September 10, 2014 23:34 (UTC) from iPhone 6

I'm sick.

No one knows my own condition better than I do, I'm sick.

In the afternoon, I saw a cat jumping from the balcony to the balcony of another house, and he turned his head and meowed at me.

I thought I might want to laugh, but I couldn't.

I've been crying lately, watching and crying, listening to music, crying when I'm lying in bed, crying at work, and sometimes tears fall while eating.

It's not that I'm in a bad mood, it's not hypocrisy, I know, I'm sick.

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Emstar Star Exchange Forum Linnaeus Section.

Subject: Linnaeus Weibo 6/30 update

Posted by: Linnaeus's cookies

Contents: "Linnaeus V

Today at 18:10 from iPhone 6s Plus

Hee-hee-hee~[doge] "

Replies:

1st Floor I'm so handsome: What the hell......

2nd Floor Lu Xiaoxia: Huh, hee-hee-hee?

3rd Floor Miss Liu: Mr. Nai's personality collapsed......

4th Floor Half Summer Bangqiu: I always feel a little ...... Sprout?

5th Floor QAQ: Upstairs you're not alone

……

33rd Floor Re$ch:......

34th Floor Southern Sauce: Catch the local tyrants upstairs!

×××

Linnaeus: "Hee-hee-hee-hee. ”

Pei Jiahe: "......"

Pei Jiahe raised his forehead and whispered in Linnaeus's ear: "Don't you want to be like this, okay?" ”

Her laughter was simply poisonous, and since she accidentally saw the scene in the conference room, Pei Jiahe felt that the whole person was not good.

But Linnaeus, on the other hand, was in such a good state that she had been smiling a terrible smile since she came out of the conference room.

"Linnaeus, come back to your senses!" Pei Jiahe patted her shoulder hard.

Linnaeus was startled, and then came to his senses: "Scared me to death." ”

"You're going to scare me to death, okay?" Pei Jiahe rolled his eyes, "Isn't it just taking off the single, as for the same as losing the soul?" ”

"I hate it, you don't understand," Linnaeus waved his hand, "this is someone's first love." ”

Pei Jiahe: ".................."

Linnaeus went crazy.

Linnaeus sat in the co-pilot and fastened his seat belt, Pei Jiahe still asked with palpitations: "Is it really okay?" ”

Linnaeus: "??? ”

"You're all women, huh?"

"I'm sick of it, love knows no gender."

Pei Jiahe: ".................."

It's crazy.

"You're ready to go to Osaka, my passport is here."

Linnaeus let out an "um" and slowly stroked his fingers over the five-pointed star pendant around his neck.

It was a wonderful feeling, as if a long-standing and secret wish had suddenly come true one day......

"Jiahe." Linnaeus spoke suddenly.

Pei Jiahe didn't know why: "What's wrong?" ”

Linnaeus lowered his eyes, thought for a moment, and asked, "After graduating from high school, you went abroad, right?" ”

"That's right."

Probably she doesn't know what has happened in the past few years.

Linnaeus exhaled softly, inexplicably remembering the person whose Weibo ID was "Sormine".

She said that she was a college classmate, and judging from the tone of her voice, she seemed to know what was going on in the past.

Linnaeus took out her mobile phone and opened Weibo, she did not log in to her verified account, but registered a new account.

"2mu: Hello, are you a college classmate of Linnaeus, I am very interested in seeing the message you sent about Linnaeus, if you want, we can communicate, everything is based on following your wishes."

After sending this private message, she took a deep breath.

Her eyelashes drooped slightly, her neck tilted back, her face cast into shadow, and she could no longer see her face.

×××

The current situation is: she and Cen Ruxi are dating, that is, they are a couple.

It's a pity that Cen Ru used to work overtime routinely to live in the company, and Linnaeus lived alone in the villa.

Linnaeus likes to eat desserts, and occasionally makes some simple desserts such as cookies or fairycakes when he is studying, and sometimes Lin He has no time to eat dinner during self-study at night, and Linnaeus will let him take them to school to eat.

The kitchen in the villa has an oven.

Linnaeus was bored, and there were still a few days left to shoot in Osaka, so when he went home in the evening, he asked Pei Jiahe to drive to a nearby supermarket to buy baking ingredients and decided to make desserts at night.

She knew that she would do this, but now that she suddenly wanted to do this, Pei Jiahe still felt a little unacceptable.

"Are you going to make it for Director Cen to eat?" Pei Jiahe's eyes widened.

Linnaeus nodded as a matter of course: "Yes, what's wrong?" ”

People in love are really scary.

Pei Jiahe shook his head decisively: "No, it's good, it's great." ”

Linnaeus: "Why do I think you're weird tonight?" ”

Pei Jiahe snorted, "This is not ...... Seeing you and Director Cen confessing to the scene, I was embarrassed. ”

Linnaeus: "......"

It's good that she doesn't mention it, but she feels embarrassed when she mentions Linnaeus.

Pei Jiahe saw that she was buying a lot of whipping cream, and couldn't help but say, "Actually, Director Cen doesn't eat sweet." ”

Linnaeus was stunned for a moment and then said: "It's okay, my brother likes it, I bought it for him......"

Cen Ruxi didn't eat sweets, she suddenly thought that maybe she didn't know Cen Ruxi so well.

Does she know what Cen Ruxi likes to eat?

Even the shoe brands Jommy Chou and Chanel, which Cen Ruxi often wears, she doesn't know which of the two Linnaeus she prefers.

It's too easy for them to come together.

Linnaeus was stunned when he thought about it, and the whipping cream in his hand fell into the shopping basket with a "snap".

Pei Jiahe was startled: "What's wrong with you?" You've been in a daze lately. ”

Hearing her words, Linnaeus slowly turned his head: "I'm always in a daze? ”

"Yes," Pei Jiahe wondered, then saw that Linnaeus's face was not right, and hurriedly said, "Whoever is in a daze will know that he is in a daze, everyone will be in a daze, right, you may have been too tired from filming recently and didn't rest well." ”

Linnaeus said "oh".

She silently bent down to pick up the whipping cream and put it back on the shelf.

The two of them returned to the villa in silence.

Pei Jiahe helped Linnaeus carry his things through the door and left.

Linnaeus picks things out of the bag and prepares to start making cookies.

Although Lin He is a boy, he likes to eat sweet things very much, because boys are embarrassed to say it with a good face, and they are embarrassed to eat things full of cream in front of their classmates, so Linnaeus will put a lot of powdered sugar in the biscuits.

She carefully sifted out the sugar, an action that she had done many times, but Linnaeus felt inexplicably unfamiliar.

So much so that she forgot how to proceed with the next step.

Linnaeus sat in a chair and silently pulled out his phone.

"Sormine" did not reply.

She closed the Weibo interface and opened her browser to search for baking tutorials.

She thought, "I might have lost my memory."

She pushed the biscuits into the oven, snuggled up to the table, opened her verified account with 60 million followers, and began to check her previous Weibo posts one by one.

This Weibo, she had already seen it when she came to "crossover" on the first day, and at that time she felt bored and contrived, and it was completely something she wouldn't post or read.

But now, as she watched them one by one, she felt a chill slowly chill down her spine.

She can even imagine her mood when she posts these tweets.

From the reluctance at the beginning to the numbness and mechanization later......

These microblogs are meaningless, like mass production on an assembly line.

The comments at the bottom are nothing new, and every message is similar.

And the more you flip back, the fewer comments there are, at that time Linnaeus was not very popular, and Weibo was not as popular as it is now.

Until Linnaeus suddenly turned to a comment that was particularly numerous.

She clicked on it.

"When I arrived in Osaka, the cherry blossoms were beautiful."

Generally speaking, celebrities who post this kind of similar Weibo will be accompanied by pictures.

But Linnaeus didn't deserve anything, only such a monotonous sentence.

Many of the comments below are wondering why Linnaeus didn't have a picture.

Linnaeus herself is also very strange, if she goes to Osaka to see the cherry blossoms according to her current character, she will definitely take dozens of photos and send them out.

She flipped through it, and a familiar ID appeared underneath.

"Sormine: Not happy?"

It's her again......

She clicked on Sormine's Weibo page again, still showing her children and her own street photos.

It can be seen that she is living abroad and is very happy, she does not pay attention to Linnaeus, and Linnaeus does not pay attention to her.

Linnaeus felt that her mind was in a mess, and she was already clearly aware that she was not so ridiculous as crossing over from 18 to 25.

She vaguely felt that there seemed to be more ridiculous things waiting for her in her.

But now......

She searched for Cen Ruxi's name in the search bar.

Didn't find it.

I didn't expect Director Cen to have no Weibo!

Director Cen doesn't even play Weibo, no, or he doesn't have a verified Weibo.

Is there a trumpet?

I must ask her next time, and then I must pay attention to Director Cen to pay attention to himself.

With a "ding", her biscuits were baked.

Linnaeus put on his gloves and carefully took out the biscuits.

She is a gift-giver, and she buys lots and lots of small boxes to divide the biscuits into many distributions.

Of course, Director Cen's share must be the most special.

When Linnaeus thought of this, he felt that his whole person was in a happy mood.

It turns out that the feeling of liking someone is so incredible.

She wraps the biscuits and ties them with ribbons, and she feels very happy in the process, so that she can forget her previous troubles for a while.

At this time, her mobile phone rang with a "ding dong".

Linnaeus took the phone and looked at it.

It's her Weibo account that has a new private message.

"Sormine: You're Linnaeus ^_^"