54.054 for your good
Su Yu walked for a while, but still couldn't find a way out, in her eyes, those towers and stone tablets are the same, which direction to go, it seems that there is no difference.
Xue Muqing followed her silently, and after a long time, he finally couldn't help it: "If you are willing to listen to me calmly, I will take you out." ”
Su Yu shook his head: "I can walk by myself." "It's just some towers and stone monuments, she doesn't believe she can't get out.
Xue Muqing paused: "Do you want to know, you ...... at the beginning What happened after that. ”
Su Yu glanced back at him, and always felt that the word he swallowed didn't seem to be a good word.
"On the first day of the 11th month of the thirtieth year of Yongjia," Xue Muqing didn't wait for Su Yu's response, but still continued, his voice was desolate: "Prince...... I fell into the pool by mistake, and I couldn't be treated. ”
Su Yu really stopped, and Xue Muqing lowered his head: "Seven days later, I learned that you ...... News of the killing...... went down the river to find you, and finally found it in Chengzhou. ”
"The new emperor ascended the throne, it took me three years of work, after all, I collected the evidence of the Lu family's crimes, I avenged you, but after all, it was too late," Xue Muqing looked up at her: "Ah Yu, I asked you to wait for me for three years, but after three years, even if I have the heart to explain, who can I tell me?" ”
"The new emperor ascends the throne, who is the new emperor? It can't be the second prince, right? Su Yu ignored his words, and only asked what he cared about: "What does my business have to do with the Lu family?" ”
"No, it's the Fifth Prince," Xue Muqing explained to her, "The Lu family suspects that the crown prince has given you some tokens...... So he sent someone to ...... the words that followed, and he seemed reluctant to go on.
Su Yu didn't care: "It's good if it's not the second prince." ”
"It's just that you're ......" Su Yu thought for a while: "Follow the Lu family to do things, the second prince didn't take the throne, and you switched to the new emperor to deal with the Lu family in turn, you are exquisite on three sides." ”
"Ah Yu, we didn't want you to carry too much at the beginning, so we didn't talk to you about many things, but then I figured it out, the misunderstanding between you and me is getting deeper and deeper, I'm afraid that's why it's just because of this," Xue Muqing looked at her: "Ah Yu, you have to understand, the Xue family's descendants did not participate in the party struggle, and I could have stayed out of the matter to protect myself, but because of your relationship and the relationship of the Su family, I can't get out of it, there are some things we haven't told you clearly, but I have always been a person from the prince's side." ”
Su Yu was stunned for a moment, and then became angry: "Xue Muqing, you lie to me with this kind of thing, do you think I will believe it?" Do you think that if you say that, I will be able to forgive you for what you did to your grandfather? Xue Muqing, in your eyes, am I the one who is so easy to coax the past? ”
"Grandfather's matter was an accident, we planned it at the beginning, I took the fake account book to gain the trust of the Lu family, and then found an opportunity to let the Lu family reuse me," Xue Muqing's voice was painful: "It's just that none of us expected that the Lu family actually attacked my grandfather, and then I found that I couldn't tell my mouth clearly, and the matter had come to this point, so I could only plan and continue the matter...... So I told you that I want you to wait for me for three years, and after three years I'll give you an explanation...... But you won't listen. ”
"Because you insist on making peace, I'm afraid that you will hurt yourself, after the prince discussed with me, I thought that maybe the Lu family would trust me more, so I obeyed your wishes, at that time, I felt that I always had the opportunity to tell you the truth, and there was always a chance to let you understand me," Xue Muqing said in a deep voice: "This is probably the most wrong thing I have ever done in my last life...... If I had refused to say yes at the beginning, you might not have left the capital, and if you hadn't left the capital, you might not have to suffer something like that......"
"Even if those who hurt you die, so what, so many people's lives can't be exchanged for your lives." Xue Muqing stretched out his hand to grab Su Yu's wrist, Su Yu retreated a few steps to avoid him, Xue Muqing looked a little lost: "Later, I resigned to accompany you in Chengzhou, the Zhuangzi you lived in, the incense house you stayed in, I tried to find the traces you left in the past; Talk for comfort, however...... No way. ”
Xue Muqing came back to his senses from his grief: "I thought that I could only spend the rest of my life guarding your tomb, but I woke up overnight and found that I seemed to have returned to the past, to the past when you were still alive, although at this time I have no fame or official position, and you have not married me yet, but Ah Yu, you believe me this time, those things that make you unhappy will not happen in this life." ”
"You don't know what kind of mood I felt when I heard those words from Yan Shu's mouth-" He whispered, "I'm back, you're back, maybe this is God's intention to let you and me reunite-"
"You also know that the mirror is broken," Su Yu shook his head: "The broken mirror, no matter how much you repair it, it can't cover up the fact that it has been broken after all, why bother to fight in one place, with that repair work, it is better to buy a new mirror, anyway, I don't have the heart to reunite with you." ”
"The story you told is certainly touching, but unfortunately, I have lived with you...... Actually, I don't know how many years I've lived with you, but I know you, even if those things are misunderstandings, but those things are caused by you after all-or, rather, because I married you, so many things," Su Yu's expression was calm: "I'm back, back to when I didn't marry you, I also think it's a gift from God, but if you also come back, it's not a good thing." ”
"If I were the one who didn't know anything, I might have been moved by your story, but I'm not," Su Su sneered: "I know better than anyone how unreliable your promises are, every time something happens, you always 'happen' not to be there, yes." You and I won't leave Beijing, and I won't die if I don't leave Beijing, but can you guarantee that I won't die if I stay in the Xue family? Xue Jiaming is a fire pit, how can I still jump into it? "The last time she died, she obviously died in the Xue family.
"Xue Muqing, you said so much, I believe that you are sincere to me," Su Yu's words made Xue Muqing's eyes seem to have a little brightness, but Su Yu said: "But since each other remembers the past, then those things that happened can't be regarded as if they didn't happen after all...... If you really care about me as you say you are...... Since you've done it all over again, this time, you'll let me go. ”
"Marry you, I will die," Su Yu ignored Xue Muqing's dim gaze: "I don't want to let myself live like before, in that case, even if I live, it is better to live than to die." ”
Xue Muqing was stunned and lowered his head: "But what if...... If you don't marry me...... Will you die? ”
"Between marrying you and dying, I would rather choose to die," Su Yu blurted out without thinking about it: "Xue Muqing, you have to understand, I did this kind of thing, you should know it." ”
Remembering that he had to commit suicide to persuade Xue Muqing to write and leave the book, Su Yu inevitably still minded: "By the way, it was ...... You promised to leave me when I sought death, why did you never mention it in front of me? ”
"I did write the original letter of harmony, but after I wrote it, I regretted it again, I didn't dare to see you because I was afraid that you would urge me, but after you woke up, you said that you forgot about those things," Xue Muqing explained to her: "I thought you regretted it, I thought you wanted to give me another chance, so I burned it." ”
"Then when I told you about peace and divorce later, why didn't you agree?" Su Yu raised his eyebrows: "You obviously agreed before, but when you turned around, you regretted it again, and said that I regretted it...... But at that time, I really wanted to reconcile with you—you see, you have always been such a rebel. ”
Xue Muqing didn't respond to her words, but just changed the subject: "After you left, I thought about it for a long time, and finally understood what happened to you, although I still don't understand why such a bizarre thing happened to you, but all the qiē, I have connected it-"
After a pause, he added, "Later, I asked my father-in-law about them...... I know something......"
Su Yu was a little vigilant: "What's the matter?" ”
Xue Muqing shook his head: "In short, if I want to ask to marry you, they will agree, but I don't want to rely on them to force you to marry me, Ah Yu, I hope you are willing-"
"I don't want to," Su Yu shook his head: "Who was saying that the misunderstanding was because many things were not told to me, and now you immediately have something to hide from me, Xue Muqing, you will inevitably become too fast, it is better for you to say what you know, if you don't want to say it, don't make a fool of yourself there." ”
"Because of you, I used to wonder if I was born after all," Su Yu laughed at himself: "Why are they treating you better than me, why do I want to be with them but always stand on your side, they always help you talk when so many things happen, maybe you are their child-"
"Ah Yu, don't think nonsense, everything they do is for your good," Xue Muqing comforted: "Of course you are their own ......"
"Then what is the secret you tell me," Su Yu asked, "Didn't you say that they would marry me to you because of this secret, then if I know, maybe I will change my mind and marry you." ”
Xue Muqing shook his head: "If you know, I know you too well and know what kind of choice you will make, so I must not tell you about this matter, I will bear this matter." ”
"Then there's nothing to say," Su Yu turned around and left: "Since you also know that I won't marry you whether I know it or not, then don't pester me anymore, and don't pretend to be infatuated...... Even if the grandfather's incident was a misunderstanding, what about the early summer sunshine? It can't be a misunderstanding, right? ”
Xue Muqing followed her: "But Xia Chuqing was originally an accident, in her previous life, she impersonated me and failed to realize that it was me who was wrong, now that I know the facts in this life, I can't let her succeed again, not to mention her and Yushu-"
"But even if Xia Chuqing had an affair with Li Yushu, it can't change the fact that you had a concubine with her in your previous life," Su Yu shook his head: "Xue Muqing, why hide your ears and steal the bell, you want to deceive yourself, but I can see it clearly, how can you be deceived in the past." ”
Su Yu walked for a while, but still couldn't find a way out, all the tomb towers and stone tablets were similar in Su Yu's eyes, and there was nothing conspicuous to guide them in.
She didn't want to beg Xue Muqing, so she could only compete secretly.
Xue Muqing sighed, no longer trying to convince her, just told her what was the difference between those stone tombs and towers, and took her out.
Mama She had been waiting anxiously outside, and when she saw Su Yu coming out and a man behind her, her face suddenly turned like black charcoal, and she protected Su Yu behind her, and looked Xue Muqing up and down vigilantly a few times.
He whispered to Su Yu: "Miss...... You okay? ”
Su Yu didn't answer, and remembered Li Yushu and Xia Chuqing in Tallinn, so he asked She Mama to order someone to go in and arrest people - anyway, Buddhism is important, and it is a blasphemy for those two people to behave like this, no matter what they are planning, no matter what they did in their "previous life" or "in this life", Su Yu doesn't want these two people to have a good time.
When Mama She knew what Xia Chuqing and Li Yushu were doing inside, her face was ugly again, and on the way back, she cautiously tested Su Yu: "That person didn't do anything to Miss, right?" ”
Even if there was anything, Su Yu naturally couldn't respond, and if Xue Muqing still wanted to be a gentleman, he would naturally not say anything unfavorable to her, so Su Yu shook his head.
Mama She is still a little worried: "With such a subordinate, I am afraid that the character of this master is not very good, and the young lady was still too reckless at the beginning - I don't know if the other party knows the truth, if it is really attached to such a person, I am afraid that it will be troublesome." ”
Su Zhen didn't expect that She Mama would know at a glance that Xue Muqing was the person that day, but after thinking about it, she also understood that she had no intention of knowing, but it was impossible for the people around her not to guard against others, seeing that She Mama had a bad impression of Xue Muqing, Su Yu immediately shared her hatred and added fuel to She Mama and said bad things about Xue Muqing: "If he really wants to think about it in the future, I'm afraid it's also for the sake of his grandfather, and it's better to avoid this kind of person." ”
Mama She nodded: "In the future, Miss should be more careful when acting." ”
Mingxin was still waiting for her in the meditation room, and Su Yu was angry when he saw him: "Old monk, you did it on purpose, right?" ”
However, she was a little puzzled: "Why don't I know, you guys are colluding together at this time." This was something that surprised her more than Li Yushu and Xia Chuqing, and when it came to many things later, Su Yu couldn't help but wonder what big things Mingxin was planning.
Mingxin ignored her accusation, and just smiled lightly: "Tan Yue wants to find the truth, didn't he find the truth?" ”
"There is no truth," but it was even more messy, Su Yu glanced at Mingxin, and changed his title: "Zen Master, I think I may have had an epiphany, I plan to become a monk, Zen Master, you can help me find a better nunnery." ”
Seeing that Mingxin was a little stunned because of her words, Su Yu sneered: "Although I have always disagreed, but others say that you are a high-ranking monk, since you are a high-ranking monk, you must have the appearance of a high-ranking monk, what does it mean to learn to pull the media to protect fiber?" What benefits did Xue Muqing give you, and you want to help him like this? You and I have known each other for more than ten years, and it is not an exaggeration to say that you have watched me grow up, and sure enough, the so-called monks are so cold-hearted and cold-blooded? ”
Mingxin sighed: "Everything my generation has done is for the better." ”
"For my good, for my good, you will only say that it is good for me," Su Yu's face was indignant: "But if you ask anything, none of you will say anything, why do you think that I can't afford the so-called truth?" ”
"Since you think I can't bear your so-called truth, then I won't pursue it," Su Yu got up and said goodbye: "But don't want me to live according to your ideas." "If you want her to marry Xue Muqing, then she won't marry, she doesn't believe that anything can happen!
If those nightmares were regarded as something from her previous life like Xue Muqing, I am afraid that nothing would hurt more than what she experienced in her previous life.