Chapter 148: Fate

"Everyone has the same blood in their bodies, but they have completely different fates, don't you still believe that fate is destined by God?" Zhang Xinyun continued, "When my mother is not taking drugs, she will hold me to confess, and then she will curse and curse my biological father endlessly...... It's all something she instilled in me from a young age......"

Su Xinyuan didn't know what to say, sometimes people really can't choose their own origins, and the children born in miserable families will have lost to the lucky children from the starting point.

Many times, this gap cannot be bridged even by time and talent.

"So at the beginning, Qin Luolin helped me, I was not grateful at all, but I was very jealous of her, why could she get all of her father, and I could only hear the curse on my father? It's like a demon whispering in my ear......"

"I was looking for a killer on the Internet, and a netizen told me a way to really find a killer on the Internet, and I experimented and attracted a demonic ......"

"When Qin Luolin threw me down from the falling crystal lamp and hugged me in her arms, I already felt my mistake, and the mistakes of the previous generation should not be borne by the next generation...... She was genuinely good to me...... So I wanted to take sanitize commission to kill her......"

Zhang Xinyun said with a raised face, the secret buried in her heart had made her almost unable to breathe, and when she said it when she was dying today, her heart seemed to have moved a huge stone, and the whole person became relaxed, and it seemed that even death was not so terrible.

"I'm sorry for her, so I can't be sorry for you anymore...... I am already a doomed person, I don't want to drag anyone down anymore, please go back and tell Sister Qin Luolin, she is a good sister, please forgive me......" Zhang Xinyun said with a smile.

"If you go and say these things to her in person, I won't convey them to you." Su Xinyuan spoke.

His mind was running fast, he couldn't hold on for too long, Zhang Xinyun took the initiative to let go of his hand, and the strength of his arm alone was almost unable to pull Zhang Xinyun's body, he had to let Zhang Xinyun build up the confidence to live as soon as possible.

"Fate has destined me to ......," Zhang Xinyun lowered her head and muttered.

Su Xinyuan quickly interrupted her and said, "Listen to me!" I've heard you say so much, and you're listening to me quietly now! ”

"I don't know if there is such a thing as fate in this world, you say that fate is destined to die, so why can we still live in this mid-air?"

"If fate is destined to die, why don't you stop me from rushing over to save you? Wouldn't it be nice to just let you fall? I'm here to save you, it's something that I decided in my mind, and if it's also fate, don't you think it's too terrible? ”

"Our own thoughts determine our destiny, what each of us thinks and does is determined by fate, so what is the meaning of our life? We're just a bunch of puppets like the dead! Why don't I let go now, we will die together and be clean! ”

Su Xinyuan couldn't organize the language more logically for a while, he just wanted to express a meaning, no matter how strong fate is, it can't control people's thoughts, if people can't even control what they want to do, then what's the point of being alive?

"But ......" Zhang Xinyun opened her mouth to speak, she was not a stupid girl, and she could probably understand what Su Xinyuan meant.

"No but!" Su Xinyuan said, "It's useless to say it!" We use facts to prove whether fate can determine our life and death! Su Xinyuan said loudly.

"Do you see that trellis on your left?" Su Xinyuan said.

Zhang Xinyun turned her head, and there was a big flower stand about 3 meters away from her, the flower stand was made of stainless steel more than 1 meter wide and 2 meters long, like a small balcony, because no one took care of it for a long time, only 2 or 3 broken empty flower pots were on it, and there was enough space for a person.

The trellis is connected to the window, the glass is broken, and the window is ajar, which means that as long as you can stand on the trellis, you can be saved.

"Look at this trellis, we're going to do an experiment with it, and now you want to live, so I'm sending you to jump on this trellis! If fate condemns you to death, then this trellis will not be able to support your weight! You're going to fall and die! Su Xinyuan said, "If the trellis does not fall, then it means that our thoughts determine our fate!" ”

Zhang Xinyun looked at the flower stand and said, "Impossible, it's too far, I can't go up!" ”

"I know, I'm going to swing you over, so none of us should talk nonsense now, just gamble with our lives, don't you want to save me, then without your weight, I may be able to live." Su Xinyuan said.

"Really, is that okay?" Zhang Xinyun's big eyes swelled with the brilliance of hope.

"Who knows......" Su Xinyuan said, "Maybe fate has already decided, it is a flower stand that falls at the touch of a button, just like this tattered iron frame!" ”

"Okay, I'll listen to you!" Zhang Xinyun made up her mind and said, no matter whether she can succeed or not, at least Su Xinyuan doesn't have to pull herself anymore, and she has hope of living!

As he said, if what you think and do is determined by fate, then what is the meaning of living?

"Hold on to me!" Su Xinyuan ordered.

Zhang Xinyun tried to raise her other hand, grabbed Su Xinyuan's arm with both hands, and looked at the flower stand not far away, these 3 meters are the distance between life and death.

If fate decides that I must die, then this trellis will collapse...... Zhang Xinyun said to herself, if it doesn't collapse, then I will be saved!

"Ready, I'll swing you over, and I say 'let go' and you'll jump!" Su Xinyuan said.

"Good!" Zhang Xinyun replied.

Su Xinyuan took a deep breath and tensed the muscles of his body, his two arms were already close to numbness, and he would definitely not be able to grasp the shelf in a few minutes at most!

Su Xinyuan gathered the last strength of his body to shake Zhang Xinyun's body from side to side, the amplitude slowly increased, and the iron frame made a creaking sound, as if it would fall from the sky again at any time, and he didn't know where it was stuck to support until now.

Su Xinyuan's heart beat violently, in his hand was a girl of a flowery age, and any mistake he made would make the other party wither.

The amplitude of the shaking became bigger and bigger, Su Xinyuan thought silently in his heart, he no longer had the physical strength and strength to support the second shaking, if it didn't succeed this time, I am afraid that both of them would have to fall from here!

When Zhang Xinyun's feet were suspended above the flower stand, Su Xinyuan's eyes widened and he roared angrily: "Let go!" ”

Zhang Xinyun closed her eyes, let go of her hands and fell down!

"Bang!" With a bang, her body fell into the flower stand, sat on the ground, and firmly grasped the railing of the flower stand with both hands subconsciously, and the flower stand shook a little, and it was very stable to bear Zhang Xinyun's weight.

Su Xinyuan immediately stretched out his other hand upwards with both hands, grabbed the iron frame with both hands, and saw that Zhang Xinyun was safe and sound, and finally a smile appeared on his face, and he was relieved.

"Alright, open your eyes!" Looking at Zhang Xinyun's eyes closed, Su Xinyuan said with a smile.

Zhang Xinyun opened her eyes, touched her body with both hands, confirmed that she was still alive, and shouted with great excitement: "I succeeded!" I did it! ”

"I don't have time to be happy yet, hurry up and open the window to a safe place, and find someone to save me! I'm still hanging in the air! Su Xinyuan said.

"I'll come to save you right away, you hold on!" Zhang Xinyun hurriedly got up, opened the window with her hand, and got into it lightly.

"Click......" There was a sound of the iron frame tearing from the top of Su Xinyuan, it seemed that the iron frame had been supported to the limit after the shaking just now, and it was about to die.

"What are you kidding, you resist it!" Su Xinyuan's heart was beating violently in fright, and he glanced at the location of the flower stand, considering whether he should jump over to escape or wait for rescue.

"Mr. Sue!" The faces of Li Dongsheng and his two subordinates emerged from the window next to him.

"Quick! Reaching over, the iron frame was stuck on the outside unit of the air conditioner, and it was almost unbearable. Li Dongsheng said anxiously.

Su Xinyuan nodded, he already felt the crumbling above, and stretched out his hand hard, but there was still a small distance from the window.

Suddenly, he felt that the iron frame was about to start sinking, and knowing that this thing had reached its limit, he used his last strength to swing his body towards Li Dongsheng in the window.

"Smack!" Li Dongsheng firmly grabbed Su Xinyuan's arm and pulled him over with his two subordinates.

Under the final shake, the iron frame finally fell downward, sticking to Su Xinyuan's side and smashing down the dark downstairs!

There was a loud crashing sound downstairs, and Su Xinyuan finally climbed in through the window under the drag used by Li Dongsheng, and when he sat on the ground, he found that almost half of his body couldn't move.

This is an abandoned utility room, the door lock was broken by Li Dongsheng, and when the iron frame fell to the ground, a heart-rending cry came from the corridor.

Su Xinyuan then remembered that Zhang Xinyun didn't see it just now, and he must have thought that he had fallen down with the iron frame, so he was so out of shape.

"Help bring that little girl in, lest she cry so badly and die of noise." Su Xinyuan didn't have the strength to get up, so he had to say to Li Dongsheng.

One of Li Dongsheng's subordinates walked out, and after a while, Zhang Xinyun ran in quickly from outside the door, and pounced directly on Su Xinyuan's body, crying.

"Hey, hey! I'm not dead, what are you crying so sad, it's so unlucky! Su Xinyuan was pressed to the ground, Zhang Xinyun is now half-naked, although she can feel the smoothness of her skin, but it doesn't feel so good when she presses the wound.

"Hurry up, it's as heavy as a piglet, and it's crushing my wound!" Su Xinyuan's arms couldn't move anymore, and there was no way to push Zhang Xinyun away, so he could only lie on the ground innocently and let this half-naked little girl hold her, and her posture was extremely ambiguous.

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