Zhong Zizhen sat in the room for a while, rubbed his face with his hands in silence, and then slowly stood up with his knees propped up, and took two steps back slightly to make way for the most central space-even though he had known that this would be the case, there was still something ...... in his heart Empty.

Shaking his head and no longer thinking about it, Zhong Zizhen mobilized his spiritual power, and the air seemed to fluctuate slightly, and then, In the originally empty room, there was such a young man who was so beautiful, wearing extremely ordinary clothes, but not as beautiful as mortals, Zhong Zizhen took a step forward, hugged the young man with a surprised face in the crook of his arm, patted the still thin back, the expected loss, Naturally, there was no less, but his heart felt a lot easier.

He wasn't supposed to tie Josh down, that's the way it should be.

As if old friends were reunited, Zhong Zizhen let go of Josh with a sigh of relief in his heart, with a real smile on his face, looking at the old wooden door, and said with a smile, "Let's go, Josh." ”

The surprise in Josh's eyes couldn't be hidden, it was obviously a scene that should be smiling, but he froze in place, looking at Zhong Zizhen with wide eyes, Zhong Zizhen's eyes were filled with countless warmth and encouragement, he didn't say anything more, and he didn't take the initiative to do anything, just quietly like that, waiting for Josh to take a step.

Where is this, and is it really what he thinks? Josh had countless questions in his heart, and the apprehension at the moment gradually drowned him like a tide, and he pinned his hopes on it, but he was afraid that it was not, and the inquiry was in his mouth, but he couldn't spit out a word.

The wooden door, with its horizontal streamlined handles, rusted and looking old, still sticks to his responsibilities - he only needs to hold the handle and push it lightly, and he can walk out of the room and see the scene outside. What was out there, Josh had a vague guess, but he wasn't sure of himself at all - why was he? He had already obtained enough that even the forgiveness he had never imagined in his hands, how could he use the warm scenes to satisfy the endless desire in his heart?

Oh God. If this continues, I will surely become an insatiable person, and I will become more and more unable to control my cravings. In that case, will there be another tragedy? Then, he would rather stay in Zhong Zizhen's space and end his life alone and relieved.

Please don't let me fall into prison again, I don't want to carry anything anymore.

Josh closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and drove out all the endless weakness in his heart, Zhong Zizhen's transformation was too abrupt for him, no matter how sincere and harmless Zhong Zizhen was, he always had the illusion of stepping into a trap, especially after he stayed in the space for so long, Zhong Zizhen never told him the slightest bit of news outside, that feeling almost turned into substance.

If this is Zhong Zizhen's decision to punish him, then he will live according to Zhong Zizhen's wishes.

But what is happening now undoubtedly shows how dirty and unbearable his speculations and conjectures are, and that there are two diametrically opposed thoughts at war in his heart, but at this moment, the idea of conspiracy theories has not disappeared, and now this door is separated by the truth that proves everything.

From the moment of rebirth, for everything that will happen, you have been prepared for a long time, and what you need to face will never disappear out of thin air. He believed that Zhong Zizhen would not make a special trip to make such a mischievous joke, just to see the insult and pain on his face, even if it was, it was the punishment he should bear. Josh turned his eyes to look at Zhong Zizhen, stepped forward and gave Zhong Zizhen a hug, then turned around and strode forward.

When his hand grasped the cold metal handle, there was also a chill in his heart, and fear rose to the peak at this moment, even though his face was still silent, but Josh knew that his back was crawling with cold sweat.

The sound of the clockwork turning was so clear, slowly expanding from the slow line, the outside world gradually came into view, the ordinary living room, the white of the walls had yellowed, the furniture looked old and dusty, and then there were the two figures, one standing in the center of the living room, looking out of the window for a moment.

Even though they hadn't seen each other for seven years, Josh could still call out the names of these two people with just one back. Josh's fingers on the doorknob trembled a little, and his eyes were a little blurry, the words were on his lips, but he couldn't shout loudly, at this moment, the endless haze was illuminated by the bright sun, and slowly faded away.

It's nice to look at it like this again, they're all alive and well, it's good. The heavens were not kind to him, and returned the most precious things, and even gave him a second life, a heavy and thick life. Josh turned around, Zhong Zizhen was standing behind him, the expression on his face was still soft, the encouragement in his eyes was still pure, Josh couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile.

The sound of the door lock turning alarmed Zhong Liwu, and what he saw when he looked back was the scene of the person in his heart still having the same face, smiling with tears, to be honest, his mind was still confused at this moment, from hearing the familiar voice in the signal tower in the morning, to the way the three of them galloped all the way, was it what he imagined? What's going on here? What should I say first when I see him so that it won't be abrupt and embarrassing? At the moment when they actually met, Zhong Liwu knew that his worries and confusion were all useless brain waves, because everything was gone when he saw Josh, and the name that had been silently recited thousands of times naturally blurted out, "Josh! ”

Josh. Carrying his best times and purest feelings, Josh is the only clear and beautiful Josh in the world.

Nothing has changed, as if I am still sitting in a spacious and crowded university classroom, clean and special scenery; It is as if sitting in front of the piano, with slender fingers on the black and white keys, and the smiling curtain call is stunning and moving; Josh, stay in his best moments.

And he is no longer the impulsive and stupid Zhong Liyu who was impulsive. Seven years have passed, and he has long been like Josh, sealed in the best memories, at the beginning of the last days, he was just a student who had not yet graduated from college, and now, now, he is ...... It's very different from him seven years ago, right? Will Josh feel strange when he sees him like this?

Zhongli looked at Josh intently, watching Josh slowly approach, those watery eyes as always, able to indulge in them.

Josh's eyes were on Zhong Limo, and the person in his eyes made him clearly realize the passage of "seven years", Zhong Liwu...... has become a quite mature man, handsome and calm, maybe it is the change in temperament, so that his whole person looks far from the Zhong Liyu in his memory, only vaguely from the facial features to see the similarity, after overlapping, it turned out to be really a person.

But such a bell is ambiguous...... Josh slowly walked in front of Zhong Liwu, his eyes were a little moist, Josh stretched out his arms around Zhong Liwu's back, stood on tiptoe and rested his chin on Zhong Liwu's shoulder, it was the best relief for him to see such a completely different Zhong Liwu.

It's good that he didn't die because of his shameful and selfish thoughts.

Zhong Li's heart was blocked, and he hugged Josh tightly in his arms, and tears poured out inadvertently, he understood, he understood, after reading Josh's diary, he never saw Josh's pain, so that Josh never got rid of the inner torture and soul torture until he died.

"Josh......" Zhongli's hand ran through Josh's hair, pressing Josh's head against his shoulder socket, and his voice was a little choked, "It's great that you're okay...... You're alive...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry all the time, I couldn't save you......"

Yes.

Something warm, slid down the back of his neck and into his back, Josh closed his eyes and patted Zhong Liwu's back, interrupting Zhong Liwu's self-reproachful words, "It's okay, it's okay." Isn't that okay with me? I would also like to thank you for not giving up for so many years. ”

Yes. Oh God. What kind of people have I met that can be so good? I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. As a result, until now, Zhong Liwu still thought that he was pure and innocent, and it was obviously the scene he was looking forward to before he died, but at this moment, Josh was not a taste, Zhong Zizhen ...... Did you hide the truth?

Listening to Josh's gentle words, Zhong Liwu spit on himself fiercely in his heart, why he still hasn't grown up after so many years, and he wants Josh to comfort him in turn. Taking a deep breath, Zhong Liwu held Josh's shoulders and pushed Josh away, and began to smile handsomely, "Look what I'm talking about." Look who's over there. ”

The past, Zhong Liwu didn't want to mention it anymore, everything was over, and there was no need to shy away from it or deliberately say it, and the pain he had learned about didn't have to let Josh know...... Josh doesn't want to think about it, the most hidden things in his heart are known to others.

Then just don't know, there is no point in rehashing the old things, what really makes sense is that Josh is back, the future they have, not dwelling on the past. The past was painful, the mistakes were made by Josh, and it wasn't worth giving up tomorrow for that.

Following Zhong Li's sideways Josh raised his eyes, just as Du Yiming turned around to see, Du Yiming abandoned the cigarette butt in his hand, revealing his own logo smile, with a little bad in his cunning, full of charm, he spread his arms, Josh was not embarrassed, wiped the corners of his eyes and stepped away, and threw himself into the arms that were not strange, nor familiar.

Probably nothing can make any movement, more warm than hugging each other, all the holes caused by longing are filled little by little, so satisfied, so safe.

Du Yiming hugged Josh, like hugging his whole world, so careful, so restrained, and whispered in Josh's ear with his usual voice, "Xiaoxi, long time no see, there is still ......"

"Welcome back."

Josh clasped Du Yiming's shoulder, stunned for a moment, and then gently pulled the corners of his mouth open, and responded softly, "I'm back, ...... I'm going to cause you trouble again. ”

Du Yiming, who reacted, smiled in a low voice and rubbed Josh's hair, "It's so happy." ”

That sentence...... It's the same as when Josh decided to go with them through the end times. Josh is willing to start over, and that's good. Du Yiming's words received Zhong Li's response, pulled Zhong Zizhen, rushed to Du Yiming's side Joxi, and hugged the two who were separating into his arms at the same time, and came to a group hug.

The first four of them, who have experienced all kinds of things, at least at the moment of reunion after many years, can get rid of all other mutual understanding and heart-to-heart communication, which is undoubtedly a beautiful end.

The three men who experienced Josh's "death" for seven years together coincidentally chose to hide the truth from Josh, not because they lacked the courage to face it, but they didn't want to add to their worries, so that Josh knew that the two of them also learned the truth back then. It's a fool's errand to hold on to the past, instead of making Josh feel embarrassed when he finds out, and looking back on the past shamelessness that has never been fulfilled to face them, it is better to let time bury it, dispel Josh's worries little by little, and move forward.

Other than that, other things are a different matter, of course, everyone has a chance, right?

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So, from today onwards, the update will be restored, and the wives have witnessed the disappearance of the author's wife, qaq is still thank you, ladies~

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