Family affection was the most fundamental factor for them to be together before, but under family affection, there was also reluctant love. This love, because you have been thinking about it so deeply and for too long, that you have not found it, and even feel that all this may have left them a long time ago.

But in reality, no.

Her feelings for him have always existed. She didn't know why the more she paid attention, the more she couldn't feel it. On the contrary, I felt that the relationship between the two gradually became awkward.

She even remembered the time she had with Jack from time to time. felt that she used to like Jon, but later, the relationship between the two faded, so she fell in love with Jack.

But is that really the case?

Jack is a man who deserves to be trusted for life, and a woman who wants a harbor forever. Jack gave her the tranquility she wanted, making her think that this was love.

Because she doesn't understand love, she wants to explore. I want to understand why, after so many years, she still hasn't been with the strong man in the end.

In fact, the reason why she has done so much is to figure out why there is no love between her and Jon? The origin of everything is actually because of Jon. can only say that she is too clumsy for her feelings, so she will make mistakes repeatedly.

Over the past year, Jon has been really good to her, but this kind of goodness has made her not fit in for a long time, and she always feels that Jon is different now when she becomes tighter.

The current Jon is not the real Jon, plus Jon has changed too much for him, half of it, but she feels guilty in her heart, so in many things, she has also become accommodating. There's no way to truly appreciate that everything Jon actually does is out of his heart.

Anyway, although he has changed, everything he has changed is sincere, not just to prove his love for her. It's about wanting to do it, wanting to really love her.

But Mu Qing found that because of his misunderstanding, he had been treating Jon with a sense of guilt. That's why there is no way to feel that love. Coupled with Jack, the kind of resoluteness and open-mindedness when he left made him unable to erase it from his mind for a long time.

It's as if there's a pressure to stop her, and if she accepts strong love, then I'm sorry for Jack. Even if Jack made it clear that he would bless the relationship between her and Jon, Mu Qing also knew that this was a painful blow to Jack.

Jack's love made Mu Qing hesitate. Because of Jack, coupled with the guilt in her heart, she has been unable to calm down and sort out the relationship between her and Jon.

Until the moment of life and death, she put aside everything, full of fear, and had only one thought in her heart, she couldn't live without Jon, if Jon died, then she would definitely go with him.

Whether you live or die, you can be with you.

Her life could not live without this man.

There is no guilt or scruples, but I just feel that my own life, my own life, cannot live without this man. Her life and his life have long been closely combined.

They are two inseparable people.

Although there are many mispaths in life, in fact, they have always been one.

Joe, I finally know that the person I love the most is really you!

Jack, I do like it, but it exists only to explore the love between us, because there are so many things I don't understand, so he becomes that pathetic stepping stone.

I'm really sorry for Jack, and I still feel guilty when I think of him when he left. When I didn't realize that the person I really loved in my heart was Jon, I felt so guilty for Jack, because I knew that I had given my heart during the months I had been with Jack.

But now I know that all my sincerity is just to explore, what is love? Instantly, I felt that I was particularly shameless. How can I hurt Jack's feelings?

But in the same way, I also have a sobriety, at least I can no longer live in such a daze, and finally know that the person I love the most is really you, my Joe!

Jack, I'm sorry......

This is Mu Qing's heart, but in the same way, it is also the affection he wants to express to the two men, she has been living in a daze for so many years, and it is time to sober up, only when he is truly sober, can he no longer hurt the person who really loves her.

Jon has given her too much, and she should also give it in return, with love, so that he can clearly feel that his waiting is not in vain. She still loves him.

And Jack, I really can only say sorry. But she hoped that Jack would feel as free as he had said he had left when he left. If a girl really appears, she hopes that Jack can accept it, and hopes that Jack can really find a woman who can accompany him for the rest of his life.

I'm sorry, Jack......

When Jon saw Mu Qing appear, he hugged her tightly, and that kind of lost expression made him full of tears again. Ryan on the side, he couldn't help but feel sore in his throat, a man who loves a woman can love so badly, love to tears, love to tremble, what kind of feelings is this?

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he would never have believed that Jon, who was so frightened, often had such a vulnerable side. Such Jon seems to have become a lover. Where is still a surprising figure?

The two of them were covered in blood, but they didn't realize it, there was only the joy of regaining it in their eyes, and their faint mouths kept repenting: "Qing, I'm sorry...... I swear I'll never expose you to such danger like this again......"

Even if it was just a little possibility, he would never allow it. He also decided not to use any means to win for Mu Qing's sincerity. He just wants to express his love for Mu Qing with sincerity.

No matter who habit chooses in the end, he will gladly accept it. As long as she is alive, as long as she can be happy, he can not care about everything else.

"Qing, I was wrong, I will no longer force you, and I will not embarrass you, if you want to leave, I will definitely let go, and if you still love him, I will definitely give you blessings."

Although moved, Mu Qing just said the words. But Jon knew that all this was just because of Mu Qing's guilt, after all, the two had lived together for so long, how could they have no feelings? It's just that this relationship will never be love.

At that time, Mu Qing was in distress, and he blocked three shots for Mu Qing. Mu Qing must have said that because of guilt. He knew that in Mu Qing's heart, there was still a man named Jack.

If he hadn't used some means and some emotional care to keep Mu Qing by his side, I'm afraid that Mu Qing at this moment would have already returned to that man's side!

But after going through this incident, I really saw it clearly anyway. really loves Mu Qing, so much that the two are not together, and he also hopes that Mu Qing will live well. I hope that Mu Qing can live happily ever after.

This is not an ending he can imagine, he has always thought that as long as it is what he wants, no matter what means are used, he will definitely want to grab it.

Mu Qing is the girl he has been waiting for for so many years, how could he give up so easily? If he doesn't love him, then he can do it, but he has only one in his heart from beginning to end, how can he be willing to give up?

But after experiencing life and death, he realized that compared to the parting of life and death, what is the point of giving up?

Jon's words made Mu Qing stunned for an instant, and his expression, which was originally excited, was instantly stunned. The head bounced out of Jon's arms and he looked at Jon with a blank expression.

Then he said in horror. "Joe, don't you want me? Do you think I'm a bad girl and don't like me anymore, or do you think I'm just a person who sees things differently and is therefore no longer worthy of your liking? ”

Mu Qing's psychology suddenly felt so scared, so scared. How scared she was that Jon would give up on her after she understood her true heart. So where does she go from here?

The two of them have been running for twelve years. Is it really necessary to separate at this last moment?

No! She doesn't want it!

When she truly understands the person he likes, how can she give up?

Mu Qing has always been a decisive person, now that she understands who the person she really likes in her heart? Then he won't miss it, he will dare to pursue it, and even if he feels guilty about Jack, he will make up for it in another way.

There is only one true love, and she doesn't want to regret it. He also doesn't want Qiang's efforts over the years to end up in vain. Mu Qing knows that any apology, guilt, and self-blame will not help, as long as he uses his true love to repay Jon for his dedication, this is only fair to Jon.

Mu Qing shook her head vigorously, not accepting the current ending. She didn't care about the blood that kept coming out of Jon's chest, because she knew that her Jon was brave and strong, even if he shed a little blood, what could he do?

She grabbed Jon's arms tightly and said firmly. "Joe, I've always thought about it, I don't understand what true love is, and it's because I don't understand that I'm looking for it. Jack was one of the people I was looking for. His existence is just a process, not the end I really want. ”

"Because of my stupidity, I understood at the last moment that the person I really like is actually you, and the person I love the most is also you and the person I can't leave is still you. Don't be disappointed in me, Joe, though I understand all this a little late, but please give me a chance, and I will prove to you that my heart has always been in you. It's just that I'm too stupid to understand. ”

"It's true that all this came a little late, but as long as we are alive, we can definitely have a good love. My aunt said that love is actually a process, and only after experiencing pain can we understand what \/love is. I used to feel that the relationship between me and you was like family. ”

"Kind and warm, you have always been by my side, taking care of me and protecting me. made me think that such a blandness was not love, it was just a kind of family affection that was gradually formed. But when I saw you and Tang Qingxia together, my heart was really uncomfortable, and I couldn't control this discomfort. ”

It was at that moment that I really saw that I had you in my heart. Later, in the years between the two of us, I thought that my love for you was only in the past, and now, it has gradually disappeared. But in fact, no, this is what I think too much in my heart, which is why our love becomes complicated. ”