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"Sleep!"

After the dormitory manager left, Liang Xin spit out these two words lightly and forcefully, lay down on the bed, pulled the corner of the mattress on his stomach, closed his eyes and fell asleep. Wang Ting next to her stood for a while, raised her hand and touched her face, and lay down quietly. When I lay down, my face was still hot, and I felt that I didn't look like myself at all - too splashy!

Then no one spoke, and occasionally someone cleared their throats and rolled over, and slowly they all fell asleep.

Liang Xin didn't really want to create a friendly relationship between Zhou Xiaoxia and Wang Ting, but it was just an instinctive reaction when she was fighting, she just wanted to suppress the contradiction and didn't think much about it. She didn't know what impact her actions had in the eyes of the girls in the same bedroom.

The next day, the bell rang as usual, and Liang Xin got up with the bell as before. Put a short-sleeved gown on the vest, button it, and quickly make the bed, Liang Xin took the basin and went out to wash.

As soon as I got to the faucet and squeezed the toothpaste, Zhou Xiaoxia squeezed in next to her, and said while squeezing the toothpaste: "I'll go to the playground with you later." ”

Liang Xin rinsed her mouth, stuffed the toothbrush into her mouth, and turned her head to look at her, feeling a little ...... Flattered......

Zhou Xiaoxia stuffed the toothbrush into her mouth and said vaguely: "Wash it quickly, leave quickly after washing!" ”

Liang Xin turned his head, brushed his teeth and washed his face as quickly as possible, and withdrew with the basin. Zhou Xiaoxia followed behind her buttocks, wiping her face with a towel, and said, "You washed too fast!" ”

Liang Xin walked straight to the dormitory: "Time is tight, how can you do it if you are not fast?" ”

"Then you can wait for me later, I'll just rub a cream."

Liang Xin turned his head to look at her: "Then hurry up." ”

Back in the dormitory, Zhou Xiaoxia went to her bed. He put down his toiletries and took out his own alabaster again, and the round canned bottle was printed with the word "Yashuang". She picked out a little bit and put it on her fingers, and was about to put down the bottle to wipe her face, when she suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly took the bottle and sent it to Liang Xin, and said with a smile: "You can also use some." ”

Liang Xin saw that it was this expensive thing, so he was embarrassed, so he hurriedly waved his hand and said, "I don't need it, you can wipe it quickly." ”

"Use it, use it with white skin." Zhou Xiaoxia had no intention of taking it back.

Wang Ting came in at this time, saw the two standing opposite each other, put her eyes on the bottle again, and went to her bed. Zhou Xiaoxia just didn't see her, but still urged Liang Xin: "Hurry up, hurry up, it's too late." ”

Liang Xin saw that she didn't give up, so she had to reach out and wipe it a little, then pushed it away in the palm of her hand and wiped it on her face.

Zhou Xiaoxia was satisfied, and took the bottle to go back. Just took two steps, stopped again, sent the bottle to Wang Ting, and said in a casual tone: "Do you need it?" ”

Wang Ting couldn't hear that she was perfunctory, so she naturally shook her head: "Thank you, no need." ”

Zhou Xiaoxia was not polite to her, put her hand away, screwed the bottle cap, and put away the alabaster.

Over there, Liang Xin cleaned up, glanced at Wang Ting, and asked her, "Do you want to go to the playground together?" ”

Wang Ting instinctively shook her head, after last night's incident, she didn't even want to contact Liang Xin. originally thought that Liang Xin was much worse than herself, but now even Zhou Xiaoxia scolded her, what sense of superiority do she have?

Liang Xin glanced at Wang Ting again, swallowed her breath and didn't speak, Zhou Xiaoxia came over and said directly: "Sister, you are still hypocritical!" If you want to do this, you won't have friends for the rest of your life! I don't care about what happened last night, I'm willing to be friends with you, what are you competing with Liang Xin? How good Liang Xin is, isn't it Liang Xin? ”

Liang Xin was a little confused, looked at Zhou Xiaoxia and asked, "Where am I?" ”

"Anywhere." Zhou Xiaoxia put Liang Xin's arm on her shoulder: "Let's go to the playground, shall we?" ”

Liang Xin was carried by her, and asked her, "What about your little sisters?" ”

"They're going together." Zhou Xiaoxia said as a matter of course.

Liang Xin shrugged her shoulders and found that she really didn't understand the psychology of girls at this time.

Go to the playground and line up for a run. Wang Ting is now deliberately separating herself from Liang Xin and not coming together. She is like this, Liang Xin is not easy to say anything, she is too active but a little sympathetic to her, which may stimulate her self-esteem even more, so it is better not to do anything for the time being.

Without Wang Ting, there is another Zhou Xiaoxia by her side, and Liang Xin is not alone. Being with Zhou Xiaoxia and being with Wang Ting are two different feelings, and you have to be careful with Wang Ting, because a careless sentence can hurt her self-esteem. And Zhou Xiaoxia has a boyish personality as a whole, and she is very arrogant and much more relaxed. Zhou Xiaoxia is also generous enough to share anything with others. So when eating, Liang Xin can always eat two bites, and you are not happy if you don't eat Zhou Xiaoxia. But Liang Xin didn't have time to eat with Zhou Xiaoxia except in the morning, because she had to go to Shu Qinghua's house to be a nanny.

The next two days were like this, Liang Xin went to Shu's house to do housework while busy with her studies, and Zhou Xiaoxia disturbed her the rest of her free time. Of course, Liang Xin never saw Shu Qinghua's father again. She didn't have the position to ask too much about his family's affairs, so she only did things and didn't speak.

By Friday afternoon, the atmosphere in the classroom was beginning to loosen. Because they can go home separately after school, the students' hearts are also floating and they are not very attentive. Liang Xin also told Shu Qinghua that in addition to every morning, she would not cook this meal on Friday night, because she had to go home to accompany her grandmother.

As soon as school was out in the evening, Liang Xin hurriedly packed up his things and left. She doesn't have a bicycle and runs on her legs, so it's better to hurry up and get home early.

Like Zhou Xiaoxia, who has a bicycle, she goes to the garage to push the cart as soon as she gets out of school. Before leaving, he also greeted Liang Xin, told her to be careful on the road, and said that if it wasn't completely unpleasant, he would take her for a ride.

Liang Xin went out of the school alone with the flow of people, wondering which way to go. From the town to their village, there are several roads, you can take the main road, and there are small roads in the middle. The trail is closer, but there are fewer people. Liang Xin looked at the sky and counted the time, but decided to turn a small road from the main road, so that he could get home early.

I didn't walk for a while, and I heard a car bell ring behind me. She turned around and saw that it was Liang Jun riding a bicycle, shaking the head dragon slightly.

Liang Jun looked at her and turned around, rang the bell twice, and said condescendingly: "It's Liang Xin, right?" ”

Liang Xin: "......"

"Come on, I'll take you." Liang Jun supported the car with his legs.

Liang Xin glanced at him twice, and saw that he was not joking, so he went to the side of the car and climbed into the back seat of the car. Because of the previous conflict, she didn't speak, but only held the fart seat of the car with one hand. At this time, the bicycles were very tall and had horizontal bars, and the most famous brands were "Phoenix", "Permanent", and "Flying Pigeon". The bicycle that Liang Jun was riding was very worn, but the phoenix icon printed on the frame bar was still clearly visible.

Liang Jun stepped on the pedal and rode the car. Before he left town, he didn't say a word. After waiting for the road between the villages, he said, "Tomorrow, the eldest brother will also go home, right?" ”

"Hmm." Liang Xin responded: "It should be home." ”

"It's not easy for my mother." Liang Jun said this sentence coldly.

Liang Xin looked at his back from behind, and asked, "So what?" ”

"So I can't figure it out, why can't you be considerate and considerate of her?" Liang Jun said earnestly: "She gets up early every day and works in the dark, she is half tired to death, and she has to do housework. You are her eldest daughter, who will help her if you don't help her? Are you staying at your grandmother's house this week? ”

"It's staying at grandma's house." Liang Xin replied in a muffled voice, and asked again: "Second brother, since you know that your mother is hard, why don't you help?" ”

"What are you asking me to help with?" Liang Jun slowed down a little, his tone became strong, and he said, "I'm in my third year of junior high school, how can I get into high school if I don't study hard?" I can't get into high school, how can I support this family? My eldest brother is in his first year of high school, should I be worse than him? Besides, whose man did you see doing housework in front of and behind the house? Does it make sense? ”

"What kind of reason are you?!" Liang Xin was also unhappy, and his voice was unconsciously raised: "Don't say that you are just a hairy boy now, you are not a man." If you become a man, why can't you do housework? The country promotes equality between men and women, and everything you learn is eaten by dogs?! You can be considered an intellectual, too! What kind of work do you don't do in the field at my uncle's house? Who did they live worse than? ”

Liang Jun was very displeased when he heard this, stopped the car with his legs, turned his head and twisted his eyebrows, and said loudly: "Wang Jianshan, that's a coward!" Let the daughter-in-law be rampant like that, Murakami is the only one! Who in the village and outside the village doesn't laugh at him? Who doesn't scold him? You think he's good, and you'll marry a man like that in the future! ”

Liang Xin didn't bother to quarrel with him, jumped out of the back seat of the car, and muttered, "It's better than marrying someone like you." ”

"Liang Xin, what do you mean? What kind of man am I?! Liang Jun was angry and looked at Liang Xin leaving, so he had to ride a bicycle to follow.

Liang Xin still didn't bother to pay attention to him, didn't look at him and said, "You go quickly, I don't want to see you, and I don't want to listen to you!" ”

"Liang Xin, you can do it!" Liang Jun was half angry with her, so he got into the car and left.

Liang Xin looked at his figure riding away, and muttered to himself angrily: "I can't escape divorce in this life!" ”

Liang Xin still walked a small road and saved some time. When I got home, it wasn't dark yet. When he had already seen Zhuangzi, Liang Xin quietly changed a bag of apples, carried them in his hand, and planned to send them to Liang Yiping after dinner in the evening. You can't always be good from others, and you can't do anything in return, right? This cloth bag of apples is also worth a lot of money.

At this time, Grandma Liang had already cooked the meal, and sat alone in front of the fence yard and waited for Liang Xin to come back. Liang Xin saw her sitting from a distance, so she ran up quickly, and when she came to her, she panted and said, "Grandma, I'm back." ”

Grandma Liang waited for someone, so she got up, took a small bench and said, "Let's go, go in and eat." ”

Liang Xin took the bench in her hand and held it in her arms. I put it down in the house, and I put down my satchel and cloth bag. Grandma Liang served the rice, took out a few single cakes in the basket and said, "I just baked them tonight, and I want you to eat flatbread and steamed buns, so I will eat some orders." ”

The so-called single cake is a crust that is pressed directly with the raw noodles and cooked in a pan. Because it is relatively thin, you can eat it with rolled vegetables. In order to match these single cakes, Grandma Liang specially went to Liang Yiping's house to ask for an egg and scrambled a green pepper egg.

Liang Xin went to the table and sat down, first picked up a single cake, rolled a green pepper egg, and sent it to Grandma Liang and said, "Grandma, here you are." ”

Grandma Liang didn't stretch out her hand to take it, but said, "I don't eat, I'll just eat some pickles, you eat." ”

Of course, Liang Xin didn't follow, and stuffed it directly into her hand, and said, "Grandma, don't come with me like this, I won't eat anything you don't eat." By the way, what about the apples that were left for you last Sunday? Have you eaten it? ”

"Eat, eat, eat." Grandma Liang said busily.

Liang Xin knew that she was lying after a little look, so she said tentatively: "Liang Yue is leaving, isn't it?" ”

"Don't say that, let's eat first." Grandma Liang picked up a single cake and sent it to Liang Xin: "Hurry up and eat." ”

Liang Xin took the single cake, rolled the green pepper eggs, took a bite and said, "I'll ask Liang Yue later." ”

"What do you ask her for? Are you going back to your house to see your mother's face? Grandma Liang said: "She also ate two, and the rest of your sister-in-law ate one and a half, and I ate half of it." ”

"My sister-in-law also came to ask you what you want to eat?" Liang Xin looked at Grandma Liang.

Grandma Liang said, "What does she want?" It was Liang Yue who asked for two and gave one to your sister-in-law. There are two left, I didn't want to eat, she came to ask for another one, it is also my own granddaughter, eat it. I'll give you the last one to eat, and she's half with me. ”

Liang Xin nodded, took a sip of porridge and said, "Grandma, I have something to tell you." ”

"You say." Grandma Liang said.

Liang Xin took a breath: "Grandma, if you keep being like this and are reluctant to give you anything to eat, I will really be angry." Give you good things, all cheaper than others, can I feel comfortable? That's my kindness to you, how can you spoil it? ”

Grandma Liang smiled: "Look at what you said, your sister is someone else?" Is your sister-in-law someone else? Can they be called spoiled if they eat it? ”

"Either you eat it or you spoil it!" Liang Xin frowned.

Grandma Liang saw that Liang Xin was really angry, and after being silent for a while, she sighed and said, "Save a lifetime, get used to it......"

"I don't care, if you are with me, this habit must be changed." Liang Xin took a bite of the single cake and drank the porridge.

"Okay, good, grandma. Anyway, I don't know how many more years will pass, the eldest granddaughter will honor me, and I will eat it myself in the future. Grandma Liang said in passing.

Liang Xin looked at her: "It's not to coax me, you have to remember it yourself." ”

"I don't coax you." Grandma Liang smiled and gave Liang Xin chopsticks and green pepper scrambled eggs.

After dinner, Liang Xin washed the dishes and chopsticks and boiled the bath water. She first asked Grandma Liang to take a bath, and then went to the inner box to find a change of clothes. Two sets were brought to school, one was worn, and the other set was left at school. She searched for a while in the box, but there were no plain clothes, so she had to take a pink floral gown and find a pair of matching pants.

When rummaging, he saw that a piece of clothing in the box was sticky with mud, so Liang Xin reached out and pulled it out. The dress was the polka-dot dress, and the skirt was speckled with mud, as if it had been stepped on the ground. She looked at the mud stains and thought about it, then asked, "Grandma, does Liang Yue come here often this week?" ”

"How do you know?" Grandma Liang was taking a bath outside, and Echo asked.

"Do you often wear this dress in the box?" Liang Xin asked again.

Grandma Liang saw that she asked a key question, so she said, "She has been thinking about it, so she will wear it if she has nothing to do." People are not big, but they love beauty. Giving that apple to your sister-in-law is to ask your sister-in-law to give her something good. But ah, your sister-in-law doesn't like her and doesn't want to give anything. ”

Liang Xin took a breath and threw her skirt on the bed. In her previous life, she didn't care about this, because she couldn't go to school, she took extra care of Liang Yue, and she would give her all the good things she could. At that time, she didn't think there was anything wrong with Liang Yue accepting her goodness, because she was a sister. But now that she didn't give it, she found out that Liang Yue would do everything possible to worry about it. Even if others don't give it, she wants it.

"She's like this, whoever wants to give her something, I don't want to give it. It is love for others to give, and it is duty not to give, how can you worry about other people's things? Is it possible to steal it when you especially want it? Liang Xin took Grandma Liang's words.

Grandma Liang was outside scooping water and wiping her body: "Don't say that about your sister, children love beauty and want something good, isn't it normal?" When she sees that others have good things at school, she must be envious in her heart. Now you have it, but she doesn't, of course she wants it. How old is she, what can she think about? I want it in my heart, but I'm embarrassed to say it in my mouth, so I can only do something through guò. ”

Liang Xin took another breath, sat on the bed, and looked at the scene outside the small window on the mud wall. In the previous life, it was very simple, but in this life, when she decided to change her life, it all became complicated. In her previous life, she didn't like to speculate on people's hearts, she just thought it was good to live simply. In this life, I always feel that I am basically eaten without speculation. But think about it again, even if you volunteered in your previous life, wouldn't it be eaten?

Grandma Liang took a bath, got dressed and called Liang Xin: "Xin'er, help me pour the bath water, you can wash it." ”

"Huh." Liang Xin responded, got up from the bed, and went outside to help Grandma Liang carry the bath water. Then take the bucket back, mix it with water, and wash it yourself. Thinking about things while washing, the more you think about it, the more transparent it becomes, and your heart will naturally be calm.

When he was taking a bath, the door rang again, and Liang Jun's voice sounded outside, saying, "Is Liang Yue here?" ”

"Not there." Liang Xin spoke up, and he was not very happy when he heard Liang Jun's voice. Today's temper is a little rushy, also because he talked unpleasantly with Liang Jun on the way out of school.

"It's almost nine o'clock, she has never dared to walk at night, and she doesn't know where to go, can you help find it, see if it's at my sister-in-law's house?" Liang Jun said this awkwardly, obviously he didn't want to beg in a low voice, and his tone was still blunt.

Liang Xin paused: "Liang Yue is lost?" ”

"Yes, I have searched for several Zhuangzi before and after, but I haven't found anyone." Liang Jun responded.

"Why are good people lost?" When Grandma Liang heard the conversation, she hurriedly came out of the room and said, "Liang Jun, hurry up and look for her, she may be at your sister-in-law's house, and your sister-in-law will not wait to see her!" ”