Chapter 36: True Love
Li Xiaoxue looked at Cao Yingying, and then at Li's mother, but did not show her enthusiasm for Cao Yingying in the past, but only said hello casually and asked when Cao Yingying would come back.
Cao Yingying replied simply, and suddenly, she was like a stranger to the friend in front of her, and she had no words.
When Li's mother on the side saw it, she forced a smile and said to Li Xiaoxue: "Xiaoxue, you go to your house and sit, I just bought half a fan of pork ribs and stewed them for us to eat." ”
Cao Yingying hurriedly said no, but when she saw that Mother Li secretly squeezed her eyes at her, she could only say again: "Then, it will trouble Auntie." ”
Li Xiaoxue was on the side, and saw all the "tricks" between Cao Yingying and Li's mother, and knew that Cao Yingying had become Li's mother's rescuer again.
Li's mother went to work in the kitchen, and Cao Yingying and Li Xiaoxue entered Li Xiaoxue's bedroom.
After they all sat on the edge of Li Xiaoxue's bed, Cao Yingying smiled and said to Li Xiaoxue: "I haven't seen you for a few days, it seems that I have lost weight." ”
Li Xiaoxue only smiled softly: "If you want to say anything, just say it." ”
Cao Yingying saw that Li Xiaoxue was so direct, and her stomach was full, she really didn't know how to talk about it.
"What? Nothing to ask me? Li Xiaoxue asked again.
Cao Yingying faintly heard a little teasing in Li Xiaoxue's question, and suddenly, as if she had done something wrong, Li Xiaoxue's face didn't dare to look at it again.
Li Xiaoxue saw Cao Yingying's uneasiness, and only thought that Cao Yingying only knew something from Li's mother, so she said: "It must be my mother who asked you to persuade me to come, right?" ”
Cao Yingying was silent for another half a minute, sighed and shook her head, before she said in a low voice: "Xiaoxue, your matter, in fact, I, I already know everything." ”
Li Xiaoxue also thought that Cao Yingying was putting on her own words, and made an inexplicable look, saying, "You know everything? My business? What's the matter? Tell me about it and see if I know it. My business? ”
Cao Yingying nodded seriously: "Yes." I thought, you know what I'm referring to. ”
"No," Li Xiaoxue said, shaking her head a few times, "This, I really don't know." ”
Cao Yingying said directly: "I mean, you have something to do with a painting. ”
"Did Jiajia tell you?" Li Xiaoxue was stunned at first, and when she asked like this, she had already brought out some excitement.
Cao Yingying nodded, and finally looked at Li Xiaoxue's face again, and said, "Xiaoxue, she is also good for you." ”
"Forget it!" Li Xiaoxue turned her face to the side again, "I also know what you mean, you don't have to say anything more." ”
"No!" Cao Yingying said, "Xiaoxue, now, I want to hear you." ”
"Listen to me?" Li Xiaoxue turned her face back and looked at Cao Yingying in confusion.
"Yes," Cao Yingying nodded earnestly again, "I want to hear from you." ”
"What? Hear me out? At this time, who will listen to me? Joke, what a joke. Li Xiaoxue said, hehe, and smiled again.
"Xiaoxue, don't do this. Don't forget, we're best friends. Cao Yingying said, and took Li Xiaoxue's hand.
Li Xiaoxue smiled again: "Do you still believe it?" What did I say? ”
"Not bad." Cao Yingying repeated firmly: "We are best friends. ”
"yes, best friend." Li Xiaoxue still smiled a little reluctantly, "However, don't you already know everything, now, what else do you want me to say?" ”
Cao Yingying looked at Li Xiaoxue's eyes and said slowly: "I want you to say, in your heart, which one is heavier, Han Haitao or that boy." ”
When Li Xiaoxue heard this, there was a scorching thunder above her head, and there was a buzz in her head, and she hurriedly withdrew her hand and said angrily: "I don't know what you're talking about!" ”
Cao Yingying grabbed Li Xiaoxue's hand back again: "Xiaoxue, I really want to tell you about this." ”
"Oops!" Li Xiaoxue broke away from Cao Yingying's hand again, turned around, and said angrily: "It's not what you think at all!" He and I can only be regarded as ordinary friends at best! Ordinary can't be ordinary! That's it! That's all I have to say! The head grows on your shoulders, whatever you want, you can do it! ”
Cao Yingying didn't refute anything immediately, but after letting the tense atmosphere ease a little, she gently put her hand on Li Xiaoxue's back again, and said seriously: "Xiaoxue, could it be said that the Cao Yingying in your mind will only follow other people's ideas?" What is a friend? A friend is someone who can think of each other anytime, anywhere. A friend is a person who puts emotion above reason. I don't preach anything to a friend, because there is no reason for many things. In particular, it involves the emotional aspect. Oh, of course, Xiaoxue, the relationship I am talking about here is not only the relationship between men and women, but also the love of friends, the same thing, and so on. These are all to speak with love, and these can only be spoken with love. Any preaching on the moral high ground, as I said, does not apply to emotion. So, Xiaoxue, I don't care what you think, no matter what you do, as long as it's your choice, first of all, I will always say that you have your own reason. No one really does something they don't really want to do. ”
"But I," Li Xiaoxue listened to Cao Yingying's big words, and the grievances in her heart hooked up again, "Really, I'm doing something I'm not happy to do at all." ”
"No!" Cao Yingying retorted, "Perhaps, you don't realize that your current behavior is more out of your own heart. Sometimes, people are willing to resist their sincerity because of some worldly prejudices. ”
"No," Li Xiaoxue still insisted, "Everything I am doing now is really out of helplessness!" ”
"Really?" Cao Yingying turned Li Xiaoxue's body, "You look into my eyes and tell me, someone put a knife on your neck, do you have to do this?" ”
Li Xiaoxue's tears poured out: "No! No! I really don't want that! I really don't want to! Now I, Yingying, really hard work! ”
Cao Yingying said solemnly: "You are like this because your heart is still bound!" In fact, you have built a barrier in your own heart. This barrier that you have erected yourself prevents you from truly facing your heart and being true to yourself! ”
"Nope! That's not true! It's not like you say! Li Xiaoxue cried and shook her head vigorously.
Cao Yingying grabbed Li Xiaoxue's head again: "That's it!" That's it! Even if you don't want to admit it, that's the way it is! You are deceiving yourself! ”
"Nope! No! I didn't deceive myself! Li Xiaoxue's entire face was wet with tears, and she still vigorously denied it.
"You are, you are!" Cao Yingying was determined, "If you don't say it, you can't help it, if you say this, sooner or later you will regret it!" ”
"Don't say it, don't say it anymore!" Li Xiaoxue pleaded.
Cao Yingying didn't follow: "I want to say, I have to say!" I only ask you, do you really love Han Haitao? ”
One sentence made Li Xiaoxue stunned again.
"Do you love Han Haitao?" Looking at the stunned Li Xiaoxue, Cao Yingying asked again, but before Li Xiaoxue could answer, she continued, "In your heart, do you love Han Haitao?" Do you have such a passion and impulse for Han Haitao not to marry? Leaving Han Haitao, are you living like a year? Without Han Haitao, do you have such a heart to die? ”
A series of questions made Li Xiaoxue noncommittal.
Cao Yingying further asked: "Do you look forward to his marriage proposal all the time, and do you dream of marrying him?" Think about it, do you have all these feelings? ”
Li Xiaoxue was even more unanswered.
Cao Yingying didn't know if she had found the answer on Li Xiaoxue's face, just to clarify Li Xiaoxue's thoughts, or asked: "True love, do you understand?" ”
Li Xiaoxue's eyebrows furrowed, and she looked more and more confused.
"Perhaps, you have just found your true love." Cao Yingying said, seeing that Li Xiaoxue was about to refute again, she immediately said, "No, don't answer me." I don't want your answer now. Han Haitao is indeed a good man, and he is indeed worthy of your love, but is love like this? Is love really as simple as finding a good person and getting married? In a sense, you and Han Haitao are really a good match. But, you remember, I mean in a sense, that is to say, in terms of worldly ideas. Anyone will think that you should be together, and I hope that you will eventually become married, but only when you wear shoes on your feet can you know if they are suitable. No matter how optimistic others are, as long as they don't love enough, when they enter marriage, there will always be regrets. It's not easy to meet someone you really love. And if the person you really love loves you and loves you, it is even more rare. More people are not lucky enough to be loved by others without such a lover. Such luck is especially precious for a girl. Of course, I don't dare to say that you have found your true destiny right now, but if you do, you should cherish it. A person must first live for himself, and especially, he must first live for his own heart. Only in this way can only live well by yourself and the people around you. If you have wronged yourself, you have also wronged the people around you. Feelings are even more so, when you cheat on your feelings, you also cheat on the feelings of the other person. Be responsible for yourself, but also be responsible for each other. As a friend, I just want you to listen to your heart and make your own true choices. Xiaoxue, I ask you to remember, and please believe, I want you to be happy. ”
This book was first published on Kanshu.com