As he spoke, Dawei stretched out his hand and pointed at me, and then pointed at himself, and said, "I'll put my words on hold today, me and him, you choose one, either take me as a brother and he goes, or take him as a brother and I'll go." ”

Listening to Dawei's words, Guan Zhaolin was stunned for a while, and asked with some suspicion: "You said that I should choose one between you and Qiangzi to be a brother?" ”

David nodded and said, "You heard it right, that's what it means." ”

Lin Song couldn't look at it either, and said with some displeasure: "Dawei, do you need this?" Can't you just say it well? Do you have to force Brother Lin like this? ”

The fat brother also pulled Dawei and said honestly: "Yes, Dawei, don't be like this, talk to Brother Lin." ”

Dawei didn't give anyone face, just looked at Guan Zhaolin like that, obviously waiting for Guan Zhaolin to choose. At this time, I felt that my face was hot, and there was a faint anger in my heart, although Dawei was right, but he couldn't be so aggressive!

Looking at Guan Zhaolin, who was embarrassed, I said: "Brother Lin, you and I are not in the same circle at all, I know that you are good to me and treat me as a brother, but I can't destroy the relationship between your brothers, you just let me go!" ”

As I spoke, I broke free of Guan Zhaolin's hand and was about to go out, but Guan Zhaolin grabbed my arm again, he looked at me with a complicated expression, then looked at Dawei, and suddenly shouted: "I have been playing together since junior high school to the current brothers, do you have to make such a fuss because of such a trivial matter?" Do you have to force me? Or are you not treating me as a big brother at all? ”

"Brother Lin, it's not that I don't treat you as a big brother, but we have come all the way, it's too difficult, I don't want to ruin the power we have built up because of others, he is a troublemaker, you let him count it himself, this is about to be a semester over, how many people has he provoked? Do we have to wipe his ass every time he gets into trouble? Dawei pointed at me and asked Guan Zhaolin without giving any face.

My fists were also clenched tightly, he was right, since I came to No. 1 Middle School, I have provoked a lot of people, at first An Xin helped me, then Zhao Hua, until now Guan Zhaolin, I have been relying on the help of others, can't I solve these troubles by myself?

After listening to Dawei, Guan Zhaolin was also angry, and almost pleaded and said, "Dawei, do you have to make me make a choice now?" ”

Dawei suddenly fell silent, and after a while, he suddenly looked at me and said: "Let me accept that he can also be, as long as he can join us, play together when he plays in the future, make trouble together when he makes trouble, and carry it together when something happens. ”

Suddenly, several people fell silent, Lin Song and the fat brother both looked at me expectantly, I knew that they also hoped that I could join them, and Guan Zhaolin also looked at me with a somewhat complicated expression. I understand that Dawei can say this, which is already the biggest concession, if I don't agree, I'm afraid that Guan Zhaolin will really have to make a choice between me and Dawei today.

Guan Zhaolin suddenly said, "You decide for yourself!" It's okay, whether you want to join us or not, others can not treat you as a brother, but I, Guan Zhaolin, will still treat you as a brother. ”

After listening to Guan Zhaolin's words, I was moved or moved in my heart, and during the contact these days, I know that Guan Zhaolin is also the kind of persistent person, who will always stick to one thing, since he recognizes me as a brother, he will not give up on me no matter what.

It's just that now I'm very conflicted in my heart, I don't know if I should join them, they just carried the first year of high school, they will definitely go out to fight often, and I desperately studied to be admitted to a middle school because of two purposes, one is to find my sister, and now I have found it, and the other purpose is to hope that I can be admitted to college through study, and I can change the fate of the whole family in the future. But once I join them, I will be mixed up after that, and this is a point of no return!

Seeing my hesitation, Dawei suddenly said: "I know you are also quite embarrassed, give you a week, I hope you can not disappoint Brother Lin." ”

Dawei opened the door and left, and this time no one stopped him. And I stood at the door with my head down, neither staying nor leaving, and my heart was extremely depressed. Guan Zhaolin patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't think about it, although I really want you to join us, but I know that you are here to study, and besides, the school is meant to study, if you mess up, it is better to get out and work, in fact, I don't want to stay in school for a long time, but there is no way, if my mother knows that I won't go to school, I will definitely be angry to death." ”

Lin Song also smiled a little reluctantly, and said, "Qiangzi, what Brother Lin said is right, don't be too stressed, you make your own decisions about your own life." Dawei is this kind of violent temper, a tendon, he doesn't have any bad intentions, don't care. ”

The fat brother smiled at me honestly and said, "Although I would like you to join us, you still have to make your own decisions." ”

Listening to a few people's comforting words, I felt a lot better, that night in Lin Song's house stayed, the next Saturday, when I fell asleep it was already noon, I was embarrassed to stay, I had lunch together I went back to school by myself, and I didn't go home. I stayed in the dormitory for two days off, and my mind was full of what David had said, and I thought about it a lot.

Every time I want to join Guan Zhaolin and them, I will suddenly think of Li Qian, think of the situation at home, she once warned me solemnly, saying that if I get mixed, I won't recognize me as a friend in the future, and I told her very sure at that time that I would never mix.

Although there is no possibility of recovery between me and Li Qian, she is my first love after all, how can I say that I can let it go? She is very simple, and Ma Qiang is the kind of villain who is particularly insidious, how can Li Qian see through his true face?

A new week has started again, and David has only five days left to think about it, and I have not been able to make up my mind, at first because I want to rely on learning to change the fate of my family, but when I want to calm down and study, I suddenly find that I don't know anything anymore, and I want to miss the course, how difficult is it? Later, I thought about it a lot, and then I suddenly realized that the reason why I have been reluctant to join Guan Zhaolin and them is actually because of Li Qian, because I promised her that she would not mix.

After school on Friday, I took out my mobile phone and edited a text message and sent it to Guan Zhaolin, the content was very simple, only three words: I'm sorry!

That's right, after thinking about it for a week, I decided to give up messing around with Guan Zhaolin and them, I knew that this decision would make Guan Zhaolin very embarrassed, but I really couldn't break the promise I had promised Li Qian not to mess around.

I turned off my phone as soon as the text message passed, and by the time I texted, I had already given up the opportunity to have a brother, and the irony was that I was for the promise of a woman I had promised not to trust me. I just wanted to hide myself and find a place where no one knew me.

And I did, and I found a nightclub alone, hid in the corner, and drank cup after cup. At this time, it was the peak of the night show, the energetic music kept stimulating the ears, and the stage in the center of the hall was full of young girls writhing their bodies wildly, and everyone else seemed to be very happy, only I was an alternative, and I just wanted to get drunk.

Just as I was drinking cup after cup, I suddenly saw Ma Qiang and Li Qian walking in side by side, I was stunned for a while, I didn't expect Li Qian to follow Ma Qiang to this kind of place, she didn't know that this kind of place was very messy? I just wanted to go over and question Li Qian, but I suddenly woke up, I am not Li Qian's person, what qualifications do I have to care about her?

I tried not to pay attention to Li Qian, but I still couldn't help but pay attention to her, the light in the hall was very dim, and there were people around, Li Qian and Ma Qiang didn't notice my existence, they were sitting in a corner not far from me, and soon their table was full of beer. Li Qian suddenly drank one cup after another, and it could be seen that Li Qian seemed to have encountered something sad and sad, and she was talking about something while drinking, but the music in the nightclub was too loud for me to hear.

Li Qian drank and suddenly her face was full of tears, and from beginning to end, Ma Qiang didn't stop him, he didn't drink it himself, just watched Li Qian drinking, seeing this scene, I had an urge to rush over and beat Ma Qiang, he brought Li Qian to the nightclub obviously with bad intentions, and now he is still watching Li Qian pour wine, and he doesn't stop it.

Just when I was hesitating to go over and make a mistake, Ma Qiang suddenly grabbed Li Qian's hand and said something excitedly, Li Qian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly slapped Ma Qiang in the face, and many people around looked over.

After Li Qian slapped Ma Qiang, his face was full of tears, and he was talking about something emotionally, Ma Qiang didn't dare to move his hands and feet, as if he was apologizing, it took a long time for the two to calm down, Li Qian continued to drink, and Ma Qiang continued to watch.

I was sitting just in the position where I could see the expression on Ma Qiang's face, I saw a touch of ruthlessness on his face, and suddenly remembered that he was insidious, I couldn't sit still, I ran over directly, and grabbed the wine glass that Li Qian had just sent to her mouth, Li Qian saw that it was me, and was stunned, I stared at her face, and said with a complicated expression: "Don't drink!" ”

Li Qian suddenly broke free of my arm and shouted at me emotionally, "Who are you?" Why do you mind my business? ”

Being yelled at by her like this, I immediately became angry and said angrily to her: "Do you know what this place is? Ma Qiang brought you here because he was uneasy and kind. ”

After hearing my words, Ma Qiang was also anxious and said, "It was Qianqian who was in a bad mood and wanted to drink, so I accompanied her over." ”

I sneered and punched Ma Qiang in the face, Ma Qiang screamed in pain, and hit the seat directly, I was stopped by Li Qian when I rushed over to beat him, I just turned my head, Li Qian poured a glass of wine directly on my face, and yelled at me: "Why do you want to beat him?" I asked him to accompany me for a drink. ”

I wiped the wine that was splashed on my face by Li Qian, and laughed, although I was laughing, I laughed so ugly, and laughed so heartbreakingly: "You don't know what a sinister villain he is." ”

After saying that, I turned around and left the nightclub, I had already made too many cheap mistakes for her.