181 May the devil be obscured
It's night.
Xiao Yushi lay on the bed and couldn't sleep, the chaotic thoughts in her heart almost broke her head, and the pain was unbearable. Curled up her body, Xiao Yushi pulled the quilt and buried her whole person in it, but she still felt chills all over her body, what lingered in her mind was Xiao Mu's eyes when she looked back, it should be a delicate face, beautiful eyes like obsidian, but it made her feel so ......
Probably because her news is not new, and she has been despised and cold-violent by her classmates for a long time, Xiao Yushi felt that the time was almost up, she wanted to find Lu Jin and get back those things in his hands, but she didn't expect to see Lu Jin being pushed away by a few people with unkind faces, and at that moment she was gloating in her heart.
No one wants to see Lu Jin unlucky more than her. Xiao Yushi hid her body, thinking that she would wait for a few people to pass before she left, but looking at Lu Jin's inability to resist, the happiness that rose in her heart made Xiao Yushi not satisfied, but after a few breaths, she decided to go to see the excitement, and also thought of an excellent reason for herself, in case she could shoot something good, she could also have some chips, right?
This is the first time in nearly two months that Xiao Yushi feels like smiling, as if all the previous gloom is about to disperse, which makes her feel bright.
No matter how you calculate it, it is not a loss.
Originally, it was thought this way, and it was originally developed this way. She entered the alley before a few people, and carefully hid in the deepest part, behind the huge garbage container, the street lights flickered and couldn't shine at all, except for a little weird smell, but compared to seeing Lu Jin's bad luck, it was nothing at all.
Curled up on all fours, Xiao Yushi hugged her knees with her arms, closed her eyes tightly, and there were already tears in the corners of her eyes - only now did she realize how wrong her decision was on the spur of the moment; What a loss that schadenfreude psychology will bring her! She didn't know what Xiao Mu's last glance meant, whether she had found her, or ......
Xiao Yushi irrepressibly recalled the past, and also recalled the reason why she really hated Xiao Mu.
She was afraid of Xiao Mu. Yes, scared, Xiao Yushi has never admitted her fear of Xiao Mu so bluntly and honestly, and Xiao Yushi realized that what she thought she had forgotten had never faded from her memory.
She was eight years old at the time. That was also the first time Xiao Yushi felt that Xiao Mu's eyes were terrifying, they looked at you quietly, like a pair of dead people's eyes, so dark, so penetrating, making people's hairs stand on end and chills on their backs.
That was the first time Xiao Yushi found out that Liu Xianshan was at home with Uncle Yang, who had always wanted to adopt Xiao Mu, she was frightened at that time, but she also knew that it was not a good thing, and she wanted to escape so that the people in the room would find out, and when she turned around, she saw Xiao Mu, a little child standing ten steps away, with a pair of dark eyes, looking at her without blinking. Xiao Yushi was very flustered at the time, and she was afraid that Xiao Mu would know what to sue Liu Xianshan, so she took Xiao Mu to the kitchen, slapped Xiao Mu on the ass more than a dozen times, and then scared Xiao Mu with a fruit knife, but seeing that Xiao Mu didn't say a word or make a fuss even if she was beaten, Xiao Yushi was even more flustered, in order to make Xiao Mu afraid, she finally cut Xiao Mu's ass with a fruit knife, made a small cut, and told him that if he dared to tell his mother, she would do this to him every day.
Xiao Mu finally cried, there was no sound, clear tears flowed out of her obsidian eyes, Xiao Yushi was satisfied, relieved, just when Liu Xianshan called her, she left Xiao Mu and went to Liu Xianshan.
That day, Xiao Yushi knew her life experience, knew Liu Xianshan's helplessness, and knew that it was Lu Jin's child and his mother who snatched their father and let them live such a hard life, and were looked down upon and bullied by other children. She also knew that she was her mother's hope, and that one day, they would return to where they belonged and get back everything that belonged to them.
That was the first time Xiao Yushi knew that she had a father, and her father was called Xiao Liling. When eating dinner that day, Xiao Mu didn't speak, as before, he was a child with few words and a strong sense of existence, but Xiao Yushi looked at those eyes and felt uncomfortable, after the afternoon confession, she felt that she was closer to Liu Xianshan, so she told Liu Xianshan that her younger brother would make strange noises when he slept and made her very afraid that she couldn't sleep, can she let her younger brother live on the third floor.
The house they live in is an old-fashioned independent building with a small third floor, the first floor is a place to put miscellaneous items, there is a small kitchen, where is there a third floor, it sounds like an attic. Liu Xianshan is a little hesitant, her daughter is like her, smart and beautiful, Liu Xianshan wants to cultivate her, and she will have an advantage in dealing with Lu Yuwan's son in the future. As for her son, she didn't plan to let her son know too many things, and Xiao Mu was still young, so he couldn't see too many things, and under Xiao Yushi's strong request, Xiao Mu's small bed was moved to the third floor.
Although it is a small attic, the cleaning is quite clean, and the circuits are all open, Liu Xianshan is not very worried, and told Xiao Mu that the boy should be brave, he should also sleep alone, and when she has a little more money, she rents the room locked by the owner on the second floor, and then makes a bedroom for Xiao Mu.
Xiao Mu did not resist.
Xiao Yushi still remembers the look in Xiao Mu standing in the attic before the wooden door was pulled shut under the dim yellow light. Grasping the quilt, Xiao Yushi felt that her breath was short, and that look overlapped with the look that Xiao Mu looked back at today, making Xiao Yushi infinitely terrifying.
The dark one is bottomless, and it is two abysses.
She didn't know if Xiao Mu had noticed someone hiding behind the garbage can, but she could only hope that Xiao Mu's glance and smile were just accidental, and she didn't know if Xiao Mu knew that the person behind her was her. Intuition told her that Xiao Mu's actions were definitely not a bluff, otherwise why he did it was meaningless; However, even if Xiao Mu knew that there was someone, he couldn't be sure that it was her, the pitch black couldn't be seen at all, which was infinitely close to the impossible fact, which hung Xiao Yushi's heart in mid-air, staggering and unsettled.
In the attic, Xiao Mu lived for two years. And from the day he lived in the attic, Xiao Mu changed. He loves to laugh and speaks very little, but when he talks to others, he will look at others seriously with his obsidian-like eyes, and the tails of his eyes are a little curved, focused and gentle, which makes people feel good.
Xiao Yushi was scared at first.
But Xiao Mu seems to have completely forgotten the previous things, he has never told the secret, and his attitude towards Xiao Yushi is no different, Xiao Yushi is relieved, thinking that maybe Xiao Mu didn't see anything at all, but just happened to be standing there, although those eyes still made Xiao Yushi feel palpitations when she thought about it. As time goes by, Xiao Mu becomes better and better, and the people around him are full of praise for him, not only with excellent grades, but also with a character that is unanimously recognized as good. The previous incident was gradually sealed in Xiao Yushi's memory, and the fear became less and less, but more and more jealousy.
Seeing people smile, the bright moon enters the chest, a humble gentleman, and warmth should be so.
Xiao Mu's getting better and better, comparing Xiao Yushi's dimness, and even some self-loathing. Moreover, Liu Xianshan didn't tell Xiao Mu a little bit about their life experience, about their father, about Lu Jin, everything was kept secret from Xiao Mu, which made Xiao Yushi jealous and resentful, why did she have to bear all this dirty and heavy, but Xiao Mu didn't have to know anything, she lived so chic and free, her mind was so broad, she could smile and be relieved when others said anything!
Zhuyu is in front, and I feel that I am filthy.
Xiao Yushi has never been a generous gentleman, and it is strange that she likes Xiao Mu.
and the deepest fearful and invisible fear in her heart, Xiao Yushi's dislike for Xiao Mu has been for a long time, Xiao Mu's open-mindedness, her stinginess; Xiao Mu's ease, her burden; Xiao Mumeng is clean in the dark, she knows everything is dirty; Xiao Mu returned to the first, but she was only excellent, and even with her appearance, she couldn't compare to Xiao Mu! How can Xiao Yushi not hate Xiao Mu! Xiao Yushi has imagined many times that if Xiao Mu knew that everything was the one who carried everything, would it be different, would she be like Xiao Mu, who didn't care about the evaluation of others and was liked by everyone.
But there is no if.
Sometimes, Xiao Yushi doesn't even bother to hide it, anyway, she has always been a bitter person, and Xiao Mu is very generous, Xiao Mu won't be angry, doesn't it matter? To what extent this kind of jealousy has reached, Xiao Yushi can't say clearly, she can't wait for Lu Jin to die immediately, but she can't be so cruel to Xiao Mu.
After all, Xiao Mu grew up with her, and Xiao Mu is really gentle with his family, when Xiao Yushi and Liu Xianshan had a small friction, he also acted as a peacemaker several times, impartial and gentle in words, unreasonable and not talking about right and wrong, but he can bring the family relationship back to harmony, and his small body has also held up a small piece of sky for her and Liu Xianshan...... No matter how jealous she was, Xiao Yushi admitted that Xiao Mu was her younger brother and never thought about letting Xiao Mu die.
But today, Xiao Yushi found that the previous Xiao Mu, the gentle and delicate Xiao Mu, all she knew about Xiao Mu was an illusion - would a gentle gentleman take a sharp knife and pierce a person's palm without hesitation? Would a gentle person say to someone with a calm face, "I won't be punished if I kill a few people"? That disregard for resignation...... Simply, it's a demon!
Xiao Mu has not changed at all, for so many years, the gentle mask has been completely shattered like a plaster, his figure has zoomed, and it is once again confined in that small attic, the child's small body is standing quietly, looking back with a big head, a pair of dark and godless eyes, looking at her like an abyss! Xiao Mu is still the original Xiao Mu!
And this demon may have already discovered her! The more Xiao Yushi thought about it, the more scared she became, thinking about how Xiao Mu would deal with her, feeling that Xiao Mu hadn't forgotten what she had done at all, and thinking that fate was too cruel to her, and all the unlucky things were piled up together, Xiao Yushi couldn't stand the pressure, and whimpered softly under the quilt.
After the early autumn, the quilt at home was replaced with a slightly thicker one, Xiao Yushi covered her head in it, and she didn't fall asleep, and her mood changed a lot, and after a while, the temperature in the quilt rose, and it was extremely uncomfortable, originally Xiao Yushi didn't want to lift the quilt, she didn't want to face the room that was blurred by the darkness and couldn't see clearly, that would make her nervous.
But the quilt was too stuffy, and her back and soles began to sweat, and it was very uncomfortable to cling to her body. Xiao Yushi gave herself some psychological comfort in the quilt, and only then did she lift the quilt, and the cool air circulated, Xiao Yushi felt that the whole body was comfortable, but the moment she opened her eyes and looked at it, she was so frightened that her heart was about to jump out!
Those eyes! There was a guy standing at the head of her bed! I don't know how long I've been looking at her!
Ah-before she could scream, she was covered by her cold hand, and it was completely blocked in her throat, Xiao Yushi's eyes widened, and she couldn't even struggle to get out of the state of lying flat, so she could only open her eyes in vain, and tears fell from her eyes uncontrollably, wetting the man's palm and Xiao Yushi's cheeks-
Xiao Mu! Xiao Yushi almost lost all the strength to resist, and lay on the bed in a daze, looking at the dagger shining with cold light on Xiao Mu's other hand, and looking at the brilliant smile on Xiao Mu's face that was so disgusting that she wanted to vomit, her eyes were gloomy.
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