When Li Xiaoxue knocked on Zhong Youcheng's door on time, her mood was still quite complicated.

After the door opened, Li Xiaoxue saw Zhong Youcheng, although he was still wearing outdated clothes and pants, he was clean and neat, and the buttons of his shirt were even rigidly buttoned to the top one.

"Here we are." The corners of Zhong Youcheng's mouth trembled slightly, and he greeted Li Xiaoxue with a smile.

Li Xiaoxue also smiled slightly, but her heart couldn't help but have an astringent taste.

"You're really beautiful today." After Zhong Youcheng looked at Li Xiaoxue again, he couldn't help but admire.

Li Xiaoxue did dress herself up carefully, first, to cover up her pale face, and secondly, to leave a good memory for each other. At this time, I suddenly heard Zhong Youcheng's undisguised praise, and I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

"Come, come, come in." Zhong Youcheng let in a loud voice, and turned sideways slightly gentlemanly.

Li Xiaoxue nodded slightly, and after walking into Zhong Youcheng's small rental house, she found that although the whole room was still occupied by all kinds of things related to painting, it was much more profitable.

If this is all deliberately sorted out by Zhong Youcheng last night, Zhong Youcheng may not have closed his eyes one night.

"It could be less scruffy." Li Xiaoxue said in her heart, and looked around the whole room.

And when Li Xiaoxue's eyes fell on the spotless table that Zhong Youcheng had wiped spotlessly, such a night couldn't help but appear in front of her eyes again.

Everything that happened that night, especially the one that came from the soul, made Li Xiaoxue tremble when she thought about it, and her cheeks suddenly became hot.

Whether Zhong Youcheng also thought of that night, Li Xiaoxue didn't know, and Zhong Youcheng closed the door and then casually said "It seems to be very hot today", which still shocked Li Xiaoxue's heart.

"Drink some water. I'll pour you a glass of water. Zhong Youcheng said again, and without waiting for Li Xiaoxue to agree, he poured a cup of cold white and drove it over.

Li Xiaoxue really felt a little thirsty, and in order to calm her mood, she took the water and took a sip.

Unbeknownst to him, he swallowed a mouthful of water, and a thick sweet smell made Li Xiaoxue cough again and again.

"What's wrong?" Zhong Youcheng asked nervously, and helped Li Xiaoxue pat her back.

Li Xiaoxue recovered after a long time, and asked, "Why is it so sweet?" ”

"Sugar-added." Zhong Youcheng explained.

"You usually add that, too?" Li Xiaoxue asked again.

"Where can you afford to buy this?" Zhong Youcheng said honestly, "This is what you bought after you made a phone call last night." On a hot day, I thought that you girls like to drink. ”

"I just like it, and I have a degree. Hurry up and pour some more water and rinse, you may have a pound of sugar in it. Li Xiaoxue said, coughing twice.

Zhong Youcheng apologized several times again and again, and said to himself: "I thought that the good memories started with this glass of sugar water." ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't expect Zhong Youcheng to have such thoughts, and after handing the cup back to Zhong Youcheng, she couldn't help but smile and said, "Okay, it's beautiful." ”

"Really?" Zhong Youcheng looked surprised.

Li Xiaoxue only smiled and nodded, and didn't say anything more.

After Zhong Youcheng happily took the cup, he became serious again, and warned Li Xiaoxue seriously: "This is me, if someone else gives you water to drink, you have to be more careful." Now, there are a lot of bad guys. ”

Li Xiaoxue only smiled lightly again, and her heart trembled, and she also felt careless about drinking Zhong Youcheng's water like this.

Zhong Youcheng seemed to be intoxicated by Li Xiaoxue's smile again, and his eyes were only on Li Xiaoxue's face.

In the last three days of the two of them, there can be such a beginning, or it is really something that he Zhong Youcheng did not expect.

Li Xiaoxue saw that Zhong Youcheng was only staring at her all the time, so she twisted her face to the side and said, "Can you start?" ”

"Of course." Zhong Youcheng finished speaking briskly, put down the cup in his hand, and let Li Xiaoxue sit on the "bed" half-sideways.

After Li Xiaoxue gently sat on the "bed" that Zhong Youcheng had rebuilt, she shook her body extra carefully and gave it a try.

"Don't worry, this is what I built with two wooden boxes, even if there is another ...... you roll on it, it's fine" Zhong Youcheng said with a smile, seeing that Li Xiaoxue's face was a little wrong, he just smiled.

Although Li Xiaoxue heard Zhong Youcheng say that there were two wooden boxes sitting under her, she still couldn't completely put her mind at ease, and there always seemed to be a breath of air in her body that was lifted up.

Zhong Youcheng stood on the side of the drawing board, only feeling that Li Xiaoxue's body was stiff, so he said, "Relax, okay?" ”

In a word, Li Xiaoxue remembered the scene when Zhong Youcheng gave her a massage that night. At that time, Zhong Youcheng also repeatedly told her to relax.

"You look nervous." Zhong Youcheng said with a smile again.

Li Xiaoxue also knew that she was nervous, but she didn't know that she was not completely nervous about the bed under her.

Zhong Youcheng found that Li Xiaoxue was getting more and more relaxed, so he shook his head with a smile, walked around the drawing board, and walked in front of Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue's breathing became more and more rapid as Zhong Youcheng approached, and her body was also tightly tensed, like an iron block.

"Or, you look out the window first." Zhong Youcheng prompted, and a hand pointed over, "Look at the clouds in the sky." Don't think about anything, just keep watching. ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded, and with Zhong Youcheng's hand, she moved her gaze to the window.

The sky, blue and blue, a few clouds, as white as cotton wool, leisurely wandered in the sky.

"Gently I go, just as I come gently, I gently beckon, as a farewell to the clouds of the western sky......" Zhong Youcheng recited Xu Zhimo's "Farewell to Kangqiao" with great passion, which made the white clouds in the middle of the sky more and more leisurely.

At a party in college, Li Xiaoxue also recited this poem by Xu Zhimo, the most beloved in this life, and then listened to Zhong Youcheng read it, only to feel that time had reversed, returned to the innocent student era, and stood on that gorgeous stage of interpretation.

"You see, how comfortable it is, how uninhibited. It seems that everything in the world has nothing to do with it, it only allows its own temperament to go and go. After reciting "Farewell Kangqiao", Zhong Youcheng said affectionately.

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but nodded, and said softly: "Xu Zhimo didn't take a single cloud with him, but you can know that the clouds in this sky are really unhindered, come and go, and be free." ”

"Shouldn't people be like this leisurely white cloud, free and easy all their lives?" Zhong Youcheng sighed again.

Li Xiaoxue only sighed softly.

Zhong Youcheng shook his head again and continued: "It's just that there is dust that stains the soul. ”

"Is there dust that stains the soul?" Li Xiaoxue repeated Zhong Youcheng's words, thoughtfully.

Zhong Youcheng said to himself: "But I don't know, when it comes, it is just ashes." In life, why bother and be fetters? ”

"Who wouldn't be like that?" Li Xiaoxue asked, feeling even more sentimental.

Zhong Youcheng did not answer Li Xiaoxue directly: "Too much of the meaning of life ceases to exist because of things outside of life." is alone, so he has to leave everything precious, go with the flow, and live a life that does not belong to him. ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head again and said: "You can live your own life, it's just that too many people want to live." ”

"It's really hard to live yourself, but compared to living for others, there is really too much style." Zhong Youcheng said, his emaciated face was full of fortitude.

"Live yourself, live your style......" Li Xiaoxue said these words softly in her heart......

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