46. Lover
When Lin Sijin woke up again, all he saw in his eyes was a white scene. The white bed, the white cupboard, the white walls, and the smell of potions in the air.
It seems that she is in the hospital room.
Lin Sijin sat up on the edge of the bed, his head a little messy. After thinking about it, she slowly recalled what had happened before.
She wanted to go out to buy steamed buns, but then she had a bicycle accident, and then she was dragged to the hospital by Zhuang Qingqing. Then she was discharged from the hospital, ran into a thief, then was hacked, and later got into an ambulance.
In the ambulance, the electrocardiogram was shown in a long!!, straight line.
At that time, she was stupefied by the display of the electrocardiogram, and Li Guangyu did not open his eyes. Then, as if before she could make it to the hospital, she fainted.
At this time, Secretary Chen carried a bag of fruit and pushed the door in, and when he saw that Lin Sijin had woken up, he walked forward with a smile and said, "Young lady, are you awake?" β
Lin Sijin looked up at him, then her lips trembled a little, and the tips of her nose and eyes began to turn red little by little.
Secretary Chen was stunned for a moment, thinking to himself, no, there is a problem with this scene, he hurriedly answered: "Young lady, young master, he ...... just now"
"How's he doing?" Lin Sijin hurriedly asked.
Secretary Chen was interrupted, so he had to say again, "Oh, the young master is outsideβ"
Before Secretary Chen could finish speaking, Lin Sijin suddenly turned over and got out of bed, without wearing shoes, she quickly walked to the door, then opened the door and stumbled out.
Before Secretary Chen could stop her, the person had already run out of the door.
As soon as Lin Sijin got out of the ward and arrived in the corridor, before she could run a few steps, a nurse came to her, pushing a ...... A cart covered with a white sheet.
Generally speaking, those covered with white cloth are not living people.
Lin Sijin's head buzzed, and what Secretary Chen said just now instantly exploded in her head like a thunderbolt.
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'Oh, the young master is outside...... The young master is outside...... Outside...... Outside ......'
And then, what's coming up outside, is this?
Lin Sijin's eyes widened, and the whole person was stunned as if he had been struck by lightning.
When the nurse saw her like this, she cautiously asked, "Uh, miss?" Are you a family member of this gentleman? β
It was no wonder that the nurse asked her, and she stood in front of the cart in a daze, staring at the body covered with a white cloth, her body stiff, and she didn't even move.
This dejected appearance, anyone who sees her, will probably regard her as the family of the deceased.
"Miss?" Seeing that Lin Sijin still didn't move, the nurse called her again.
You said that you didn't move, but it was better to leave a place for her, she stood sideways, directly blocked this place, and asked the nurse to push it over.
Lin Sijin walked to the front in a daze, and then couldn't control her feelings, her legs were weak, and she fell directly to the ground, she held on to the edge of the cart, and her tears began to fall again.
Then, she sniffled again, confiscated her feelings, and then let out a 'wow', and really cried.
Within a year, the number of times she cried added up, and there was no one who was not because of Li Guangyu.
The nurse didn't think it was strange, life and death were the most common things in the hospital.
Secretary Chen hurriedly followed, still carrying a pair of shoes in his hand, and when he saw Lin Sijin pounce in front of the cart, the corners of his mouth twitched unnaturally.
He hurriedly stepped forward to say a few words to her. But helplessly, Lin Sijin cried and hiccuped, as if he wanted to cry out his throat and eyes and lungs, where could he still listen to others.
At that moment, a hand reached over and placed it on her shoulder.
"Alright."
Lin Sijin's heart was turned upside down, but a hand suddenly fell on her shoulder, she didn't look at it, she raised the back of her hand and wiped her tears, and was about to slap it off.
And that hand reacted much more quickly than hers, and the person immediately grabbed her hand, and then inserted five fingers between her fingers strongly, and the ten fingers were intertwined, and they couldn't break it.
Lin Sijin took a deep breath and immediately raised his head, his eyes were still red, and he didn't have any anger on his lips, "I said you ...... person."
However, when Lin Sijin raised her head and saw clearly who the person standing in front of her was, her face first changed from sad to stunned, and then from stunned to surprised.
In short, his face changed back and forth several times, and he looked surprised and delighted.
Li Guangyu stood in front of her, wearing a blue and white hospital gown with vertical stripes, a large gauze block on his right cheek, and a hanging bottle in his left hand, his handsome face with undisguised pleasure and tenderness.
He shook the hands of the two of them with their fingers intertwined, and said with a light smile: "I, what's wrong?" β
Lin Sijin, "......"
Secretary Chen watched Lin Sijin throw himself into Li Guangyu's arms, and when he was crying, he suddenly felt that hey, this pair of hard-working mandarin ducks who tossed and tossed back and forth were finally going to be bitter.
Li Guangyu held her with one hand and hurriedly coaxed, "Don't cry, don't cry, why did you come out barefoot?" After saying that, he let go of Lin Sijin, squatted on one knee and half on the ground, and let her sit on his lap.
Then, he took the shoes handed by Secretary Chen and put them on both her left and right feet.
Lin Sijin is still in the late stage of emotional changes, and he can't slow down.
In the ward, the nurse was changing the gauze for Li Guangyu, while Secretary Chen was talking to the doctor.
Li Guangyu was half-leaning on the hospital bed, and he looked sideways at the person who was sitting silently with his head drooping. Unconsciously there are many emotions in the eyes, such as tenderness, joy and love.
After Secretary Chen went out with the doctor and nurse, she and him were left in the ward.
The reason why Lin Sijin lowered his head and didn't speak was because he really didn't have the face to see people.
Oh my God, she just threw herself on an eighty-year-old grandfather, crying so much. And not only that this man might see it, but also that his sons and daughters might see it.
After a while, Li Guangyu spoke first, "I didn't unplug the power supply of the sensor. He explained.
Indeed, the ambulance had just driven for a few seconds, and it passed three buffer belts on the way, and the body of the car was so bumpy several times. Therefore, the plug of the ECG was turned upside down like this.
Lin Sijin glanced up at him with red circles in his eyes and didn't speak. She glanced unnaturally to the side, and her arm moved, trying to pull the hand he was holding.
Li Guangyu held it hard and didn't let her break free.
"I am not afraid of death, but I want to cherish my life. Because I still want to keep a healthy body, accompany you to the world's famous rivers and rivers, and watch you stay healthy and happy. Do you understand? β
Li Guangyu let go of his hand, then held her cheeks with both hands, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingertips.
Lin Sijin was held up by him to wipe his tears, and he didn't resist, but glanced at him secretly: "Clever words." β
Li Guangyu wiped away the tears of his wife, who was crying like a cat, and then held her hand again. This time, Lin Sijin did not break free, but held his hand with his backhand.
Li Guangyu looked at her with smiling eyes, "Honestly." β
Only after experiencing life and death can we know that there is a person who has always stood on the tip of his heart and can no longer run.
Li Guangyu continued, "I don't want you to feel the same mood as me, it's not comfortable. However, you still experienced it once, so, can you understand what I mean? β
Lin Sijin didn't nod or shake her head, but she understood in her heart.
When facing life and death, when losing a lover, that kind of reserve and hesitation all turns into endless regret and self-blame.
To put it bluntly, after losing it once, I know that I shouldn't toss around.
Li Guangyu looked directly at her and said slowly, "Didn't you ask me what form my memories and yours are stored in?" After I thought about it, I should be able to answer your question by now. β
This question has always been in her heart, if he really can't answer it, maybe after a long time, she will slowly stop dwelling on it. But when I think about it by chance, I probably still panic.
"When I don't have a memory, all I see in my eyes is you, so what I like is you." When he said this, his eyes were like moonlight, and they overflowed with tenderness.
Lin Sijin lowered his head and listened, very seriously and honestly.
"But when I regained my memory, I realized that I didn't like you like that feeling."
After saying this, Li Guangyu felt that her body trembled slightly. So, he reached out and rubbed her hair, and continued with his unfinished words, "And that feeling, I call it love." Do you understand? β
Lin Sijin nodded very cooperatively, "......"
"The ...... who stands before you now Sitting in front of you is a man who is healthy, has no memory loss, and then loves you alone. β
Li Guangyu's voice belongs to the kind of cold type, but it is such a voice, if you say a few sweet words gently and sincerely, the voice is low and hoarse, which is very good.
"So, such a man, do you want it?"
Lin Sijin didn't answer his words directly, she looked into his eyes, this time, there was no hesitation, no hesitation, and no confusion in his eyes.
Only full of sincerity and affection.
Lin Sijin didn't speak, she lowered her head slightly, and then leaned forward slowly, until her forehead lightly touched his chest, and she didn't move.
Li Guangyu reached out and wrapped his arms around her shoulders, then rested his chin on the top of her head, and said, "I'm sorry, I won't make you sad again." β