21.021 Old Dreams

Su Yu waited for a while, and seeing that he didn't mean to tell her what he meant, he shook his head and didn't ask any more.

The carriage moved slowly, and Su Yu suddenly came back to his senses - he didn't believe her...... Xue Muqing didn't believe that she was real, and she didn't know anything about it.

He was testing her.

However, she really didn't know his words, and before she got married, even if others mentioned them to her, they wouldn't specifically mention his words, and after marriage he might have told her - however, not the current one.

It's just that he still has doubts in his heart...... Even though he said that he believed her, he was afraid that he still had reservations.

Su Yu knew that what happened to him was too bizarre and incredible, and it was natural for others not to believe it.

Sometimes, it is more reliable to believe that she lied and deceived people in order to compete for favor than to believe that she really "forgot" those five years of memories inexplicably.

Su Yu lowered his eyes, but he was worried for a while, and then let go-

Not to mention her, if Xue Muqing suddenly told her that he had forgotten the past, Su Yu himself would not believe it.

Even Xiang's mother was afraid that she might not believe this bizarre thing, but because Su Yu insisted, she also casually echoed Su Yu - Xiang's mother has always put her first in everything, even if she doesn't believe it, she never debunks it.

He didn't believe her, so how could she really believe him completely...... He has been married to her for five years and knows her bottom line well with her liking, however, she doesn't know where his bottom line is.

"Let me see him," Su Yu was always at ease with Tang Yun: "Let me see him."

Xue Muqing pursed his lips: "Do you know what you're doing?"

Xue Muqing's voice was suppressed: "You beg your husband to let you go to see other men?" Or is it a man who has an old love affair with your childhood sweetheart? What are you when I am? ”

Su Yu was not angry: "I said earlier, I don't have anything to him-"

"But he doesn't have to!" Xue Muqing lowered his voice: "He left the capital five years ago, and he is still alone five years later...... I'll look for you when I come back...... How touching and infatuated...... You will go to him at this time, and where will you put me? ”

"He's not married yet," Su Yu sighed, and then felt that something was wrong: "Why do you know so well?" If they hadn't met him today, many would not even know that he had returned. At least she always thought that even if he gave Miao Miao a gift, she just thought that he had sent it to someone.

Xue Muqing pursed his lips and did not answer.

"Actually, I don't have to ask for you," Su Yu said in a cold voice: "You should know that if I want to meet someone somewhere I go, you can't stop me." ”

Inform him, and ask him what he meant, but it was only for the sake of his "husband" that he was his face—and she could not have taken care of it.

Xue Muqing could naturally hear what she was saying, and seemed to have gone through a struggle, and asked her in a dumb voice, "What about seeing him?" What are you going to say to him? Do you know what you're doing? ”

"Of course I know what I'm doing, and even if I'm going to meet her, there's going to be someone watching, so what can I say?" It was getting late, and Su Yu really didn't want to argue with him, so he slowed down his tone: "If I really wanted him, I would have married him back then, so why wait until now......"

Xue Muqing breathed a sigh of relief: "That's the case...... I'll help you invite him to meet him. "She is a woman, and she is already married, no matter how familiar she was with Tang Yun before, it is impossible to invite him to see him in her own name...... If it is known, it will inevitably cause criticism.

He seemed to have a lot to say, but he grabbed Su Yu's shoulder, and only told him for a while: "Bring more people......"

However, it is impossible for Su Yun to really take many people to see Tang Yun - even if someone witnesses and knows that Su Yun and Tang Yun have not done anything out of the ordinary, but there are many people, as long as one person goes out to talk nonsense, then Su Yun and Tang Yun will be unreasonable, Su Yun and Tang Yun will not be able to explain what Su Yun's reputation is, she doesn't care, but she can't let Tang Yun attract criticism and misunderstanding because of her as soon as she comes back.

In the end, she just took Xiang Mom and swept Hong.

and Xue Muqing.

In other places, it is not at ease, so the location is set in the front yard of the Xue family, Su Yu does not know how to go to the front yard of the Xue family, Xue Muqing smiled and held her, Su Yu originally wanted Xiang Mother to lead the way for him, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Xue Muqing had a lot of strength, and Su Yu was unwilling to lose his honor in front of people because he wanted to withdraw his hand and make too much movement, so he let him go.

When she arrived in the courtyard, Xue Muqing still refused to let go of her hand, Su Yu was dragged by him to the pavilion, and when she looked up, she saw Tang Yun lowering her head, looking at Xue Muqing and Su Yun's hands leaning together, with an obscure expression.

Su Yu was a little annoyed, not because he was weak-hearted, but he guessed Xue Muqing's thoughts, and felt that his move was quite childish and ridiculous—a little embarrassing.

The pavilion is not big, there is a stone table and a few square stone benches, waiting not far from his mother and sweeping Hong, Xue Muqing led Su Yun to the stone bench farthest from Tang Yun, and waited for Tang Yun to sit down, then let go of Su Yun's hand, approached Su Yun, and said softly: "I will enjoy the flowers outside the pavilion, you ...... Call me when you're done. ”

After speaking, he stood up straight, turned to Tang Yun, looked down at Tang Yun for a long time, and then walked out of the pavilion.

Su Yu took advantage of the opportunity when Tang Yun was the leader of the group to send Xue Muqing away, and looked at Tang Yun.

The lights were dim that night, and Su Yun only had a general impression of Tang Yun's appearance now, but now he looked carefully under the daylight, Tang Yun's appearance had really changed too much compared to before, Su Yun stared at his slightly weathered face, and couldn't help but lose his mind.

Tang Yun turned his head and realized Su Yun's scrutiny, and reached out to cover his face with some uneasiness, Su Yun came to his senses and hurriedly looked away, no matter how familiar he was, it was really rude to look at it like this.

Tang Yun didn't seem to care about Su Yun's faux pas, but thought about it more: "I know, Xiao ...... Ah, you have been concerned about other people's looks since you were a child...... The way I am now is indeed ...... I was going to ...... in a few months However...... However......"

However, when I heard that she was not doing well, I couldn't help it after all.

Su Yu didn't understand why he felt that he disliked his appearance, and he didn't know how to answer for a while, so he had to be silent.

Su Yu remembered that he heard that he had exchanged Geng posts with Xue Muqing, and came to look for her, and left a book to run away after saying that inexplicable call, and now a few years have passed, she has the heart to ask where he went, but when she opened her mouth, she suddenly found that she had no position to ask him, she regarded him as a brother in her heart, but after all, his surname was Tang and not Su.

How much the aunt of the Tang family loved her before, and how much Tang Yun didn't like her after she ran away, if it weren't for the in-law relationship, the eldest cousin of the Xu family who made peace with her, and the officialdom exchanges, I am afraid that the two families would have already broken off contact.

A thousand words, turning around in my heart, but in the end I just asked: "How have you been doing all these years?" ”

"How have you been doing all these years?" Tang Yun spoke with her, Su Yu glanced up at him, and the two were silent again at the same time.

I haven't seen her for a few years, but she has become so unfamiliar that Su Yu had no choice but to say nothing: "Thank you for sending Miao Miao's things, it is very suitable for her."

Tang Yun looked at her for a while, and then had no choice but to say, "I also have a gift for you."

Su Yu originally wanted to refuse, but when he looked up and saw Tang Yun's appearance, he couldn't say it, so he couldn't help but look at Xue Muqing who was "appreciating the flowers" outside the pavilion, Xue Muqing seemed to feel something, and happened to look over, the two looked at each other for a while, Xue Muqing looked at Tang Yun, turned around and nodded helplessly at Su Yun.

Su Yu looked back and saw that Tang Yun's expression was getting darker and darker, and he softened his heart: "So, thank you Second Brother Tang." ”

Tang Yun came alone, Su Yu saw him take out a box from under the stone table and put it on the table, although Su Yun didn't understand what was inside, he just nodded, planning to let someone come and take it later.

Tang Yun's hand pressed on the box, and he seemed to struggle for a long time, and finally asked: "Ah Yu...... You didn't choose me in the first place, because I called you 'little jujube' and refused to change your words, did you annoy me? ”

Su Yu actually knew that what he really wanted to ask was not this, she thought about it, shook her head along with his words, and said, "Even if I mind a little, I won't joke about my marriage because of this." She didn't choose him, not because of such trivial things, not because he didn't understand her.

"I grew up outside, and I haven't even spent as much time with my two brothers as I have gotten along with you," Su Yu sighed: "In my opinion, you are more like a brother than my eldest brother and second brother, even though I often annoy them because of some trivial things, however, a brother is a brother, even if I annoy you, I still treat you as a brother in my heart." It's just that it's never about love.

Tang Yun withdrew his hand and lowered his head: "Brother, ......"

"Even if you just treat me as a brother-" Tang Yun looked up at her, "But I still want to say it...... If you're having a bad day...... If you want to—"

"I'm doing well," Su Yu shook his head and met Tang Yun's questioning gaze: "Like a fish drinking water, you know how cold and warm you are." Even if she is not having a good time, she should not drag Tang Yun down.

She looked at him and was unconcerned: "It's just right that you're back, Aunt Tang must have been very worried about you in the past few years, and I hope to hear your good news soon." ”

Tang Yun's expression was gloomy, and after all, he didn't say anything more, and left.

Su Yu didn't move, watched Xue Muqing send Tang Yun away, thought about it, and opened the box on the table.

A thick pile of paper, each one full of words, Su Yu originally thought that Tang Yun's pen and ink would not be easy for her to keep, so she looked for an opportunity to return it - but accidentally saw a few words, so she picked it up and read it.

When Xue Muqing came back, Su Xin's tears still couldn't be stopped, he glanced at Su Zhen suspiciously, took the manuscript in Su Xun's hand, and read it carefully.

Reading the subtleties, even if he had prejudices against Tang Yun, Xue Muqing couldn't help but admire.

What Tang Yun gave to Su Yu was a travelogue written by himself.

After admiring, Xue Muqing was a little uncomfortable: "You like to read travelogues, so he wrote a volume of travelogues for you himself...... Do you regret it? ”

Although she didn't know what he meant by regret, Su Yu still shook her head - she didn't regret not choosing Tang Yun in the first place, let alone rejecting Tang Yun, she just felt that she was very hateful and disgusting, and she was not worthy of Tang Yun's affection.

Tang Yun deserves a better person, but since she has always regarded Tang Yun as a brother, she failed to find out what Tang Yun thought about her at the beginning - if she had shown that she only regarded him as a brother a few years earlier, Tang Yun would not be so muddy as she is today.

She doesn't have anything good, where is she worthy of his attention.

Xue Muqing didn't know why, so he read the manuscript in his hand again: "There is not a single nostalgic word in his text, why are you crying?" ”

Yes, there is nothing to reveal in his poems, but the things he remembered are all Su Yu's doubts when he read them with Su Yu back then, and some things have even been forgotten by Su Yu, but Tang Yun still remembers that after many years, he answered her questions and solved her doubts.

Let alone......

"He has been pampered since he was a child," Su Yu was a little sad: "It seems that the clouds and the wind are light between the lines, but how much suffering he should have suffered."

Su Yu felt that he was simply guilty and unforgivable.