Chapter38

Lin Yan chuckled, stretched out her hand and patted the empty seat next to the bed: "Then do you want Dr. Rong to come over and lie down here?" ”

Rong Yi rubbed his tired eyebrows and eyes, and shook his head gently: "It's just to observe the condition, don't think too much." ”

Lin Yan nodded, she wanted to say something, but her eyelids gradually sticked, and she couldn't open her eyes tiredly. This body seems to be really not as good as before.

She closed her eyes, almost whispering: "Doctor Rong, if I can't come back, just scatter my ashes in the lake in Qingchuan, tomorrow you bring the agreement over, and I will receive treatment." ”

Outside the window, the rain had stopped at some point, and the moonlight poured down from the window through the thin dark clouds. The cold light shone on the floor and reflected on Lin Yan's pale little face. Her hair was scattered on the hospital bed, and she looked a little lonely.

After a nightmare, I woke up in a cold sweat. Her hand touched a cold object, and then suddenly retracted her hand, Rong Yi was wearing a white coat, which was a light blue and white embroidered shirt, he held the needle, and his left hand continued to pull Lin Yan's hand.

"Daily medication injections, put your hand out." There was a hint of tiredness in his voice, he didn't sleep all night last night, and he was stunned all night watching Lin Yan's sleeping face.

What should I do if I can't come back, and I won't see the last side in reality? The ashes are scattered in Qingchuan, so what about me? He only thinks that what Ji Boyan said last night is very reasonable, the love in the system is just the love on the brainwaves.

He couldn't touch Lin Yan's hand, and there was no truth coming now. In the system, even if he hugged Lin Yan tightly, he was worried that her consciousness would dissipate in the next second.

Time seems to be dripping, drop by drop, boring and boring. He watched the salt water in the hanging bottle flow slowly and consume.

The blood vessels under the needle have been weakened and porous by daily drips and injections, like an aging inner tube. Despite the potion to soften the blood vessels, a lot of blood was returned with one injection.

Lin Yan looked at the blood in the veins, she couldn't help but feel a little irritable, she pulled out the needle, the blood quickly oozing out of the needle hole, and in the blink of an eye, a big bag was swollen on her hand.

"What are you doing!" Rong Yi hurriedly took out a cotton swab and pressed her pinhole, and the blood flowed down Lin Yan's slender fingers, dripping on Rong Yibai's coat, splashing small blood flowers.

"I've had enough, five years, five whole years." Lin Yan wanted to withdraw her hand, but found that Rong Yi was holding it tightly in her hand.

"I dreamed yesterday that I was lying in a coffin and couldn't move. Rong Yi, I came back for two days, and I had the same dream every day, I was really ...... I'm tired of this ward full of disinfectant water. ”

Lin Yan's love was inexplicably a little excited, and before she was woken up by Rong Yi, she dreamed that she was clearly lying in the coffin, unable to move, like a dead person.

She came back for two days and had such dreams for two days. It's been half a year since she last had this dream. At that time, on her 26th birthday, her body began to fail rapidly, and she was judged by doctors to live less than a month.

What is it called? According to Lin Yan's own words, it is her bodily function that has already defaulted to her death, and she is waking up from this dream today, as if she is still in a nightmare that she couldn't wake up from half a year ago.

The endless darkness was full of noisy instruments and boiling noises, the doctor's jargon, the sound of anxious steps, and the feeling of losing his strength.

She always felt that she was going to die that day. Later, in the days when she tossed and turned in the hospital bed, she often thought that maybe it was not a bad thing to die at that time.

Disinfectant water, drips, hospital beds, nurses, and a boxy corner of the sky outside the window. This kind of life, I don't know when it's a head.

They often say that Lin Yan is the quietest patient in the intensive care unit, she doesn't make trouble, doesn't cry, looks strong and strong, only she knows that she is tired of dying of such a life.

This feeling of being half-dead, hovering on the brink of death.

"It's just your own psychological suggestion, don't be afraid." Rong Yi finally stopped her blood, took out the gauze and wiped the blood on her hands little by little, Lin Yan's thin hand rose up with a cyan bag, looking a little oozing.

"Come here, I'll give you a hug." Rong Yi threw down the last piece of gauze in his hand and touched her cheek.

Lin Yan subconsciously retreated, but was pulled up by Rong Yi and hugged in his arms: "It's been five years, I'm also looking for a solution, and now it's the last moment, you don't give up, I won't give up." ”

If you succeed, we'll be together, and if you fail, I'll accompany you.

Lin Yan reached out and hammered Rong Yi's shoulder: "Let go of me." ”

Her voice was hoarse and weak, with some weariness in her voice. Rong Yi stroked her back and said softly: "You need to be appeased now, hug, just hug." ”

Lin Yan breathed a sigh of relief and reached out to break his hand: "I don't like Dr. Rong very much, I have someone I like, I don't want him to misunderstand." ”

Rong Yi clenched his fingers and let go of her: "Offended." ”

The rustling of sycamores, the scorching sun shining on the earth, Ji Boyan buttoned up his military hat and measured the defense line of the border step by step.

The army and the drug dealer on the defensive line had just caught fire, and the drug dealer also dropped some ice chips on the way to escape. Ji Boyan looked at the bags of ice chips, and his eyes were a little gloomy.

The movements of this group of drug dealers are getting bigger and bigger, and the internal strife is becoming more and more intense, and now with the change of power in country Y, the domestic situation is unstable, and they almost don't pay attention to the garrison on the border. If this continues, sooner or later, these people under the Shen family will be torn apart, and then cause a bloody storm.

"The Shen family has to do their best, otherwise when they make trouble by themselves, it will be even more difficult to divide into small groups." Ji Boyan put his hands on his belt and looked at Country Y, where gunshots were heard from time to time in the distance.

Yang Puhe looked into the distance with a telescope and asked in a deep voice, "Shen Liangbi, how are you doing?" ”

Ji Boyan leaned against the wall and rubbed his temples: "Shen Youyi is more difficult to deal with than we imagined, she is like an iron heart for that Rong Yi." ”

Yang Puhe put down the binoculars and glanced at Ji Boyan: "No matter what way you use, you can get rid of the Shen family." ”

"Yes." Ji Boyan gave a military salute and stood tall.

In reality, Shen Youyi was moved by Rong Yiyi when she was young, and then she was torn up before she could confess. When they established the system, they used Shen Youyi's consciousness data before her death, and it still carried her own strong consciousness.

If it weren't for the technical limitations, when creating the characters at that time, it would have been enough to directly change the person Shen Youyi liked to herself.

Ji Boyan was a little annoyed when he thought of this, and with Yangpu and getting off the military tower, there was a row of soldiers saluting in front of them. Ji Boyan returned a military salute and turned around and entered the office.

In an abandoned factory on the border of country Y, a group of mercenaries with guns gathered. This is a group of the cheapest mercenaries, who wander the fringes of war-torn countries, doing murderous and illegal business, but taking the lowest wages.

Compared to those high-ranking mercenaries, they are more like a bunch of bandits. The smoker counted the bullets in his gun, looked at his subordinates who had been wounded by the border military, and cursed in a low voice.

He pulled the trigger and fired two shots into the ground, the bullets hitting the ground and kicking up debris of cement, and then the gunfire was hidden in the occasional gunfire outside the window.

"A bunch of rubbish, how many times have you said that you want to avoid those soldiers on the border, do you think that the soldiers on the border of country C are the same as those in country Y?" His tone was gloomy and annoyed, and the people he was glaring at hung their heads and hurriedly apologized.

This time, in the battle with the military, they lost a large number of goods, lost a lot, and were blocked by the military in country Y and could not cross. This is the first time they have encountered such a situation, although they said that they had relaxed their vigilance before, and they had also made a few big orders, but recently the military suddenly did not know what was crazy, and even the residents of the two countries were under martial law.

He mentioned to Shen Liangbi more than once that he wanted to establish contact with the military people so that he could get the most profit from border smuggling.

The rationalization of the cultivation of cannabis in country Y has made cannabis products here very cheap, and similar goods are sold in their commissary, which is equivalent to only one yuan.

It is a good substitute for minor drugs, but this substitute can be bought dozens or even hundreds of times the price in China.

Now that country Y is in the midst of a transition between the old and new governments, the next president has already raised the slogan of banning marijuana cultivation, and if they can't do a few more business during the presidency of the government, it will be even more difficult for them to do business after the new government comes to power.

However, Shen Liangbi still looked hesitant, the smoker shook his mobile phone The turmoil in country Y, and the wars from time to time made the country's infrastructure construction extremely backward, he looked at the notification bar in his mobile phone without a signal, and reached out and took out the satellite phone.

"Help me pick up Shen Lao's side."

Ji Boyan returned to reality here, he directly pushed open the door of the engineering department, and saw a small soldier watching the programming of the system in a daze.

"If you don't work hard, what are you doing here!" He asked sharply by tapping the creep on the shoulder with his hat.

When the soldier saw him, he hurriedly stood up and saluted: "Is there any problem with the commander coming here?" ”

Ji Boyan sat down on the sofa and raised his eyebrows: "What about your squad leader?" Let him give me all the kuài to change the person Shen Youyi likes to me, the task setting of the system is too annoying. ”

After listening to this, the soldier on the opposite side replied respectfully: "Report to the chief, the squad leader went to the intensive care room 01, and he can't come back yet, and I will relay the commander's instructions to him when he returns." ”

"Intensive Care Unit 01? Isn't that Lin Yan's room, isn't Dr. Rong here, why did you let someone from the engineering department go? Ji Boyan frowned and asked.

"Sir, I heard that the patient in Room 01 suddenly lost signs of life this afternoon, and the engineering department has gone to prepare for the final consciousness transplant."

"What?" Before the soldier could answer, Ji Boyan had already slammed the door and strode out.

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