Chapter 624: Silent Hatred
"Panpan has eaten." Teacher Song made breakfast, and while serving rice from the kitchen to the coffee table, he called Panpan in the room.
Teacher Song felt very tired when she got up, she didn't know when she fell asleep last night, and although she made up her mind about tomorrow's scene, she just couldn't bear to face it, she thought that the scene must be very blocked.
She and Yu Jianshe are completely incompatible, this feud is destined to be concluded, she worked hard to pull the eldest child, but let her personally let the child recognize the thief as his father, a thousand unwilling, ten thousand unwilling, this incident tortured her so much that she didn't sleep well all night.
That despicable and shameless face appeared in front of her eyes from time to time, and the **.smile that hung on the corner of her mouth beat her heart from time to time, when he took Panpan's hand and walked towards the second child, she stood in place and watched all this, what kind of scene should it be?
Oh, I can't imagine it, it's going to be worse than ripping out your own heart!
"Ou Ou Ou, eat, eat!" Panpan jumped out of the house and ran out happily.
The two of them were eating quietly, and Teacher Song peeked at Panpan from time to time while eating, she had too many things to say to him, but she swallowed them back when the words came to her mouth.
yes, what should I say to him? Can he understand when he says it? Today is destined to meet Yu Jianjian, what kind of scene will it be like to meet Yu Jianjian? Will you pounce on him? Will you call him daddy loudly? Anyway, one of them will be true, that is, Panpan will go to school with Yu Jianjian.
This is something that he has been looking forward to for a long time, he is finally looking forward to this day, he can finally raise his eyebrows in front of his classmates, he has a father, he will not give up this opportunity.
"Panpan." After the two of them finished eating, everything was cleaned up, Teacher Song and Pan Pan sat together, she thought about it and mustered up the courage to say to Pan Pan: "He's back." ”
Pan Pan blinked a few times and asked, "Who came back, Mom?" ”
"It's the guy standing at the gate." Teacher Song said that she must say that she wants to see how Panpan will react when she hears the news.
"You mean Daddy is back?" Pan Pan's face suddenly flashed with excitement and said, the excitement on that face was difficult to express.
When Teacher Song asked Pan Pan, she repeatedly warned herself that she must be restrained, don't be angry with the child, and don't even have a bad expression, only in this way can she successfully handle this matter, but despite this, when she saw Pan Pan's excited face, she still couldn't help but pull her face down.
Panpan saw that her mother was unhappy, so she quickly pouted her head and pulled her head down timidly: "Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't be like this." ”
"It's okay Panpan, mom doesn't blame you." Teacher Song relaxed the muscles on her face when she heard this, she remembered very much the conversation she had with the dog in the office, she couldn't break her word, she must do it to the end! So he said, "Panpan, he's back, don't you want him to send you to school?" Whatever you want, Mommy doesn't care about you. ”
Panpan looked at Teacher Song like that, wanting to say but not daring to speak, her lips moved several times but she couldn't speak.
"If you want to say it, you can say it, Mom doesn't blame you, be bold." Teacher Song encouraged.
"Is it true, Mom?" Panpan asked cautiously and in a whisper.
"It's true, when did mom lie to you!" Teacher Song said.
"Then let me ask you, why don't you like Dad." Panpan plucked up the courage to ask.
Teacher Song thought that he was going to answer the question just now, but he didn't expect that such a sentence suddenly came out, which pot is not opened and which pot is mentioned, this is the question that Teacher Song is most reluctant to touch, and if he doesn't mention it, Teacher Song suddenly felt angry in his heart.
"How many times have I told you, you don't have a father, you only have a mother!" Teacher Song said sternly.
"Then why is he my father?" Seeing this, Panpan's voice was much quieter and asked.
"The older you are, the more ignorant you are, don't mention this person in front of me in the future, and then mention you to find him, don't follow your mother!" Teacher Song spoke louder, she really couldn't resist this nameless fire!
Pan Pan heard that he immediately pouted and said: "I said I don't ask you, but let me ask, I asked you and disciplined me, my mother doesn't count when she talks, woo woo woo woo ......"
"Cry, cry, cry! Just know to cry! Go to him, go to him, and follow your mother for what! "Teacher Song is completely devastated, she really can't stand this!
"Don't, I want my mother, my mother don't let me go, woo woo woo ......" said the tearful supplicant.
"Then shut up, if you cry again, your mother really doesn't want you!" Teacher Song said.
Panpan didn't dare to cry, and looked at her mother with sobbing eyes.
"Mom was just telling you about him sending you to school, why are you mentioning this?" Teacher Song calmed down a lot, and then said to Panpan: "What Mom just said is true, you want him to send you to school, Mom has no objection, but you will have to listen to Mom in the future, do you understand?" ”
Panpan nodded heavily with tears in her eyes.
"Hurry up, hurry up and wash your face and go to school." Teacher Song got up and dragged Panpan to the bathroom as he spoke.
A new day begins, the busy figure shuttles at the gate, this place is the place that can best reflect the world, it can best reflect the rush of each day, recording the changes in the current life.
The gate is still the same gate, the people are still those people, the only difference is that there is a person at the gate who is different from everyone else, and has no very stiff arm.
He still stood at his post with such dedication and meticulously commanded the people who came in and out, he completely ignored the strange eyes that the world threw at him, his expression was much more serious than before, and people's consciousness was much more solemn than before.
Yes, Yu Jianshe has returned to his post, people have long been familiar with this figure, everyone knows what it means for him to stand there, his significance lies in the fact that he is a weather vane, irreplaceable by anyone, and he has become a symbol of dignity here.
Yu Jianjian walked back and forth in the open space inside, his eyes glancing to the west from time to time, he was waiting, waiting for the two figures to appear.
The appearance of these two figures had been too long for him, and from the moment he stood here, he knew why he was standing here.
This is the crossroads of his life, where the earth and hell are stationed, and the ghosts and gods are stationed. He was waiting for the gods' help, he was waiting for the call of the world.
A man in his thirties and forty, no one in the vast sea of people has more insight into life than him, he thinks that he is a human worm in his life, but the fact is that the harder he rushes forward, fate always pulls him to hell, the greater the effort, the closer the gate of hell is to him!
He can't forget the fugitive life of wandering alone in the dark days, not to mention that there is no way to take revenge, and he doesn't even want him to die himself.
He remembered very much that time when he had the courage to come to the river, and just wanted to jump to end it all, but was stopped by a voice and said, "Hey, hey, hey! What the hell, huh? What the hell are you going to swim, ah, don't you want to die? Why are you young here, you don't lack arms or legs, ah? What should you do, don't do it yourself! ”
Yes, that's a good thing to say! It's been more than 30 years, I've been cheap for more than 30 years, what face do I have to die? Not to mention being alive, you don't even deserve to die!
I can't be a human worm, what if I do a scum, if you want to survive, you have to start from the scum to be reborn, you have to remember in the future, I am not Yu Jianjian, there is no Yu Jianjian in this world, Yu Jianshe has already died, dead!
How sharp the cold eyes of the world are, and the needles are like needles that you can't dodge; The high-ranking dog is like showing off to himself all the time, so that you can't stand the temptation that power brings you. so confused that I dare not even look him in the face; Teacher Song's hateful gaze is more like a knife that you have to face at all times, and everyone in the world can not care, but you can't ignore her.
Her life and death are tied to this person, life is also her, death is also her, if you want to be reborn, she is the only straw that saves her life; Panpan, and Panpan, there is no hatred in those bright eyes, there is only endless anticipation! He wants to have a father, he wants to see his father, even if he is a ghost, he is looking for his father in the vast sea of people!
He called me, he called me Dad, he asked me to take him to school, oh, at that moment I tasted happiness for the first time, it was so beautiful!
I have hope, I finally get hope from my child, and a concern is enough to have no regrets in this life!
came, two familiar figures appeared in Yu Jianjian's field of vision, and he saw Yu Jianshe standing there facing west, staring straight ahead.
Yu Jianjian's heart began to beat wildly, the two of them got closer and closer, he saw a pair of small eyes and began to look at him, and occasionally raised his head to look at Teacher Song beside him, Yu Jianshe knew that it was a kind of expectation, looking forward to Teacher Song going faster.
But Teacher Song still walked forward smoothly without hurrying or slowing, looking straight ahead without bending, and there was a sharp look in his eyes, so that Yu Jianshe didn't look directly at her.
Today, Yu Jianshe was surprised by the phenomenon that Teacher Song actually walked in front of him, according to his thoughts, Teacher Song should be walking to the gate in diameter, Pan Pan was reluctant to look at him, or maybe Pan Pan begged Teacher Song to let his father send him to school.
"Send Panpan to school?" Teacher Song looked straight at Yu Jianshe all the way and stood without saying a word before he came closer, and Yu Jianshe bowed his head and said.
Yu Jianshe saw that Teacher Song didn't speak, so he said to Panpan: "Panpan, do you want to go to school?" ”
"Yes, Dad......" Pan Pan said this, suddenly closed her mouth, looked up at Teacher Song, and saw that Teacher Song was looking at her, and her eyes were gradually enlarged by staring at Pan Pan.
"I don't know what I want." Yu Jianshe saw that Panpan had a cold shiver, so he hurriedly said to Panpan: "Listen to my mother, my mother won't call if she doesn't call, okay?" ”
"You don't come to this set! When you tell your child, you tell your child, don't lean on me, I'm disgusting! Teacher Song said unceremoniously to Yu Jianjian.
"Yes, I see." Yu Jianshe straightened up again and said to Teacher Song.
"What's wrong with your arm?" Panpan looked at Yu Jianjian's prosthetic arm and asked.
"Panpan, Dad......" Yu Jianjian's words suddenly shut up, and then hurriedly looked at Teacher Song, only to see Teacher Song twist his face to the side. Yu Jianshe swallowed a mouthful of foam and then said: "It was my naughty disobedience that broke my arm, so, I regret it, so, Panpan must be obedient, don't follow, don't be like me......"
I really can't say this, how can you say that sentence without the word "dad"? But in the face of Mr. Song's words, who dares to say anything? He could only cope with it in a flash.
"I understand." Pan Pan said: "Yes, you have to be strong, Pan Pan is also strong, Pan Pan will be obedient." ”
When Pan Pan said this, he was also intermittent, and the sentence was on his lips, but he couldn't say it, he was halfway through the words, and he couldn't say it anymore.
"Alright, don't talk about it!" Teacher Song immediately stopped Panpan and said, "It's not early, it's time to go to school."
When Teacher Song said this, he looked at Yu Jianshe and said it, even so, Yu Jianshe understood what she meant, so he said to Pan Pan: "Pan Pan, who did you say to send you to school?" ”
Yu Jianshe was extremely reluctant to say this, he wanted to say to Panpan: "Go Panpan, Dad will send you to school." But he didn't.
Pan Pan just wanted to speak, and suddenly glanced at Teacher Song, looking like he wanted to speak and stopped.
"Look at what I'm doing, what did I tell you at home?" Teacher Song said.
"I asked my dad to take me to school." Panpan plucked up her courage but looked at Teacher Song very timidly and said.
"What are you doing standing there? Hurry up, it's late. Teacher Song said.
"Thank you, thank you!" Yu Jianjian's voice trembled a little and said, the gratitude in that voice was only understood by Teacher Song.
Pan Pan took Yu Jianjian's outstretched hand, and then glanced at Yu Jianshe and didn't know why, only to see Pan Pan suddenly pull back and look at Yu Jianshe with strange eyes.
"What's the matter, Panpan? Am I a dad? Seeing this, Yu Jianshe squatted down and looked at Panpan and said.
Panpan stared at Yu Jianshe intently, and Yu Jianshe responded to Panpan with a kind gaze, presenting a father's face in front of Panpan.
Pan Pan blinked a few times, this time he didn't hesitate, he bravely pulled the outstretched hand again, this time he no longer felt a strange hand at this time.
Panpan smiled and followed Yu Jianshe towards the gate, and waved his little hand back to Teacher Song from time to time, the gaze in his eyes can only be understood by the emotion between mother and son.
The two of them walked farther and farther away, but Teacher Song, who was standing in place, shed tears, this is the child she grew up with a handful of and urine, but today she was taken away by her enemy effortlessly! As such a mother's feelings at this moment, who can interpret it clearly?
Just when Yu Jianshe took Panpan's hand and walked to the corner door, a strange phenomenon happened, Panpan suddenly stopped, he suddenly looked back at Teacher Song, he saw his mother's tears, and then he looked up at Yu Jianshe and said, "I want my mother to go with us." ”
Panpan has never left his mother alone with a stranger, although Panpan knows that Yu Jianshe is his father, but when he walked to the corner gate, he suddenly felt that he had left his mother who was lazy to survive, and the story of a big bad wolf suddenly came into his mind, and he suddenly felt a fear hit his heart!
Panpan stopped, he didn't dare to go any further, although Yu Jianshe was asking him: "What's the matter, Panpan, do you want your mother to go to school with us?" Okay, go ask Mom, can you see Mom come with us? ”
Panpan really didn't dare to go any further, he was afraid that he would disappear from his mother's sight, but he was also in a dilemma, on one side was his father, this was something he had been looking forward to for a long time, today was the day he raised his eyebrows, he dreamed that his father would send him to school, and tell his classmates that he had a father.
Dad is out of the house, Dad is back, he wants his classmates to praise him and say, Pan Pan is awesome, your dad is so handsome!
But at this moment, the feeling suddenly stopped him, and he used all his strength to drag Yu Jianjian's hand and said: "Dad, Dad, you go, you go and call Mom, tell Mom to go to school together!" Hurry, hurry, I'm going to be late! Woooooo ”
Yu Jianshe cried, he thought he was a man, he didn't even blink his eyes when he broke this arm, but he said these words in front of his own flesh and blood in front of him, but he shed tears inexplicably!
"Let's go, let's go to Mom." After Yu Jianshe finished speaking, he took Panpan's hand and walked towards Teacher Song.
"What's the matter, Panpan? Why don't you go? Teacher Song saw Panpan walking towards her, and her excitement at this moment was indescribable!
She only remembers that she had a lot of dreams when she was a child, she saw so many things that she admired, so many things that she longed for, but when she met Yu Jianjian, all her dreams came to naught!
From that moment on, she made up her mind, her only dream in this life is revenge, Panpan's growth is her only hope, this is the only weapon that can kill Yu Jianjian!
Can't be shaken, never shaken! No matter how pitiful he pretends, the belief in his heart cannot be soft enough to change his original intention, and he must not!
Now there is no reason, the only truth in my heart is the truth of this ten years of sharpening a sword, only he can help her realize the only dream in this life!
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