March day, the child's face.

Obviously, the sun was shining yesterday, but as soon as I woke up today, it began to rain outside.

Since Guan Yu experienced the catastrophe last fall, he has had a psychological shadow on the rainy day. For this reason, Chen Lou deliberately found a few doctors for post-disaster psychological rehabilitation, and Guan Yu was also very cooperative, Chen Lou asked him to see whoever he wanted, and he would do what the doctor said. But seeing that winter is going to spring, and the sting has passed, his treatment has had little effect.

Guan Yu looked at the rain outside the window and pouted, got up and pulled his pajamas from the bed, put them on, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and looked outside for a while. Feeling bored again, he turned around and went back to the living room and smoked a cigarette from his cigarette case.

When the phone was babbling and singing, he was looking for lighters all over the house, his thick eyebrows locked, and he was a little impatient.

"Got up?" Chen Lou was a little noisy, but his voice was quite clear: "I see the weather forecast says that there will be rain in City C today, are you okay?" ”

Guan Yu rubbed his nose, his eyebrows unconsciously let go a little, and he hummed in a low voice.

Chen Lou breathed a sigh of relief and asked him again, "You didn't smoke, did you?" ”

"Nope." Guan Yu looked at the paper cigarette in his hand, paused and threw it into the trash can on the side.

"That's good, do something you like, or talk to the red-haired them, don't stay by yourself." Chen Lou said two more sentences, and then quickly jumped to other routine sentences: "I have something to do, hang up first, take care of yourself." ”

Guan Yu's reaction was half a beat slow this time, and he only remembered to say "yes" when he heard the sound of the busy line, but he couldn't hear it over there.

In the past few months, he has always relied on his mobile phone to contact Chen Lou. If it weren't for the fact that when Chen Lou took the medical team to the disaster area, Guan Yu ran to ask him face-to-face, and he couldn't even believe that Chen Lou was planning to reconcile with him. It's just that the benefits after this reconciliation are pitiful, Guan Yu's leg injury was not healed at that time, and the consequence of fleeing without permission was to be arrested and locked at home for a period of time. After he recovered from his injury, Chen Lou had already returned to S University, and he intended to chase after him, but it happened to be the end of his annual leave, and he was urgently recruited by the company to deal with a few tricky things.

These things are not big or small, but they are extremely time-consuming. After the processing, it was the Spring Festival as soon as he looked up - Chen Lou returned to City C during the Spring Festival, but because Jiang You went to the country of jet lag on a business trip, he stayed with Old Man Gao's hospital for a few short holidays.

Guan Yu often felt like falling into the clouds, and when he entered the spring, his mind became inexplicably sensitive, and he was worried that Chen Lou was accommodating himself and reluctantly reunited, and for a while he was worried that he was not as good as Jiang You - although Chen Lou said afterwards that he and Jiang You had not had time to start, but Guan Yu knew that if it wasn't for his own accident, I am afraid that the two of them would have been together a long time ago. What's more, as long as there is a connection with Teacher Gao, it is impossible for Chen Lou and Jiang You not to meet.

Guan Yu was always a little uneasy, and this uneasiness came to a head when he heard Chen Lou frankly admit that he once wanted to give up on him and be with Jiang You instead. It's just that these feelings are hypocritical to say, Guan Yu can only suppress them in his heart, and slowly run into the rhythm of getting along with Chen Lou.

Rainy day syndrome is not bad to say that it is not bad, at least on a rainy day, Chen Lou's attention to him will always be much higher, usually three phone calls in the morning, noon and evening, and occasionally two love words to coax him. Essentially, his desire to be treated was not so strong.

Guan Yu drove to the company, and this mild depression usually appears when he is alone, but it does not have much impact on work. It's just that Chen Lou didn't call again that day, Guan Yu had a meeting and worked as usual in the morning, and at noon, he looked at his mobile phone several times, and saw that there was no movement, and finally he was inevitably irritable.

In the afternoon, there was a quarterly report meeting, the person in charge of the new project department played a clever trick, bargaining with him for the next quarter's sales load, Guan Yu's only patience was finally exhausted, and it was rare to have a black face, and threw the quarterly report on the face of the person in charge on the spot, and forced them to recalculate the new figures before they reluctantly let go.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when he got off work, and the people in the project department passed in front of his office tremblingly, Guan Yu himself was not happy, and glanced at the exceptionally quiet mobile phone, and after half a day, he couldn't help it, and called his number with the office landline, and saw that the mobile phone rang soon, so he sighed and drove home.

There is still a cold pot and a cold stove at home, and there is no trace of heat. Guan Yu's mood was unprecedentedly low, and he sat on the sofa for a while before remembering that he hadn't eaten dinner yet. He had just placed an order for takeout when the doorbell rang, but he was stunned as soon as he opened the door.

Standing outside was Chen Lou.

The two spoke almost at the same time, and Chen Lou asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Guan Yu asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"Come and see you," Chen Lou stared at his face twice, pointed to the suitcase beside him and said, "Help me push it, I'm tired." ”

After the two parted for the Spring Festival, Chen Lou took the initiative to find him for the first time. Guan Yu pushed the two suitcases to the bedroom, didn't know how to react for a while, and turned around to look at Chen Lou changing clothes.

Chen Lou hung his coat on the hanger in his bedroom, glanced at him from the dressing mirror and asked, "You don't look very good, haven't you slept well in the past two days?" ”

"It's okay," Guan Yu looked at him stunned for a while, and still asked, "Why did you come back?" ”

"Come back to see you," Chen Lou unbuttoned his two shirts in front of the dressing mirror, paused, and then changed his words: "I'm coming back to look at you." ”

Guan Yu blinked, not reacting too much. Then I heard Chen Lou say: "I have contacted Taishan Hospital, and I will go to work there from next month, and the salary is not bad, but I may be busy when I start working." ”

Seeing that Guan Yu was stunned, he smiled, turned around and patted his face lightly and said, "I thought about it, in the future, we can't always live apart." You've worked for several years to get to where you are today, unlike me, when you just chose a job, it's easy to change places. ”

“…… You're not in S big anymore? Guan Yu was stunned for a while before digesting this information, and said in shock: "Why did you just resign?" If you're afraid of two places, you can go over to me! How do you ......"

He took a deep breath and paused for the second half of the sentence, unable to speak.

The two of them were silent for a moment, Chen Lou sighed softly, looked at him and asked, "Guan Yu, do you have any thoughts about our relationship?" ”

Guan Yu: "......"

"Usually when I call you, you answer almost instantly, but you rarely take the initiative to call me. And I've heard Dr. Zhang say that your current problem is not post-disaster psychological reconstruction, you don't have a stimulating response to those scenes and descriptions, but you have a tendency to be depressed, or subjective," Chen Lou stretched out his hand to hold his shoulder, and said in a low tone: "Can you tell me what you think?" ”

Guan Yu stood silently, but his gaze was unavoidable - Chen Lou had only undressed halfway before, and now he was showing his fair skin and beautiful collarbones, facing himself defenselessly. He raised his hand to wipe his face, and after a while said, "...... I don't have an idea about our relationship. ”

"What's that?"

"I ......" Guan Yu was stunned for a moment in his heart, and said in a low voice: "...... I just want to know what your life was like in those two years. ”

“……”

"I was unbelievable when I first learned you were willing to start over with me. But then I couldn't help but think, are you moved by compassion because of the special situation at that time, or because of other ......" Guan Yu turned his face sideways and paused: "Later, when I came back, I saw Jiang You again, and to be honest, I was so jealous of him that I went crazy." I've seen him confess to you, I've seen you go to see the house together...... And in all fairness, he is indeed very good, and even Guan Feng is full of praise for him. So I can't help but wonder if you will regret not choosing him in the future. That's when I found that I seemed to be walking the same path you had taken, doubting myself and suffering from gains and losses. ”

"So you're just passively waiting for me to contact and experience my mood back then?" Chen Lou sighed and said, "Are you stupid?" ”

"I'm stupid...... You were so good to me back then, I didn't know how to cherish it. Guan Yu's throat rolled, and after a while, he said, "This occasionally gives me the pleasure of masochism, but I am really afraid that you will leave me." ”

"But I'm also at fault, I have a bad temper in the last two years, and I can't torture you with cold violence at every turn, why don't you leave me?"

“…… I love you. ”

"Don't I love you?"

Both of them were silent, and Guan Yu subconsciously glanced at Chen Lou.

"Guan Yu, the past is over, the reason why I thought about agreeing to Jiang You before going to Qingshi was because I thought I had missed you at that time," Chen Lou's eyes were focused, seeing that he didn't speak, and suddenly said helplessly: "But if you keep being like this...... If I'm cold, it's not necessarily that I'll really empathize and don't fall in love one day. ”

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Chen Lou came all the way back with his suitcase, not to feed each other chicken soup. It's just that Guan Yu's state is really wrong, in Dr. Zhang's words, he is currently insecure.

When Chen Lou heard this, he was operating on rabbits in the laboratory, and his subordinates didn't stop, and asked directly, "What do you say?" ”

Dr. Zhang's simple reply was brutal: "Just it." ”

Chen Lou: "......"

Doctor Zhang is a typical well-dressed beast, and the scale of jokes between doctors is very large, but this one is especially excessive, and he never knows how to be subtle in his speech. Chen Lou was choked by his answer, and unconsciously thought about it in his mind. Doctor Zhang discovered the secret from his short silence and exclaimed, "! You're down there?! ”

Chen Lou: "!! He hung up the phone without saying a word.

It's just hanging and hanging, this beast really got to the point.

Chen Lou was not an ascetic from the beginning, he used to masturbate by himself when he didn't have a dating partner, and later graduated and had the leisure to fall in love, so he naturally wanted to follow his nature and liberate himself. In the question he raised with Jiang You at the beginning, in fact, in addition to the personalities of the two of them, working in a different place was indeed the second biggest factor that made him hesitate - after all, for a person who is just a young man, he can't always fly between two places every day to roll the sheets, and it is too aggrieved.

It's just that he didn't expect to avoid Jiang You but didn't avoid Guan Yu, Chen Lou has been pondering the problem of work location since he decided to start over with Guan Yu and got positive feedback from the other party, and it is a coincidence that he heard that the daughter of a leader in the province wanted to enter S University to teach, and this daughter is also a graduate of this school, and the school has a good impression of her, but it is really difficult to arrange because the quota is just full. Chen Lou has never been so high-spirited in the past 20 years, and if he didn't leave the school in a hurry when he finally left the school, it is estimated that the school would have to hold a farewell ceremony for him.

It's just that he doesn't need to tell Guan Yu about the details now. As a person who thinks that his body is well-maintained, his skin is good enough, and his face is good, there is nothing more depressing than taking off half of his clothes by himself, and the person opposite is still chattering about self-reflection.

Chen Lou sighed, seeing Guan Yu's wide-eyed eyes as if he had just understood, he was about to walk out expressionlessly.

As soon as he turned around, he was grabbed by the wrist, and then Guan Yu grabbed his waist and dragged him back.

Chen Lou almost crashed into Guan Yu's arms.

Guan Yu's eyes were bright and scary, but his expression was extremely serious. Chen Lou looked up at him and blinked, and in the next second, he saw Guan Yu coming over, lowering his head and biting lightly on his earlobe. Chen Lou was excited, and the hairs on his whole body stood up all at once

Guan Yu suddenly chuckled, put his ear to pretend to be angry, and said, "Who do you want to empathize with?" His palms were hot, rubbed Chen Lou's lower back, and asked in a low voice, "Can others satisfy you?" ”

Chen Lou's face suddenly burned, but he opened his mouth first, and he couldn't beg for mercy as soon as he came up at this moment, so he reluctantly dodged to the side, glanced at Guan Yu and then lit a fire and said, "Of course you can." ”

Seeing that Guan Yu was stunned, he took advantage of the victory to point his finger at the other party's chest and said, "What about you?" Can you satisfy someone, little director? ”

"Try?" Guan Yu squinted at him for a while, and did not deny it, his other hand had slowly touched Chen Lou's buttocks, and after pinching it twice, he said in a low voice: "All those who have used it are good." ”

Chen Lou glared at him and bit Guan Yu's arm.

Guan Yu let him bite, and he didn't cry out in pain, he lowered his head and leaned over and gently kissed the corner of Chen Lou's lips. The other hand grabbed his waist and rubbed him in his arms.

Each other's breaths were intertwined, Chen Lou had made up his mind not to let go, but who knew that Guan Yu was going back from the corner of his lips, slowly to his cheeks, and the side of his ears was the back of his neck-Chen Lou felt that he was still careless, the two of them had done it I don't know how many times in their previous lives, and Guan Yu couldn't be clearer about his sensitivity. How could there be no way.

The irrepressible excitement rose, and Chen Lou finally couldn't help but let go of his mouth. In the next second, the sky was spinning in front of him, and Guan Yu had already pressed him on the bed.

"Where's the set?" Chen Lou hurriedly grabbed his hand, "You go and put on a condom." ”

"No," Guan Yu crouched on top of him, his eyes were gloomy, his fingers unconsciously groped for Chen Lou's wrist, and whispered, "I haven't been here for anyone else." ”

The overlapping figures on the dressing mirror were all disheveled and breathing heavily, Guan Yu slowly pushed forward, Chen Lou couldn't stand it and was just about to give up, but he heard the doorbell ding-dong - Guan Yu forgot that he had originally ordered takeout.

The bodies of the two of them suddenly froze together, and they heard someone knock on the door a few times outside, and then Guan Yu's mobile phone vibrated in the living room.

"Go out and have a look," Chen Lou suddenly understood, pushed Guan Yu's chest, and whispered, "Don't worry about this time." ”

When he said this, he suddenly felt a little shy about his little daughter-in-law, Chen Lou was a little embarrassed after he finished speaking, but Guan Yu was very embarrassed, although the situation was embarrassing, but he still obediently got up and wrapped a bath towel to open the door.

The takeaway brother has never seen a bath towel around his waist while wearing clothes, but he still has someone else to deliver in his hand, and he has been delayed here for a long time just now, so he glanced at Guan Yu strangely, and his eyes didn't dare to glance around, and he ran away after handing the packed things in.

Guan Yu was not embarrassed to put the takeaway on the table, he didn't have the heart to eat it himself, but he was still thinking about Chen Lou coming back from S City, and it was estimated that he was still hungry after a long journey.

Chen Lou was really hungry, but he ate very little, Guan Yu watched him hold a few chopsticks and didn't move, and said in surprise: "You eat so little?" ”

"Isn't it to keep in shape......" Chen Lou leaned back in his chair and squinted, answering very casually.

"Don't fool me," Guan Yu asked, "Is it uncomfortable?" ”

Chen Lou closed his eyes and didn't speak, but his hand unconsciously pressed on his upper abdomen.

"Superficial gastritis?" Guan Yu glanced at it and said in surprise: "Why do you still have this problem?" Do I still have to drink for a PhD? ”

“…… I didn't drink, my diet was irregular, and I drank a little too much coffee," Chen Lou didn't want to hide it, so he said casually, "It's not bad, it's just an occasional demon, just slow down." ”

Chen Lou used to have a stinky problem that he didn't talk about, and Guan Yu didn't know if his slowdown was really nothing, or if he couldn't bear it and had to slow down. He squatted next to Chen Lou, reached out and covered Chen Lou's hand and gently rubbed it twice, was silent for a while, and said: "You eat and chew slowly in the future, don't be in a hurry to do anything, I will give you a stomach ache as soon as I see you eating fast." Drink less coffee, didn't you like to drink this stuff before? Why are you still addicted to drinking? ”

"Xiaolu gave me a coffee machine." Chen Lou was stunned for a moment after speaking, remembering Guan Yu's misunderstandings several times before, and thinking of the embarrassing relationship between the three of them, he cleared his throat unnaturally, and looked down at Guan Yu's expression.

Guan Yu lowered his head and sighed. Chen Lou breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that this person was indifferent, but he didn't let go of his breath, and saw Guan Yu get up and go to the bedroom, and when he came out again, he had already put on a long coat, and closed the door and went out without saying anything.

Chen Lou: "......" Fortunately, he saw that Guan Yu took the key and went out.

Ten minutes passed, twenty minutes passed, Guan Yu's mobile phone didn't come with him, Chen Lou waited for a long time to see that no one came back, and he couldn't contact him to ask what's wrong, so he couldn't help but feel a little sleepy. For him, it's not difficult to say a soft word and coax now, and Guan Yu is probably jealous and angry, after all, both of them have gone through the cycle of life and death twice, and now for something trivial, wouldn't it be in vain to live these two times.

Chen Lou didn't have any psychological pressure, and made up his mind to wait for Guan Yu to come back and give him a smooth hair, so he went back to the bedroom first, planning to sleep for a while, and wait for someone to come to make it easier to play.

He lay on the bed in a daze, still thinking about the eighteen sweet words in his heart, but he fell asleep thinking about it.

In the middle of the night, he heard someone calling his name, and there was a voice urging him to take off his clothes, Chen Lou was sleepy, and he was very impatient, but he felt that this seemed to be the scene when he fell asleep in bed after a day of playfulness at the age of four or five, but was photographed by his grandmother to get up and undress and fall asleep again. The feeling of impatience is real, but so is the sense of security that comes with a pair of warm hands removing one's clothes.

Chen Lou was very cooperative to turn over when he should turn over, and when he should raise his buttocks, he tossed for a while, felt tightly hugged from behind, and finally fell asleep again.

Early the next morning, Chen Lou was awakened by the itch on his neck, he looked back in a daze, and reached out to scratch his neck, but was grabbed by his wrist and dragged over.

Guan Yu asked him, "Awake?" ”

Chen Lou didn't wake up, and looked at him in a daze and nodded.

Guan Yu licked his lips, but he still couldn't hold back, leaned over and bit his lips gently, "I cooked you stomach porridge, drink it after a while or drink it now?" ”

Chen Lou suddenly came to his senses, his wrist had been grabbed, and when he moved, he found that the legs of the two were also entangled. It's just that Guan Yu's subordinates are domineering, but their eyes are only looking at him intently, their thin lips are pursed, and their expressions are very soft.

Of course, I was busy drinking.

Chen Lou's heart skipped a slight beat, and he asked before answering, "Where did you go yesterday?" ”

"I'm going to go shopping." Guan Yu paused and said, "Condoms and lubricants, as well as millet ......" I went out in the middle of the night, the family planning store was easy to find, and everything was readily available, but there were few grain and oil stores still open

Chen Lou sighed, a little relieved now, smiled at Guan Yu, stretched out his wrist and wrapped his arms around his neck and said, "I thought you were jealous and ran away from home." ”

"I'm just jealous," Guan Yu said viciously: "One soy sauce is not enough, and there is a small road waiting here, saying, did you mean it!" ”

As he spoke, he hugged Chen Lou's waist and turned over to press it, but his other hand slid down and pinched Chen Lou's ass fiercely. Chen Lou's heart couldn't help but speed up, looking at the deep and beautiful eyes of the person in front of him, only his own appearance was reflected, and he wanted to laugh with some satisfaction for a while.

The light of the morning light was blocked by the curtains for most of the time outside, Guan Yu looked at the people below him who bent their eyes defenselessly, and couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth and pressed it gently.

Jealousy should be calculated slowly in the future, such a beautiful morning, it is better to eat first - an appetizer.