Ignoring her daughter's strong opposition, Lin's mother resolutely went through the discharge procedures. What she meant was that she had to get all the money together before she was admitted to the hospital with peace of mind.

After returning home, Lin Ruoxi ignored her mother's strong opposition and went straight to the homes of relatives and friends to borrow money, but when people heard that her mother had cancer, they knew that the disease required a lot of treatment costs, and they were worried that the money would not be cured.

Lin Ruoxi borrowed almost all the relatives and friends she knew, only her uncle lent her 3,000 yuan, and the others didn't borrow a penny.

As soon as Feng Tianyu returned home, he also began to act, he first persuaded Mei Zhifang to let Mei Zhifang borrow from someone she was familiar with, and then he went to borrow it from Mu Shuguang, a classmate with better family conditions.

As a result, Mei Zhifang and Feng Tianyu borrowed and added part of the family's savings to a total of 25,000 yuan.

Lin's mother's savings are only 13,000 yuan, and with the loan from outside, it is less than 50,000 yuan.

This amount is still a big gap of 80,000 yuan, and Lin's mother has not purchased any medical insurance of any nature, what should I do?

Lin Ruoxi decided to let her mother go for treatment first, and then find a way to make up for the difference.

When she told her mother about her decision, she resolutely refused to accept treatment.

When I asked Lin's mother, the reason given by Lin's mother was that the cost of treatment had not been made up, and she didn't want her son to be anxious about this matter, so she would not accept treatment for the time being.

Lin Ruoxi immediately decided to sell the house, and if she sold the house, there would be enough treatment costs.

Speaking of selling the house, Lin's mother disagreed, she told Lin Ruoxi that this house was a shelter for their mother and daughter, and if she sold it, where did their mother and daughter live?

Lin Ruoxi kissed very distressedly and said resolutely: "As long as we can pool money to treat you, it doesn't matter where we live, it's a big deal to rent a house outside!" ”

Mother Lin did not argue with her daughter, but said, "Child, pour me a glass of water." ”

Lin Ruoxi immediately poured her mother a glass of warm boiled water.

Mother Lin took the cup with both hands, the hand holding the water trembled, took a sip carelessly, and then put the cup on the coffee table in front of her.

As if drinking water could increase her courage, she said: "Son, it's not that my mother doesn't want to be treated, but that my disease diagnosis says that my disease is in an advanced stage, do you know how strict this disease is in the advanced stage?" ”

She smiled bitterly, took her daughter's hand very lovingly and said softly: "Child, mom will tell you the truth, I don't want to treat this disease, I can't cure it, I don't want to bear the pain caused by chemotherapy, and I don't want the family to become poor, so forget it, don't bother!" I don't have much time to live, I hope you will spend more time with my mother, so that my mother can spend the last days of her life quietly. ”

Words like blood!

Lin Ruoxi's heart seemed to be twisted by a knife, and the pain was almost suffocating!

"Nope! Mom, don't scare your daughter, you'll be fine, your daughter wants you to live well, never leave your daughter! ”

Lin Ruoxi squatted in front of her mother, looked up at her mother's haggard face with tears in her eyes, and said, "Your illness must be cured!" Even if your daughter is a cow or a horse, she will get money to treat you! You wait, I'm going to sell the house, last time I heard my classmate's father say that he wanted to buy a second-hand house, so I'm going to go to him. As long as he buys our house with his heart, he will sell it to him cheaply! ”

Lin Ruoxi said that she would go out.

"Wait!"

Mother Lin's painful expression was distorted, and she urgently shouted to her daughter, "The house can't be sold, it must not be sold!" ”

Lin Ruoxi wiped her tears and shook her head and said, "Mom, don't persuade me, I won't listen to you, otherwise my daughter will feel guilty for the rest of her life!" ”

"Child, I know that you love your mother and feel sorry for your mother, but I have a terminal illness, even if Hua Tuo is alive, there is nothing I can do, you just listen to me, don't sell the house!"

Mother Lin pleaded bitterly.

Lin Ruoxi knelt down on her knees and said: "Mom, I'm sorry, please forgive my daughter for being disobedient, you raised your daughter with hard work, and before I could repay your nurturing kindness, you were seriously ill, how could I not save me?" ”

She shook her head, "I've made up my mind, and you can't stop me no matter what!" ”

After saying that, she stood up, ignored Lin's mother's objections, turned around and strode outside.

Mother Lin stretched out her weak hand and grabbed the void twice, but she didn't catch anything, she could only walk out with her eyes open, and there was no way at all.

Lin Ruoxi went to the same school and brought the classmate's father to the house.

When Lin Ruoxi came to the house, she saw that her mother was not in the living room, so she nervously pushed open the wooden door of her mother's bedroom, and lay peacefully on the large wooden bed covered with pink sheets, looking like a sleeping baby.

She saw an empty plastic medicine bottle and a crystal clear glass of water in a drawer next to the bed.

There was an ominous premonition that suddenly surged into Lin Ruoxi's heart like a tide, and she quickly walked to her mother's side and shouted: "Mom, Mom"

After shouting several times in a row without answering, she pushed her skinny mother in panic and shouted loudly: "Mom, wake up!" Wake up Mom! Wake up"

Her classmate's father walked in and probed Lin's mother's snort, then retracted his hand, shook his head, and said to Lin Ruoxi: "Child, your mother has passed away, let's mourn and change." ”

Lin Ruoxi suddenly spun around, "Wow"

cried out, hugging his mother's cold corpse and mourning.

"Mom, why are you doing this, why"

Later, Lin Ruoxi found a yellowed letter paper under her mother's pillow, and the paper was crookedly filled with a page of words, which read: Child, please forgive your mother for not saying a word to you, and selfishly taking such an extreme way to leave the world, don't blame your mother for cruelly leaving you alone.

I know that your heart hurts your mother, and you will definitely try to get money for your mother's treatment, I can't stop you, the only way to stop you from selling your house is for me to "go"

。

I know that doing so will hit you hard, and you will definitely be sad, but my mother loves you and can't bear to put my life in extreme hardship because she paid me for treatment.

Although my mother had a lot of nostalgia and reluctance when she passed away, human life will end after all, just sooner or later.

I took the medicine and quietly "left"

, which is a good option rather than undergoing chemotherapy and suffering painfully and slowly consuming your life until you take your last breath.

So, dear daughter, please think about it and don't be too upset.

Mom's biggest regret in this life is that she didn't wait for the day when you and Tianyu got married.

I have told you more than once that Tianyu is a very down-to-earth and responsible boy, you should know this very well, I hope you will remember your mother's advice, and finally choose to marry him!

Dear child, Mother wishes you happiness and good health forever!

Just when Lin Ruoxi notified several relatives and friends to arrive home and prepare to move her mother's body to the crematorium for cremation, Lu Xiaobai hurriedly rushed to her house with 80,000 yuan in cash.

He borrowed the money from Leather Sea.

The reason why Pihai was willing to lend him money was half to thank him for rescuing him twice when he was in danger, and half to ask Lu Xiaobai to do something for him, which was to go to Vietnam with him after a period of time to secretly buy a batch of tiger bones, and then smuggle them to the mainland and sell them to a manufacturer of health wine, making illegal profits.

So how did Lu Xiaobai learn about Lin's mother's illness?

It turned out that Yang Tingting sued him two days ago.

Yang Tingting said that Lin's mother had no money for treatment because she was seriously ill, and she had been taken home by Lin Ruoxi from the hospital.

After Lu Xiaobai heard the news, she had a wishful thinking, if she could help Lin's mother get this huge amount of treatment costs, then she would definitely be grateful, maybe she would never stop Ruoxi from falling in love with her from now on.

So, with a glimmer of hope, he went to Leather Sea to borrow, but he didn't expect Leather Sea to readily agree.

Lu Xiaobai saw that Mother Lin's body was parked in the hall, covered by a thin sheet, and his heart was overjoyed, thinking that this snobbish woman was dying, and no one would stop him from falling in love with Ruoxi freely in the future.

Lin Ruoxi was full of guilt for her mother's death, if she hadn't planned to sell the house, then her mother would not have taken such an extreme way to leave the world, so in order to alleviate her guilt, she lent money to her mother to buy a good cemetery, hoping to comfort her mother's soul in the sky.

After dealing with Lin's mother's funeral, Lin Ruoxi was tired.

Lu Xiaobai saw Lin Ruoxi's depressed and unhappy appearance, and pity arose, and he began to think about how to enlighten Lin Ruoxi, so that she could get out of the shadow of pain and become positive and cheerful.

"Ruoxi, by the way, I'm sad that your mother died, but people can't be resurrected after death, so I still want to open a little"

"Ruoxi, your eyes are swollen from crying, don't cry anymore, I'll be distressed if you do this"

"Ruoxi, it's useless to be sad and sad all day long, you are haggard like this, if your mother has a spirit in the sky, then she will be sad like this"

Feng Tianyu also came to comfort Lin Ruoxi: "Don't be too sad, after the first seven days, I will accompany you to travel and forget all the unpleasant things." ”

Perhaps because she was immersed in sadness, Lin Ruoxi's attitude towards Lu Xiaobai and Feng Tianyu was quite cold, and she rarely talked to them.

Recalling her mother's death, Lin Ruoxi felt like a world away, as if she had had an unreal dream.

After her relatives and friends left, she locked herself in the house, washed her face with tears every day, didn't think about tea and dinner, and let the continuous grief erode her soft heart.

During this time, she refused to see anyone, and she did not want to listen to any comfort.

Feng Tianyu and Lu Xiaobai each knocked on the door of her house at different times, but they were both sent away by her through the heavy iron door in cold language.

To make matters worse, she had the same horrible dream for several nights in which she dreamed that her mother was chained in cold chains and confined in a dark and damp dungeon, and that her mother, like a madman, stretched out her bony hand to her in terror and begged her to get her out of the dungeon, and that her mother said that her mind and body were suffering greatly, and she really did not want to stay in it for a second longer.

However, there was a deep ditch between Lin Ruoxi and the dungeon, she stood on this side of the ditch and stretched out her hand, but she couldn't touch her mother's hand, she was so anxious that she cried, and decided to risk going over to save her mother, so she jumped, but unexpectedly fell into the unfathomable gutter, she hit a spirit, and suddenly woke up.

When she woke up, she found herself drenched in a cold sweat and couldn't help but cry sadly, thinking that the dream had a strong suggestiveness, suggesting that her mother was suffering in the dungeon.

Although she did not believe in superstition before, the dream was so paradoxical that it appeared in her sleep again and again, disturbing her mind, and she had to believe that the soul would go to hell after death.

My mother's soul is tormented in hell, so what should I do?

She thought of going to the Buddha to pray for her mother, and maybe the compassionate Buddha would have mercy on the kind mother and let her soul free from the heavy shackles and ascend from hell to heaven.

So, she decided to go to Lhasa, the holy place of Buddhism.

She remembers that her mother had told her when she was alive that she wanted to go to Lhasa in her lifetime and prostrate herself in front of the statue of Shakyamuni Buddha.

In Lin Ruoxi's mind, Lhasa is mysterious and beautiful, which can wash the dusty mind.

Maybe this trip will make her melancholy mood more cheerful.

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