44. Contradictions
Although in such an instant, Li Guangyu had the stupid look he had after his amnesia. However, he is a normal person after all, and Lin Sijin has not been fascinated by this phenomenon of selling cuteness whenever anyone comes.
"How did you get this way?" The reason why she wanted to turn around was actually to ask him such a sentence.
Indeed, Li Guangyu looks like this now, his face is pale, his lips are also white, his mouth is still foamed, his hair is messy, and the white shirt on his body is also wrinkled. She really didn't pay much attention to his sloppy appearance just now, but now when she looks at it, it looks like she has rolled on the ground.
Lin Sijin unconsciously showed a little disgusted expression.
Li Guangyu saw it, and he coughed unnaturally, thinking to himself who remembered to wash and brush his teeth and change clothes when he was in a hurry, and he couldn't feel anything else except for the discomfort of swallowing a scale.
Lin Sijin looked at him with an embarrassed look, and she just held back the urge to laugh, she cleared her throat, and then announced, "I'm going to live at Qingqing's house for a few days." ”
Sure enough, Li Guangyu didn't want to think about it, and immediately vetoed, "No." ”
"Then I'll go on a tour."
When Li Guangyu heard that she was going on a trip, he nodded, "Okay, as long as you don't forget things again." ”
Lin Sijin didn't quite understand what he meant, "Forgot something?" ”
He pointed to himself and said, "I." ”
“……”
Lin Sijin was choked by his words.
Although just now, the two of them cried and hugged for a while in the room where the corpses were parked, but when they left the hospital gate and were blown by the wind, Lin Sijin became a lot more sober.
My head is clear, and I feel a little embarrassed to think about a lot of things just now.
Lin Sijin looked at the person standing in front of him, and basically had no good image, and said, "You go back to wash your face and brush your teeth first." ”
"Together." Li Guangyu said in a firm tone.
Lin Sijin shook his head, sighed again, and said, "You still don't understand." ”
In fact, Li Guangyu really has feelings for her. But Lin Sijin didn't understand what kind of basis his feelings were based on. And, what kind of feelings is this feeling?
These, perhaps, may or may not be important.
Lin Sijin believes that Li Guangyu did not distinguish clearly. Although after he admitted that he had not lost that memory, he also had more and more shadows of that time on his body. But, after all, he is not that completely pure person.
"I haven't lost my memory, so I can't relate to your feelings," she said. Now that all your memories are in your head, then, I can't understand it even more. You're the person, but you're not the person. In what form does that memory exist in your mind? ”
This question is, in fact, the core problem of the existence of zài between two people.
Li Guangyu looked at her eyes, his gaze was very deep, and there was seriousness in it, "Is this question really important?" ”
"What do you think?" She asked rhetorically.
Li Guangyu thought about it, and for a while he really couldn't find any suitable words to answer her question, so he said something like this, "Since it's all my memory, the form of zài won't be any different." ”
"......" Lin Sijin glanced at him helplessly, saying the same thing as not saying it.
But if you think about it, this kind of question is really not easy to answer.
At this time, Secretary Chen, who was sitting in the car, saw that the two people were already standing at the gate of the hospital, so he hurriedly got out of the car and walked over.
As soon as Lin Sijin saw that Secretary Chen was walking this way, he said to Li Guangyu, "Anyway, I still have to go to her house to live for a while, you can go back first." ”
Li Guangyu shook his head, "You go back with me." ”
Lin Sijin hugged his arms, "So, do you have to not give others time to catch their breath every time, and then press the other party so tightly?" ”
"......" Li Guangyu opened his mouth, wanting to sue her, but he didn't mean that.
"If not, let me think about it, okay?"
Secretary Chen was about to walk in front of the two of them when he stopped. Doesn't that seem right? So, it seems that he shouldn't have walked over at this time.
However, according to past experience, if he doesn't go over to make a fork or something, maybe the two of them will freeze again.
So, Secretary Chen walked up to the two people, and then said, "Young master, young lady, get in the car first." ”
Lin Sijin glanced at Li Guangyu and said, "No, Uncle Chen, I'll go somewhere else." ”
Secretary Chen hurriedly continued, "Young lady, if you want to go somewhere else, the young master and I will send you over." Now the road conditions are very congested, and it is difficult to get a taxi everywhere, you say? ”
Lin Sijin turned his head and raised his eyebrows at him, "What do you say?" ”
What Li Guangyu is thinking now is, should she really be given a time to think about it?
What if I think about it, and my daughter-in-law thinks about running away?
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"Knock knock—"
When Zhuang Qingqing opened the door of his house, his eyes were immediately attracted by a sloppy ghost behind Lin Sijin.
Oh, look closely, isn't that who?
Zhuang Qingqing comprehended, stretched out his hand with a smile and made a 'please' gesture, and then said, "Two rare guests, please come in." ”
Lin Sijin stood at the door, then turned to Li Guangyu and said, "I arrived safely." ”
Li Guangyu didn't plan to go in with her, but because of the successive blows today, he always couldn't rest assured of her. At this time, the person was sent up, and Zhuang Qingqing was also at home, so he put a little snack, then nodded and said, "Then I'll go first." ”
Zhuang Qingqing 'Huh', this style of painting doesn't seem right, right? She guessed in her heart just now, thinking that it was Li Guangyu who saw the news, and then ran to the hospital in a hurry, and then collided with Lin Sijin, who was looking for her wallet.
But if you hit it, how does it look like it didn't spark?
After Li Guangyuren went downstairs, Zhuang Qingqing hurriedly pulled her into the house, and then asked, "What's the matter with you two?" ”
Lin Sijin was dragged into the house by Zhuang Qingqing, and then pushed to sit on the sofa. She took out an apple from the shopping bag on the table, and didn't care whether it was washed or not, she took a bite and said, "It's nothing, I just ran into it." ”
Zhuang Qingqing was a little unconvinced, "You two didn't touch the slightest spark?" ”
"What do you call a spark?" Lin Sijin tilted his head and asked her.
"You're stupid, of course it's love, oops, what else could it be, you're really ......"
“……”
There are many news reports about this plane accident, and among the people who know Lin Sijin, first of all, they don't know that she is going to travel, and secondly, few people really look at the passenger list. Therefore, many people don't know about her 'death'.
And the few people who knew about it also knew about Li Guangyu and knew the news that she had survived.
At night, Lin Sijin and Zhuang Qingqing lay side by side on the bed, unable to sleep.
Zhuang Qingqing looked at the ceiling and asked her, "Secretary Lin, why don't you still forgive Li Guangyu?" ”
Lin Sijin also stared at the ceiling and replied, "I didn't hate him, where did I forgive." ”
"I mean, why can't you accept him?"
Lin Sijin sighed faintly and said, "I just don't understand, the person I like is obviously him." And now, even though I know he remembers me, it's a real feeling...... It's contradictory. ”
In short, it can be described as such. When Li Guang pretended to be an uncle before, she didn't bother with her feelings at all. But when he seemed to have some clues, she hesitated whether this person's feelings for her were real.
Zhuang Qingqing turned over, thought about it, and answered her question, "Although you are my good friend, to be honest, this question you are entangled in is actually not necessary at all." ”
Lin Sijin was stunned for a moment, puzzled, "Why?" ”
"Think about it, no matter what happened to him before, he is a complete person now, his memories are there, and then he still likes you, that's enough. As for memory, I think it's like a boy who often plays tricks with his family when he is a child, and steals kisses from little girls, although these childish memories are stored, they don't affect a person's future growth. When I grow up, I will remember these things, who will not love my parents because I grew up? ”
After saying this, Zhuang Qingqing probably felt that this example was not appropriate, and then she added, "What I said is not quite right, Li Guangyu's situation is really different from this." But I mean, no matter what, the one who is good to you right now, who likes you, is the one who is like you. He remembers you, and he doesn't have amnesia, so it's complete...... Isn't it good to fall in love with someone who falls in love with you? ”
Lin Sijin didn't speak, she seemed to be touched by Zhuang Qingqing's words.
Yes, this person has not changed anything except for his memory. But why, now, she has become hesitant and grinding?
Zhuang Qingqing saw that she was lost in thought, so she added, "Besides, I think you are only contradictory because he is not coquettish and cute with you like before." To put it bluntly, you are mother's love that has begun to flood again. ”
“……”
To put it bluntly, the authorities are fascinated, and the bystanders are clear.