On the cool autumn night of Pinghu Lake in Chang'an, the heated stalls on the old street, and the Shangyuan Lantern Festival shining with Chinese lights year after year, like a dream, continue to drag out and extend in memory......

That's my Chang'an, so I dream of Chang'an.

On the eve of Si'er's exit, I was drunk on the streets of Chang'an again.

In this life, I am only loyal to Your Majesty, but Your Majesty instructed me that I was born to be different from the guards, and they can submit to Your Majesty and be loyal to the Han Dynasty. And I, for the rest of my life, can only be the only woman, the head of the horse.

Emperor Xiaoxuan personally entrusted me, he said, Shi Xia, I was born in the world, I am worthy of heaven and earth, and I am worthy of the Han Dynasty, but I am ashamed of my daughter...... Si'er grew up in the outer room since she was a child, I didn't raise her well, her temperament will suffer in the future, you ...... Dai Zhen took care of her.

I kneel on the ground, and obey the commandment.

Since then, Si'er has become the only loyal master in my life.

At that time, she was titled "Jingwu", and it was known inside and outside the court that Princess Jingwu was not trained in education and was very naughty. Gong mourned the early death of the queen, and she became a child that no one raised.

But in my heart, every move she makes, is very cute.

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When I first met Emperor Xiaoxuan, I was only ten years old.

Our house was not abandoned at that time, there were threshing haystacks in the yard, piled high, he asked me something, I didn't answer, he suddenly lifted me up, threw it on the haystack, and said with a smile: "It's quite stubborn!" ”

They came in a group of people, except that he was more elegant, he could laugh, and the guards in the back lined up were all fierce and vicious, holding torches in their hands, and the flames were soaring to the sky.

It's really like a Jiangyang thief who kills people and overshoots goods.

My dad was bluffed, and he copied the guy and wanted to fight with them, and a big man came out of their team, and he grabbed the guy in my father's hand, held him, and didn't let him move.

My father caught a glimpse of me who was still playing in the yard, and scolded my mother: "Ancestor, I owe you?" Why don't you hide in the house and rush to the Yama Hall to be a dead ghost?! Bastard! ”

I shouted, "Mother! Mother! My dad scolded you...... Scold me and say you raised it! ”

My father was anxious: "This miscellaneous and rabbit cub, do you still know how to sue at this time?!" ”

He walked over, and the firelight reflected his face.

He threw me onto the haystack.

It doesn't hurt, the haystack is very thick.

I can see his face, he looks quite good, delicate and elegant, not the Jiangyang thief with a beard like the one mentioned in the script.

I'm also strange, this kind of white-faced little life, human-looking, what's wrong to do, do you have to do this kind of livelihood that lacks virtue in digging ancestral graves?

I stared straight at him.

He leaned forward, and in the light of the fire, he looked at me carefully, "What do you see?" ”

"I, I, I ......" I stammered a little, but my brain was not bad, and when he was stunned, I grabbed a handful of things that I didn't know if it was sand or dust, and with a wave of my hand, it all fell on his face! Then, he hurried to run......

His men lifted me up like a mouse, and smashed me back, this time with so much force that the haystack behind me really smashed a hole out, and the dust raised covered my face......

My dad was still scolding over there: "Bunny! It's useless! Isn't it usually very endurable to climb walls, climb trees, and tear down roofs! ”

The people under his hands gathered in a panic and fell to their knees: "Subordinates are derelict in their duties!" The subordinates are not doing their jobs well, damn it! As he spoke, he shook his palms and mouths......

I'm stunned, this ......

These Jiangyang thieves have such strict rules?

He approached me.

I couldn't be scared, and suddenly I had an idea, and when I remembered someone, I felt like I had grabbed a life-saving straw: "You, don't come here!" Do you know who our neighbor lives in, though, although she has moved away......"

He crouched down, with interest.

"Our second and second girls were picked up, do you know who picked them up? Speak out and scare you! That's someone from the palace who came to pick it up! Erya's brother, her own brother, that's the prince of the dynasty! Say it, you, are you afraid? Which way did you dare to go wild in Erya's house and her neighbor's house? ”

He was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "I'm Erya's father." ”

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I remember the events of that day vividly.

Your Majesty is traveling in micro-clothes, and the people who look like Zijiang Yang thieves are all forbidden guards.

My father knelt on the ground and shouted, "Long live my emperor, long live, long live!" ”

His Majesty stretched out a hand to me: "Do you want to come with me?" ”

I thought he was quite unreasonable before, but ...... For the sake of his father, forget it, I'll forgive him.

I pushed his hand away, got up on my own, and patted my ass: "What's the good of going with you?" I wanted to pretend to be quite capable, but unfortunately, the damn snot came down at this time, and I sucked it and felt very shameless: "That...... Can you see Erya? I'm good friends with her! ”

"Yes," the Emperor smiled, "but when you are older." ”

"That's fine," I was glad of, "I'll just eat more, and grow faster." ”

That's how we left our home.

Your Majesty has arranged our lives very well, my father has a job, my mother can support the family, and we still live in a big house, all of which are given by Your Majesty.

The only condition is that we are not allowed to return to our original home. You can't even look at it.

I think it's quite successful, anyway, the second girl doesn't live there, what am I going to do when I go back to my original home?

I didn't know that Erya went back later, and she couldn't find me.

I really don't know.

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She is Princess Jingwu, the royal sister held by the prince in the palm of her hand.

I could only look at her from afar.

At that time, I was already His Majesty's favorite personal guard, His Majesty said, I didn't think that for so many years, I grew up so fast, and my martial arts grew too much, and in some time, he would be able to reuse me and assign me to the princess's mansion, and from then on I only need to take care of her. My life is hers, and in this life, I live to keep her safe.

She always hates me, walks with her head down, and is too far away from her, so that she can't see me, and she can't see me.

But I can't get too close to her, the king once said that I am a subordinate, and I was born because of Princess Jingwu all my life, where she is, I will be there.

I'm too self-aware. A subordinate will always be a subordinate, and she will never be on the same level. When she was happy, she watched silently in the corner, and I was happy too; When she is sad, I stay by her side and never leave her.

In those days when Emperor Xiaoxuan lingered on the sickbed, he summoned me into the forbidden room, and the duty of escorting the forbidden car was hanging on my shoulders.

It was also during that time that I became estranged from Erya.

I stand quietly on His Majesty Dan, by the King's side. For the first time, and the only time in this life, I saw this high king sink into the twilight, he will return to the underground palace, he will leave this country behind, but I, but I still see the time of the king's prime in his eyes......

"Shi Xia ......" On the night of the moon, he called me.

I answered.

"Come," beckoned the Emperor to me, "I'll tell you a secret. ”

I walked forward in fear.

The king boldly told me everything about the Zhaotai Palace in the past, and also, everything about Jingwu.

Jingwu was not born to Empress Gongwai, and even ......

"Really?" I asked, after all, there is no conclusive evidence, and you can't make any conclusions about Jingwu's life experience. I'm really reluctant...... She was half wronged.

"I'm not going to check," the king said with some difficulty, waving his hand, "For so many years, I have always regarded her as a princess born and raised by Empress Gongwai. Pingjun...... Pingjun will probably not forgive me ......"

The king coughed again.

"In the summer, if I am gone......"

"My subordinates were terrified...... "I instinctively knelt down, and my heart was really uncomfortable.

"It doesn't have to be like this, life and death are fate, I don't pursue immortality, the queen has been in Duling for so many years." He clenched his fist lightly, blocked his lips, covered his mouth and coughed lightly, but his eyes were still bright: "If I am gone, respect the martial arts...... I'll leave it to you. ”

I bowed my head and was silent.

Emperor Xiaoxuan is a respectable king, for this unknown daughter, he is the emperor, and he does not check the old responsibilities and endures this confused account.

If you checked...... I'm afraid that it is really disadvantageous to respect martial arts.

Si'er, my Si'er, she lives in the happiness of so many people's calculations, no one can bear to hurt her, maybe, she is really lucky.

I wish her so lucky in this life.

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His Majesty's treatment of his royal sister is really heart-wrenching.

During the period of Princess Jingwu's marriage, the red makeup was ten miles, the number of baht was innumerable, the guests were all high-ranking dignitaries, the princess's mansion was full of lights, and the earlier preparation was supervised by the queen, and His Majesty saw it personally.

His Majesty said with a smile: "Marrying this imperial sister is really like marrying half of the country." ”

The joke is a joke, but there is something to compare, the dowry that His Majesty purchased for the eldest princess is really almost half of the country.

The Zhang family was overjoyed. Inside and outside the court, everyone envied Zhang Lin's good fortune, being able to marry a wife, enjoy the beauty and affection, and even got the identity of His Majesty's sister-in-law.

That's not wrong at all, even I ...... is also envious of Zhang Lin.

Wealth and glory, prominent official positions, I never pay attention to these. Can......

Everything Zhang Lin can have, I can't have it all my life.

Tonight's Si'er must be the most beautiful bride.

I was drunk on the streets of Chang'an, and the red palace lamps were opened all the way, and every corner of this narrow alley and old street was showing the joy of the city......

It's like Erya is still around, I drink, and there are people who drink.

Only at this time can I think in my heart that she is Erya, a second girl who wore a fiery red fox fur many years ago and climbed the eaves and walked the wall, she likes to ride on the wall and call me out to play:

Ermao! Ermao! Come out, your dad isn't here!

There is a figure in the wine, and the woman is wearing red makeup, like Erya.

I shook my wine glass, and the figure fluctuated, and the two of them flashed and disappeared.

Holding back tears, he drank the wine in the cup in a negative manner.

Walk away.

The swaggering red all over the city is congratulating her on her great joy.

In my Chang'an, our Chang'an.

So dream of Chang'an.

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In front of people, she is the noble and unparalleled eldest princess Liu Si, and I still have to go back and be her guard for the rest of her life.

Send my princess, out of the cabinet.

The deep hall shrouded in incense mist, pushing the door, she sat inside.

The princess looked back from the dresser with surprise in her eyes: "Shixia, where have you been?" I've been looking for you! ”

She lifted her skirt and trotted over.

"Well, you smell of wine, you...... Drinking? ”

I nodded, silently.

"Shi Xia, aren't you happy?"

I'm a strong man of wine, really...... This drunkard is a drunkard, and he has made a mistake when he drinks.

She was exceptionally beautiful today.

I approached her and couldn't help but say, "Erya, you are so beautiful tonight." The raised hand almost touched her drooping forehead......

She was stunned, and her stunned eyes almost woke me up: "What did you say?" She leaned closer to me: "What did you just call me?" ”

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She gave me a backhand slap: "You...... Why not say it sooner! ”

Her expression was annoyed and painful, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she wore makeup.

At this moment, my wine was almost completely awake, and the words of His Majesty's instructions echoed in my ears repeatedly. I am a guard, and Erya is the princess of Dahan...... I'll always be by her side, I ...... I can only be by her side.

"Subordinate...... Subordinates know their mistakes! ”

She turned her back to me: "It's too late, it's too late." ”

The state banquet is about to begin.

Erya's wedding, His Majesty personally officiated.

The palace Qiong Pavilion is extremely majestic.

The phoenix steps are full of courtiers, and the mountain shouts long live, congratulating His Majesty on the joy of marrying the emperor's sister.

She was helped out by the palace woman wearing red makeup, and when she was wrong, she looked at me sadly: "Ermao, ...... in the future." Will you still take me to play......"

I was stunned and knelt down: "My subordinates will always be by the princess's side." ”

The nose is a little sour.

Subordinate...... Will always be with ...... Side.

She turned around and walked towards the courtiers.

Stand side by side with her royal brother.

It's already a surprise, I finally got drunk in the night of Chang'an's dazzling fans.

It's like a winter night in the third year of Motoyasu.

There are two hairs, and there are two people.

She sat on the wall and laughed.

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