying said: "Hello! ”
The girl's eyes were big, watery with a bit of spirituality, and she smiled and pointed to the seat opposite Cui Shanying and said, "Can I sit here?" ”
Cui Shanying nodded and said with a smile: "Yes, there is no one here!" ”
Everyone can sit on the rest chair on the sleeper on the train at will, and it doesn't belong to any person, the girl may be out of politeness, or maybe she is a little curious about watching Cui Shanying sit there and watch for a long time without moving, what is the specific reason, then I am afraid only she knows it in her own heart.
"Thank you!" After the girl sat down opposite Cui Shanying, she asked, "Where are you going?" ”
Cui Shanying smiled and said, "I, I'll go to Liangguang!" “
The girl said happily: "You also go to Liangguang, and so do I, are you going to school?" "Because Cui Shanying is not very old, he can tell at a glance that he should be a student, at least in terms of age!
Cui Shanying shook his head with a smile and said, "No, I'm going to do something." ”
"Oh!" The girl's eyes seemed to flash a trace of disappointment, and then she laughed and said, "I'm going to school in Liangguang, the majority of students, sophomore this year, it's a pleasure to meet you!" Speaking of this, he stuck out his tongue again and whispered: "By the way, my name is Chang Xinzhu, what about you?" ”
"Cui Shanying!"
After talking, the two sat there and began to chat, this girl named Chang Xinzhu is very talkative, to put it bluntly, she talks a lot, she is more able to speak, the two of them talk, basically eight out of ten sentences are what she is saying, Cui Shanying only occasionally echoes.
From the north to Liangguang, one south and one north, plus it is an ordinary express train, the speed is relatively slow, it takes 21 hours to reach the terminal station, and almost every station will stop, so there is plenty of time.
Having someone to chat with him is not a bad thing for Cui Shanying, at least the journey will not be too lonely.
However, when Cui Shanying was chatting with Chang Xinzhu, he found a small detail, this girl's eyes were very active, when chatting with Cui Shanying, when the small mouth was talking, her eyes would look around, and then almost when anyone passed by the two, she swept it with her eyes.
Because it is the Spring Festival transportation period, the sleeper carriages are basically full, and there are not many people. Ordinary people will not notice this small detail on the girl at all.
Cui Shanying looked at the other party, it was a pair of very beautiful eyes, the girl was also very beautiful, with a kind of youthful vitality on her body, and she couldn't help but sigh in her heart.
How did such a girl fall into the thief's door!
Cui Shanying is eight points sure, this girl is a person who 'steals the door', and there are branches of thieves, and thieves also have ways, but how many people are there in the world who are real thieves?
From ancient times to the present, if you don't say that you don't have it, you may be counted as a grand thief, and there are only a handful. The vast majority of others are thieves!
Thieves and thieves have similarities and differences.
is also a 'lower ninth' person, but many martial arts people disdain to associate with thieves.
What is shame?
Stealing the innocent, stealing the poor, the most shameful!
Getting something for nothing is the best explanation for stealing a door, and it is also its biggest shame. Taking people's strengths and stealing people's wealth are definitely two concepts.
Cui Shanying doesn't like thieves, and he doesn't like thieves. If Wang Zhenggang hadn't quit the burglar door, Cui Shanying would not have had a deep friendship with him.
It doesn't necessarily have to be a gentleman, but at least it must be a good conscience.
A clear conscience!
The heart is uneasy, the demon obstacle is born, like the foot of the abyss, and it is difficult for Mount Tai to block the way forward.
You can be selfish, shameless, cunning and untrustworthy, but if you are happy for a while, fast for a while, will you ask yourself later? Your conscience does not condemn it, but the ancients have gods, even if you are happy and happy, will your children and grandchildren be rewarded by yin virtue?
Where there is a cause, there must be an effect!
Cui Shanying doesn't believe in superstition or fate, but he believes in conscience!
If you ask your heart in everything, you will be ashamed, and you will not be at peace.
The times are advancing, but people's morality is regressing many times.