167 Cultivating the Demons
Again...... And so he left his side.
A smile appeared on the corner of Iris's lips, as gentle as ever, tolerant and doting, it was an involuntary expression when facing the bamboo hoop, and it was also a smile that had been praised many times, and was even given a nickname by the people, called "Smiling Iris", not only because of the smiling face he always had in front of the public, but the curve that he never retreated from when the video of the battlefield flowed out, and he never retreated when he fought and killed the Zerg.
It is said that it is the calmness of the king.
Sneering lightly, Iris thought, at that time, he was all about becoming unprecedentedly powerful, and every time he killed a Zerg, it was a guarantee to pursue the bamboo hoop one second earlier and recognize his lover, when he thought of this, where could he stop the beautiful smile from the depths of his heart? Where can he hold back the eagerness in his heart?
After that, it turned out to be as he thought, so there was a well-known legend of "love at first sight".
I still remember how many people scolded him in their hearts with red eyes at that time, so that he could get the favor of the bamboo basket. Also, in order to cut off the thoughts that should not arise in some people's hearts, but also to vent his anger for the bamboo basket, of course, as well as his own factors, after pursuing the bamboo basket, he is committed to showing affection in fancy every day, no matter how much he is belittled or ridiculed by people, he must show off, and even feel extremely sweet; And later, his identity grew, and at this time, people were blushing that the noble earl of the empire could be so affectionate, and he felt that the bamboo basket was so blessed.
If there was no bamboo basket, maybe he would have died in the kidnapping incident, and he wouldn't have remembered everything that belonged to him in the first place, or rather, the real name of "himself" when his spiritual power mutated and reshaped and increased later...... Xie Xian.
I was about to forget the name, chuckled, a little mocking, it should be said, I couldn't think of this name at all, but now, because of him, his unreachable and unreachable lover, he completely recalled it.
The youngest supreme general who has lost his freedom who has been secretly monitored by the state, inexplicably feels a little similar to his current self, Iris slid his fingers, and rubbed his fingertips on the smooth glass surface of the preservation warehouse, as if caressing the face of a sleeping person, and the temperature he absorbed, but only left cold traces in his heart, the difference is that science and technology are not as developed as this world, and politics is still secretive to ordinary people. There were no signs of life, and hundreds of miles away, there were still dying people, buried by the collapse of the steel building, struggling in the cracks of the collapsed ground...... He didn't run away, he knew what was going to happen the moment before it happened, he just couldn't control it.
It has long been known what the result of the loss of power will be. He also understands what he will face after this.
Maybe he expected it a long time ago, or maybe he couldn't feel anything except boredom, but the moment it happened, he felt that the world was quiet, and that heart seemed to be silent. He was incredibly calm.
Panic was caused, and the state acted quickly, explaining to the population that the earthquake was a great earthquake and that the observation of the affected areas did coincide.
Perhaps this kind of thing is very incredible to ordinary people, thinking that it is a fantasy event, what they see is a major earthquake in a certain city, the damage is very serious, and the neighboring cities are also affected, how many people are unfortunately killed, how many people die with hatred, how many people are rescued, and how many touching deeds can be reported in newspapers and on TV - as for this "earthquake" caused by a certain person? - This is the most whimsical joke of the year.
But for insiders, it's not so unbelievable, and it's not surprising that they know a lot, they "got" something from their other civilizations more than 500 years ago, and the country, the family power was reshuffled, forming a new pattern, as time passed, people who knew all the truth passed away one after another, and the fewer people knew about it, and it was gradually buried by time. But although the probability of a new human being - that is, a human being with a certain special ability is very low, it reminds the world and the people who relied on the rise of the great family that what happened back then was not a fantasy, so only when they heard about the family could they stand firmly at the top of the family.
[The old monster of the Wen family, one of the first new humans to appear, has the ability to penetrate, called the Broken Person, and provides the best and best choice for the country to deal with the trouble caused by the new humans. Of course, these are ignorant to ordinary people, and even to many national personnel, and now except for the leaders of a few families, I am afraid that only the people of the New Human Management Team know about it.
And the management team is almost all composed of new humans, everyone has signed absolutely confidential documents, they themselves practice self-management, and they will also secretly watch and investigate the emergence of new humans, and be sure not to alarm any ordinary people, let the new humans also sign an agreement to practice self-management, help the new humans who can't control the power to master the power, and ensure that they will not threaten ordinary people with this power, as an ordinary ordinary life, of course, in accordance with the regulations, use the power to obtain some small conveniences for their own lives, There is nothing wrong with that. Non-violent non-cooperation has its own special response plan; If the risk level is too high, there are also special response plans.
Xie Xian has also signed documents because of his strength, and he has a certain understanding of basic things, and there is no way to know about it at a deeper level...... Maybe it's okay to be indifferent.
Of course, none of that matters, Iris shook her head. He didn't know exactly how to deal with the follow-up of his uncontrolled power, after the incident, he was arrested almost as quickly as possible, but he was supposed to be sentenced to death, secretly took him to a place to โกโก, and used special means to split his power, or soul, into countless pieces and disperse, causing his body to fall into a coma, he didn't want to resist at that time, he couldn't see what he wanted to pursue.
From the moment his power was out of control, he suddenly understood that the world was too small in his eyes, not arrogant, but really powerful, and he didn't feel too much guilt, just felt ...... Disappointed. Go? I don't want to think about it for myself anymore. He was not immediately sentenced to death, and it didn't matter who was behind him and didn't want to pursue anything. Finally, he remembered what he had said when he first met the Deadbreaker, when he was in high spirits and asked about his future. Young people, who does not have a passion in their hearts, let alone what kind of family he grew up in, and knows what kind of powerful power he has.
The fatebreaker said that you can be the brightest star, no matter how far away, the most conspicuous in the night sky. Then he went on to say a sentence, he had not paid attention to it before, and when something happened, he remembered that most of the stars shining in the night sky were stars, a collection of light and heat, and no one dared to fight against the huge flames, and the final fate of the stars was to form a black hole that devoured everything, powerful, irresistible, and uncontrollable. Unless......
Unless what's coming? I don't know how many years, he has forgotten the words that are almost inaudible, and even, he is about to forget his real name, his power is like a star, just like the sun can not control the flow of particles and flares, after all, it is out of control, fortunately, he still retains himself.
Even if it's just a fragment. Even if chasing the person in front of him will have uncontrollable consequences. This time, even if he sacrificed himself, he would do it - he already knew what he wanted.
No matter how weak a soul is, when it has something to pursue, it will be like a spark, which can light up hope and rekindle the dormant heart, and drawing strength from hope is the undoubted great quality of human beings. Even if his current strength is less than what he was at the beginning, it is ten thousand times stronger than the original one.
Suddenly, the communicator on his wrist rang, and Iris took a step back and turned on the call, and the child's figure was projected in front of Iris, along with the child's warm room. There was a touch of warmth in Iris's eyes, the bamboo hoop had already set up the room for their children, bought a lot of toys that they didn't know if they could use, and filled several rooms-
It's their child.
Blonde amber eyes, almost the same mold as when he was a child, only the tail of the eyes, with some curvature like his mermaid father, originally Zhu Zhen was pregnant with this child is dangerous, his body can not support his pregnancy at all, premature birth also has damage to the child, fortunately, science and technology are developed, and now he is a healthy little boy. looks like him, but his personality is more like a bamboo hoop, and both father and son will be coquettish like him, thinking of ways to be lazy.
The boy was white, and when he saw Iris, he smiled widely, tilted his head and asked, "Father, I want to say happy birthday to Dad too." "The child of the empire has a deep understanding of death, and of course he understands that his mermaid daddy has left this world, but this does not prevent him from liking and respecting his mermaid daddy.
Iris turned his wrist so that the boy could see the well-preserved and restored bamboo hoops in the storage chamber.
The boy straightened his expression, printed a kiss on the virtual projection, and said sincerely, "Happy birthday Dad." Then, saying goodbye to Iris, he hung up the phone - he knew that his father loved his father deeply, and he also saw his father's loneliness and loneliness, but he wanted to tell his father that he was not lonely, that he had his father, and that he had himself.
That's it. It was the first time he had spoken to his father on the phone when he was visiting him, but he believed that next time he could follow him to see it and leave him space. He had the greatest dad in the world and the greatest dad in the world.
This is something he can be proud of for the rest of his life.
Hanging up the phone, Iris's eyes flashed with relief, and he looked at Zhu Zhen and thought to himself, if Zhu Zhen saw how much he liked this child, maybe even he would fall out of favor. Thinking about Iris, I couldn't help but laugh, and after the laughter fell, there was even greater loss and sadness.
It's been four years since he left...... It seems that the days are long and the years are like years, and they are like white horses passing through the gaps.
Iris let out a long sigh and slowly put his hand on the glass in front of him - his face was still so beautiful in the solution, and the corners of his lips pursed slightly were still so vivid, as if the next moment, he would open the arc and smile slowly.
The longing gaze has been wandering on the bamboo basket's face, Iris can't suppress the bitterness in his smile, his son is still so young, he can't afford to bear too much, he can't chase it, and he can't ignore the bamboo basket's last wish, leaving his son to grow up alone. Besides, it was the crystallization of his love with the bamboo hoop, even if he loved the bamboo hoop and wanted to leave with him, he couldn't be so irresponsible. He is a good companion and a good father. This is what Zhu Zheng said at the beginning, how can he do it if he doesn't do it well?
His re-encounter with the bamboo basket was indeed planned by him, not by accident in the mouth of others, and he was surprised to see him bamboo basket, and there was also nostalgia, so that Iris knew that the bamboo basket had never forgotten a child named "Iris" - leaving Winston and Leicester's bamboo basket, and almost cut off contact with him, he was very happy, because the bamboo basket remembered him; He was also very glad that before he went to Zhu Ji's side, Zhu Zhen really didn't have emotional entanglements with anyone else-
- As for why he knows this? Zhu Zheng almost conquered the empire with his singing voice at that time, and it is not an exaggeration to say that the national idols are all about it, and the love affair of the idols always makes people pay attention involuntarily, isn't it? In exchange for the last willfulness and determination, Chris completely kept all the information before the bamboo basket came to the screen, of course, he did this just to give the bamboo basket one more guarantee, according to the character of Chris and Winston, the bamboo basket did not pursue anything before leaving, they should protect these things that may cause controversy tightly - after that, the life of the star, no matter how thoughtful it is, can not prevent prying eyes, as long as it does not bring him harm.
Takeho was surprised by his confession, but almost immediately, Iris saw Bamboo's intention to refuse, he knew too well that if he just "grew up", then there was no doubt that he would still be just a child in Taketsu's heart for a short time.
So, he recited the words that he had cherished in his heart for a long time, and he couldn't help but recite silently in his heart every day, which was the true love song between him and the bamboo pipe, and it was also the song that the bamboo basket sang to him, and it was also true, and the singing that he gave him alone, he could not forget, and the bamboo basket could not forget.
I am willing to be your eyes and watch the vicissitudes for you.
So there was love at first sight. The moment Zhu Zhen heard the words, his eyes were almost red, and then he looked at him in a complicated way, there was an unbelievable surprise in his eyes, he must have been unable to believe that the child who was a son at the beginning suddenly turned into a lover who had been pursuing for so long.
didn't disappoint him, Zhu Zhen didn't can't accept it, just lowered his eyes to hide his tears, and finally stretched out his trembling hand, and then shook his hands, and they were together naturally. No matter what outsiders say, no matter what others think, they are together.
The life after being with the bamboo basket is really honey and oil, making him want to be by the bamboo basket all the time, but his strength is too small, the bamboo basket told him what he wants to do, and Iris also understands that if he wants to protect the bamboo basket thoroughly, his current strength is far from enough, the two have the same goal, the bamboo basket gradually calls for equal rights and becomes the leader of the mermaid rights movement, and he works hard to obtain status and power, so as to open the way and protect it. He immediately quit the army when he was made an earl, of course, in exchange for a lot of rights, at that time his choice to enter the safer inner perimeter was actually very controversial, most of the dissenting people were nobles, thinking that he was greedy for power and afraid of death, and immediately gave up the dangerous military work when he got the position, he didn't want to pay attention to it - how many assassinations did Zhu Zhen suffer when he was fighting outside? It's better to come back and be a nobleman and protect the bamboo hoop well! There is a conflict of rights, and those people will not listen to him, and he does not need the understanding of others.
Compared with these setbacks, the relationship between him and Zhu Zhen has been very stable, showing affection is certainly not a joke, which makes Dr. Albred envious and embarrassed, in his words, I am surprised that I have been married for decades and are still such a slimy husband, I don't feel tired of seeing you two freaks. The only time, no, several times when a quarrel or a cold war broke out, it was because of the child.
The average lifespan of artificial mermaids is 240 years. The time period when you can get pregnant is generally sexually mature to about 180 years old, but after the age of 120, the growth of the child will deteriorate, and the best time to get pregnant is very clear.
After his career reached its peak, and the bamboo basket was also very stable, the bamboo basket found Dr. Albred, saying that he was going to have a child, presumably the bamboo basket was already a little anxious at that time, otherwise he would not have asked the doctor, the bamboo basket married him at the age of twenty-nine, nearly forty years, they have no children, of course, every time he did it, he would quickly help the bamboo basket clean up, otherwise the bamboo basket should have been suspicious. But the things of that year were well hidden, and even he himself was about to forget about it......
The moment he heard this, he had already made up his mind that he had done a good job with Dr. Albred, and that he was going to weave a net, a fact that was too cruel for him to know...... Zhu Ji hugged him when he came home, saying that he was in good health and wanted a child, at that moment he was almost stiff, he heard the strong desire and expectation in Zhu Ji's words, he wanted to have a child like that!
Gently hugging the bamboo hoop back, Iris said, okay.
So Iris began to secretly take birth control pills, of course, it was useless at this time, but what a keen person his bamboo hoop was, he needed to be fully prepared. Although the medicine was very hidden, in less than a year, Zhu Zhen still found out, Zhu Zhen was immediately angry, to be honest, married, or rather, he had never seen his lover so angry for so long, he looked at Zhu Zhen calmly with a slightly collapsed expression, and his heart ached.
I couldn't say a word about the reason for the preparation.
When the Cold War began, Zhu Zhen refused to talk to him, and even kicked him out of the room, not even wanting to look at him. Even if his heart hurts, he doesn't apologize, he can't coax, spoil, or love, insisting that he doesn't want a child to be between them, he is anxious, because he was just a child lying on the knee of the bamboo hoop, so he resisted, even if it was his own child.
Clumsy, but also plausible reason. But Zhu Zhen was too smart, he quickly saw the flaw, and from another hospital, he got his own physical examination, without any anger, hugged him and cried bitterly, he had never seen Zhu Zhen so fragile, and he was reluctant to let go of this person.
After that, Zhu Zheng never mentioned the matter of having a child again, and the relationship between them was restored as before, he thought that Zhu Zheng had seen the facts clearly and no longer forced it...... But the truth is that he was wrong, and after decades of affection, Zhu Zheng became pregnant with a child, which he only learned when Zhu Zheng accidentally fainted when the child was three weeks old.
At that time, Iris's heart was cold, he knew that although some things were helpless, he couldn't stop them no matter what, just like Dr. Albred said, it was a miracle that Zhu Zhen conceived this child, but the possibility of saving this child was too small, and the possibility of the normal birth of this child could only be measured by miracles, the older the month, the more immeasurable the burden and damage brought to Zhu Zhen's body, Dr. Albred's suggestion was that it was best to remove it as soon as possible - there was not much emotion, and it could not be called a "child".
Iris listened to this, and finally shook his head slowly, he knew the bamboo hoop too well, and the bamboo hoop would never agree to this "best", and if he made a private decision this time, he would definitely let the bamboo hoop leave him completely - even if they still love each other, they can't give each other enough respect to collaborate on ideas and ideas, and they can't stay together.
Keeping this child means that he will lose the bamboo hoop.
Iris had known for a long time. Even if there was no difficult birth after the attack. Iris had known for a long time. Even though he was sad and disappointed, he couldn't blame Zhu Zhen, but when Zhu Zheng woke up, he pulled Zhu Zhen's hand up, rubbed it on his cheek, and bent the corners of his mouth to tell Zhu Zhen, "I love you, I love our child, give birth to him." โ
The tears in his eyes burned and ached from forcibly holding back, and finally fell, before that, Iris, or Xie Xian, had never thought that a man would shed tears, it was such a simple thing, and at the moment he said that sentence, he knew that he had little time with the bamboo basket. He knew, and so did the bamboo hoop. It's just that they all hide it from each other, and they don't dare to let each other notice it at all, and they all have a tacit understanding and pathetic gentleness, pretending not to find each other's hidden sadness.
He knew that the bamboo basket must have something to hide from him, but he couldn't ask. The bamboo basket remembers him, and it has been from the beginning, so what the bamboo basket carries is not only the sadness of separation, the pain of death, but also the sense of betrayal. He didn't know why the bamboo basket shuttled between so many worlds, but he knew that in every world, the bamboo basket had to do things, I'm afraid...... In this world, children are an indispensable link, even if they complete this link, they will lose their lives.
From Ning Shao's time, he knew that the bamboo basket might have borne far more than him, otherwise he would not have such a strong demand...... I want to walk behind him, I want him to be at the end of his life, and what I see is him. For people who love each other, whether they are abandoned or abandoned, it doesn't matter who is tortured or how much, it's just that the abandoned party seems more helpless when it comes to it. Does the abandoning party suffer less than the outcast?
So he was no longer willing to persecute the bamboo hoop. Even if he didn't even dare to ask his real name, he didn't want to ask, he didn't want to destroy this happiness with his own hands. He didn't want Zhu Zhen to know that he had thought of everything that seemed to be in his previous life, which would probably bring extremely huge pressure to Zhu Zhen, and would directly force Zhu Zhen into madness, and he knew from the expression of the bamboo Zheng that was deeply rooted in his heart that he could not take a step forward.
At the beginning of the beginning, the bamboo basket had already made it very clear, just like Zhuang Fei's humble lyrics in the gorgeous Oiran Building, that was the beginning of everything, he could never forget that look, how gentle Zhuang Fei's look was, how warm his eyes were, it was that glance that made him indulge. Looking at him now, it is already very clear that the lyrics are not dedicated to Zhuang Qinghong, let alone to others, it is just an attitude, a kind of persistence, a kind of determination-
Not humility, not love. That's advancing and retreating together, that's relying on each other.
In the life of his lovely lover, he is not the most important. What a sad and desperate discovery, but despite this, he loved him, wanted to stand by his side, wanted to shelter him from the wind and rain, wanted to protect him from any harm.
Humble and pious. Sad and sacred. There is nothing to be done, but this is love, which makes people humble, strong, weak, and even hateful and blind. But willingly, even moths throw themselves into the fire.
Crystal droplets of water slid down and dripped onto the stone floor with a soft snapping sound. Iris seemed to be startled, smiled bitterly, and since the bamboo basket left, he has become more and more fond of tears, what a ...... It's not very promising.
Looking back and taking a deep look at the bamboo hoop, Iris turned to leave, but at the moment of closing the door, he couldn't help leaning against the door, his fingers tightened and grasped the doorknob, and he tried his best not to turn back and not re-enter.
He has no means to shuttle through the world with the things in his mind, that is to say, everything that this world remembers will inevitably be cleared the next time he sees that person, but the soul is common, so he can flash fragments, like Qi Mo, like Ning Shao, and never forget the timeless. Still, Iris is not worried.
It is true that his strength is less than before now, but he is now ten thousand times stronger than before.
He will definitely find him again, and he will find a way to stay together.
Wait for me, my love.
When we say goodbye, let's start a new love, shall we? 166 Reading Network