Parting is always sad, Lu Zai went to the United States, got off the plane, immediately called, video call, each was fine, and the hearts of the two people were much more stable.

He is no longer around, and Nanxi's life suddenly has a lot of space.

That weekend, she took Xiaohe to see a new doctor.

Xiaohe has serious resistance to the new doctor and is very uncooperative. She refused to answer the new doctor's questions and refused to undergo hypnosis.

The new doctor told Nanxi: "Your sister has a very strong fear of the outside world, she doesn't trust anyone, she is almost a completely closed fortress, you need to have a lot of patience to conquer her heart, you have to give me time." ”

Nanxi felt strange: "Is that so?" I thought she was doing much better lately, she used to be very dependent on a friend of mine, and after that person left, she was extremely emotionally unstable. After a while, she gradually became quieter, not noisy or noisy, eating very fragrantly, sleeping very deeply, and I was quite happy. ”

"I can't tell you the exact conclusion right now, but based on my years of experience with autistic people, her quietness may be an illusion...... Or rather...... She lives under some kind of suggestion, and her inner world is processed and reconstructed...... She's not what you know, and as for what she's thinking, I'll explore it slowly. "The doctor seems to be very interested in Nanhe, a patient, and talks a lot to Nanxi.

Nanxi heard it in a fog, seemed to understand it, and began to feel uneasy. The doctor used the words "processing and reconstruction", which made her a little scared.

She wondered, who reconstructed Xiaohe's inner world? Thinking about it, it seems that only Deng Jiaxiang has such opportunities and abilities.

She told the doctor about Nanhe's feelings and dependence on Deng Jiaxiang, and the doctor nodded to indicate that he understood.

The first time I saw a new doctor, I didn't come to any definite conclusions.

Out of respect, Nanxi did not tell Dr. Zhou about taking Xiaohe to see a new doctor. She thought: Although the new doctor is well-known in this field, he does not know Xiaohe as well as Dr. Zhou. Therefore, it is still unknown whether it is better for Xiaohe to receive treatment from a new doctor or to continue Dr. Zhou's method.

She wanted to observe for a while before making a decision.

However, following the advice of the new doctor, she began to keep an eye on her sister.

To be honest, she really couldn't see anything wrong with Xiaohe.

As an autistic person in the recovery period, Xiaohe's situation is very optimistic. She can have simple communication with the people around her, and she can basically take care of herself, especially in recent times, her appetite has increased greatly, and she often shouts to her aunt that she is hungry, although her complexion is still not very good, but she has become fat.

As for her inner world, Nanxi naturally has no way to go in and see it. Because Xiaohe can't express herself smoothly now, she has very few words, and only when Xiaoxi asks her words, she is willing to open her mouth and squeeze out a few words from between her teeth. When others talk to her, she usually listens with wide blinks and doesn't respond.

Nanxi was quite relieved because of this, feeling that her position in her sister's mind was still very important, and her sister trusted her.

But the new doctor clearly said that Xiaohe's heart was a completely closed fortress, and she didn't believe anyone.

Nanxi was a little confused, and I didn't know if it was because the new doctor had no way to communicate with Xiaohe, so he said that.

Regardless of whether the new doctor's opinion was right or not, Nanxi still put more thought into Xiaohe. As long as she is there, she will spend all her time with Xiaohe, even if Xiaohe is painting, sitting for hours at a time, she will sit next to her, quietly watching her sister.

Lu Zaiyuan has been in contact with Nanxi Video every day since he went to the United States.

Xin Ping's surgery was getting closer, and he looked more and more tired. Nanxi asked him if his mother was not emotionally stable, and he just smiled and didn't say anything to her.

Nanxi had contact with Xin Ping, and she could probably guess it. It's just that Lu Zaiyuan refuses to say, and she doesn't ask much.

All she could do was talk to him as much as she could, hoping that it would help relieve his stress.

At midnight that night, she was lying in bed, chatting with Lu Zaiyuan on her tablet. It was noon in New York at that time, Xin Ping had been in the operating room for three hours, Lu Zaiyuan was very nervous, and Nanxi couldn't help much, so he could only accompany him through this difficult time with the video.

The two of them were talking, and Nanxi suddenly heard a knock on the door next door.

She glanced at the time, one o'clock in the morning.

It's so late, what is Xiaohe up for?

Nanxi was not at ease, so he said to Lu Zaiyuan: "I heard the door of Xiaohe's room, I'll go over and take a look." ”

Then, she put down her tablet and put on her slippers and walked out of the bedroom.

As soon as the door opened, she saw the kitchen light on. She walked to the kitchen door, looked in, and saw Xiaohe sitting on a chair in front of the cooking table, holding a can of pickled peppers in his hand, and sending them to his mouth one by one.

Because it was so spicy, fine beads of sweat oozed from her forehead.

Nan Xi walked in and snatched the pickled pepper jar from Nan He's hand: "Xiaohe! Why eat such a spicy thing in the middle of the night? Look at your spicy sweat! ”

Nan He stared at the pickled pepper jar in Nanxi's hand: "I'm hungry ......"

"Are you hungry?" Nanxi looked at Xiaohe in surprise, Aunt stewed beef in the evening, Xiaohe ate a lot, "Okay...... When you're hungry, call your sister to get you something to eat, how can you fill your stomach with pickled peppers? If you eat too much, your stomach will hurt! ”

"But I want to eat ......" Nanhe wiped the sweat from his forehead, took back the pickled pepper jar from Nanxi's hand, and took out another one and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Sister gives you fried rice to eat, don't eat this!" Nanxi snatched the jar from her hand again and put it back in the refrigerator.

Nanhe jumped up angrily and stamped his feet in protest: "I want to eat, I want to eat!" ”

Nanxi thought she was so strange, she didn't like spicy food before, and she didn't know how to eat something spicy like pickled peppers. Eating so much at night, she was hungry in the middle of the night, and she had such a big temper, what's wrong with her?

"That's it, my sister will give you fried rice with pickled peppers, so that you can not only fill your stomach, but also eat pickled peppers, okay?" Nanxi had no choice but to coax her.

Nanhe thought about it, nodded in agreement, and then sat back in the chair and waited for Nanxi to make her pickled pepper fried rice.

Nanxi had no choice but to take out rice, pickled peppers and eggs from the refrigerator. To be honest, she had never made such a strange food as pickled pepper fried rice, and in order to reduce the spiciness of pickled peppers, she turned her back to Nanhe and secretly washed the pickled peppers several times.

She put extra rice and eggs, and only a few pickled peppers. After the rice was fried, she served it to her sister.

Nanhe took a few bites, pushed the plate aside stupidly, and wrinkled his nose: "It's not delicious!" ”

Then she jumped out of her chair, left the kitchen, and went back to her room.

Nanxi tasted it herself and thought it tasted good. So she took the plate of fried rice, went back to the bedroom, sat down on the bed, and picked up the tablet: "Hey! Curly! Are you still there? ”

Lu Zaiyuan's face immediately appeared on the screen: "What did you do?" So long? ”

"Xiaohe shouted that she was hungry, I fried rice for her, but she refused to eat it, so I ate it myself." As she spoke, she picked up the spoon and took a bite of her meal.

"I'm hungry, but you're enjoying a supper, and you're so unkind." Lu Zaiyuan rubbed his stomach in pain.

"Didn't the doctor say that the surgery would take a long time? Why don't you go get something to eat first, you're hungry and won't help your mom's surgery, right? Nanxi persuaded him.

Lu Zaiyuan listened to her words, went to the fast food restaurant on the first floor of the hospital to buy coffee and sandwiches, and the two of them talked while eating.

Until dawn, Nanxi didn't close his eyes.

At six o'clock in the morning, it was bright outside, but it was night in New York, and Xin Ping's operation ended at this time.

The doctor walked out first, and Lu Zaiyuan didn't care about turning off the video, and rushed up to ask the doctor about the operation. They speak English so fast, Nanxi can only roughly understand it. What the doctor meant was that the operation had been completed, and the most important thing now was to recover after the operation, and not to be rejected in the end.

Then, Xin Ping was pushed out of the operating room, and her entire head was wrapped like a mummy.

Lu Zaiyuan held the tablet in his hand, and as he walked around, the camera dangled. Nanxi saw the doctor's wall for a while, and then saw a few pairs of feet, and his voice became noisy.

She thought that Lu Zaiyuan should be busy for a while, so she got up to wash up and prepare breakfast for Nanhe.

Remembering that her sister was hungry last night, Nanxi deliberately cooked more porridge and fried two slices of ham and two eggs for her sister. After breakfast was ready, she went to her sister's room and asked her to get up.

She sat on the edge of the bed and patted her sister on the shoulder through the quilt: "Xiaohe, get up and have breakfast!" ”

Nanhe snorted, didn't open his eyes, turned over, and went back to sleep.

"The sun is on the ass! It's time for the little lazy pig to get up! Nanxi caressed her sister's head lovingly, and then called her.

But this time, Nanhe didn't even respond, and gently snored.

Nanxi shook his head helplessly and chuckled.

Recently, my sister has added a lot of problems, greedy for food and sleep, getting up in the middle of the night to eat spicy and dead people's pickled peppers, refusing to get up early in the morning, and snoring when she sleeps, it's like a different person.

But my sister wants to sleep, of course she will indulge.

So she patted her sister's buttocks: "Sleep, sleep, sleep more, gain weight, and become a little fat pig......"

She muttered to herself, and inadvertently saw the desk calendar on the bedside table, which was still stuck in the last month. She put the desk calendar here, and she also turned the page every month.

Recently, she has been busy with many things, and she can't take care of the details of life at all, so this calendar stayed last month.

She picked up the table calendar and was about to turn the page, when she suddenly noticed that the 6th of last month had drawn a crying face and the 9th had drawn a smiling face. She remembered that last month on the 6th of the river came to the great aunt. She made these marks, because Xiaohe would not remember which days of the month she came to her aunt, so she had to remember these things.

This month...... It's already the 26th, and it seems that Xiaohe hasn't had his period yet, right?

Nanxi's heart "chuckled" for a moment, and then she persuaded herself: neurotic! What's there to be nervous about? The eldest aunt is a few days earlier and a few days late...... Or maybe it doesn't come every month, it's all normal, right?

But the crying face on the 6th of last month seemed to be engraved into her mind, and she thought about it all morning.

When her aunt came to work, she hurriedly asked, "Auntie, has Xiaohe come to aunt this month?" ”

"No......" Auntie felt quite guilty when she heard her ask, "I'm sorry, I don't know what days Xiaohe's menstrual period is, anyway, she hasn't had her period when she came to your house at the beginning of the month." ”

"Okay, I know......" Nan Xi panicked, "That...... Recently, when I wasn't at home, what did Xiaohe eat? ”

The aunt thought that there was something wrong with her work, and replied carefully: "Xiaohe's taste is quite heavy, I like to eat spicy and sour, I bought a few catties of green oranges a few days ago, she carried the whole bag of oranges to the studio, and when I went to see it again, there was only a pile of orange peels left." Eating too, always said it was not delicious, at first I didn't know what the reason, but then I figured out that she thought my fried dishes were too light, I added salt and spicy, and she ate too much......"

"Okay, okay, I got it!" Nanxi listened to her aunt talk about this, and her heart rhythm was inexplicably arrhythmic, and her heartbeat was chaotic and fast.

The aunt looked at Nanxi in fear: "Am I doing something wrong?" ”

"It's not...... It's not your question, I'm just asking casually, don't be careful. Nanxi smiled reluctantly.

This matter quickly fermented in Nanxi's heart, and the situation of Xiaohe holding a jar and eating pickled peppers in the middle of the night kept appearing in her mind. Originally, she wanted to be an ostrich once, just as this was a normal menstrual disorder. But on the way to work, she was driving and saw a big pharmacy on the side of the road, so she suddenly stopped the car and ran into the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test.

She didn't know what was going on in her head, she didn't want to believe that that would happen to Xiaohe, but she did things instinctively, she still put the pregnancy test stick in her bag and drove home.

When I got home, it was already half past eight in the morning, and Xiaohe was still sleeping and hadn't gotten up.

The foreboding was like a dark cloud, looming more and more over her head.

She lifted Xiaohe's quilt and dragged Xiaohe up: "Xiaohe, wake up, go to the bathroom, it's time to wet the bed in a while." ”

Nanhe sat on the bed with his eyes closed, shaking his body, humming and chirping to express his dissatisfaction. Probably she herself was holding her urine and holding it uncomfortably, hearing Nanxi mention the bathroom and bedwetting, she rubbed her eyes, moved off the bed, and staggered towards the bathroom.

Nanxi rushed in, grabbed her before she sat down on the toilet, and handed her a plastic cup: "Xiaohe, cooperate with my sister and bring the urine here." ”

Nanhe glanced at the plastic cup with disgust: "It's disgusting!" No! ”

"Well, the doctor is going to check your body, and one of them is a urine test, you have done it before, you should remember, right? Come on......" Nanxi shoved the cup into her hand.

Although Nanhe was reluctant, after hearing her sister say this, she obediently took the cup.

After she went out of the bathroom, Nanxi closed the bathroom door, took out a pregnancy test stick from her bag, and tore open the package......

She was so nervous that her hands kept shaking. And she was too scared to put the pregnancy test in the cup.

"God bless, Buddha bless, Bodhisattva bless, God and Buddha bless...... I must be too suspicious! It's going to be fine! It's going to be fine......" Nanxi muttered a prayer in her mouth, gritted her teeth, and put one end of the pregnancy test stick into the urine cup.

She looked at her watch, counted the time, and was so nervous that her heart was about to jump out.

"Don't ...... Don't ......" she babbled, hoping that the end result would prove that she was suspicious.

However, God seemed to be deliberately playing tricks on her, like a magical and strange magic, and in less than a minute, two red lines clearly appeared on the small window!

Nanxi's eyes were spent, looking at the two red lines that were swaying, not like they were real! She didn't believe it was true either!

She tore open the package of another pregnancy test and tried again...... Still two red lines!

Two pregnancy test sticks! Four red lines! It's like some kind of evil hex prop! Entangled in her heart! Tighten gradually! Split her heart into pieces! Blood gushes like a fountain!

She sat down on the white tiled floor, clutching her chest, out of breath. The ceiling is spinning, everything in sight is spinning! The world is falling apart!

Who did this? Why Creek? Even if she was pregnant herself, she wouldn't have broken down like this!

Why is it her weak and helpless sister? Why?!

Moment! She is full of hatred for this world! God really can't see her well! How many days has she been safe? Why did such an accident happen again?! If you don't torture her to death, God won't stop, will you?!

The world was spinning in front of her, and she leaned back against the cold tile wall.

She didn't expect it to be a nightmare! In the past, whenever something bad happened, she would hope that it was just a nightmare, and the world would be quiet and safe when she woke up. But every reality will cut her like a knife, making her sober and painful, and soberly realize that it is not a dream, but her strange life! It's her ill-fated fate!

Why does bad luck always refuse to let her go? Who will save her?

Faced with the reality of her sister's pregnancy, she was not sure what to do, and suddenly the mobile phone in her bag rang. She doesn't like to take it, so it keeps ringing, so noisy that her brain is about to explode!

She kicked the bag out of the way in a rage and yelled, "Don't bother me! ”

As soon as the roar fell, the bathroom door opened, and Nanhe poked his head through the crack in the door, looking at his sister who was thundering in disbelief.

Nanxi was shocked, quickly put away the pregnancy test stick and urine cup on the ground, threw them into the trash, forgot to wash his hands, and ran out of the bathroom.

"Sister......" Nanhe looked at her timidly.

"Don't be afraid, my sister is not angry at you......" Nanxi comforted her sister.

But looking at her sister's ignorant eyes, she couldn't control the sadness in her heart anymore, hugged her sister, and tears poured out like a flood that broke the embankment.

Nanhe was strangled by her neck and pushed her uneasily: "Don't ...... Hurt! ”

The two sisters were entangled, and the aunt knocked on the door outside: "Xiaoxi, the phone is far away......"

It seems that the person who called her mobile phone just now must be him. The mobile phone couldn't get through, he probably called the office first, and then called home!

When Nanxi heard his name, he was "brushed" all over his body!

There was an evil voice in her heart, constantly reminding her, "Could it be him?" Could it be him? ”

"I don't answer! Just say I'm not home! Nanxi didn't dare to talk to him, for fear that his emotions would get out of control.

The aunt went to reply, Nanxi let go of her sister, inhaled deeply, and pulled out a tissue to wipe away her tears.

She can't collapse, she's a person who has been through big winds and waves, she needs to calm down quickly, face reality and figure out the facts! She can't be weak because her sister needs her protection and care!

She pulled Nanhe to the bedside, and the two sisters sat side by side. She asked her sister softly, "Xiaohe, my sister asked you something...... It's important, so you have to make an effort to recall, okay? ”

Nanhe nodded blankly.

"You tell my sister that in the past few months, has anyone ...... Men have slept with you...... I mean the kind of people who don't wear clothes...... Do you understand? Nanxi was so angry that she couldn't find the right words to express what she meant.

She said vaguely, and Nan He, of course, didn't understand, and shook his head in confusion.

She licked her dry lips, plucked up her courage, and said, "Sister means ...... Has a man ever been in your bed, touched your body, or hurt you....."

She reached out and pointed between the legs of the guide river.

Nanhe glanced between his legs, suddenly blushed, and nodded.

Nan Xi's brain "boomed", grabbed his sister's hand, and asked loudly: "Who is it?!" ”

Nanhe was startled, like a child who had done something wrong, and leaned back vigorously to avoid Nanxi's anger.

"You tell your sister, and your sister doesn't blame you...... Sister is not angry with you, don't be afraid......" Nanxi frowned and looked at her sister as calmly as possible.

Nanhe hesitated, and when she saw that her sister's expression had eased, she dared to speak: "Yes...... Brother Jiaxiang ......"

"Sure enough, it's Deng Jiaxiang! Bastard! I'll kill you! ”

Nanxi is like an angry arrow off the string! Bounce off the bed! Grab her bag! Rush out of the house like the wind! drove straight to the detention center where Deng Jiaxiang was held! 166 Reading Network